Bella POV
I was slumped on the bed. Clothes were thrust on the floor, pillows randomly strewn on the bed and blankets tangled up in a heap. This was starting to become ridiculous. Drama after drama of drama. Why couldn't things just be normal? Calm. Soothing. Just for once. I was starting to loose it. My body ready to shut down. It was only normal of course. I lost the love of my life, the center of my universe, the sun in my sky, the heart in my soul. You get my drift… My husband. I had a feeling I wasn't getting him back anytime soon.
"Bella?" Edward's voice rang softly from the door.
I groaned, this was just what I needed right now. Him hitting on me. Hadn't he pushed a little too far this time? "Haven't you done enough damage for a day?" I curled into a ball and watched his face. I wanted his pain to match mine. I wanted someone else to suffer. Maybe then it would seem fair. I knew I was selfish but it wasn't on purpose.
"I've been thinking..." My words had not fazed him, not even a bit.
"That's a first." I muttered. When had there been a time when Edward wasn't thinking? Never. He ignored my jab and came to sit on the edge of my bed.
"Listen Bella. I want you to know I'm here for you." I rolled my eyes, like I didn't know THAT already.
"I think I'm better off without you." I wasn't intentionally trying to be mean, but it was the truth. Someone had once told me that the truth hurt, they were right.
"Here's the way I see it." His eyes flashed, turned marble black. "We're both on our own at the moment."
"Not if it weren't for you." I shot back. I really needed to cool it. I didn't want to push him too far,
"You know what?"
Edward snarled, "I'm sorry! I made a mistake. I'm not perfect
Bella. And obviously neither are you. I'm not indestructible; I
make stupid decisions just like everyone else." His voice was harsh
and bitter. "You used to give me too much credit. I'm sorry I'm
not the perfect God you wanted me to be."
"If you came here to yell at me, then please leave." I began to sniffle, trying not to cry. "I can't deal with this right now."
"No." His eyes softened. "That wasn't why I came. I came here to tell you that I am here. If you need a brother, if you need a friend." Edward's voice dropped to a whisper, "If you need a lover."
"Edward," I paused. Thing as quickly as possible. "We tried all three of those and they didn't work out for either of us." I gulped. My brain was going into overdrive. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to let him in, to take down the shield, to let him comfort me. As long as we were friends and only friends. I was sure that Adrien wherever he happened to be, wouldn't mind. He wouldn't care, he was gone now.
"I'll be good Bella. I swear to it. I just want to help."
"Okay." I nodded, letting more tears fall. "Okay." A smile broke across our faces at the same time. It seemed like a rainbow was finally breaking through the clouds and never ending rain.
IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE!! PLEASE READ!!
Wow. It seems like forever since my last update. What has it been? 4-5 months? IDK. Anyway sorry for the hold up. Reality got in the way of my writing.
First things first. I want to thank all the amazing readers and reviewers. Without you I would have forgotten the story completely.
2nd, next. Of all the stories I've written this is one of my favorites. Why some of you may ask? Because I got to create my very own personal Edward…Adrien. I know it sounds silly, but still. Adrien has been like my child, I got to mold him into what I wanted. I know it sounds crazy but it's true. But due to time management issues and my new school I hardly have time for fanfic. Another reason Moving on is one of my favorites is because I always need to spend a lot of time thinking about what will happen, time I don't have.
I want to be able to entrust my baby to one of you fellow authors out there.
I am proposing a contest.
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I want to make sure the person who takes over is competent and will have a writing style similar to mine. So please PM me with your entry.
It needs to be a ½- 1 page entry 12pt. font continuation of this chapter. So like the next chapter. My choice will be made for the nxt author by Thursday night.
I only have 2 requests to ask of the winner.
At the beginning of every couple chapters please mention I am the founder.
Allow me to be your beta. I do not want to let go completely. That would break my heart. I know I sound ridiculous… I know… But it really is that important to me!!
Good luck to all!!
Love sophy,
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