Chapter 25
God pain never ends... I was standing in a garden that I didn't reconize, I was wearing a red tank top, hair down, in light blue jeans, and tenni-shoes. I looked around and saw Adrain he was leaning against a tree in a blue t-shirt, jeans, his hair amess but that's the way he likes it, and tenni-shoes. He walked over to were I was standing, "Hey Rose, listen uhm I'm sorry about earlier..."
"No! Adrian you listen I now know why you didn't finish having sex with me you don't like me and I saw you with Renea!"
"Rose nothing happened I was just talking to her..."
"Yeah and taking her to your room I know your game Adrain you like me on second then turn around and see a better looking girl and go for the one you just met."
"Rose listen I didn't do anything and I did wanna finish but I didn't have a condom, i don't want a family now Rose, and I knew you wasn't ready I could see it."
"I was ready! I wanted it but you didn't so watever Adrain I'm tired of this always getting hurt. Maybe just leave again or stay locked up in my room where nothing can hurt me."
Adrain grabs my arm to pull me to him but saw the little cut on my arm. "Rose! what happened?"
"Nothing just send me back i dont wanna be here I wanna be in my room away from everyone! Send me back Adrain! It's over SEND ME BACK!"
Adrain sent me back but I could see hurt all over his face I regret it but I cant do it anymore. I was now back in my own darkness sleep.
I woke up early and I remembered all the hurt I have encountered before I left and when I came back. What do I do? God give me a sign on whether I should stay or leave, but I cant leave Lissa I promised her.. God why is my life so complicated? Just then there was a knock at my door, I got up, all I was in was my low tank sports bra and black shorts I slipped on my duck slippers. I walked over and answered the door... It was Dimitri. Great.
"Yes Gaurdian Belikov can I help you?"
"Rose, Dont you remember you training today."
"Its Freaking Saturday."
"More time to practice."
"UGGGGHHHHHH Okay fine I'll be there in 10"
"I'll be waiting."
I shut the door and went and hopped in the shower. When I got out i put my hair up, put on my green tank, black shorts, and put on my tenni-shoes. I looked in the mirror, and wiped my face off and put on a little foundation on. I grabbed my ipod and put it in my ears and started listening to "No Love" by Eminem feat. Lil Wyane. I walked out of my dorm toward the gym.
Been to hell and back,
I can show you vouchers
Im rolling sweet
Smoking sour
Married to the game but she broke her vows
when I walked in the gym Dimitri was setting up the dummies again. Great. Just what I need.
That's why my bars are full of broken bottles
And my nightstand full of open bibles
I think more than I forget
But I don't go around fire
Expecting not to sweat
And these Niggas know I lay
them down, Make their bed
Bitches try to kick me when
I'm down; I'll break your leg
Dimitri walks over and I take out my earphones.
"Hello Rose, are you ready to get started?"
"I guess."
"Okay well lets do some stretches."
We did our stretches for 5 minutes then I had to jog as may laps as I could. So I put my Ipod back in and turned it to "Black Rose" by Trapt.
Black Rose your thorns are cutting
into me for the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away
Couldn't bring you back...
To Life...
You were always where the sun could never go
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn't find a way to help grow...
Black Rose...
I ran 65 laps so far and I wasn't about to stop now.
You never tell me how you feel
And your moods they always change
I really tried to make it real...
But you never had any faith...
I tried to give you something
Good... to take the pain away.
I tried to make you understand...
You don't have to be this way
Finally I collapsed 106 laps. god my legs feel like jell-o. Dimitri walked over "Wow Rose you were amazing."
"Yeah well I couldn't stop I had to keep going."
"Well Go and get a drink of water and then well hit the mats for one-on-one combat."
"Okay."
I went and got some water and came back in, Dimitri was waiting for me. When I got over to the mat I was on the opposite side as him. Every move he made I made the same. Finally I went for him, I went down and lifted him off the ground and he landed flat on his back. I jumped on him and pinned his arms down but it wasn't easy he never gave up but finally I got an opening and staked him. I got up and sat on the mat, Dimitri rolled over.
"Wow Rose, that was great."
"Yeah well I got too much anger in me."
"Why?"
"Because of certain people who like the 'New Gaurdian'..."
"Rose she aint a gaurdian she was a friend and I paid her to go on a date with me..."
"WHAT?"
"Rose calm down..."
"NO DIMITRI!You have no idea how hurt I was! I'm done!"
"Rose wait..."
"O and you wanna know something else... Me and Adrain are over."
Just with them last words I ran out of the gym and through the commons toward the woods. Then I was attacked, something or someone jumped out from the trees and jumped on me knocking me out.