~B~

sleeping on this couch

is not a good idea

but sleeping on this couch

with you

is the best

most smartest

idea ever

i have to move away from you

your hand hot and heavy on my thigh

your lips

still so pink and pouty

and perfect

your messy hair

still looks so right

my head close to your lap

your morning wood

mouthwatering

i have to have distance

or i can't be responsible for my actions

/ / /

i sit and watch you sleep

it's late in the morning

but then again

we had a late night

i gaze as your chest rises and falls as you breathe

you are perfect for me

do you know that?

i still love you

so much

but you scare the shit out of me

why are you here?

we haven't talked about the present

or the future

of us

not yet

and that's what scares me

because

why are you here?

i pray it's not to break my heart again

but i know what will happen

if you do

break my heart

today

or tomorrow

i'll still love you the same

i'll just love you with all the little pieces