Callie layed on Emmet's bed as he sat at his desk as he drew something for Callie. Callie smiled as she watched him move the pencil across the paper, creating something so beautiful with little effort. Emmet held up the picture to Callie.
"Well?" He asked.
"It's beatiful. I love it!" Callie exclaimed as she took the paper and looked at it.
"And I love you." Emmet smiled, going towards Callie.
Callie grinned as Emmet brought his face to hers. The kiss quickly turned from gentle to passionate in a matter of seconds. Callie layed on her back while Emmet hovered over here. She smiled.
"I want you." Emmet whispered in her ear before returning back to her lips.
Emmet's hands began to roam and ended up under Callie's shirt, making her spine shiver. She knew where this was going. She quickly pulled away.
"I uh...I should get going. I'll text you." Callie kissed Emmet on the cheek and left the room.
Emmet looked very confused, making Callie feel bed. She startd on the short 10 minute walk back home. Callie walked through the front door and headed up the stairs. She was stopped by a voice agt the end of the stairs.
"Dinner is gonna be ready in a minute." Lena called.
"Okay. I"ll be down in a second." Callie said, turning to put the picture in her room.
She placed it on her desk then headed into the bathroom. She looked in the mirror before splashing some water on her face and going back downstairs to the kitchen. The smell of Lena's chicken alfredo lingered in the room. Callie sat down next to Jude, giving him a kiss. She grabbed salad, since Lena always wanted them to get in as many vegetables as they could and silently began eating.
"Moms?" Jude asked, waiting for Stef and Lena to look his way. "Connor invited me to go with his family to Disneyland next weekend. He said they go every year and that he could bring a friend."
Lena looked at Stef before responding. "Well, it's okay with us. But we wanna talk to his parents to get the details. Have you ever been there?" Lena already guessed what the answer would be.
Jude shook his head.
"You gotta go on the California Screamin' ride. The first time Brandon and I went on it we had just downed like 4 corn dogs. He blew chunks everywhere." Jesus said while Brandon's face began to turn red.
Mariana slowly lowered the fork from her mouth and gave a disgusted look.
"Jesus, I'd rather not have that visual as I'm trying to eat dinner." Stef said.
Jesus shrugged and continued eating.
"So, how was everyone's day?" Lena asked.
"I bought a new pair of shoes. They're so cute." Mariana said with a smile.
"Like you need any more shoes. How many pairs is that now? Like 400?" Jesus asked.
Mariana turned and made a face at Jesus then took a sip of water.
"B?" Stef gestured towards Brandon.
"It was fine. Me and Aaron played video games." Brandon responded.
When Stef and Lena looked at Callie, she just shrugged and said it was fine.
"We did an awards kinda thing today. I got most improved." Jude said proudly.
"Good job, bud." Callie said, squeezing his shoulders and giving him a smile.
Everyone else congratulated Jude as well. When dinner was over, Callie took her plate and rinsed it off before heading upstairs. She heard footsteps behind her.
"Everything alright?" Lena asked while Stef raised an eyebrow.
"Yea. I'm just tired. I'm gonna go sleep." Callie responded.
"Alright, love." Stef said, although she was not totally convinced.
Callie went upstairs to change into her pajamas and put her hair up. She climbed under the blankets and turned to face the wall before closing her eyes.
"Hey Callie." Liam said, leaning on the door frame with a half smile.
Callie looked up and responded with a smile. Liam made his way in the room, shutting the door behind him.
"So I was thinking," He began, "I think we should, you know." Liam winked.
"Liam I- I'm not ready for that." Callie said with a nervous tone.
"Oh come on, you'll like it." Liam coaxed.
"No Liam, we can't." Callie said.
"Why not? You love me, don't you?" Liam asked.
"Liam you know how I feel, I just-" Callie began.
"If this isn't what you wanted then why would you act like it was?" Liam asked with anger.
"I wasn't acting like it! Why are you doing this?" Callie asked with horror.
"I want to have sex with you." Liam responded.
"Liam we never agreed to this. I said no." Callie lifted her knees to her chest.
"Well I said yes." Liam began pulling of his shirt and pants before making his way to Callie's bed, grabbing her by the wrists and pulling her up.
"Liam stop!" Callie screamed.
"Shut up Callie." He said before pulling off Callie's clothes and pushing her on the bed. "Just shut up."
"Liam, please. I'm sorry." Callie managed between tears.
"It's too late for that, sweetheart." Liam pushed Callie on to her back before climbing on top of her, holding her arms over her head.
Callie struggled to get out of his tight grip, but she wasn't strong enough. Once Liam was done, he got up and looked at Callie.
"Hopefully this teaches you to be cooperative next time." He said as he put his clothes back on.
He walked out, leaving Callie alone on the bed, feeling exposed, empty, violated, and scared.
Callie shot up. She was covered in sweat. Looking at the clock, she saw it was 12:51. She quietly got out of bed and went down to the kitchen to get some water. She could hear the faint sound of the tv coming from the den. Callie grabbed a glass and filled it with water before sitting down at the breakfast nook. She took a sip then put the cup down before putting her head in her hands. Her breathing was starting to even out, but she was still soaked with sweat.
"Hey, I didn't even hear you come down." Lena said, going to grab some string cheese from the fridge.
"Oh yea. I just was thirsty." Callie responded quietly.
"You're covered in sweat. What's wrong?" Lena asked gently.
"Nothing." Callie said with hesitation.
Lena gave Callie her famous look, left eyebrow raised and all.
"Come with me." Lena said. Callie stood up slowly. "Come on." Lena waved her hand towards her."
Callie walked up to Lena who put her arm around her, leading her to the den where she could see Stef with her feet up on the coffee table with her blue mug in her hands. Lena pointed to the spot next to Stef telling Callie to sit there. Callie did as she was told. Lena sat at Callie's right.
"Hey sweets." Stef said. "Everything alright?"
Callie nodded.
"Callie..." Lena said, dissapointed that she wouldn't tell them what was going on.
"Hmm. Any reason you're all covered in sweat?" Stef asked.
Callie shook her head.
"Callie, we know you. Just tell us what's wrong. You've been very quiet since you got home." Lena tilted her head to look at Callie.
"I don't want to. It's...it's embarrassing." Callie finally said.
"Love, just tell us." Stef said, rubbing Callie's back.
Callie let out a deep breath. "I had a dream. About that night, with Liam."
"Do you know what triggered it?" Lena asked.
"Well, uh.." Callie began. She didn't wanted to say that her and Emmet were about to have sex but she got scared.
"Well what?" Stef coaxed.
"Me and Emmet, we..." Callie put her head down.
"You what? Had sex? Honey, sex is okay as long as your careful." Lena comforted.
"We didn't...we didn't have sex. I- I got to scared and I uh, I left." Callie responded.
"Being scared is natural, especially after what you went through." Stef said, still rubbing her back.
"I wanted my first time to be special, but it was so far from that. I love Emmet. Why am I so scared?" Callie felt her face ge hot.
"Baby, you suffered through a horrible trauma. Of course you're scared, and I'm sure Emmet understands." Lena responded.
"This is going to be very awkward, but if and when you and Emmet do do anything, it will be a much different experience. Sex with someone you love is a beautiful thing.I'm not saying to do anything you're not comfortable with just yet, but don't let Liam ruin it for you. If you think you are ready, then do it. As long as you are safe and take precautions. Do you understand what I'm saying?" Stef added.
Callie nodded. Her face was bright red.
"We don't have to talk about it anymore. I know it's awkward talking to us about this kind of stuff." Lena said.
"Come on, I'll take you upstairs." Stef said, getting up and holding her hand out to Callie,
Callie hugged Lena and said goodnight before going with Stef. Stef stopped Callie at Callie's bedroom door and pulled her into a hug. Stef didn't want to let go, but she finally pulled away.
"What was that for?" Callie asked.
"I just love you baby." Stef said.
Callie rubbed her nose.
"Go get some sleep, love bug. I'll see you in the morning."
Callie went back into her bed and Stef went into her and Lena's bedroom. She sat against the wall with her knees up and her head in her hands. Soon enough, Lena was in the bedroom. She shut the door before sitting next to Stef.
"Are you okay, babe?" Lena asked.
"Why our girl? Why our baby?" Stef responded.
"I wish I knew. I really do." Lena said.
"I'm so worried about her. She's cut twice within a week and a half. She was doing so good." Stef said, looking at Lena as tears formed in her eyes.
"I'm worried about her too, baby." Lena put her arm around Stef and pulled her closer.
Lena knew that Stef rarely cried unless it was about her family. She held Stef and gently rocked her back and forth as her tears soaked Lena's shoulder.
Sorry for the delay. I've been in a bad place and was in no position to be writing anything. I tried writing a longer chapter to make up for it though. Your reviews make my day so keep writing them and leave me suggestions. Much love xxoxoxoxoox