Part Twenty Five.

"Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt."

~Unknown

~(A/N- Disclaimer: This chapter is really where the 'M' rating of this story comes into play. There is a detailed scene with sexual acts…)~

Addison pulled into the parking lot of a motel in the car she had rented after they got Pestilence's ring.

She shut the car off and looked over to Castiel who was sleeping soundly in the passenger seat with his head against the window.

Getting out of the car she paid for the room and went back out to the car.

"Cas… wake up." She said as she opened his door.

He raised his head and looked around groggily.

"You… fell asleep." She told him, frowning slightly as she knew angels didn't sleep.

"Come on." She said as she helped him out of the car and into the hotel room, it wasn't too long after she got him to the bed, he fell back asleep.

Going to the small linen closet in the room she got a blanket and covered him up.

Taking a deep breath, she sat down in the chair across the room and watched him sleep.

She knew her days were numbered now, and even though she was tired, the last thing she wanted to do was waste even a minute sleeping.

Checking the time on her cellphone she frowned at seeing she had been gone for going on 6 hours from Crowley. But it didn't even matter to her anymore, what kind of a threat was death when it was already imminent?

Her mind drifted off to wondering where she was going to go when she died. Best case scenario aside from the seemingly impossible chance that she'd make it, was that she'd go to heaven, but with him being cut off from heaven she still wouldn't get to see him.

Shaking her head she rubbed her hands through her hair and remembered how she had killed angels, she figured that would be a one-way ticket into Hell. She took in a deep shuddering breath as she remembered Hell.

Addison got up and went into the bathroom holding onto the sink as she felt like she was going to vomit.

An eternity in Hell, she remembered all of the sickening, dry heat and the thick scent of decaying flesh and sulfur. Before she could shut the thoughts out, her mind went to the torture she had endured in the small time she had been downstairs.

She had been able to keep her memories of hell at bay since she had been brought back, but there was no running from it now. She tried to comfort herself by reminding herself that she might still get a ticket into the golden gates upstairs, or possibly even defy expectations and live.

Walking out of the bathroom she looked at Castiel as he was still asleep on the bed, flat on his back now snoring softly.

Tears started to sting her eyes at the thought of never being able to see him again.

She opened the door and walked out into the cold night air; shivering but trying to savor the feeling of being cold because if she went to hell she'd never feel that again.

After getting a soda from the machine she sat in the rental car and drank some of it in silence, she did her best to keep her mind blank.

She hadn't ever wanted to know the exact day and time of her death.

Deciding she was going to check on Cas one more time before she left for Crowley's she went back in the almost dark room.

After locking the door behind her she turned around and saw Castiel looking out the window in the back of the room.

"You're awake." She said, managing a smile.

"I thought you left." He said, turning and looking at her in the very dimly lit room.

"No… I have to soon though." She admitted.

He nodded but she saw the look of pain in his eyes.

She walked over and grabbed onto the sides of his face and gently pulling his face down to hers.

As their lips met she tried to store every feeling in her memory, she didn't want to forget how it felt to be in his arms, or the way she got butterflies in her stomach every single time he touched her.

She held onto his shoulders as he stepped closer, and held onto her sides, keeping their bodies pushed together.

Her hands moved back up as she held onto the back of his head, feeling like she couldn't get close enough to him. She could feel his grip tighten on her sides as both of their breathing started to hasten.

Pulling back she looked at him, her eyes searching his face. It was only seconds before their mouths were joined again, and a steady heat started to emanate from their kiss.

She could feel her heart pounding inside of her chest and she knew with the way he was kissing and holding onto her, that she wasn't the only one with the strong wave of feelings flooding through her.

Pulling back to breathe they stared into each other's eyes, both of them experiencing a feeling they hadn't felt before.

She watched as his chest rose and fell heavily, and his mouth hung open as he tried to catch his breath.

"I love you." She said, her voice barely over a whisper as she still stood in his arms, their faces merely inches apart.

"I love you… and I've never felt anything like this before." He admitted, his breathing just as labored as hers.

Grabbing his hand she laced her fingers through his, closing her eyes she stored the feeling of his skin against hers in her memory; she tried to forget about how she wouldn't have long left with him.

Before she opened her eyes, his mouth was back on hers. He couldn't get enough of having her with him, and more feelings and sensations started to rush through him as she slowly slid her tongue between his lips.

Both of their hands clutched onto the other as every kiss and every touch was more passionate than the last.

Pulling back she looked at him and her eyes slowly traveled across the room to the bed he had been sleeping on.

"I don't even have a week left to live…" She said, as she looked back at him.

He saw what she had been looking at and then looked in her eyes as she took another deep breath and opened her mouth to speak, "And we don't even know if any of us are going to survive this… but what I know right now is that I've never felt this way about anyone before, and I'll never love anyone as much as I love you."

Reaching up she held onto the sides of his face, as he leaned in and kissed her. As he pulled back from her lips, his eyes traveled back across the room to the bed.

Keeping her hand on the side of his face she smiled softly as she quietly said "I can't get close enough to you right now."

He kept his eyes locked on her as he said, "I feel like I can't get close enough to you either… I love you."

"I want to remember this; remember how it feels to be with you, because I don't know where I'm going and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance to do this again. And you're human now…" She finished as she still fought to get her breath.

He nodded his eyes traveling to the bed again as he also tried to catch his breath and pulled her closer as he kissed her again.

Pulling back she swallowed hard and grabbed his hand intertwining their fingers again as she slowly led him over to the bed with her.

They faced each other standing beside the bed; she reached up and took his tie off, letting it fall to the floor a few inches away from their feet.

Addison gently pushed him back until he was sitting on the side of the bed, taking a deep breath she climbed on the bed with him, straddling his lap with her knees on the bed on either side of him.

Holding onto the sides of his face, she leaned her body forward against his as she kissed him more passionately than ever before; pushing his trench coat from his arms and shoulders as she slowly moved her body against his.

She quickly felt him returning the hungriness of the kiss as his hands slowly started to slide under the sides of her shirt.

Mimicking her behavior from earlier, he ran his tongue across her bottom lip before sliding it between her soft, pink lips.

She moaned softly into his mouth as their tongues tangled together she slid the black suit jacket from him arms.

Tossing it over by where his tie lay on the carpet, she took a few moments to appreciate the way her entire being was craving him.

Even just the feeling of his hands on her bare sides and back as he slid them back under her shirt felt magical.

His breathing continued to grow ragged as he held onto her warm satin skin, amazed at how perfect she felt under his fingertips. No one had ever made him feel the way she did, everything about her was drawing him in.

Removing his hands from her shirt, he grabbed onto the sides of her face keeping her mouth pushed tightly against his; even the taste of her tongue and mouth was intoxicating to him.

He pulled back from the kiss and looked down as she had started to undue the buttons on his white button up shirt.

Her green eyes locked with his again, and she knew without a doubt he truly loved her back.

Her fingers shook a little as she had undone half the buttons. Taking another deep breath and letting the air completely inflate her lungs she leaned in kissing him again as she absent mindedly unfastened the rest of the buttons.

Once his shirt was completely open in the front she rubbed down the front of his chest and stomach, trailing her fingertips lightly over his chest still trying to lock every sensation in her memory.

Pulling back from their kiss, her saw her cheeks had a slight pink flush to them; her lips, still damp, glistened in the dim lighting.

Running her hands back up his bare chest she slid the shirt from his shoulders, slowly running her hands down his arms as she pulled the shirt completely off of him.

His mouth hungrily claimed hers again as she continued to trail her fingers over his bare upper body, feeling the muscles under his skin slightly twitch wherever she touched him.

As he slid his hands back under her shirt she rested her forehead against his; her breath was warm and sweet on his face as she ran her fingers back down his arms and softly said, "Take my shirt off."

Leaning back still straddling his legs she let go his arms as he slowly gripped the fabric of her shirt and began to raise it up over her chest and head.

With her shirt still in his hands, he swallowed hard as he looked over her pale, ivory skin. His eyes stopping on the light pink bra with dark purple lace covering her chest as she struggled to catch her breath.

She searched his face as he looked at her almost bare upper body, wondering what he was thinking.

He looked back down to her soft t-shirt in his hand, before tossing it off the side of the bed like she had been doing with his clothes.

She smiled to herself; she had never imagined her first time happening the way that it was, but being with him made every single moment perfect.

Their mouths joined again, their lips moving slowly and sensually together; his seeking tongue circled and danced with hers.

Repeating what she had done, he gently ran his hands over her bare flesh in awe of how her skin felt even smoother and silkier than it had a few moments ago. He never wanted to let go of her.

Sliding off his lap she stood in front of him as he remained sitting on the bed. He looked up at her as she extended a hand to him; placing his hand in hers he slowly stood from the bed and faced her again.

Pressing her body back against his their mouths rejoined as he continued to rub his hands over her exposed skin; pulling back he looked at her, his blue eyes intense as they met hers.

He trailed a hand down the side of her face continuing to rub down her side he breathed out, "Your skin is the smoothest surface I have ever touched."

She raised an eyebrow at the statement and couldn't help it as she let out a small laugh and replied, "Umm… thank you."

He smiled back at her, "You're welcome."

Her smile grew as she leaned back in, kissing his lips and then down the side of his face and neck. After running a trail with her lips across his chest she pressed her lips against his again before taking a few steps back.

Kicking her shoes off to the side, she glanced down as she undid the button and zipper on her jeans, sliding them off her hips and down her legs and kicking them to the side by her shoes.

She glanced back down at her bra and panty set; a light pink with dark purple lace trimming.

Slowly she raised her head and looked back at him, trying to read the look on his face as he took in the sight of her nearly bare body.

Her eyes met his and he took a deep breath, trying to control his breathing as he ached to touch her again, to feel her skin under his fingertips.

Now being cut off from heaven and more human than ever before, new feelings and physical sensations poured over him as his eyes traced her body.

His pants started to feel more confining with every passing moment of looking at her.

He glanced down at himself before kicking his shoes to the side like she had done.

When he looked back up, she took a few steps forward as was back in front of him.

Once she was back within arm's reach of him, he immediately ran his hands back down her sides and now mostly exposed hips and outer thighs, still feeding off of how soft and perfect she felt under his hands.

Running her hands from his face and neck back down his chest and stomach; she looked down as she slowly unfastened his belt and unzipped his pants, making eye contact with him as she pushed his suit pants down.

Like she had done, he stepped out of his pants and kicked them to the side; looking up at her in her bra and underwear as he now stood in just a pair of boxers.

Wrapping her arms back around him she kissed back down his neck and then hungrily reclaimed his lips with her own as his hands landed on her hips and he leaned his body against hers.

Like she had done to him, he focused his mouth on the sensitive skin on her neck.

With his body pressed firmly against hers and his mouth and lips now caressing her left shoulder, she lost a little of her confidence when she could feel his growing hardness press against her leg through the soft fabric of his boxers.

Closing her eyes she refocused her mind on the way his every touch was setting her entire body on fire. She took a deep breath and calmed her slightly growing nerves.

Kissing him hard on the lips, she then turned around and grabbed her hair holding it up off her back, exposing the metal clasps of her bra.

Glancing over her shoulder she smiled as she nodded her head and watched him take a few steps closer and stop directly behind her.

He watched her face over her shoulder as he trailed his fingers over her back before looking down as he slowly and awkwardly unhooked the clasps on her bra.

Once it was completely unfastened, he grabbed the dark purple lace straps and slowly eased them over her shoulders and down her arms, pausing continually to press a kiss where the strap had just been.

She closed her eyes and hummed quietly as her body slightly shivered beneath his affections. It still amazed her how much even the slightest touch from him set her senses ablaze.

When the straps were just above her elbows, she held into the front of the bra, feeling a bit more nervousness emerge. She was already showing him more of her body than any guy had seen before.

He rubbed his warm hands back up her arms leaving the lace straps loosely dangling at her bent elbows.

Her body trembled slightly in response to him brushing her hair to one side as he lowered his mouth onto her neck again.

Feeling her shake under his hands he stopped kissing her, but kept his hands on her upper arms.

Glancing back over her shoulder she asked "Are you okay, Cas?"

"You were shaking." He said, his voice still airy.

"I know." She said, as she looked back forward and down at herself.

"Are you cold?" He questioned.

She smiled at the question and thought to herself how he'd be the only one who would pause everything to point out that she was shaking, and worry about her being cold.

Turning around she still held the bra over herself and shook her head back and forth.

"I'm just… I'm a little nervous. But I'm also really happy we're doing this… I'm glad it's with you." She told him, her eyes and words honest as she looked at him.

He looked down at the carpet before slowly bringing his eyes up over her body until his gaze stopped on her face. "I'm overjoyed to be…here with you." He said, giving her a sheepish smile.

"You are?" She questioned, returning the smile.

"Entirely. Everything about you captivates me, Addison." He said, his voice low as she took a few steps closer and her eyes met his.

Looking his almost nude body over, she let out the breath she had been holding and pulled her bra the rest of the way down her arms, dropping it to the floor.

Swallowing hard and not quite sure what to expect, she looked back up at his face; feeling more vulnerable than ever before as she now stood half naked in front of him.

The corner of her mouth twitched into a smile as she saw his blue eyes widen slightly as he watched her. She observed that he seemed to be holding his breath as he continued to stare at her.

Walking back up to him she kissed him with one hand on his shoulder and the other at the back of his neck, smiling against his lips as he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her tightly against him.

Both of them now only in their underwear, their completely bare upped bodies pressed together as their tongues slow danced in the searing hot shelter of their mouths.

Their mouths were still joined when he started to run his hands back over her body, still bewildered at the effect she had on him.

His hands stopped on her sides, right under her now exposed breasts.

She danced her fingertips down his arms until she reached his hands; taking ahold of both of his hands she pulled them up farther to her chest.

She heard him suck in a ragged breath as he now cupped and lightly squeezed her pale, rounded breasts. In response to his touch her nipples started to swell and harden against his hands as she arched into his hands.

Sliding his hands back around her back he kissed her for a few moments before his tongue and lips left a sweltering trail to her neck, and the spot he seemed to favor on the top of her shoulder.

Running her hand down his lean, strong frame she felt his muscles tighten as her hand rested on his lower stomach.

After a few moments she slid her hand under the waist band of his boxers and down until she felt his swollen manhood.

He moved his mouth up from her shoulder and gasped, the air getting caught in his throat as he felt her slowly wrap her fingers around his aching arousal.

The sensation was unlike anything he had felt before as she slid her hand slowly out from his body, keeping a firm grip on him as she moved her hand.

His grip tightened on her sides and he buried his face against her neck, forcing the air from his lungs as she rubbed her hand over the sensitive tip, and then moved it back up towards his body.

She smiled into the dimly lit room as she felt his body jerk in response to her touch, pleased at that her movements were making him happy.

He groaned softly, his humid breath warming her neck as she made a few more achingly slow passes with her hand over his rapidly growing erection. His fingers slightly dug into her hips in response to every stroke of her hand.

Letting go of his now fully-erect hardness, she took a deep breath as she grasped the waist band of the boxers, earning another pleasured groan as the material slid over his hardness and landed at his feet.

It took her a few moments to finally peer down and see his fully nude body, her heart was pounding inside of her chest as she realized how badly she wanted their bodies joined.

His blue eyes met her green eyes, both of their stares intense and heavily laced with a burning desire and need for each other.

He looked down at where his boxers were at on the floor as his eyes surveyed the rest of the clothes scattered nearby in the room, before his gaze stopped on the only remaining article of clothing, her underwear.

Following his stare she looked down at her pink underwear, and she took another deep breath as she grabbed onto the dark purple lace outlining the top of her panties.

Looking around, he remembered she had helped him out of his clothes. Walking up to her he placed his hand over hers; she looked up at him a little apprehensive as her stomach jumped from both nerves and excitement.

"Here… let me." He said, as his eyes bore into hers.

She swallowed and nodded, her hands releasing her hold on the thin fabric as he looked at her again before slowly sliding them down her legs.

Pushing his tan trench coat to the floor from the bed where it had ended up, she sat down and scooted back some.

He watched her closely as he climbed onto the bed with her; she raised up slightly so she could see him as she slowly and nervously spread her legs so he could take his position with her.

Laying her head back on the pillows the only sounds she could hear was both of their labored breathing and the sound of her hastened heart beat in her own head.

He looked at her flushed cheeks and then looked down over her silky, smooth naked body, before his eyes traveled back up.

Giving her a small, but coy smile he said, "I must admit, I've been thinking about this for quite a while now." His voice low and husky as he spoke to her.

She smiled back at him, "I love you." She told him before leaning up some as she reached her hand between them, taking his fullness in her hand as she positioned him at the juncture of her thighs.

Her breathing was rough and uneven as his manhood was now pressing against her delicate softness; letting go of him she pulled her hand back up and held onto his arms as he lay above her.

Taking a deep breath and bracing herself she locked eyes with him and nodded her head.

He slowly moved his hips forward, keeping his eyes on her as he pushed himself into her heated core, until he met a little resistance. Afraid to hurt her he stopped his movements.

Closing her eyes she gingerly lifted her hips up from the bed pushing against him, as he had stopped trying to slide into her.

Watching her and feeling her body pressing up to meet him, he nudged farther inside of her until the resistance was gone and she let out a small pained gasp and kept her eyes pinned shut until he had completely sheathed himself inside of her.

Both of their breathing grew more uneven as the walls of her body started to adjust to him.

"Addison…" He breathed out, his eyes searching her face.

Taking a deep breath and forcing air into her lungs she opened her eyes and looked at him.

Reaching a hand up she rubbed it down the side of his face and said, "I'm fine, Cas."

He opened his mouth to say something, but she pulled his face down to meet hers as she lifted her head from the pillow and claimed his lips with her own.

Pulling back from the kiss she laid her head back against the soft pillow and breathed heavily as he started to rock his hips against hers.

His breathing erratic; he could feel her body readjust to his length as buried himself deep within her.

She bit down on the side of her bottom lip as there was still a small amount of pain, but she wanted him more than anything. She had never felt so safe or comfortable with anyone before.

Leaning back down he kissed her with more passion than ever before, as he continued to thrust into her at a steady but slow rhythm.

He looked her in the eyes as he continued to move his body against hers. His mouth hung slightly open and his breathing shallow as they kept their eyes locked on each other.

He hadn't known anything could physically feel as amazing as it did to be connected with her, but it wasn't just the physical pleasure that stunned him; it was how he entirely felt himself merge with her.

From their movements she had slid up on the bed some, and they weren't as physically close as when they had started.

Rising up he grabbed onto her hips and gently pulled her back down to him, fully embedding himself within her again.

She let out a small moan at him filling her so completely and arched up from the mattress as she laid her head back down on the pillow her brows furrowed as she bit down on the side of her lip.

Her breathing was growing shallower as she raised up urgently smashed her lips against his; moving her body hungrily against his.

She continued to raise her hips and meet his every move; laying back down she pulled his face back down with her, breaking their kiss he pressed his forehead against hers as they breathed heavily into each other's mouths.

Moving his head he kissed along the top of her shoulder, breathing heavily against her sweat peppered, flushed skin.

She held onto him as he made small, masculine grunts as they repeatedly moved together.

Lifting his head and looking into her eyes again, he watched her as she pushed her body a little harder against his.

She had one hand holding onto his arm, and the other desperately clutching a fistful of the sheets and blanket underneath them.

Pushing a little harder into her, but still rocking together his body started to tense as he was in pure bliss with her.

Her chest rose and fell heavily and her breathing had started to grow frantic as she kissed him deeply, and pulled back looking into his eyes.

The pants and grunts he had been making were becoming more audible as the sensations started to peak.

His eyes were still locked on hers as he ran a hand down the side of her face.

She moaned a little louder as he pushed himself into her a little quicker than the pace they had been moving at.

Letting go of the sheet she was clutching, she grabbed his hand from the side of her face, lacing her fingers through his as her body jerked involuntarily up from the mattress, arching her body against his, her grip tightened on his hand.

Pressing his open mouth back to hers, his tongue circled with hers. He looked over to their hands with their fingers still intertwined, and then back to her face as their passion crested and he ground his body a little harder against hers.

She fought for her breath and squeezed his hand even tighter as she felt his body tense and release as he poured himself into her with a loud groan as his eyes stayed locked on hers.

Only seconds later her body shuttered against him as he brought her with him in the last final moments of ecstasy; her body continually clenched and released around his still swollen member milking another groan from him as she breathed loudly through her climax.

Swallowing hard she watched as he also fought for his breath, still laying over her with his body connected to hers.

Looking over at their hands, she slowly unlaced her fingers from his and reached up pulling his face to hers as she kissed him again before he rose up and removed himself from her body.

She rose up and looked at him as she pulled the blanket over them; he laid on his back still fighting for his breath.

Scooting over Addison cuddled up to his side and nestled her head against the side of his chest.

Looking over at her he brought his arm up holding onto her, as he felt her hot breath still uneven on his bare skin.

She smiled as she felt his arm wrap around her.

Gradually both of their breathing slowed and they both started to feel how tired they were.

Her eyelids grew heavier as she snuggled even closer to his side, and laid her arm over his stomach.

"Cas." Addison said, her voice barely over a whisper as they lay in the silent room together.

"Yes?" He questioned, fighting his heavy eyelids as he glanced back down at her.

"I love you… I will always love you." She said, trying not to think that her days were numbered.

"I love you too. I could never stop loving you." He said, his voice a whisper that matched hers, his tone honest as he tightened the hold his arm had on her.

~(A few hours later)~

Addison slowly woke up and looked beside her to where Cas was sleeping, his breathing slow and even as his bare chest rose and fell.

Sliding out of from under the warm blankets and sheets she looked back to make sure she hadn't woken him up.

Reaching down to the floor she grabbed up her clothes and got dressed.

Walking over to his side of the bed she leaned down and kissed him lightly, making sure not to wake him.

"I love you…" She whispered as she looked at his peaceful face one more time before letting herself out of the hotel room.

She wrapped her arms around herself as she looked up to the clear night sky, a light mist of rain had started to fall and she closed her eyes and let the cold, small drops fall against her face.

She savored all of the feelings and the memories of the night, before she ported herself back to the bedroom in the house where she was staying with Crowley.

Grabbing a pair of blue sleeping shorts and a thin light orange long sleeve shirt she headed down the small hallway to the bathroom.

After showering and changing into the clean clothes, she dried hair and headed back to her room.

Curling up on top of her blankets she finally let the tears she had been holding back fall.

"Please, tell me you're not going to cry until you turn 21." Crowley said as he walked into her room.

Sitting up she avoided his eyes as her chin kept quivering.

Wiping her cheeks she said, "I came back… what more can you possibly want from me?"

He walked closer and cocked his head to the side looking at her as his eyebrows slowly rose.

"Well… I was going to point out you're several hours later than you said…" He said as he continued to stare at her.

She didn't say anything and braced herself for him to yell and scream.

"But… it looks like you had a good reason to be out so late." He said.

"We got the 3rd ring." She explained.

"Yes… but that's not what I was talking about. Someone isn't as innocent as when they left this morning." He said, smirking at her.

She was silent, as her eyes widened and she refused to look up at him.

He shook his head back and forth, "You corrupted an angel with the sins of the flesh. Bravo, I must say I'm rather impressed." He continued to say, knowing if he kept talking it was going to make her squirm.

She kept her eyes glued to the blanket on the bed in front of her, but even from where he was standing he could see her cheeks starting to darken.

"So, how was it?" Crowley asked as she stayed silent.

Covering her face with her hands she said "Oh my god Crowley… please, just shut up!"

He let out a small laugh, thoroughly amused at her embarrassment.

"You shouldn't have told me… about dying at 21, I didn't want to know." She finally broke her silence, and changing the subject.

"Ignorance isn't bliss, Addison." He pointed out.

"Guess it depends on the situation, I'd rather have just dropped dead and not know it was coming." She said.

"You are going to cry until you're 21, aren't you?" He observed as she wiped the tears off her cheeks.

"No, I'm actually not." She said, finally looking up at him.

"No?" He asked, raising his eyebrows.

"I am going to spend the rest of the night in bed crying because I think I've earned the right to do that, I've got barely over a week to live." She said.

"And then?" He asked.

"Then I'm going to live my last few days like I don't have a known expiration date." She told him, the look in her eyes determined as she looked back up at him.

Crowley stood in silence and watched her, surprised at the way she was acting.

"You know… there is a chance you might not die at 21." He said.

She looked at him with her red, bloodshot eyes and raised an eyebrow as she said, "Wow… look at that, a demon with a 'the glass is half full' attitude."

Walking over he reached into the large pocket on his coat and took a glass bottle of alcohol out of his pocket, setting it down with a light clank on her bedside table.

She looked at it and up at him confused.

"Goodnight Addison." He called over his shoulder as he left her room.

A/N- I know that I removed all my other graphic scenes from all my stories, and said I wasn't going to be posting anymore. But… I've been planning Addison and Castiel's first time since I started this story. I had to wait until he was at his most human point, because I felt it would be the most logical and believable time for it to happen.

I hope you guys all really liked the update!

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