Hey. How are ya ?
"Mark and Oksana are not my parents. They found me almost 5 years ago, half dead." He closed his eyes and continued. "they brought me here, tried to find who I reall am... but I never did. I don't know why. I don't remember nothing about my life before it... my brain is blank. I go regulary to doctors but they just can't break my hamnesia." I took his hand and kissed the back of it. "all i have from that life is this ring." And he showed me his wedding ring. The ring with my name on. I sat un and slaped him. Hard. "What the fuck, Rose?"
"You bastard. You had all this time that fucking ring and you never tried to find your wife. Fuck you Dimitri, fuck you."
"Wait, why did you call me Dimitri?"
"What's wrote on that ring?" I asked.
"Roza Belikov. Why?"
"Did you ever tried to find her?"
"No." And I slaped him, again. I was so angry, I started to cry.
"Rose, why do you cry?" i went and took my wedding ring from my purse
"Because of this." And I handed him the ring. He looked surprised.
"It's exactly like mine." He said wishpering. I also handed him a picture with him. One from the summer we met.
"That Roza it's me, Dimiri. Me." I yelled. " for fucking five years I thought you were dead, I lived a hell for five years. All this time you had that fucking ring and didn't looked for me?." He said nothing but look at me.
"You are my wife?"
"You think?"
"How.."
"How what ?"
"I can't belive this." I was so angry that I couldn't stand up. I took a sit, away from him and started to cry.
"I don't deserve this.." I said more to myself, but I'm pretty sure he heard me.
"I'm sorry." He answerd ...
"You don't, you don't even remember."
"Yes I do." And than I stoped moving. He just said what?
"Go on!"
"I don't even know if it's real. I,... when I hold you in my arms my mind is flooded by pictures with you, with us, are like memoris not infatuations. Felt real. I thought that all of it was my mind, but now... " and he stoped.
"Why didn't you looked for me... your wife?" I yelled, but not to loud, not to wake up David.
"Because I was scared."
"Scared of what?"
"I don't know... no more." Now he didn't looked me in the eyes. I think he can't do that. Not now. "How were we?" he asked.
"We were happy, deep in love. You were everything for me and I was everything for you. Even thought, after you were crowned..."
"Crowned?"
"Yeah, you are a King. King of Baia." I think I scare him with that, but i didn't cared.
"You said we are married. How was our marriage?"
"Happy, how I said, but after you were crowned you knid of forgat that I existed. All that mattered to you was to run Baia as good as you could. One night, when you came to our bedroom to sleep you fond me awake. That night you were rought with me, like that was the last time, chance for you to be with me. After that ..."
"Im sorry.." I went near him and took his face in my hands.
"No, don't say that. That night you gave me the most wanderful gift."
"What?"
"My son." I said. He looked me in the eyes and said really slow:
"Our son."
"Yes, our son." I answerd smiling. His words made my heart gorw.
"Go on!"
"After that, in the next morning you told me that you had to go in a war, you promised that everything will be alright... but it wasn't. You left for good and never came back." I stoped for some second, letting more tears fall down my face. "we looked for you, but all they told me was that you died. That day I wanted to kill myself, I didn't want to be alone. They didn't let me die and broght me to the hospital. There I found that I was carring your child. " he took me in his arms and hugged me very tight. "I missed you so much."
"Now I understand why David said that I look like his father... I am his father."
"Why were you scared?" I asked again.
"I was scared of me... the real me. I was scared of the person, this Dimitri, was."
"You were the best man this earth could have."
"Having you now in my arms, I think, no, Im sure that I want that life back." I smiled hearing him saying that.
"By the way Dimitri, you are 30 not 25."
"What ? so old?" i laught. It was really funny.
"Yes, you are 7 years older than me."
It was 4 am and we were still talking, hugging, laughing and kissing. The doctor told him that maybe his hamnesia could be broken by important people from his old life, real life. He also told me that he wants to come home with me, in Baia
"What was my favorite activity?"
"Guess!"
"Ummmm, kissing you." This made me smile.
"Close, but not true." He took me and put me on his lap, hugging me really tight.
"Tell me!"
"This was your favorite activity, holding me like this in your arms... holding me like this, close to your heart." I answerd and I kissed him... and again, and again, and again.
"Let's go to sleep."
"Let's go." And we did. I slept in his arms, like old times.
-x-
"Come let's tell David." I said as I took one of Dimitri's hand .
"What? Is not to early?"
"No."
"What time is it."
"7:30 AM, but Im pretty sure he is awake." He didn't said nothing and followed me. As I said, David was awake. I think he is hungry.
I entred lonly in the room.
"Hey little boy, how you slept?"
"Good mommy, but Im hungry." I smiled when he said that. Of course he is.
"We will go eat, but first, I have a surprise for you."
"For me? What is it? A new car? Will we go home?"
"nope, better. Daddy." And he sat up in the next second.
"My daddy?"
"Yes. Call him and he will come inside." I said and he, so did.
"Daddy?" he screamed. God, he can yell so loud. As he said 'daddy' Dimitri came in.
"Hey little boy." And in the next second David was his arms.
"I knew he is my daddy. I felt it." I couldn't help and let out some tears fall.
"And I got another surprise for you."
"If it includes daddy I'll be happy"
"We'll go back home."
-x-
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Paula
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Sorry again for my mistakes, I know Im pretty bad :(
