Sunday, June 20, 2010 – Beach
Dear Diary,
I've decided. I will apologize for my running off. I'll tell him that because I was so startled, I didn't know what to make of it. Call me finicky! Call me stupid! I don't care! Even though he probably hates me for that, it's nice just to know I can't do anymore to help my soon to be broken heart (why is it a broken heart? Why isn't something else broken? Huh?)
I've got to stop obsessing over him I guess. Sure, I miss him, but I don't think he's the center of the world (in some sense, he is the center of mine).
And all I can say is that, for a fact, he will NOT kiss me. If he tries, I won't stop
him. But there is little chance he will after last Tuesday…
Depressed but hopeful,
Yuna Summers