"You're beautiful." James murmured once Kendall had shed his last piece of clothing. Kendall blushed slightly and smiled a bit. "Are you ready for this?" James asked. The blond giggled.
"I'm ready, James." Kendall said softly. "But I want you naked first." He said and grinned. James chuckled a bit and then too removed his own boxers and then leaned down to kiss his fiancé. Kendall hummed happily and wrapped his arms around James' neck and pulled him down on top of him.
The kiss turned heated and almost desperate after a while and soon both males were panting harshly and Kendall was nearly clawing at James' back and urging him to continue. Then he remembered that this was actually their first time ever together and it made Kendall beam with happiness and feel so happy that he barely knew what to do with himself.
The blond let go of James' back but kept kissing him and reached for the nightstand and got out a small bottle of lube. "James." He panted and broke the kiss. "Help me." He said and sat up a little, accidentally bumping his nose into James' on the way up. Kendall chuckled and James took the small bottle from him and opened it.
"Relax." He mumbled. Kendall smiled a little while James squeezed some of the lube onto his fingers and brought them down to the blond's entrance. Kendall sucked in a harsh breath as he watched. He gasped slightly as James slipped a finger inside of him. It had been quite a long time since he had had anything down there.
"Mm, James..." Kendall moaned and James continued to prepare him a bit and then slowly pulling out and adding another finger. "Oh, god..." Kendall moaned and sank his teeth into his bottom lip.
"Am I doing it wrong?" James asked and tried to angle his fingers in a different direction.
"You're doing it so right." Kendall moaned and urged the brunet to continue and James pretty quickly gained the courage to try different things and experiment a bit. Soft moans and pants escaped the blond and it turned James on to no end. "More, James... please." Kendall said.
James looked the blond in the eyes and was completely struck with awe. Kendall eyes sparkled in the semi darkness and he had the most loving and pleading look while watching him. James added yet another finger but Kendall never once broke eye contact and stared straight into James hazel eyes. The brunet nearly froze when Kendall winced a bit and shut his eyes tight.
"Ken?" James asked worriedly and tried pulling his fingers out. Kendall stopped him.
"No. Just... go slow." Kendall said. "Haven't done this in a while... n-need to get used to it." Kendall said. "Just go slow, I'll be fine." he said and James slowly nodded and resumed his task to prepare his lover.
James thought he'd explode. Kendall was constantly gulping down moans and groans and the rhythm of his chest rising and falling was quickening and soon he was panting like he had been running for miles. The blond sank his teeth into his bottom lip and looked up at James with half lidded eyes and opened his mouth to speak but all that came out was a pleasured whine.
James smirked and thrusted his fingers harder into his lover and then flinched a bit when Kendall gasped and moaned loudly. "Kendall?"
"H-Hit there again!" Kendall gasped. "Please, hit there again, James." The blond mewled and rocked his hips down on James' long fingers.
James felt his dick jump at the sight of Kendall basically fucking himself on his fingers and forced himself to take a few breaths as he continued to rub his long fingers against that one spot that seemed to have Kendall go crazy.
"James. I'm ready." Kendall said suddenly. "I need you."
The brunet slowly pulled his fingers out and soon Kendall had his arms wrapped around his neck and kissed him passionately. James moaned and Kendall took a gentle yet firm grip on James' erection and gingerly let his fingers trace down it.
"Are you really ready for me?" James asked and stroked his hand over the blond hair and then brought it down to caress Kendall's flustered cheek. Kendall smiled at him and leaned away from James and grabbed a condom from the nightstand. "Do you keep everything in there?" James asked with his eyebrows arched and Kendall gave him an innocent look.
"Maybe." He said and carefully opened the small package and scooted closer to James. "Want me to put it on or...?" He asked and James felt his heart pump faster than ever. This was happening. It was really happening and now he wondered why they had never done this before.
"Yeah..." He said quietly and his lover tenderly rolled the condom onto his member. The blond laid back down and James slowly positioned himself in between his legs and placed a kiss on Kendall's soft lips. "You ready?" James asked.
Kendall nodded. "Yeah, just go slow." He said and spread his legs a little more and took a few deep breaths. James gulped and slowly and as carefully as he could eased his way inside of his lover. James gasped feeling Kendall tight around his dick. Warm, soft and absolutely breathtaking.
"Oh, god..." James moaned and Kendall smiled at him while trying to get used to the intrusion himself.
"J-Just wait a little... I-I just gotta... I have to-..." He whined but got interrupted by James pressing his lips against his. "Hmf!" Kendall got out but quickly went with it and soon forgot all about the pain and rocked his hips a bit. "Y-You can move." He said and James nodded a bit before slowly withdrawing from the blond's hole before pushing right back inside.
The shorter male let out a long moan and fisted the sheets as James slowly thrusted into him. "F-Feel so good. O-Oh, god. So tight. Oh, Kendall." James babbled and Kendall thought it was the cutest thing ever. He didn't know James was a talker but he thought that it was so hot. It was quite encouraging to hear. He brought his hands up to James' shoulders and let them rest there for a moment before sliding them down the brunet's sides and urging James to go deeper.
"Faster, James. Harder, please..." Kendall begged and James didn't hesitate to comply. The blond was so tight around him and he barely understood what the hell was going on. His mind was clouded by lust, love and warmth. "Oh, god!" Kendall exclaimed and arched his back so much James thought it'd break. "Oh, James!" Kendall yelled. "T-There! Right there!"
The taller male groaned quietly and angled his hips so that he'd brush against that one spot with every thrust. Kendall mewled and dug his short fingernails into James' skin and shrieked with pleasure. He wrapped his pale legs around James' waist and felt small tears trickle down his cheek.
"I love you, James." He whined and suddenly he was sobbing all over the place. Crying and sniffling and just being completely pathetic. It made James still his moves and he quickly brought his hand up to wipe his lover's tears away.
"Kendall? What's wrong? Does it hurt? Please don't cry." He said and tried to console the blond.
"I just love you so much." Kendall said. "I love you so much I want to cry." He continued and stretched his neck so that he could kiss the brunet. "Please don't stop. I want to go on. Don't leave me like this." He pleaded.
"I won't ever leave you, love." James murmured and the blond begged him to continue, which he did, thrusting into Kendall's warmth in a fast yet deep manner.
"Touch me, James. Please." Kendall pleaded. "Please touch me." He said and the brunet shifted slightly and wrapped his warm hand around his lover's member. "Oh!" Kendall gasped. "Oh, yeah!" He gasped and threw his head back and wrapped his arms around the brunet, trying to touch every single inch of him that he could reach.
"Fuck, Kendall..." James moaned and relished the feeling of Kendall's hands roaming over his body.
"C-Close..." Kendall whined and James couldn't even respond with words and nodded wordlessly while thrusting deep and hard into the blond. "G-Gonna come..." Kendall gasped and before James knew it Kendall gripped his neck and pulled him down for a heated kiss.
The blond came with a high pitched shriek, slightly muffled by James' lips and the brunet was absolutely sure that Kendall would be the death of him one day. The blond panted harshly and James only needed a few more thrusts into Kendall's tight heat to get over the edge and fall into a state where he barely knew what was up or down.
James pulled out – just a little too quick – and Kendall winced a bit and watched the brunet roll over to lay beside him. James pulled the condom off and threw it into the general direction of who cares and let his head loll back onto the pillow. Kendall panted as he watched the brunet lie next to him. Chest heaving and Adams apple bobbing when he gulped. A thin layer of sweat was visible on James' skin and made him almost glister in the small amount of light in the room.
"A-Are you okay?" Kendall asked and panted slightly. "James?" He asked worriedly when his fiancé wouldn't answer. "James?" he asked again and rolled over to look at the brunet. James was seemingly passed out and Kendall freaked out. "James?!" he yelled and shook the brunet.
"Hmm...?" James hummed and slowly opened his eyes. "What? Kendall?" He asked and looked dizzy and confused. Kendall let out a long sigh of relief.
"You scared me!" he said. "You passed out!"
"I-I did?" James asked, embarrassed. Kendall nodded and looked extremely worried.
"Yeah, are you really okay?" The blond asked. James panted slightly and shook his head.
"Yeah, I just... I just... I don't think I've ever felt that good." He confessed and shook his head. "It was a good passing out thing." he said and chuckled. Kendall sighed and leaned his head against James' chest. "Are you okay?"
"Sore." Kendall said and yawned. James frowned.
"I'm sorry, love..."
"James." Kendall interrupted. "It's just how it is. It's a good kind of sore." He said. "Makes me feel happy." He said and James leaned back down and closed his eyes. "James?" Kendall asked quietly. James hummed out a lazy response. "We just made love." The blond said.
"We did, didn't we?" James asked and let out an amused sigh.
"Did you like it?" Kendall asked. James laughed tiredly.
"So much I passed out." James said and turned his head to look at the blond. Kendall smiled at him. "And you've definitely done this before" He then said and smirked at the blond, kissing his cheek. The blond nodded shyly.
"Well... yeah." Kendall said and blushed. "It's not like I've been... alone all my life." He said and looked away with an embarrassed smile. "I had a boyfriend before I moved here." He said and chuckled a little.
"You did?" James asked with a soft smile and turned to lie on his side and Kendall nodded. "What was his name?" James asked out of pure curiosity.
"Uh... Beau..." Kendall mumbled and looked a bit nervous. "He was... one of a kind you know." he said. James nodded and wrapped an arm around Kendall's waist. "We were together for almost seven years."
"Wow..." James mumbled. "What happened?"
"I moved here." Kendall said. "We both agreed that I'd be too difficult to have a long distance relationship. He used to always come with me when I traveled the world but... when I decided to actually move here he... he just wasn't up for it. Home for him was always back in Minnesota." he said.
"Do you miss him?" The brunet asked quietly. Kendall took a moment to answer and James took that moment to study his fiancé. Kendall looked so very thoughtful but for some reason James got the impression that Kendall thought about this a lot since he looked so peaceful.
"I miss him." Kendall decided to answer. "I think about him almost everyday." he confessed. "But... I think less and less of him and more and more of you." He said and turned to James with a smile. The brunet smiled back but Kendall's smile faltered for a second. "Beau called me a few days ago."
"Oh?" James asked. Kendall nodded. "What did he say?"
"That he's gotten a job here in New York and he's moving here." Kendall mumbled. "He wanted to see me and catch up."
James nodded. "You should go and see him." He suggested. "See how he is and all." He said and kissed the top of Kendall's head.
"I... I don't know if it's such a good idea." Kendall said. "We haven't spoken for a while and... I don't know. I'm a little scared." he confessed and smiled sheepishly.
"If you're scared that I don't trust you..." James mumbled.
"No, it's not that." Kendall said. "Beau is very unpredictable. I'm worried he's gonna pull some act and... I don't know. I'm just... I wanna settle down I don't want to go on some adventure on which I don't know where I'm going to end up." he sighed. "I just... I want to stay put for once. I want to start a new life with you."
"Really?" James asked and smiled. Kendall nodded. "You're so adorable." The brunet chuckled and hugged the smaller male closer. "But really... I think you should at least call Beau." he said. Kendall shrugged.
"I guess." He said. "I'll call him tomorrow." He promised and leaned his head against James' shoulder. "But right now... I want to sleep." James nodded, agreeing. "Good night, James." Kendall mumbled. James sighed lovingly and grabbed the comforter and wrapped it around them both.
"Night, love."
Well, that was that. The story isn't over just yet... ;)
Also, have you guys checked out my new story 'He's a Pirate'? Uploaded it a few days ago and let me just tell you how I freaked out when Kendall started talking about pirates on his insta ;)
Haha, anyways. I really hope you enjoyed this and thank you so much for reading and supporting! :)
See ya later, alligator!