Summary: After the car accident, Blaire discovers things about herself that really begin to frighten her, but on their quest to stop the yellow-eyed demon, the Winchesters realise they have to be stronger than ever before. Please R&R.

Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or its characters. I only own Blaire Winchester.

A/N: First of all, my sincere apologies for being so idle that I haven't updated this, and that I let it get to number 49 in my list! I'M DISGUSTED WITH MAHSELF! But anyway, here's a chapter without a single line from the episode OMG! And I really hope it was worth the wait! ENJOY!

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The Paths We Tread: Facing Our Truth

Chapter Twenty-Five

The bar was full of people, bright lights and loud music. Jay pulled Blaire through the crowds and found them a seat, the two sat in very close proximity.

"Wow!" Blaire cried, having to shout above the booming music, "This place is amazing!"

"Yeah, its one of the most popular places in town." Jay told her, "You want a drink? Wine maybe?"

"Okay. Thanks." Blaire replied, waiting and watching as Jay went to the bar.

Within minutes he returned with a bottle of wine and two glasses, pouring one for Blaire and handing it to her.

Good God, she was beautiful. So, so beautiful. Their fingers brushed together and shivers ran down her spine at the contact, the young woman feeling so damn lucky to be on a date at all, never mind with a guy as sweet as Jay. Their eyes met and she took a sip of wine, smiling sweetly at him which he returned. How he loved her smile. He actually loved her smile. It was something he wanted to get used to, but he knew he couldn't.

"You wanna dance?" He asked, Blaire grinning and taking the hand he extended to her.

"I don't dance very often." She admitted, watching as Jay smiled at her, both of them looking up when a slow song came on, "Wow...great timing."

"Yeah." He replied, taking her into his arms as a gentle song played through the club.

Blaire felt so safe in his embrace, so warm and so comfortable, like there was this incredibly strong power protecting her. His arms held her close and his head rested against hers.

It was bliss.

She felt needy, like she had to be closer to him, like she couldn't leave him or her life force would just drain away. She nuzzled him gently, smiling as he laced their fingers together. She wanted him so bad, wanted his naked body on hers, drawing her close to ecstasy with each movement of his body. Oh, God...

"Blaire?"

"Yeah?"

When Jay didn't say anything, Blaire moved away slightly to look into his eyes. She smiled, feeling the unusual urge to just take him to bed and...Well...to take him to bed. Oh, God, how she could easily just take him to bed.

"What is it?" She asked, taking in the lust in Jay's eyes, "Jay?"

"You're so beautiful..." He told her, leaning closer to her as he looked to her lips and back again, "So beautiful..."

Their lips touched in a gentle kiss, and Blaire just melted against him, pressing against him with need and lust.

"Do we have to hear about this?" Dean asked, "It's making me feel sick."

"Well, I'm sorry but there's important detail in this story, okay?" Blaire said, Dean huffing and shaking his head.

"Dean, just let her tell the story." Sam said, his brother shaking his head again.

"We don't wanna hear it!"

Yeah, Dean was right, wasn't he? Who wanted to hear about Blaire's sexual exploits? Um...not three men, one of whom was her surrogate father and the other two who were her brothers.

"Can it, y'idjit!" Bobby yelled, "Let Blaire say her piece. You and Sam have had yours."

Well! It was like they were being treated as children! Then again, they had all been arguing like children for the past several days. It was sort of embarrassing really, but they were just bickering like crazy. It seemed they couldn't help it.

Jay's lips were warm against Blaire's and he tasted, she realised, of candy, not the wine they'd been drinking.

That was odd.

Alcohol lingers on the tongue for a while, yet there was no hint of it from him. She couldn't care! Good God, she could not care a bit. They were kissing, slow and gentle, nothing rough or needy like she'd experienced before. It was the most tender kiss she'd felt in a long time and it was something she didn't wanna stop. They continued to kiss throughout the song and they held one another close, Blaire prepared to go back to their seats when Jay stopped her.

"My place?" He asked, Blaire getting lost in his eyes, "Its not much, but..."

Blaire nodded, kissing him again and sighing as he bit her earlobe.

"Can't wait to get these clothes off you..." He whispered, "I bet the rest of you is as beautiful as your face."

He grabbed her hand and she got her bag and chocolates, the two almost running for the door.

"So, you couldn't taste alcohol on the guy." Bobby began, "That's nothing strange, darlin'."

"No, but the real strangeness kicked in when we were in bed." Blaire said, looking at the disgust on the three men's faces.

Why was it that they disapproved of everything she said or did? She couldn't win with these guys! It was as frustrating as being stuck in a room with Gordon Walker and listening to him ramble on about shit no-one cared about. She was pretty tired of the feeling she had of being unappreciated, and she didn't think that the others meant to inflict such a feeling on her.

"And I know that you don't wanna hear it, but it is important, and I think it could give us a clue as to what we're dealing with, okay?" She replied, brushing a hand through her hair and taking a drink of water, throwing a piece of mint flavoured gum in her mouth after, "So, he takes me back to his place..."

Blaire and Jay stumbled through the door to Jay's apartment, lips locked in deep, passionate and fiery kisses as Jay fumbled across the wall for the light switch. The middle Winchester was so giddy at the thought of sleeping with Jay, at the thought of having him moving inside her and bringing her to that high she loved more than anything.

"God, baby..." Jay breathed as Blaire leaned into his neck, biting and sucking it gently, "God, you're good with your mouth..."

"I'll show you what else I can do with my mouth." Blaire whispered huskily, Jay locking the apartment door and dragging Blaire to his room.

The pair kissed deeply, Jay clicking his fingers only for music to start playing through the room, the soft sounds of love songs drifting into the room from no apparent source.

"Where's the music coming from?" Blaire asked with wonder, Jay smiling softly and kissing her again.

"I've got speakers in the walls," Jay said, "It's a posh place."

"I figured." Blaire whispered, Jay lowering her onto the bed which made her giggle, "Oh, Jay..."

Jay grinned at the beautiful twinkle in Blaire's eyes. God, he couldn't get over her eyes. They were just so beautiful he could get so lost in them. He couldn't get attached to her though. Really, he couldn't. She'd be up and moving again in no time and he didn't want to actually miss her when she'd left. He pressed tender kisses to her face, lips and neck, going to nibble softly which made her laugh as she ran her hands into his hair.

"God, how are you not tied down?" He asked, Blaire shrugging in response.

"Just never found the right man." She chuckled, "Why do you ask?"

Jay clicked his fingers again, dimming the lights in the room before pressing a gentle kiss to Blaire's forehead. He couldn't believe someone as beautiful and lovely wasn't already attached or married even.

"Just thought you'd be snapped up by someone." He replied, "You're so gorgeous I don't know how you've not found someone."

"I just haven't met Mr Right yet." Blaire said sweetly, "How are you not tied down, handsome?"

"No girls my age around here." Jay replied, "All too young."

Blaire kissed Jay's forehead, reaching down as she pressed her lips to his to unfasten his shirt.

God, she was unfastening his shirt!

Excitement rushed through him as he felt her hands on his chest for the first time, her gentle fingers caressing his skin almost lovingly as she felt his body carefully. He was stunning, Blaire thought. Strong, warm, smooth...Damn, he was hot!

She traced his stomach, feeling him take in a small, sharp breath at the contact. Blaire certainly hadn't expected this to come out of the night. Finally, she got his shirt from his shoulders, Jay throwing it to the floor before gazing into those gorgeous green eyes and pressing a kiss to those soft full lips.

Blaire pushed him back so she was sitting up before climbing from the bed and gesturing to the zip at the back of the dress, Jay not wasting time before unzipping it. It fell to the floor, leaving Blaire to remove her heels while he removed his footwear. She turned to him, watching him scan her body before he stopped at the scars on her waist.

"Blaire..." He breathed, "What happened?"

He reached out to her and took her hand, leading her to sit on the bed only for her to lay on her back and take his hand, letting him brush his fingers along her scars. They didn't look bad in any way, shape or form, however, Jay knew that whatever had caused them wasn't pleasant and would've been incredibly painful.

"Both from a car accident." She said, half lying to him, "And I miscarried my baby in that car accident."

"God, Blaire, I'm so, so sorry." He whispered, kissing her gently as her eyes filled with tears, "I had no idea...Please, don't cry."

He stroked her face tenderly and kissed her again, Blaire smiling weakly and kissing him in return. She cupped his face and pulled him in for a deeper kiss, her tears mingling with it. Jay realised that when she'd been crying earlier, something must've brought up memories of losing her baby. What an awful thing for someone to go through.

"It's okay," She whispered, "I'm okay."

She gave him another kiss, just as if she was trying to get her message through to him that she well and truly was okay. With a soft smile, they kissed again, Jay clicking his fingers and lighting the fire in the corner of the room. Blaire wondered how many things Jay had a clicker for. His hands went to her beautiful blonde locks, gently caressing her scalp as he felt how soft her hair was.

He could leave his hands in it forever.

Running his hands down her body earned him a hitching of breath and a slight tremor, which turned him on even more than he already was. Her skin was so soft and her body was shaped beautifully despite her scars, and still Jay wanted to do nothing more but pleasure that body, to kiss it and stroke it and move inside of it.

"Mmm..." She hummed as he kissed her neck and shoulders, her hands rubbing his arms and back as she slid one into his hair, "God, Jay..."

What was this woman trying to do to him? He felt so hard it was almost painful against his pants, and he looked down to find Blaire unfastening his belt. She smiled cheekily, kissing his lips and raising an eyebrow at him which looked so damn sexy he could've just had his way with her there and then.

"Get 'em off." She ordered, Jay barely able to stop his grin as he unfastened his pants and kicked them off, feeling her hands cup his backside to pull him closer, his hard length pressing against her.

She ran her hand over it, giggling and blushing.

"Someone's a big boy." She said huskily, Jay laughing in response, "Mmm..."

"You like the feel of that?" Jay asked, kissing her again, "Hmm? You wanna feel that inside your body?"

"Dirty!" Blaire chuckled, "Dirty boy, Jay! But...yeah, I do...I wanna feel it in my mouth too."

Jay moaned at the words and Blaire rolled him over, pressing a kiss to the bulge in his boxers. Now, that bulge looked incredibly promising and she wrapped her dainty fingers around the waistband of the boxers and Jay lifted his hips, Blaire pulling them off of him and beaming at the sight of the erection that lay in waiting for her.

"Goodness me, Jay..." She breathed, "Someone really is a big boy!"

She licked her lips and kissed him before kissing his erection, licking an experimental stripe up his length which sent a gentle shiver coursing through his body. His hands went to her hair, his breathing becoming faster as the sensation of her lips against his length something he didn't ever want to forget. And when her mouth finally enveloped his erection, Blaire experienced a taste she'd never experienced in her life. What she loved the most was the sound that Jay let out from above her.

"Oh, Blaire..." He breathed, "Mmm...My God..."

"That good?" She asked, pulling off and rubbing him as he nodded before going back to sucking him, running her tongue over him and taking him further and further into her mouth.

"Fuck..." He sighed, "God, Blaire, you really are good with that gorgeous mouth of yours."

Blaire gasped as Jay moved inside her body, his strong arms holding her close as they continued to rock slowly together. Just laying in his embrace, warm, strong and almost loving made her feel so safe and so happy she could've laid there forever. The feeling of him moving inside her body made her shiver with anticipation, passion and lust, and she just didn't want to let him go.

"J-Jay..." She gasped, "I'm gonna..."

A moan, long, breathy and gentle escaped her lips, her body tensing and shaking as she arched against him, sweating, panting and writhing through her orgasm. Her muscles clenched around him repeatedly, bringing him to orgasm swiftly after her. They calmed, settling in one another's embrace and sharing tender kisses and gentle gazes, soft touches and sweet words.

They settled to sleep, Blaire not caring that she would have a lot of explaining to do the next morning. She didn't care whether her brothers approved of this or not. Jay was her first since Ash and she had as much right to fulfil her needs as the next person. She smiled contentedly as she drifted into sleep, settled comfortably and securely against his chest, in his arms, in a warm bed in a gorgeous apartment.

At that moment, Blaire Winchester could not be happier.

Blaire sighed dreamily.

Dean looked horrified.

Sam looked slightly disgusted.

Bobby recoiled and flushed bright red.

"What was so weird, pray tell?" Dean asked, Blaire almost snarling at him as she took a drink of water.

"I was happy! That's kind of an unusual occurrence nowadays, ain't it?" She snapped, "And, I've never known anyone have a clicker to do so many things. There weren't speakers in Jay's wall. The walls went straight to the next apartment."

"So, what are you saying?" Sam asked, "He was making things happen by clicking his fingers."

"I don't know anything in the world that could possibly do that." Blaire said, Dean and Sam nodding in response.

"But things just get weirder from there..." Dean said, looking to Bobby gravely.

The older hunter knew that today would be a very, very long day.

-TBC-

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