On The Road chapter 26.
A/n so sorry about the delay. I had major writers block. Been really busy and issues with my internet. I hope you all will forgive me for the delay.
Previously on On the Road
Edward's point of view
Rosalie where is Bella?'
"Oh she said she was going hunting , so she asked me to stay with the kids."
"Oh OK."
Just then Alice comes running in frantically. "Rosalie Edward she lied to you . Bella did not go hunting"!
"Wait what do you mean ? What are you saying Alice."
"I mean i seen her she did not go hunting , She went to the Studio to see Travis."
"Oh my God Alice . we have to get down there before she hurts him or worse", I scream at her.
"Edward its too late there is nothing we can do Travis is dead."
Bella's point of you
Oh my god Oh my god , what have I done . what have i done . I chant over and over as I hold Travis's dead corpse in my arms. My mouth still smeared with his blood. I can still taste it on my tongue. I am truly a monster . God why did I come here. I should have said no,but no I was worried about myself and losing my contract. Now Travis is dead. He didn't deserve this , No one deserves to die this way . Ripped and drained by a monster. My Body trembles and shakes with tears , only there are none ,because I am a monster and monsters can't cry. I suddenly feel two arms wrapped around me pulling me away from Travis's cold dead body.
"Baby I hear Edward whisper. "Baby its going to be alright. You didn't mean it. You didn't mean for this to happen."
"Edward I am a monster I didn't even think about the consequences, I smelled his blood and I had to have him. I didn't care that he had a wife and children. I didn't care I just had to have it. God I'm such a monster. "
"Baby you are not a monster you had a slip up its happened to all of us. You can't beat yourself up over this."
"Yeah Bella I hear Emmett say I have had my share of a few , My first was this young woman ,she was hanging clothes on the line. One whiff and I was draining her . The second was this man in the woods he was hunting, tracking a dear . I caught his scent and the next thing I knew I was drinking him dry. We have all made mistakes. You just can't beat your self up over it."
"Yes but I was not suppose to be like this, I wanted to show you all that I could have control. That I would not hurt anyone."
"Bella baby there is no way you could have known how controlled you would be as a vampire. None of us know,and it takes years to be able to fight the urge to kill humans."
"Oh my God Edward what about the body, We can't just leave him here. and if they see the bite marks on his neck, they will know. They will know what we are."
"Bella don't worry we will take care of all that no one will know. This is not the first time we had to move a body. and fake a cause of death."
"Yes but how are you going to do it" I ask
"Bella Emmett is going to take Travis' s body and place in his car." Alice adds I already have the explosives installed and we are going to make it look like a gas leak made the car explode, Travis's Body will be so badly one will even question his cause of death."
"I don't know do you think that will work" I ask.
It will work I seen IT' added ALICE.
I had no idea how they planned to pull this off,but I was sure if anyone could do it Edward and the rest could. I just know that I can't forgive myself for what I had done. Travis was a good man , he didn't deserve to die this way.
later on after everything was taken care of . Edward and I made our way back to our home.
When suddenly I made a decision.
"Edward after what I have done I don't think its safe for me to be a around our children. I think we should let Esme and Carlisle take them.
A/n so what do you think of Bella's decision is she right to want to leave her kids with Carlisle and Esme Or do you think she is over reacting. let me know . looking forward to hearing what you all think.