"WHAT?!", Jensen yelped out after the shock of the docs words washed over."No um I can't.. oh my God!", Jensen got up pacing. "I can't go through this again...no not again...I can't...fuck fuck...I can't do this alone...not again", Jensen frantically spoke to himself, tears started to pool in his eyes.
Dean snapped out of his state of shock, just watching his lover pace. What he heard his lover saying broke his heart. He knew Jensen was sacred. He was scared of Dean not being there. He needed to reassure his partner, so he got up, grabbing onto a pacing Jensen and pulling him forcefully into a hug. After a few quiet minutes Jensen wrapped his arms around Deans waist, resting his head on his lovers shoulder, he whispered, "Dean...I'm scared".
Dean leaned back, wiping his lovers tears away with the pad of his thumbs, he smiled softly, "Jensen...I understand why you are feeling sacred...you're scared of being alone...that I will leave you again". Dean leaned in and laid a soft tender kiss on his lovers lips, "but remember this...you wont be alone in this pregnancy...I will be here every step of the way...I am never leaving you, the boys and our new baby alone ever...we are gonna be a family...nothing will ever come between us again".
"You promise?", Jensens eyes held vulnerability.
"I promise", Dean says back. "I love you...all of you".
Jensen hugged Dean tight, a feeling of ease and growing hapiness engulfing him, he choked out, "we're going to have a baby?" He scanned Deans face.
Deans smile widened, showing his pearly whites, "Yes we are going to have a baby!" He was so happy right now, he felt like this was another chance to prove himself. He dove in capturing his lovers lips with his. They laughed and passionately made out for a few minutes, all the while Deans hand gently rubbed and carressed Jensens tummy.
They broke apart, giggling shyly, before Dean kneeled down to level his face with Jensens belly. His lover watched on fondly as Dean lifted Jensens shirt up slightly to reveal a little formed bump. He layed a sweet kiss onto Jensens baby bump, whispering right on it, "I promise...daddy ain't going nowhere my little punkin...I love you already".
Jensen felt overwhelmed. Seeing Dean being so affectionate made him know that Dean was here to stay. Not only due to their new found news but it's also the way Dean interacted with the boys and the way he defended them when Lisa was around. He never thought he would ever feel this again but he knew he could trust Dean fully now. Jensen gently smiled as he watched Dean make promises to his baby bump, it was so sweet, he ran his fingers through Deans light brown hair, making his lover look up with a smile of his own. Dean and he were both very happy. Jensen spoke up softly, "looks like we have to break the news to the boys and Sam?"
"Yatsi!", Dean says getting up and planting another kiss on Jensens lips.
Just than Bobby walked in, "ok boys...I'm glad to see you both looking happy...as from now on...during the whole of Jensens pregnancy, I will be the doc who will monitor you to ensure everything goes well...I hope that is fine?"
"Of course bobby", Jensen replied instantly.
"We would have no one else", Dean reassured with a smile towards his surrogate Dad. "Thankyou".
"You're welcome boy...now I will give you some home remedies to ease the throwing up, we will schedule appointments and then you can both be off", Bobby replies patting Dean on his back.
Sam and the boys are still awake when Jensen and Dean get back home.
"Papa!...Daddy!", Both boys yell out in unison, scrambling off their uncle Sam and jumping into their parents arms.
Dean heaved Noah up, while Jensen did the same with Levi. They carried their son's towards the seetee where Sam was sitting up, looking curious. "Everything ok?", Sam immediately asked as soon as Jensen and Dean sat opposite him, the boys craddled in their laps.
"Well...we have some news to tell you, Noah and Levi?", Dean says.
Noah perked up looking up at his daddy's face, "what is it daddy?"
"Is papa ok?...I want my papa to be ok", Levi immediately spoke, snuggling into Jensens warm chest.
Both parents chuckled softly."Yes papa is ok babies", Jensen says softly, planting a kiss on Levis head.
"Than what's the matter?", Noah asked smartly.
Dean looked up at Sam who was spotting a raised brow, "well...the reason papa was not feeling well is because papa has a little baby sister or baby brother growing inside him...right here". Dean places a hand softly on Jensens bump to indicate what he meant.
"Ohhhh what's does that's mean daddy?", Levi asked looking at Deans hand on Jensens tummy.
"Levi its means we gonna be bigs brothers...rights daddy?", Noah says looking excited, while Levis eyes lights up. Their younger son was really bright for his age.
"Ohhhhhhh...I'm gonna be the bigger brother Noah...and you the smaller...because you youngers than me!", Levi says clapping. "Right papa?"
"Yes babies...you are gonna be big brothers...papa will be having a baby in another 9 months time", He smiles softly.
"But why cants the baby comes now papa?...we wants to be big brothers now?", Levi asks curiously, making Sam, Dean and Jensen laugh out.
"Because boys...the baby needs to grow big first before he or she can come out of papa", Jensen says slowly.
"Ohhhhhss...can I have a baby brother?", Levi says looking excited. "I wants another baby brother".
"Buts I wants a sister...cans I have a baby sister?, Noah immediately retorts. "I already has a brother".
Dean and Jensen chuckled at the obvious conflict, than Dean decided to clear everything up, " see boys...when baby grows a little bigger in papas tummy than the doctor will tell us if you gonna be having a sister or a brother...but no matter what...if it's a little sister or little brother...you will still be big brothers...and we will still love them ok".
"Ok daddy!", both the boys said together. His boys were so smart and understanding.
Just than Sam opened up, "congratulations Dean and Jensen...I'm happy for you both...and I wish you nothing but the best for your future...oh crap here comes the water works". Sam wiped at his tears of Joy, looking at both his happy brother and family, "I'm going to be an uncle again!".
Dean threw his head back laughing, Jensen and the boys giggled. "Yeah baby bro...more Winchesters are on the way!", Dean kisses Jensens cheak tenderly. "I love all of you".
TBC