CHAPTER 25 – Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
Disclaimer: SMeyer is the owner of these not me, if I were, Edward would be naked all the time, hahaha
A/N: Hello cool people that read my story, I must tell you, the end is near! So stay plugged in, 'cause more drama is ahead. Hope you guys enjoy it!
Xx
Carol
I dedicate this chapter to some amazing people I had the pleasure to talk: Noirblanc24, lo-love-last , Cullenary , KryssyBee and laurajaexo.
EPOV
The warm feeling of the sun on my naked skin brought me from my sleep. Since football practice had started I was a mess, divided between school, the game, and Bella. Last night was the best night in fucking weeks; I felt like every muscle of my body was relaxed. But something was missing. I opened my eyes to find the spot where Bella had slept cold and empty. The pillows still held the jasmine smell of her hair, and when I buried my head in it, I found a small piece of paper, saying: 'see ya lover boy'. I guess that some things never change.
I got up from the bed, grabbed a pair of boxers that were lying on the floor, and went to take a hot shower. After that, I picked up a pair of navy blue silk boxers, some old jeans, and a white t-shirt, but decided to stay barefoot. I got down stairs with a towel drying my hair, only to find my mother and Emmett setting the table.
"Isn't a little late for breakfast?" I asked.
"Morning to you too, sunshine," Emmett said sarcastically.
"Sleep well honey?" my mom asked me, giving me a cup of coffee.
"Like a baby," I said smiling at her.
"Someone is in a good mood," my mom said.
"I would be too, if I had fucked like a bunny all night long," Emmett said, smiling.
"Shut up," I said. I didn't want to hear a lecture about Bella sleeping here.
"Emmett, language!" my mom shouted.
"Sorry, Ma," he said, and I smiled at him.
"And you mister, don't you think that I don't know that Bella stayed the night and left before dawn," she said, pointing a finger at me.
"I didn't know she was going to leave like that," I said, grabbing a waffle.
"Next time she wants to crash, make her tell Charlie," she said to me.
"I don't think the Chief would like that, Mom," I said to her.
"Oh yeah, every father's dream: to hear you are shagging his daughter," Emmett said with his mouth full of pancakes.
"Emmett," my mom said with a warning tone.
"It's not like that. Bella is my girl, but still, I don't want to get shot," I said, taking another sip from my coffee.
"I'll deal with Charlie, if you promise to be responsible," she told me.
"Mom! You are so not having the sex talk with me," I said, frustrated.
"No, I am not. I know that you are very aware in this department, Edward. But Bella is not one of your past sluts. She is a nice girl, I like her," my mom said, taking a sip of her orange juice.
"I like her too. You have no idea what I have been through to be with her mom. I won't mess things up," I said to her.
"I hope you do, sweety, I really do," she said, smiling at me.
We were interrupted by the front door opening and my father and Rosalie walking inside the house.
"I told you she was a beauty. Do you think we can make her run again?" my father said to Rose.
"I am telling you that with the right parts, and a rebuilt the engine, this baby will fly," Rosalie said, going to sit next to Emmett.
"What the hell are you guys talking about?" I asked.
"Well, Rosalie's going to help me with a personal project," he said.
"And what will that be, honey?" my mom asked.
"Darling, you know that I always did everything for you and the boys, but now it's my turn to do something for me," he said, cryptically.
"Ok, and what would that be?" my mom asked with calm.
"Rose and I will rebuild a 1969 Chevy Camaro," he said excited (my second favorite car, ever. http://hotroddreams(doc)com/1969_CAMARO_
http://hotroddreams(doc)com/1969_CAMARO_ )
"Nice!" Emmett shouted.
"Isn't too early to have a middle age crisis? I thought that only came to you when you are like fifty or something," I said, almost laughing.
"You want to restore a car Carlisle? But, don't you need a car for that?" my mom asked.
"Well honey, you see, I found a really good offer and..." he said
"And you what?" my mom asked, getting up from her chair.
"I already bought it. Today. That's where me and Rose went," he said, a little scared.
"Carlisle Thomas Cullen. How could you buy such a thing without consulting me?" my mom yelled. Oh yeah, he was so fucked up.
"Esme, you know how much I wanted this," he said, trying to defend himself.
"We have been married for almost twenty-five years, and I've never done something like that to you," my mom said.
"I don't know why you are so angry, it's not like we don't have the money for it," he said.
"Oh my God. That's the example you want to set for our kids? No wonder they have made so much mess already!" she shouted.
"Hey, I am right here," I said.
"You better watch it mister, if you know what is good for you," she said.
"Fine, there is no one here who said it," I said, shutting my mouth.
"Hon, I am sorry. But I love antique cars. This is my dream car," he said.
"And what about my dreams?" she asked.
"What about them? We can do whatever you want. You pick, we can go shopping if you like," he said, smiling.
"I don't want to go shopping with you. I don't even want to go to the corner with you," she said, leaving the room and going up the stairs. (small line from Transformers 2, one of my fav movies, ever)
"Honey," my dad said, trying to make Mom come back.
"Menopause," I said, lowly.
"You men are all dumb asses," Rose said, grabbing a piece of pancake from Emm's plate.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"It's so obvious that she wasn't mad about money. She was mad that you didn't come to her first. You didn't take this decision as a couple," Rose said, looking at my dad.
"But it's my car. I don't ask her to take me to buy shoes," my father said before running his hand through his blonde locks. Now I know where I got that from.
"Carlisle, I really want to do this with you. But I think that it's better if you talk to Esme beforehand," Rose said, getting up from the chair.
"Where are you going babe?" Emmett asked her.
"I am sorry to say I have to go," she said.
"Why?" he asked, trying to do his baby eyes.
"Hot date. Me and the girls are going to Volterra tonight," she said, smiling.
"Since when?" I asked, a little annoyed that I didn't know this.
"Since last night. We needed a girl's night out," she said.
"As in, a 'girls gone wild' kind of night out?" I asked.
"For fuck sake, Edward. Stop being such a caveman. We are going to see Red," she told me.
"Not planning to kill Victoria I hope," I said.
"Don't worry, Bella thinks it will be fun to go to the bar she works at, period," she said.
"Can I come?" Emmett asked.
"Baby, you know I would love you too. But it's a girl's night out," she said.
"And what am I going to do on a Saturday night, by myself?" he asked.
"I don't know, play Wii, watch a damn football game that you love so fucking much. You can even watch your entire porn collection, as far as I am concerned" Rosalie said.
"I would rather play you, all night long," he said, trying to sound sexy.
"Tempting. But no," she said.
"Babe, come on," Emmett said.
"I am going. And maybe if you are lucky, I might send you pictures through the night," she said, winking at him.
"Yes!" he shouted.
"Be good boys. Ciao," she said, grabbing her purse and leaving.
"I guess that this calls for a boy's night," Emmett said.
"Yeah, I guess," I said, sitting on the couch.
"Oh stop being such a pussy. You've lived without Bella for almost eighteen years, you will be fine without her for a night," Emmett said.
"Man, shut the fuck up. I am not mad she is going out, she can do whatever she wants, she is a big girl. What I am pissed at is that she didn't tell me. I was going to wait for her like a fool while she was out there partying," I said angrily.
"Dude, chill out. It's not like we don't know where they are going to be. Red will take care of them," Emm said.
Before I could reply, my phone started to ring,and I knew that only one person would have the balls to put Untouched – The Veronicas,as my ring tone.
'I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right no
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Goin' crazy from the moment I met you'
"Interesting ring tone choice," I said on the phone.
"I thought you might think that," Bella said
"So, you were gone. What time did you leave?" I asked her.
"Around four am. I needed to be home before the dawn, or Charlie would have a fit," she said.
"And how the hell did you get there without him knowing?" I asked her.
"I have my ways," she said in a flirting tone.
"Oh really? And which ways are those?" I asked.
"If I told you, I might have to kill you," she said.
"Swan I can't believe that you said that," I said, laughing.
"I have my moments," she said.
"It's a shame you weren't here when I woke up. You could have given me a hand," I said.
"Sorry baby, I guess you will have to solve the problem with your own hands," she said.
"So, I heard that tonight there will be a 'girls only night', is that true?" I asked.
"Yeah, Alice was sad that we hadn't been spending more time together," she said.
"But you guys are joined at the hip, how much more time can she get?" I asked.
"I know, but Alice is my best friend, and if that is going to make her happy, so be it," she said.
"But why Volterra? You know that Victoria is the bartender there, don't you?" I asked.
"Yeah, I think it would be cool to visit Red," she said.
"Just promise not to mess with the girl, ok?" I said.
"Yada, yada. So tell me, what do you think of phone sex?" she asked.
But before I could answer, I heard Bella cursing and a loud horn, and sounds of things being moved.
"Edward, Alice is here. We are going to get ready at her place. I've got to go, we'll talk later, ok?" she said.
"Ok love, just don't do anything I wouldn't do," I said, smiling.
"I guess that I just can't interact with the male population then," she said.
"Exactly" I replied.
"Got to go. Bye, Lover Boy," she said, hanging up on me.
The hours flew by, with Jasper and Emmett playing fucking Halo one more time while I tried to finish reading my Nietzsche book.
"Who's your daddy now?" Jasper said, doing a little victory dance.
"Dude, I want a rematch," Emmett said, jumping from the sofa.
"Come on, don't be a sore looser," Jasper said.
"You cheat!" Emmett shouted.
"And how exactly do I cheat, may I know?" Jasper asked.
"You use your voodoo on me. There's no way you can be all calm, and I always freak out," Emmett replied.
"Emmett, are you on something to gain muscle mass?" I asked.
"You know I am not in to that shit. Why do you ask, fucker?" Emmett said.
"'Cause you are acting like a fucking girl. It's just a damn game," I said.
"Blasphemy!" Emmett shouted.
"Cullen, how can you say that about Halo?" Jasper said, shocked.
"What I don't get, is how you guys can be playing this shit while our girls will be out there," I said.
"Man, I told you to stop reading this shit," Jasper said, pointing to my book.
"My literary taste has nothing to do with it," I said.
"Stop being such a pussy, man. The girls will be fine, they can take care of themselves," Emmett said.
"Are you sure about that? Didn't you ever see 'Girls Gone Wild'" I asked.
"I hadn't thought about it in that way," Emmett said.
"So what do you suggest, smartass?" Jasper said.
"Let's go to Volterra, we can surprise them," I said, putting my book on the coffee table.
"I don't know man, Rose seemed really excited about this girl's night out," Emmett said.
"And Alice has been talking about doing something with the girls for days," Jasper replied.
"Ok, we can go sit at the bar and just be there. We don't need to go interact with them or whatever," I said.
"I don't know," Jasper said, looking undecided.
I mouthed to Emmett 'Girls Gone Wild' and that was all it took.
"Screw it, what time do we leave?" Emmett asked, turning down his game.
"I guess around eight, we need to take showers and shit. Besides, I think that the girls will be there around nine," I said.
"So I guess it's time for me to go and Pimp myself. Cullen will you pick me up?" Jasper asked.
"Absolutely," I said.
"Later guys," Jasper said and took off.
BPOV
My day passed like flash. Alice and Rosalie insisted in using the whole day to get ready for going out tonight. It went from pedicures to hair hydration, and I must admit that we looked really hot, with the clothes we bought in the mall a couple of days ago. I was wearing a jeans mini skirt,with black tigh higs,a top,knee high boots and my leather was with a halter top,dark skinny jeans,knee boots and a was wearing a black mini dress,a short coat and anklee boots. ( pictures on my profile )
And soon we were at the Volterra bar doors. It was almost nine pm, and the bar was really crowded. I looked around, and soon found the big mass of red hair that I was looking for. I grabbed Alice's hand and pointed in the bar's direction, where Victoria was bartending a couple of guys, and led our way to there.
She had her back to us, getting a bottle of whiskey, and I decided to announce our presence.
"So, can you give me a Screaming Orgasm?" I asked, trying to do my sexy voice.
"Right away, miss," she said before turning around.
"Surprise!" the three of us screamed when she turned in our direction.
"Oh My God. What are you guys doing here?" she said.
"Well as far as I know, this is still a bar, right?" I said, smiling.
"And as far as I know, you guys aren't twenty-one yet," she replied with a smile.
"And we also wanted to see you," Alice said, excited.
"So how have you guys been?" she asked.
"Good. We decided to do a girl's night, so I thought 'what could better then to go see Red?'" I said.
"Oh, I feel so loved," Victoria said, putting a hand on her chest.
"And because we also thought you might give us some alcohol," Rose said.
"Well you guys are lucky that today I am in such a fucking good mood," she said.
"Oh yeah baby," Rose said.
"And what can I give you lovely ladies today?" she asked.
"I want my 'Screaming Orgasm'" I said, sitting on a stool.
"And I a 'Sex on the Beach' please." Alice said.
"You can give me a 'Hurricane'," Rosalie said.
"This won't take long," Victoria said before starting to mix our drinks.
"So how are the boys? It's been a while since the last time I heard from them," she asked.
"Busy," Rose said, annoyed.
"With what?" Red asked, handing me my drink.
"Football," the three of us answered.
"I didn't know they were on a team," she said.
"Yeah. They will play next week, you should come and watch the game with us," I said.
"If I get a break, I might," she said, smiling and handing over Alice's drink.
"And what about you Red? You seem happier than the last time I saw you," I said.
"You mean, when you used an Avril Lavigne song to say you thought I was stupid and that you were so much better than me?" she asked me with sarcasm.
"Yeah, that day," I said, feeling a little guilty.
"Yeah, that day I was depressed and kind of scared of the 'Charlie's Angels' act you three were pulling," Victoria said, giving Rose her drink.
"But at the time we didn't know you were such a cool chick," I said with a little remorse.
"And with amazing fashion sense," Alice said, taking a sip of her drink.
"We just thought you were a ...." I started to say, but didn't know how to put this in a more delicate way.
"Home wrecker hoe," Rosalie said.
"Rose!" me and Alice shouted.
"Is that so?" Red asked us.
"Oh my, that was delicious," Alice said, finishing her drink.
"But we were wrong. I am happy you were there for Edward," I said.
"I am glad too. It's good to know I helped to form a happy couple," she said to me.
"And now I feel like I should pay you back," I told her.
"What do you mean?" she asked, looking at the counter.
"I am talking about that hot piece of ass who hasn't taken his eyes from you since we got here," I said, pointing at a blonde guy that was mixing drinks for some guys on the other side of the bar.
"Oh him. No he is just Caius, the new bartender," she said, getting a little flushed.
"Oh fuck it, you totally have the hots for him," Rose said.
"Well, he is a hot guy," she said while cleaning the bar counter.
"Who is checking you out," I said, smirking.
"You guys so should hook up," Alice said, all hyper.
"I don't know. He's probably just interested in you guys," she said, touching her red locks.
"I love this song," Alice said, getting up from her seat at the sound of 'Cyndi Lauper – Girls Just Wanna Have Fun'.
"Let's shake it Pixie," Rose said, getting up from her stool and going to dance with a bunch of other people.
"Are you coming, Bells?" Rose asked.
"Nah, I will stay here a little more," I said, watching Rose and Alice get lost in the mass of dancing bodies.
"You should go with the girls, Bella," Victoria said, handing a beer to some guy.
"Come on, Red, I owe you one. You made me and my boy hook up, now it's your turn," I said, leaving the bar.
"Where are you going?" she asked me.
"To do a good deed," I said, winking at her.
"Bella, don't," Victoria said, but it was too late. I was a woman on a mission.
I went to the part of the bar that Caius was working, and leaned on the bar, waiting for the right time to act.
"So, what's a girl need to do around here to get a drink?" I said to him.
"A pretty one like you, just need to ask," he said, smiling.
"I am Bella," I said, giving him my hand.
"Caius," he said, shaking my hand.
"So, what can I get you?" he asked me.
"Surprise me," I said, smiling at him.
"All right," he said and poured me a shot of Jose Cuervo.
"Tequila," I said, taking a small piece of lime.
"You seem the kind of girl who likes it," he said.
"And how do you know it?" I asked.
"Lucky guess," he said, handing me the salt.
"Cheers," I said, before sucking the salt off my wrist, drinking the shot quickly, and taking a bit of the piece of lime. Soon after that, I turned my shot glass down the counter.
"It's been a while since I have seen a girl take a shot like that," he said, smiling.
"Well, it's like they say, I am so not like any other girl," I said, smiling.
"I can see that," he said.
"So how much do I owe you?" I asked.
"Nothing, it's on the house, for the nice company," he said.
"And they say that chivalry died," I said, smiling.
"Let me give you a tip then. There is this gorgeous redhead on the other side of the bar that is dying to know you better, if you know what I mean," I said with a smirk.
"This lovely girl wouldn't by any chance be Victoria?" he asked.
"And if it was?" I asked.
"Then I guess I will have to do something about it, wont I?" he said, smiling at me.
"Bella," I heard someone say before grabbing my arm with force.
"Edward," I said, surprised.
EPOV
We arrived at the bar close to half past eight. It was very crowed, and as we walked close to a far table we got more women's advances that we were comfortable with. If it was three months ago, I would jump any shot I got to get new pussy, but today all I wanted was to see Bella.
A blonde girl came, asking what we wanted to order. We asked for some beers, and all I needed was to use my charmer smile so she didn't even asked for an ID.
"This place is so much better full of people," Jasper said.
"Yeah, I guess that this is the more movement hour," I said, taking a sip of my beer.
"Do you think they have fries?" Emmett asked.
"How can you be hungry? You just ate," Jasper said.
"Shut up, I am a full grown man," Emmett said, rubbing his belly.
"If he could, Emmett would eat a fucking grizzly," I said, laughing.
"Dude, I already told you, the coach told me to eat every three hours," Emmett said.
"Whatever," I said, before seeing the mass of mahogany hair that I had been waiting for.
"And look what the cat dragged in," I said, pointing at the bar.
"My woman looks hot," Emmett said.
"And I bet you are not the only one thinking about it," I said, pointing to a bunch of guys that were staring at the girls.
"I can't believe they are chatting with Vick like they were old mates," Jasper said, surprised.
"Women," Emmett said.
"Better this than some cat fight that we were going to have to break apart," I said, finishing my beer, looking right at Bella.
"Where are they going?" Jasper asked, seeing Rose and Alice leaving Bella alone at the bar.
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - Cyndi Lauper
I come home in the morning light
My mother says when you're gonna live your life right
Oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones
And girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have fun
The phone rings in the middle of the night
My father yells what you're gonna do with your life
Oh daddy dear you know you're still number one
But girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have..
That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Oh girls... they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have fun
Wanna have fun
Girls wanna have...
Some boys take a beautiful girl
And hide her away from the rest of the world
I wanna be the one to walk in the sun
Oh girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have
That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Oh girls... they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have fun,
Wanna have fun
Girls wanna have...
They just wanna.... (girls)
They just wanna.... (girls just wanna have fun)
They just wanna have fun...
When the working
When the working day is done...
When the working day is done...
Oh girls...
Girls just want to have fun...
They just wanna.... (girls)
They just wanna.... (girls just wanna have fun)
They just wanna have fun...
"And why did Bella stay? She loves this song," I asked.
"Not this shit again, they are doing their sexy lesbian dance," Emmett said in a defeated tone.
"This is so not the place for it," Jasper said.
"And I guess you guys have some company," I said, pointing at the guys that were staring then at the bar, and now were dancing close to them.
"No fucking way," Jasper said, getting up from his chair when one of the guys tried to grab Alice.
"Every single time it's this shit," Emmett moaned before getting up to get Rose.
I was about to laugh at this situation when I saw Bella leaving her spot at the bar and Victoria screaming something at her. But Bella ignored her and kept walking. She went to the other side of the bar and leaned on the counter, where a blonde guy was mixing the drinks.
She said something and gave him her hand to shake it, and started talking cheerfully with him. She took a shot, and leaned closer to the bar to say something to the bartender's ear. What the fuck was going on there? They were both too fucking close to each other. What the hell was Bella doing? Before I knew I was walking in the bar's direction. I was seeing red. Who was he to talk like that to her? To MY fucking girlfriend.
When I arrived at the bar, I was fuming, my jaw was hard, and my fists were closed. And I heard exactly what I didn't want to.
"And if it was?" Bella asked with her flirting tone. What the fuck was she proposing to him?
"Then I guess I will have to do something about it, won't I?" the fucker said, smiling at her. And in that moment I knew I had to do something.
"Bella," I said before grabbing her arm with force, making her look at me.
"Edward," she said, surprised. I guess that you weren't expecting to find me here, were you?
"So, who is your friend?" I asked, grinning my teeth but not letting go of her arm.
"This is Caius. And this is my boyfriend Edward," she introduced us.
"Pleasure," he said.
"Indeed. Bella can I talk to you for a sec?" I said with a hard tone.
"Just a sec baby," she told me, turning around to face him.
"Now, Isabella," I said, trying to stay calm.
"I'll see you later, Caius," she said to him.
"I will be here, if you need me," he said to her.
The double meaning of his words only made my rage bigger. I grabbed Bella's hand hard and took her to a side door that led outside of the bar. I was looking for some place where she could explain to me what the fuck was going on, then I found an empty and dark alley right next to the bar.
"Edward, stop you are hurting my arm," she said, and that brought me a feeling of deja vu.
"What the fuck were you doing there, Bella?" I said levelly, trying to keep myself calm.
"Nothing. What the fuck are you doing here?" she asked me, now getting angry.
I closed my eyes and pinched the bridge of my nose, took a deep breath and said "I was worried and decided to surprise you, and found my girlfriend flirting with another man!" I shouted.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" she screamed at me.
"I am talking about your bartender friend over there," I said, pointing at the bar.
"You are fucking insane!" she shouted and turned to leave, so I grabbed her by the arm.
"Don't fuck with me, Isabella. I saw you throwing yourself at that fucker," I said, shaking her shoulders.
"I wasn't doing anything. I can't believe that after all of this, you don't trust me!" she shouted at me.
"If you weren't there pushing your boobs in his face, maybe I wouldn't be like this!" I screamed at her.
"Fuck you, Edward," she said with a dangerous voice, pushing me hard on the chest with her hands, making me loose my grip on her arms. She stepped away from me.
"Bella, stop," I said, running after her and throwing her against the alley's brick wall.
"Jackass, let go of me!" she shouted, trying to push me away from her.
"Can't you ever just shut up?" I said, trying to make her stop moving me.
She slapped me hard, and I'd had enough of her shit. I took a deep breath through my nose, trying to calm down, but she didn't stop struggling against me, and this shit was getting old.
"That's it," I said, now angry.
I needed to do something to make her stop. So I did the only thing I knew would make her shut the fuck up: I crashed my lips against hers, pressing my tongue between her lips and into the depths of her mouth. I thrust my fingers into her hair, pinning her body against the wall with my own. My cock throbbed against her abdomen as I felt her hand come up to my hair, fisting it roughly. Pulling me closer. This was so fucked up.
I grabbed her wrists, pushing them against the wall above her head. She bit my lower lip with force, attacking my lips with her own, and I knew that would leave a bruise. She stopped fighting me and opened her mouth, allowing my tongue entrance. This wasn't about love; it was one more time about anger and lust. And for how fucked up that this shit was, I couldn't let myself stop it.
I held her wrists with one hand and with the other I held her hair so I could kiss her red full lips deeper. I was lost in this feeling. It was like she was the water for a thirsty man. My hands went lower, gripping one of her full tits, making her moan against my mouth. I let go of her lips only to bite hard on her neck, sucking the soft skin, almost drawing her blood. She was breathing fast, and I knew that no matter how much she wanted to kick me in the balls and leave, she just couldn't do it. This was so much stronger than us.
I dropped her wrists, and one of my hands went to her breast and the other to grab her firm ass. I felt her tongue run over my lips, biting them so hard that I could taste blood on my mouth. She was running her hands through my hair, and I grabbed her by the hips, pulling her up so that I could wrap her legs around my waist, pressing her deeper against the wall.
One of my hands left her ass, to touch her soft white thighs, making her short skirt go higher, exposing her lace black panties. She moaned as my fingertips brushed the warm and wet crotch of her underwear. I quickly slid it to one side and ran my fingers up her slit. She was so fucking wet and kept thrusting against my hand, eager to receive some friction, any kind of friction.
"Oh God," she moaned and looked at me with lust filled eyes.
"God is not here Bella, just me," I said, breathing harder.
She groaned deeply as I thrust two fingers inside of her, and if it was possible, she got even wetter and tighter then the other times we have been together. This was such a fucked up situation, but that didn't matter; all I wanted was her.
"Is that what you wanted, you wanted me to fuck you hard like this?" I said, speeding my movements.
She broke away from my lips with a gasp as I fucked her hard with my fingers, my thumb rubbing vigorous circles on her clit. She started to grip tight around my fingers, and I knew she was close. Then she grabbed my hair and dug her nails in my leather jacket, while I muffled her screams with my mouth.
Her grip lightened on my hair slightly, but her muscles still tense so I knew she hadn't fully ridden it out. So I just pushed her underwear to the side one more time and I made quick work of my belt and pants, releasing my throbbing cock from its confines and thrusting hard inside her. I heard her yelp and clench around me, her breath staggered, her arousal clearly reignited. She bit into the shoulder of my jacket and wrapped her leg around me as I began screwing her hard and fast against the wall.
"Oh, fuck!" I yelled out. I was gripping so hard on her thighs that I knew it would leave a mark.
"Don't stop," she moaned.
I bit her collarbone roughly before thrusting into her, pulling out slowly before starting it over, and over. She hooked her ankles behind me, making me go deeper inside of her, and I slammed her against the wall, thrusting non stop and grunting into her neck.
"Harder," she said, with her eyes closed.
"I will fuck you so hard, you won't be able to walk back to that bar," I said, making her head hit the brick wall hard.
"Fuck," she said, moaning really loud.
"You are fucking mine, Swan," I said, sucking the mark I had left on her neck.
She lifted her head from my shoulder and once again, her lips collided with mine roughly, taking my bottom lip between her teeth. I keep thrusting, trying to maker her see that no man could give her what I was giving, no one else could make her feel what I did. I wanted to mark her as mine. She started to breathe harder, and her moans became louder, and I knew she was once and again close to the edge.
"Cum for me, Bella," I moaned in her ear, and she did, letting go a huge moan, her walls contracting against me.
She clenched so tightly around my dick that I almost came with her, but I kept going, keeping her body on high, never allowing her to completely come down from her climax. At the same time, I felt a euphoric friction on my cock that coaxed my own climax closer and closer to the surface. I started thrusting deeper, harder and faster. I needed to be as deep inside of her as possible. I needed to have all of her. I looked deeper inside of her eyes and the instant connection brought me over the edge. My body convulsed with an orgasm as I pinned her against the wall.
"Fuck," I screamed as I let my hot seed inside of her.
We stood there, deep against the wall for a few moments. But then Bella pushed me hard away from her body, dropping her legs on the floor, almost making me fall hard on my ass.
"Who are you?" she asked me, screaming, getting her clothes back in place and running away from me.
"Bella, please," I said, trying to run to her.
She looked at me, with her eyes full of tears, and didn't say anything. We stood there just staring at each other, and I felt like I had lost my ground. I watched as she ran away from me, leaving me there in the darkness once and again. I backed against the wall and fell on my knees, burying my head in my hands, trying to breathe.
"'An access of jealousy can lead a man to commit such disgraceful actions, that, once past the vertigo of suspicion, he is greatly embarrassed', Jean-Baptiste Massillon," A voice said from the shadows.
"What?" I said, thinking I was starting to hear things.
"Sorry to intervene, but you and your friend there were pretty loud," the man said, coming out of the shadows. He was tall, had long, dark brown hair and a long beard.
"Who the fuck are you?" I asked, now mad, getting up from the floor.
"I am Aro, I own this place," the man said, pointing to the bar.
"Oh, I'm Edward," I said.
"Pleasure. I would shake your hand, but maybe that's not such a good idea, considering your previous activities," he said, smiling.
"Yeah, sorry about that," I told him, even if he acted like a fucking voyeur.
"I wasn't trying to hear, but that's my office window," he showed, pointing to a window close to where Bella and I'd just fucked.
"I guess that you heard everything then," I said, hopeless.
"Unfortunately, yes," he said.
"Shit," I said, knocking my head against the wall.
"And what brought on this explosive jealous reaction?" he asked me.
"I don't know. I am not the jealous kind of guy, but when I saw her with that fucking bartender, I just lost it," I said, kicking a small rock close to the wall.
"Are you talking about Caius, by any chance?" he asked me.
"I don't know his fucking name. All I know is that they were flirting at the bar, and he seemed really happy about it," I said, feeling my blood boil just from remembering it.
"Just 'cause you feel it, doesn't mean it's there," he said to me.
"Are you really going to quote Radiohead right now?" I said, frustrated.
"What I am saying, is that sometimes our minds play tricks on us. They make us see what we fear most, and that only leads to pain and angst," he told me.
"And what do you know about all of that?" I asked rudely.
"Happens that a couple of years ago, I was in the same situation as you are. I got in a huge fight with my wife at the time, thinking I had seen something, but it wasn't there," he said with pain in his voice.
"What happened?" I asked him.
"She packed a bag and left me, but she ended up getting hit by a drunk driver. She died thinking I didn't love her enough to trust her," he said, looking down.
"I am sorry," I said, a little shocked.
"That's ok, it was years ago. But what I want you to see is how your life can change in a second. And I would hate to see what happened to Elena and I happen to you," he said.
"I just can't deal with the idea of loosing her. She is everything to me," I said, and for the first time, the weight of my words came crushing me.
"But if you keep this up, you will loose her, son. So you better go fight for your woman," he said, patting me on the back.
"You are right, I need to fix this," I said, getting up, and leaving the alley.
"Hey, Aro," I said, making him turn back to me.
"Yeah kid?" he said.
"Thanks, for everything," I said, running back inside the bar.
I got back to the bar, looking around to try to find Bella and the girls, but I couldn't find them anywhere.
"Cullen," I heard Jasper's voice, coming from the crowd.
"What did you do, man?" Emmett asked me, pissed.
"Bella and I got into a fight," I said.
"And now she and the girls are gone because of it," Jasper said.
"Look, things got out of hand, but I am going to fix it," I said.
"You'd better, Cullen. I am tired of seeing La Bella in tears because of you," Jasper said.
"Come on man, let's go," Emmett said, taking me out of the bar.
Before leaving the bar, I saw Victoria giving me a disappointed look. I guess that this was the most common emotion that I caused lately: disappointment.
BPOV
I ran away from the alley, from Edward, from all this pain. I got back to the bar, and I couldn't hold my tears anymore. I found Alice and Rose dancing with the boys, laughing and smiling, and I couldn't help my heart breaking a little more at the sight of them. Why couldn't Edward and I be like them? Just be happy and in love. Without doubts, without fears, without pain.
"Bella," Alice said, running to hug me as soon as she saw me.
"What happened?" Rose asked, looking at my tears and messy hair.
"Edward," I said, before letting the tears consume me.
"La Bella?" I heard Jasper say, giving me a worried smile.
"I will kick his flat ass," Emmett said, getting pissed.
"I need to get the hell out of here," I said.
"We will pay, you guys can go," Jasper said.
"Come on, let's go to the bathroom," Rosalie said, taking my hand and leading me to the restroom.
"What happened?" Victoria asked when saw us getting inside the bathroom.
"What do you think?" Rose said.
"Loner boy?" she asked and seemed to be a little mad.
"Come on honey, let's wash your face," Alice said, leading me to the sink.
"Do you wanna talk about it, sweety?" Alice asked, holding my hair back while I washed my face.
"He thought I was flirting with Caius," I said coldly.
"Oh God. Bella, I am so sorry," Victoria said, now really upset.
"It's not your fault," I said.
"Yeah, it's only Dickward's fault," Rose said, really mad.
"And you guys fought?" Alice said.
"Yeah, we argued, and I told him to fuck off, and I went to leave him there," I started to say.
"That's my girl," Rose said, smiling.
"But then he held my arm, and threw me against the wall..." I said, before starting to cry once more.
"Oh God," Alice said.
"Then, he kissed me, and one thing lead to another, and he fucked me against the alley wall like I was any of his past sluts," I said, now more pissed than upset.
"That fucker, I am going to kill him!" Rose shouted.
"Bella, I know that you are really mad, but come on, you and Edward belong together. Don't give up yet. You need to have faith," Victoria said to me.
"I am not so sure if Edward and I belong together anymore," I said.
"What do you mean?" she asked me back.
"Nothing, can we just go? I really want to go home," I said.
"Sure. Tonight it's us and some Ben&Jerrys," Alice said, trying to comfort me.
"Thanks, guys," I said, trying to recompose.
"That's what friends are for," Rose said.
"Hey, Red, please don't say anything to Edward. I don't want you to get in between this mess," I told Victoria.
"No problem, Bella, but I hope everything will end up ok," she said, giving me a small smile.
"Me too," I said, before leaving the bathroom with Rose and Alice.
We saw the boys paying the bill, and we waved to them, and just left. I needed to get away from here. Away from him.
Soon we were back to Alice's room. I was showered, with my pjs and a big pot of ice cream.
"Chocolate. The solution to all the problems of any girl," Rose said, taking a bite of her chocolate ice cream.
"This is so good," Alice moaned, eating her mint-chocolate-chip.
"God bless the ice cream inventor," I said, eating my vanilla one.
"Guys, I am sorry I ruined the girl's night out," I said.
"What the hell are you talking about? What can be better than eating ice cream, wearing pjs with your best friends?" Rose asked.
"And don't forget about watching chick flicks," Alice said.
"What would I do without you guys?" I said, smiling.
"Probably would be depressed right now," Rose said.
"And without this fabulous ice cream," Alice said, and we all laughed.
"We are your girls, Bella. We will be here with you, no matter what," Rose said.
"I just wish that this hadn't happened," I said.
"I never thought I would see the day when Edward Cullen would be jealous," Rose said.
"But maybe this is a good thing. It means that he loves you and can't stand the idea of losing you," Alice said.
"And that he doesn't trust me," I said, lying down in the pillows.
"Babe, you know that Edward is an ass, and besides, he's never been in love before you," Rose said.
"He can't deal with all these emotions. He needs to learn, he doesn't do this to hurt you," Alice said.
"Maybe, but I don't know if I want to wait for him to learn," I said.
"Bella, don't say that," Alice said.
"How can a relationship work without trust?" I asked.
"I think that you guys need to talk, to work this thing out. You guys have been through too much to just give up now," Rose said, frustrated.
"'There are more people that give up, than people that fail' Henry Ford," Alice said.
"What?" she asked, to me and Rose when we looked at her like she had grown a third eye.
"I didn't know you were in to that kind of thing," I told her.
"Henry Ford was a business genius. If I want to be a famous designer, I need to think like that," she said, smiling.
"So you guys think I need to forgive him?" I asked.
"Hell no, make him beg. I always do this with Emm," Rose said.
"Make him make up for his mistakes," Alice said.
"But mostly, you guys need to talk and work this bitch out," Rose said.
"What I need is to sleep. Tomorrow I will deal with Edward Cullen," I said, lying on the bed.
"Goodnight bitchys," Rose said.
"Sweet dreams," Alice said.
"Night," I said,with silent tears running,closing my eyes, letting the darkness come and take away my thoughts,my pain and my torn heart. Love seem to be for me,like a Twilight, no matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.
A/N:Hello my dear readers !I hope you guys had liked this chap,Edward and Bella have many obstacles to overcome before getting their happy ending.
So,just a few more chaps,I must say I am nervous and sad at the same story is my baby,and I will keep writing,even after it is I hope you all enjoy the big end that I had planned!
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ps) anyone knows from where is the last line from this chap?rs