Chapter Twenty Four:
"Are you alright?" Godric knelt beside me, his hand gently grasping my chin as he turned my head to the side. "He hurt you. I'll kill him."
"Ah Godric? You already have." I couldn't help but chuckle lightly, only to moan out in pain as my head began spinning. I felt light headed from the blood loss. He had messily bitten me, and I didn't even want to attempt to see or feel the wound, knowing that it wasn't just two neat little fang marks.
Godric glared darkly at the pool of blood and guts that lay on the grass only a few feet away. We were all covered in Damien's blood, though I wasn't sure where his blood started and where mine stopped.
"What will happen now?" I asked in a small voice. "Will you...will you get in trouble for killing him?"
Godric and Eric exchanged glances and that worried me. They seemed to be communicating silently, and while it annoyed me, I didn't let it bother me. I was losing blood at a quick enough rate that I was growing more tired with each passing second. And I knew that wasn't good. It wasn't until my body began to grow limp against Eric's leg that the two noticed just how much blood I really had lost.
"You need to heal her." Eric told Godric. "She's losing too much blood."
Godric nodded and gently pulled me into his arms. My head fell limply against his chest and I fought to stay conscious.
"We need to contact the King. If the Authority or the Magister were to find out..." Godric trailed off as he stroked my hair, trying to soothe me.
"Allow me to...persuade him against going to the Authority." A wicked smirk spread across Eric's lips.
"Eric..."
"He let loose a vampire to attack the human of one of his Sheriff, a Sheriff who is more than twice his face. If anyone were to find themselves in front of the Magister, it would be him." Eric assured his maker as he stood gracefully for someone who was drenched in blood. "Heal her, Godric."
Godric nodded as Eric walked back into the house, leaving us alone in the blood mess that was once a backyard. I heard Godric biting into his wrist but I felt my consciousness begin to slip away. His bloody wrist was pressed against my lips, but I just had no strength to try and drink his blood.
"Come on, my love, drink for me. Please do this. I can't lose you. Please." He pleaded with me, trying to open my mouth and force the drops of blood down my throat. He tipped my head back as the drops of blood slid down my throat and it was only after a few drops that I was able to hold my own head up. Soon, I began to feel the pain lessen, the tug at my consciousness fading. I was able to suck on his wrist on my own now, holding his wrist to my lips as if his blood was the most delicious thing I've ever had. And in a way, it was. It was just so sweet, nothing like I thought blood would taste like. But vampire blood was much different than regular old human blood. Human blood couldn't magically stitch my neck back together again, the skin becoming smooth and flawless once again. There was only one vampire who I wanted to mark me and shown to the world, and that was this vampire holding me.
Godric sighed in relief when I pushed his wrist away. He brushed my hair off of my shoulder and stared at my neck, now healed, but still stained with my blood. I stared up at him and I could see him battling with the blood lust. I knew my blood wasn't easy to be around without tasting. I knew just how hard it was for him to battle his inner demons. I knew he wasn't a monster, but he still saw himself as one and that broke my heart.
"You can lick the blood off, if you want." I offered softly, not sure how he would react.
Godric was hesitant at first but then shook his head. "If I taste this sweet blood of yours, I'm afraid I won't be able to stop."
"You will, Godric. I know you will." I sent him a small smile, my arms wrapping around the vampire. I sighed and melted into his arms. I always felt safe and comforted when I was with Godric. I just wished he was able to be himself around me. He may not be a monster, but he was still a vampire. He still required blood to survive and I knew he hardly drank True Blood. So how was he getting by? "You need blood at some point Godric."
"True Blood is efficient enough."
"But you hardly even drink that." I pointed out. "You won't lose yourself, Godric, I know you won't. And do you know why I know that? Because I love you, and a part of me thinks that you love me too. You think you're a monster, Godric, but you're not, you're not even close. So stop treating yourself like one."
"If you knew what I've done in the past, you wouldn't be so quick to assume I'm not a monster."
"You've changed, Godric. Everyone is allowed to change."
Godric fell silent, his arms becoming stiff around me. I frowned as I pulled myself out of his arms and he drew himself away from me. He stood, leaving me on the ground as he glanced at the mess in the backyard. He looked disgusted, but I knew it was more at himself than anything. He hated the fact that he had to create such bloodshed. But I didn't blame him. How could I? He had saved my life tonight; didn't that matter at all to him? But I knew that wasn't it. He just hated himself. He hated what he was; he hated what he still is. And that just tore my heart to pieces.
"I don't want to fight. Not tonight." I tried to blink away the tears. "It's still my birthday and..."
"This wasn't how I planned tonight to go." Godric sighed, bowing his head.
"I know." I pushed myself up onto my feet. I wobbled on my legs for a moment, but Godric grabbed onto my elbows and steadied me. He went to pull his hands back away after a minute, but I drew closer to the vampire, laying my head on his chest and I embraced him. I didn't want him to pull away from me, not any more. "I just want to have a good birthday, or at least what we can salvage. Please Godric?"
"I owe you at least this." He nodded, his arms tightening around me as he laid a soft kiss to the top of my head. "I'm sorry for all that's happened tonight. I should have..."
"There wasn't anything you could have done differently, Godric." I shook my head.
"If I was at your side instead of..."
"Eric was there. He fought his ass off. I don't entirely understand why, but he did protect me, Godric. Maybe he isn't the immature ass I first thought he was." I tried to lighten the mood.
"He felt like he owed you for sacrificing yourself for him. He doesn't understand why you would do that." Godric tried to explain.
"I've told him why I did it." I rolled my eyes. "Eric is stubborn."
"You and I both know that." Godric chuckled softly. "I still have a surprise for you."
"You do?" I looked up at him, my eyes brightening. "What is it?"
"Why don't we get cleaned up first?" Godric looked down at how blood stained we were. "And you and I will spend the rest of this night together, just the two of us."
"I'd like that." I nodded with a genuine smile. "And I'll do anything to get all this blood off of me."
It was only half an hour later that I was stepping out of the long warm shower that Godric insisted on. I would have been happy with just a quick ten minute shower, but Godric wanted everything to be perfect, and I couldn't help but want the same. This day had started so perfectly and had nearly ended in disaster. But there were still a few hours in this night, still a few hours to salvage what we could of this birthday. And I didn't forget my promise for the end of the night. I still wanted to sleep with Godric. I wanted to give myself over to him. He had claimed me tonight in front of all of his vampires. And now I wanted to be his in every single way. I had been waiting for this for too long, and now the moment was finally here.
I couldn't wipe the grin from my face as I left the bathroom and entered my bedroom. I searched through my drawers until I found the perfect bra and panties set for tonight. I wanted everything to be perfect and special when Godric and I slept together, and that meant the perfect midnight black lingerie.
I had no idea what to wear over the lingerie however. My beautiful dress had been destroyed, and I doubt even dry cleaning would be able to get the blood out. I looked through my closet, but I only had the other dress Godric had splurged to buy me. It didn't feel right though. I wanted to wear something special, something sexy to blow his mind. The other dress was beautiful, but it just wasn't what I wanted to wear tonight.
As if hearing my silent plea for help, a knock sounded on the door, Isabel's voice wafting through the wood. "May I come in? I thought you might like something to wear for Godric's surprise."
My grin widened as I grabbed a silk robe and tossed it on over my lingerie before just about ripping the door open. "You're a life savour, Isabel."
The tall Hispanic woman smiled warmly down at me as she stepped into the room and embraced me tightly. "I was so worried tonight, Taylor. You mean a great deal to all of us now."
"You all mean a lot to me too." I nodded in agreement. And that was the truth. Isabel felt like the mother I never really had. I wished I could have had a relationship like this with my mother, to have someone who understood me, who was there for me when I needed her to be the most. But that just wasn't the mother I got, and somewhere along the way I grew to be okay with that. But it was nice to grow so close to Isabel in such a short amount of time. It was nice to have this feel of family even when I was states away from my own.
"Now I hope this dress doesn't intimidate you. I bought it along with the other, but I knew you would be more comfortable in the other. It's a shame it was destroyed, you looked beautiful in it." Isabel glanced at where the bloodied dress now lay in a heap in the corner. She shook her head after a moment and lifted the new dress from her arms.
My eyes grew wide when I saw the little black dress. I knew even from how it hung on the hanger that it would be skin tight and form fitting. It also looked a little short and I knew right away why Isabel hadn't chosen it for me to wear earlier. I did feel more comfortable in the other dress. But I was trying to be sexier. I was trying to turn this night around for both Godric and I. This dress would certainly do it. And it wasn't like I would be in the dress for too long. Maybe for not long at all. Maybe Godric would get one glance at me in it and rip it right off.
That thought caused my cheeks to burn a bright red and I knew from the knowing look Isabel was sending me that she knew exactly what I was thinking. Embarrassed, I took the dress from the vampire and began into the bathroom to get changed. Just as I expected, the dress was skin tight. It wasn't too tight that I felt like I couldn't breathe, but it felt like a second skin for sure. As I looked at myself in the mirror, I did have to admit that I looked amazing. The dress clung to me in all the right places, embracing my curves and making my short legs look endless. It would for sure blow Godric's mind, and that's exactly the reaction I was going for.
"You look stunning." Isabel gushed as I stepped out of the bathroom and spun around for her.
"You really think so?" I asked self consciously.
"Godric won't know what hit him when he sees you in this." She winked at me as she handed me a pair of matching black flats. She knew me too well. "Godric is waiting for you in the living room. Let me just fix up that hair of yours first."
I laughed and sat down on the bed, letting the female vampire play with my hair. I couldn't wait to see Godric again. Less than an hour had gone by since we had parted and I already missed him. If nothing else, tonight had brought us closer. I wasn't sure what would happen in the future between us, but I knew that right now, I wanted Godric in every possible way. I still found myself nervous about later tonight however. I was a virgin, and before Godric came along, I hadn't even held the hand of a boy. I didn't feel as innocent anymore; Godric had broken me out of that shell I had been hiding in. But I was still so inexperienced and that worried me. What if I was terrible tonight? What if I disappointed Godric and he didn't want to be with me anymore?
"Isabel?" I asked softly, glancing at the vampire as she braided my blond locks over one shoulder. "Do you remember the first time you...well that you had..."
"Sex?" Isabel offered with a kind smile. "It was...many centuries ago. I can barely remember many of my human years. But a woman always remembers her first time."
"Did it...did it hurt?" I started to chew on my fingernails nervously. This was a conversation a girl was supposed to have with my mom. But even if I had been at home right now on the farm, I knew it would never be the right time to talk to my own mother about sex.
"You're a virgin, aren't you?"
I nodded shyly. "I've never even kissed anyone before Godric came along. He always calls me innocent and naive, and I guess he's right."
"Godric is not someone who will force you to do anything you're not comfortable with doing."
"I know. And that's not the problem. Believe me; I definitely want to be with him in that way." My hands started to fidget in my lap. "I'm just worried that I won't be good enough for him. Or that it'll hurt and be uncomfortable and we'll both end up hating it."
"Godric couldn't possibly hate a single thing about you, Taylor." Isabel squeezed my shoulder gently. "He loves you. I've never seen him this happy, and I've known Godric for many centuries. He's tried so hard to keep himself from attaching to humans, and then you come along and he just can't help himself. Whatever might happen tonight, he'll still love you the same tomorrow, maybe even a little bit more."
"You're right." I nodded, knowing that she was right. That still didn't ease me my nerves though.
"Just be yourself, Taylor. Godric loves you for who you are, he wouldn't want anyone or anything different. I think he proved that to you tonight."
He had killed another vampire to protect me tonight. He had allowed that beast from within to consume him in that short moment. Who knows what consequences Godric might have now? What if he got in trouble for doing it? What would happen? I knew Eric was trying to take care of the issue, but what if he couldn't?
"Just relax and have a good time." she patted my shoulder before standing. "All done. Godric will be speechless when he sees you."
"You think?"
"I know." She pulled me to my feet and kissed my cheek in a motherly fashion. "Go, Godric is pacing impatiently."
I laughed as I let the vampire nudge me out of the room. I listened closely as I stepped into the hallway, expecting to hear the sounds of other vampires like earlier. But the house was so deadly silent, you could have heard a pin drop. I was thankful that everyone was gone, that Godric and I could be alone finally. I felt the safest with him at my side, with his arms around me. And right now, all I wanted was to be in his arms and pretend earlier had never happened.
I was surprised to find the living room put back together when I first entered the room. But it was Godric who gained my sole focus. He had showered himself, his hair still damp. He wore a black shirt that matches the blue one he had worn earlier, the top buttons left undone while the sleeves were rolled up passed his elbows. He wore dark charcoal linen pants and just looked out of this world. It was his eyes however, that pulled everything together. Those beautifully striking blue eyes held warmth and love in them, and that caused my heart to swell. In that moment, as our gazes connected, I felt such a rush of love and comfort to such a degree that I was nearly knocked over. I almost wanted to cry as he held out a hand, motioning m closer. I tried to blink away the tears as I stepped further into the room, my hand slipping into his as if they were created for one another.
"You look exquisite." Godric stated breathlessly as his gaze raked over my appearance. His eyes paused on my legs, and I saw that lust in his orbs deepen with desire. There was no denying that Godric wanted me, and that just made me so elated to know. "Beautiful, absolutely beautiful."
His gaze moved the rest of the way up my body to rest back on mine. He smiled that half smile of his as he began moving slowly around me, his hands trailing over my waist and up my sides. I shuddered from his touch, and I just couldn't wait until there weren't clothes acting as barriers between us any longer.
"You are the most beautiful being I've ever laid my eyes on." He stood completely behind me now, his front pressed against my back. His hands rested on my hips, pulling me backwards into him even more, the bulge in his pants growing with every passing second. A moan escaped my lips as he brushed his cool lips up the side of my neck without my braid getting in the way. He paused at my sweet spot, his tongue flicking out to tease me in all the right ways. My knees were shaking together and I wondered if he could hear my heart as it raced inside of my chest. My eyes fluttered close and if it weren't for Godric acting as my support, I knew I would have fallen over. "Close your eyes."
"Hm?" I couldn't even form a full word. My body felt like it was shuddering in pleasure just from his simple touches. Maybe I would be the one to rip his clothes off and not the other way around.
"Close your eyes." He kissed the back of my neck, his hand tightening on my hips just a touch.
I was smiling as I closed my eyes, wondering what Godric had in store for me. I trusted him with my life though, so if he told me to close my eyes, I would do so gladly. I felt a gust of wind as Godric moved around the room quicker than I ever would have been able to see even if my eyes had been opened.
"What are you doing?" I asked out loud.
"Just keep those beautiful eyes closed for another minute." His voice sounded in my ear, another kiss meeting my neck before he took back off again. I had no idea what to expect, but I found my excitement growing as the seconds ticked away. Finally, after what felt like hours, Godric fell to a stop before me, the backs of his fingers caressing my cheek. "You can open your eyes now."
I gasped as I did. I hadn't even realized there had been candles littered around the room until now. They were now all lit, the room dark besides the candles. There were dozens of them around the room, circling the two of us. Godric looked even more handsome in the dim candle light and I felt like the luckiest girl in the world at that moment. I looked around the room in amazement. There wasn't a surface that wasn't covered in a lit candle. Soft music was playing from somewhere, and the entire scene was just romantic. This felt like such a fairytale moment, like I was trapped in a movie. My life, despite almost dying yet again tonight, felt perfect and it was all because of Godric. In that moment, I didn't think about Damien, I didn't think about the impending kidnapping by the fellowship of the sun. I was solely focused on Godric, the vampire who had given me everything without even being asked. He had taken me in; he had protected me like no one had ever done before in my life. I felt more love for him in that moment than ever before.
"This is amazing." I breathed out as I set my sights back on Godric. "It's beautiful."
"Not as beautiful as you." He leaned forward, capturing my lips with his. I was grinning into the kiss as I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. One of his hands came to the small of my back, pressing me against him, against his arousal, while the other cupped the back of my neck, his fingers teasing the bare skin. I trembled in anticipation against him. All I wanted was to be with him, all of him.
"I want you." I whispered against his lips as we parted, his forehead resting against mine. "I so want you."
"Not yet, my sweet little seer." He stole a short but sweet kiss before untangling ourselves from one another and took a step back. I raised an eyebrow as he held out a hand to me, a smile playing on his lips. "May I have this dance?"
A very girlish giggle left my lips as I slid my hand into his. I was embarrassed by it, but Godric only seemed to smile wider as he drew his arm around my waist as he kept our hands clasped.
"I didn't know you could dance." I rest my cheek against his chest as Godric began to sway us inside the circle of candles. It was a very romantic and tender moment, one that I would never forget, not any time soon anyways.
"I have many tricks up my sleeves." He whispered huskily into my ear.
"Hm, maybe we'll have to test some of those tricks out later." I teased with a laugh.
"Well aren't you just a minx tonight." his lips brushed just below my earlobe. "What have I done to that sweet little girl I met only months ago."
"You corrupted her." I grinned. "Do you regret it?"
"Some days." He admitted, causing me to frown and look up at him. "I don't mean it in a way to hurt you. Some days I think that you would be better off without me in your life."
"That isn't true."
"Perhaps it is, perhaps it isn't." Godric shrugged. "But I do know that at this moment, I regret nothing. I wish I didn't have to drag you into these dangerous times, but the thought of losing you, of not having you in my arms, it physically pains me."
I stepped up onto the tips of my toes and kissed him on the lips. "I love you, I hope you know that."
"I never understood what love meant in my long existence."
"You've never loved before?" I asked curiously.
"Never." He shook his head. "Serena and I...we were very close, but she was only a friend to me, like a sister. She was never someone that I loved like I do you. I've never felt this human, not even when I was a human boy. And I thank you for that."
"You make me happier than I've ever been. These visions, they've caused me a lot of pain in the past. I was alienated because I was different, even by my own mother. But you don't do that. You accept me for who I am, and I can't think of anyone I'd rather spend tonight with. I know that the future might be rocky, and we still have the whole fellowship of the sun kidnapping on our hands, but I do love you, I really truly do."
His lips met mine again, and this time, neither of us were able to pull away. I felt his arm tighten around me and I started to feel that ache between my legs. I couldn't wait too much longer; I needed him now, right now.
"I have another surprise for you." His forehead rested against mine.
"Can't it wait?"
"For you, the entire world can wait." He cupped my cheek, caressing the skin with his skin. "You are the most beautiful woman I've ever had the pleasure of knowing, both inside and out. I cannot even begin to imagine why someone as lovely as you would give me the time of day. But for that, I'm honoured."
"Don't sell yourself short, Godric, you're pretty damn hot." I winked at the vampire, letting out a laugh.
"Is that all?" he raised an eyebrow teasingly.
"Well there might be one or two other reasons." My hands snaked up the front of his shirt and rested over the fabric covering his chest. "We're wearing one too many clothes, I think."
"Is that so?" a sly smirk crossed his lips. "I think we'll have to change that."
I shuddered as his hand circled around my back only to come to a halt over the top of the zipper of my dress. I stared up at him in that moment and I knew in the bottom of my heart that he was the only man, or vampire, that I wanted to be with tonight, the only one I wanted to lose my virginity to. He was the perfect man. He wasn't a monster, not in this very moment. He was just a man, and I was just a girl, and that's all that mattered.
Godric surprised me when he started to tug down the zipper of my dress right then and there in the middle of the candle littered living room. I froze, and Godric must have misread the signals and immediately dropped his hand to the side.
"Have I done something wrong?" He asked in concern.
I shook my head. "No no, nothing like that. Just...where are the others? I don't really want to be walked in on..."
Godric smiled warmly. "Isabel has retreated to her room tonight with Hugo and Stan is elsewhere for the rest of the evening."
"What about Eric?" I questioned curiously, my fingers toying with the buttons of his shirt.
"He's on his way home as we speak."
"How did he get here anyways?" I wondered.
"He flew."
"You don't mean the airplane sort of flying, do you?" if raised an eyebrow.
Godric just chuckled and shook his head.
"Will he be able to get back in enough time? Dawn isn't so far off." I couldn't believe I was concerned over Eric's safety. But then again, he had been true to his word tonight. He had protected me. He stood by me and fought against Damien to keep me safe. We had both selflessly saved one another. We were even now, and I hoped that maybe our strained relationship would change, at least a little bit. Godric didn't deserve our bickering, and I knew as long as Godric and I were together, I would have to deal with Eric being around. They were just a packaged deal.
"He's taken a vampire friendly air service back to Louisiana. He'll retreat to a coffin once dawn arrives." Godric explained.
"Well that makes sense." I nodded before looking around the beautiful room. It looked intimate and romantic with Godric's touches. It was just beautiful and I still couldn't believe that he had done all of this just for me. How had I gone from having confusing dreams about this vampire to this point? Everything seemed to have happened so fast, and yet I knew in my heart that this was the right decision. My heart had belonged to Godric long before I ever met him in person. And tonight, that was going to be even truer. He had claimed me, and now, I would give myself entirely over to him, to hold in his hands, to love and cherish like I knew that he would. I should have been afraid, I should have been nervous, but as I stood there with Godric, I held no doubts. Only my love shined. "Since we won't be interrupted..."
Godric understood what I meant as his hand returned to the zipper, pulling it down with ease, and much faster than before. I could see the hunger and lust in those striking blue orbs. But it was the love that flowed between us that took precedence.
It was only when the zipper was all the way undone that it really hit me that I was going to do this. I knew it was going to happen, but standing there before him, the dress slowly being peeled down my body by his cool but comforting hands, it just sent tingles of excitement racing through my body. I had a moment of feeling self conscious when the dress fell to my ankles and Godric prompted me to step out of the dress. He swept the piece of fabric up and tossed it out of the circle of candles, leaving me to stand there in only my black lingerie. My arms began to rise, to cover myself up, but Godric stopped me, his smile even warmer than before.
"Don't, you're beautiful." He brushed his lips across the top of my nose affectionately.
I offered an awkward smile before my fingers began popping out the buttons of his top. I didn't want to be the only one standing there nearly naked. As Godric's hands began to roam over my tanned skin, causing me to shudder and goose bumps to rise, I started to tug his shirt off of him. Once the shirt was unbuttoned, I slid the material over his shoulders and pushed the shirt off of him completely.
"That's better." I stared at his tattoos, my fingers dancing across each and every one, from the ones on his arms to the one stretching from one collar bone to the other. I had always admired these tattoos. I wasn't sure what they stood for, and Godric always seemed content to not delve into his past, but they looked beautiful on him. They clashed against his deathly pale skin, but they only seemed to enhance his features, not hinder them. They told a story of his past, a story that one day, I hope I would get to hear. But until them, I admired them silently. "You're still wearing too many clothes."
Godric chuckled as his fingers glided up my sides, lightly tickling my sensitive body, before coming to a stop at the straps of my bra. His eyes were admiring me as I admired his tattoos, and I couldn't help but blush. I had never had a man look at me in this way while I stood before them nearly naked. I wasn't sure how to act or how to stand. I was sure any other girl would have said something seductive, or would have prompted things along. But I was still so new and fresh at this, and Isabel had told me to be myself. Godric loved me for who I was, not some other girl. He knew I was innocent and naive at certain things, included sex, and he had never minded in the past. If he had, he wouldn't have stuck around and waited until the right moment for our first time, for my first time.
"You are truly breathtaking." Godric shook his head in astonishment. "You try to hide yourself in embarrassment, but your beauty, it should be embraced, my love."
I felt warmth spread through me. "I like when you call me that."
"My love, my love, my love." Godric grew closer with every word until his lips were back pressed against mine. His fingers trailed over my shoulders and to the clasp of my bra. He slid his fingers beneath the back of the bra, tracing invisible designs on the untouched skin, before unhooking the bar altogether. I held in a breath as his lips parted from mine just long enough for him to slip the straps off of my shoulders and freeing my breasts from their confines. I felt that flash of fear before Godric calmed me with his comforting kisses. They were short, but sweet as he trailed them along my jaw and down my neck. He paused over my pulsing vein for a moment and I knew he was trying to keep control of his inner desires. Soon he continued on his path over my shoulder, down my collar bone and to the top of one of my breasts. I let out a soft moan as he began kissing the flesh, his other hand rising to cup the other breast in his soft hand. My head fell back as he brushed his thumb over one nipple at the same time that his tongue flicked out across the other.
I could do nothing but just stand there as Godric hooked his fingers into the waistband of my panties. His lips had locked onto one of my nipples and pure pleasure was sweeping through me like a waterfall. I had never felt anything so incredible before in my life and I wondered how I had never thought of doing this before now.
Soon enough, I was naked before Godric. His lips had left my nipple, as he just stood there, staring down at me. He didn't speak, just admired my body. I was feeling self conscious again, and it took all my will power not to try and cover up my most intimate parts.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" he hooked a finger under my chin, our gazes meeting. "We can stop this right here, we don't have to continue."
I shook my head. "No, I want this Godric. I want you. I love you."
"And I love you." Our lips met, the passion flowing between us.
My hands seemed to have a mind of their own as they fell to the top of his pants. I started to tug them down, but the angle was too awkward to do so without his help. His tongue swept across my bottom lip teasingly as he aided in pulling down his pants, his boxers following suit. We were both naked now, both completely unrevealed to one another.
"May I?" his hands were back to trailing over my body, travelling to places he had never reached before.
I opened my mouth to question what he meant when he lifted me right off of the ground, only to place me down onto a blanket within the circles of candles that I hadn't even noticed Godric had placed there. He hovered over me, one hand cupping my cheek, with the other explored my naked form. His fingers brushed over my breasts, taking the time to slowly tease my nipples, stirring up the pleasure deep inside of me once again. My back arched as my eyes fluttered close, Godric's lips brushing lightly against mine before trailing back down to my neck. His tongue flicked out, licking across my pulsing vein, tasting me without breaking through the skin. I knew he was holding back. I knew he was trying to stop the impending moment when those fangs would extend. I hated that he was trying to hide that part of him. I loved him for who he was, all of him. There was no hiding tonight.
"I love you." I whispered breathlessly, my hands wandering up his strong arms before one ran through his short silky hair while the other explored his bare back. "I love all of you Godric. Don't hide from me."
"I don't want to be this monster." He whispered sadly as he began to rise above me, his orbs meeting mine.
"You're not a monster." I smiled up at him, the backs of my fingers caressing his cheek. "You're perfect, Godric, just the way you are. And that includes the fact that you're a vampire. Don't hide from me anymore, Godric. I love you and I want all of you tonight. No more hiding."
He looked hesitant at first, but after a moment, he nodded and allowed his fangs to extend with a single click. My smile widened as my fingers trailed over his cheek before falling to those fangs. My fingers danced across his lips, causing the vampire to shudder in a way I never thought I would be able to cause.
"You're just as beautiful, Godric." I lifted my head off of the blanket and pressed my lips against his, my tongue sliding against his fangs. We had never kissed like this before, and it sent an electric shock right through my body. A fang pricked my bottom lip and Godric began gently sucking on the small cut. I moaned, my eyes fluttering back closed as Godric moved me back down flat on the ground as he pressed himself against me. One of his hands slid across my body, causing me to react with every little movement. It felt like my body was on fire as he touched me in ways I never thought were possible.
And then he found the aching between my legs. I would have gasped if his lips weren't still pressed against mine. His fingers teased my thighs as he slowly began to push them apart, allowing him access to my most intimate area. His touches were feather light, just barely touching me. It was pure torture. I bucked my hips to try and meet his touches, causing his fingers to brush against my hot core. I had to break our kiss to gasp in an ounce of air, feeling lightheaded from the pleasurable sensations cursing through my veins, overtaking my body completely. It felt like I was floating above ground, like I was on cloud nine as his lips hovered over my neck, his fangs grazing over my pulsing vein.
"Godric..." I moaned out, my hands grasping onto his back, my fingernails beginning to dig into his muscles. A low growl sounded from the back of his throat and he gently nibbled on my neck, not piercing the skin, but enough to cause me to gasp out. "Godric please."
His fingers moved, sliding back up my sensitive body, before he situated himself between my legs. I could feel his arousal pressing against mine and it felt like fireworks were going off in my lower region. My eyes were rolling to the back of my head as he held himself there, not pushing in, but not pulling away. He was teasing me, making me beg for exactly what I wanted.
"Please..." I whimpered. "Make love to me. Please."
A single kiss was placed on my neck, and I knew what he really wanted.
"Bite me."
"I can't." he shook his head, still controlling what was left of his urges. "I won't lose control with you."
"Damn it, Godric!" My eyes flew open as my hand slid down his back and to one of the cheeks of his ass. I squeezed it, surprising Godric as he raised his gaze to meet mine. I glared at him as I captured his lips roughly. I bit down on hit bottom lip, eliciting another growl from the vampire as I pulled away from him. I saw the craving in those blue orbs; I just needed him to submit to that desire now. "I love you Godric. Now will you fucking bite me and make love to me already?"
I grinded my hips against his, the tip of his erection pressing inside of me just a touch. The sounds that emitted from my lips didn't even sound like me. It sounded like a woman lost in desire, lost in pleasure. And that's exactly how I felt at that moment. Godric must have understood my need and finally allowed gave himself to me in the same way that I was to him.
"You're mine." He growled in a raspy voice before suddenly, his fangs were sinking into my neck at the exact moment that he pushed himself into me. I let out a scream of ecstasy, the pain mixing with pleasure. He rocked slowly inside of me, moving so slow it was almost torture. But I knew he didn't want to hurt me. He was big, and as I was a virgin, I could already feel the pain shooting up my body. But as he rested there, as his hands caressed my body, that pain soon turned to pleasure as it was now my body that was rocking against his for him to continue. His strokes were still slow and even, allowing me to get used to his size before that animal inside of him began to seep out. My fingernails were digging into his back, and if he had been human, I was sure I would have been hurting him. But it only seemed to turn him on as he dived himself deeper inside of me, filling me completely. My mouth opened, curving into an 'o', but no sound emitted from my lips. I was in heaven. It felt like I had just left my body and was drifting away. It was the greatest feeling I've ever felt in my life.
"Oh god..." I was finally able to form words, the pressure building between my legs. "Oh god...Godric...oh...oh god!"
A grunt sounded from the vampire before suddenly that pressure exploded, my body shaking as the orgasm began crashing through my body uncontrollably. Godric held onto my shaking form, his lips moving to mine, and though I could taste my blood on his lips, I didn't mind one bit. Minutes passed before I felt my body fall limp against the blanket, Godric's body still against mine. I let out a lengthy sigh of content as I opened the eyes I never knew I had closed, and stared into those beautiful blue eyes of the man that I loved.
"I'm yours." I whispered as I kissed those sweet lips. "I'm yours completely."