Yay for 2013!
"I don't want you to look at me like that." Brittany whined." Why can't I look at my beautiful pregnant wife?" Santana asked confused. Ever since they have been in New York Brittany has avoided getting undressed around Santana. It really started way before they came to New York but since she hasn't been anywhere else but around her wife lately it has been really clear Brittany is hiding her body from her." Can you just turn so I can get dressed?" Brittany couldn't believe what just slipped out of her mouth and by the look on her wife's face she couldn't either." Ok Britt spill, what is up with you lately?" Brittany knew she had to talk to Santana about this, besides she could never keep anything from her." I am a whale Santana your sexy hot. I don't want you to hate my body when you see how fat I've gotten while you've been gone."
Brittany spilled on the verge of tears. Santana patted the empty space on the bed next to her and Brittany listened. Santana placed her hand on her wife's thigh and looked her directly in the eyes." Brittany you are the sexiest woman alive and right now I can barely keep my hands off of you. I love you and I also love your body. Don't ever think i could hate anything on you because it's impossible baby." Brittany looked down at her hands for a moment in thought." I just didn't know how much of a change this was going to be for me. My boobs are humongous now and they hurt all the time. My back and feet hate me and I am worried all the time." What are you worrying about Britt?" Brittany was feeling really embarrassed by this now." There are beautiful people around you all the time and I don't feel like I fit in. I noticed when you received your first three awards. How people look at you in general, you can have anyone you want." Santana wrapped her arm around her wife's shoulders." Then it's a good thing I have who I want. Baby look at me again. You will always fit in with me. Britt, I will never want for anyone but you. Your body is amazing because it's your body. Let people stare because at the end of the day I will always come home to your arms into our bed. Your pregnant Britt you're not always going to be this way and even if you never get back down to the size you where before, I will still love you just as much, take that back more because you gave life to our baby. You're amazing." Brittany was in tears as she cuddled into her wife. She loved Santana so much sometimes it hurt just how much." Baby let's not go out tonight I know we're supposed to meet up with the group but I know me being gone lately B has really taken a toll on you even if you don't complain to my face I know you tell Callie everything. We need to reconnect with one another. i don't want what happened before we moved to Ohio to happen again to us. I know Christmas was amazing for us with everyone but we need some time alone." Brittany nodded feeling exactly the same way." Text everyone babe and I'll get out of this dress." Brittany exclaimed as she scooted to the edge of the bed but before she could get off the bed Santana was in front of her with both hands stretched out to help her up." Thank you San" Brittany smiled as she planted a kiss on her wife's perfect red lips." I love you B." Santana wrapped her arms around her wife's neck the best she can with a baby belly in between them and deepened the kiss." I love you too."
This night alone together was just what the two needed. They had shut their phones off and kept the tv off as they ordered room service and expansive nasty wine that only Santana got to drink. Brittany toasted her with her bottle of water which made Santana laugh over spilling some of her wine on herself." It wasn't that funny. I can't wait until I am able to drink wine again." Brittany pouted." Don't worry B you're not missing anything this stuff sucks. Ewe" Santana complained throwing the plastic cup in the trash can by their bed talking came easy to them. They talked about work then everything they have missed in each other's lives lately. Santana told Brittany about the girl that thought she had a chance with her. Brittany cringed and curled her fists as Santana spoke about this girl hitting on her." B, you're not jealous are you? Come on your wife is smoking hot of course someone is going to ask." Santana joked receiving a playful smack on the arm and a slight push away. Brittany talked about Leo (beast) and how he had come in to her classroom to drop off some chocolate and a Christmas card. Santana didn't know this.
"Where's the card?" Santana asked curious to know what her wife did with it." Callie and I burned it along with the chocolates because they were the bad kind in her fireplace." Santana raised her hand and Waited for her wife to give her a high five." Good girl." The rest of the night was them kissing and making love until both were satisfied that they were connected again." I love you B and tomorrow is New Year's Eve." Brittany smiled into her wife's back thinking about what tomorrow meant. They were getting closer to meeting their daughter.