Credit goes to Chase'sGirl19 who wrote this and helped me out alot when I had writers block :)
Epilogue - Four Months Later
Therapy Journal Entry #115
Today Robert is taking me out to dinner for our 4 month anniversary right after my therapy session. I can't believe it's been 4 months already! 4 months ago I can still remember how much of a mess I was, how much denial and in pain I was in and it was Robert who saved me from the deep dark depression I was falling into.. Robert who I owe so much.. If it wasn't for him then I probably would never had started therapy. My therapist Dr. Stevens has been helping me a lot. Whenever I have I nightmare she helps me analyze them and try to understand why my sub conscious wants me to relive those horrid memories in my dreams. I'm learning a lot about myself and realizing how much Chris was hurting me. I know what he said to me wasn't true and I never deserved what he did but I still feel that he has a power over me. Every time I walk down the street or walking down the halls at work I feel as if he is watching me from behind, bidding his time for revenge, bidding his time to punish me but every time I turn around the feeling is gone. I told my therapist about this, how every time I walk alone I'm afraid he's behind me or every time I close my eyes I see his cruel ones burning with hatred and cruelty mixed with hard cold anger that jolts me awake. She said it's normal to feel like this after what I've been through. She said lots of women go through this and feel the same paranoia I'm feeling now but is that true? Sometimes I feel like he's really there and I get so scared I could barely move. Robert has notice this and asked me what's wrong, if I'm alright, and always tells me he loves me and not to worry. He'll never let Chris hurt me again but he doesn't understand the fear. He doesn't understand that horrible feeling I have deep in my gut that it isn't over...
I hope everyone enjoyed the epilogue!:) There will be a sequel that will be posted in few months. It's called Help Me Heal These Wounds and I even posted the Prologue as a sneak peek! Thanks to my reviwers and to the people who are reading and don't review. Yes! I know you're there lol Just by looking at traffic stats I know this story has more hits than Can't Dream Without You :) Thanks for reading!:D