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A/N: long chapter, I think… The fic will go in series of flashback from TUF Pt.1 so don't get confused the flashbacks will be shown in brackets and 'Bold+Italic'
Anyway, the chapter is the date night Klaine has; hopefully you guys will like it… I was trying to think of the best way Blaine could woo Kurt.
Thank you all for your reviews once again, and the fic will be angsty as well as sweet, fluffy etc.
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You are absolutely right about the compulsion; it's like TVD season 4
slotwinka6/15/13 . chapter 24
sorry, I change my fic as the story progresses, never trust my plot, it changes with my mood…
Marierux6/13/13 . chapter 25
Hayden recuerda Blaine de sí mismo, y su temperamento y sus costumbres ...
Kurt recuerda a través de sueños o pequeños fragmentos de su subconsciente
MyOTPIsKillingMe6/13/13 . chapter 25
Maybe… would you be upset knowing the person you loved risked his own happiness so you could live your dream and fall in love with the same person again, knowing you won't have a horrible past to haunt you? Hm, these questions can never be answered! ;)
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Chapter 2: Learn to Love Again
"How do I look?"
Hayden giggled as Kurt spun around to show his outfit to his son who sat on the bed holding his teddy bear he had since childhood, he shook his head and said "you look nervous, Daddy"
"I do not...! okay I am, a little" Kurt said placing his hand on his hips he walked towards the foot length mirror and checked his outfit, he was wearing skin-tight jeans, with his favorite doc martens and Alexander McQueen vest and Button-up. Hayden laid his head down on the pillow and closed his eyes hugging the bear.
Then the bell rang and Hayden got to his feet and said "I'll go get, Blaine" he ran out of the room, with his teddy bear in his arm, before he could say anything else, Kurt walked to the bathroom to style his hair.
Hayden jumped a few times and unlocked the door, and just as he thought it was Blaine, he smiled at him and waved to get his attention "Hi Blaine!"
"oh, Hi Hayden, can I come in?" he asked politely smiling down at his son, Hayden nodded eagerly and grabbed Blaine's hand pulling him inside "Daddy, is busy, he's nervous" Hayden said, he sat down on the living room couch, Blaine chuckled and followed Hayden.
They sat in silence for a while before Hayden said, pulling his teddy bear up so Blaine could see as he said "did you meet, Benny?" Blaine smiled at Hayden and when he glanced down at the bear his smile faded.
He didn't know what to say, after all these years, Hayden had kept Jade's present in perfect condition, he even named it, Blaine just wanted to pull his son in his arms; but he knew he couldn't so he simply nodded and gave him a smile "n-no I didn't meet him, he's a good teddy bear" Blaine said trying to compose himself.
Hayden gave Blaine a toothy smile as he said hugging the bear to his chest and closing his eyes "I love Benny, but I love Daddy more" Blaine bit the inside of his cheek, thinking that what he wanted came true, Hayden loved Kurt, Kurt was happy, and was living his dream life… for once in his life, Blaine didn't screw up.
Hayden opened his eyes and looked at Blaine in a special way that made Kurt's heart melt, Blaine smiled, Hayden opened his mouth to speak but right at that moment Kurt came out of his bedroom.
"Hi" he said biting his lip as he approached Blaine and his son. When Blaine looked up at Kurt his jaw dropped, Kurt looked stunning, but then again, he always looked stunning.
"Y-you look beautiful… these are for you" Blaine said, handing Kurt a bouquet of roses, Kurt smiled and batted his eyes lashes as he took the roses from his hands.
"Thanks" Kurt said blushing, for the first time he took time looking at Blaine, he was dressed in a pair of jeans equally tight as Kurt's and was wearing a dress shirt with his sleeves rolled up to his elbows and his hair styled with the slightest amount of gel, but they didn't flattened out his curls.
They stared at each other for what felt like hours before Hayden said "Daddy, shouldn't you be going now?"
Blaine cleared his throat and rubbed the back of his neck as he said "Oh, yes, um shall we?"
"Yes, uh, one moment… don't unlock the door for anyone, and stay in my bedroom before your grandparents come okay? "
Hayden nodded and then he bit his lip before saying "when will you come home?"
"it won't be late, honey, go to sleep on time" Hayden sighed and nodded, he gave Kurt a sad smile and held his arms out, Kurt got the message and knelt to Hayden's eye level and pulled him in a hug, he kissed Hayden's forehead and then cheek as he said "Daddy loves you"
Hayden smiled and let go of Kurt's neck as he said "love you too, Daddy"
Kurt smirked at Blaine as the waiter led them towards their table in a very expensive restaurant, a place Kurt had always wanted to go, but it required 3 days reservations before the day "I didn't know you had a town car" Kurt said, sitting down across from Blaine.
Blaine chuckled and said while taking the menu from the waiters hand "well, I am rich you know"
"Are you trying to impress me?" Kurt said teasingly, grabbing the glass of white wine the waiter poured for them.
Blaine shrugged and said "maybe… is it working?"
"Maybe… though you never cared to mention that you are a Lord" Kurt said placing the glass down and leaning forward after the waiter left with their orders.
Blaine swallowed his wine hurriedly and said "you knew?"
Kurt nodded and rolled his eyes, it was one thing Blaine could never hide, because there were only a few originals left, that included Cooper as well,
"everyone in this country knows, Blaine, after all the Anderson empire, and then the fact you are one of the 4 descended of Rowden"
"So I'm guessing you know what I do for a living?" Blaine said looking down at his wine glass, hoping Kurt didn't know everything about his lovely reputation in the underworld.
Kurt hummed in agreement and said "yes, you were a reaper, but… you gave up that job, the question is why?" he asked looking at Blaine quizzically.
"things changed, people changed, I had a good reason to change" Blaine shrugged, what was he suppose to say, I changed my self, because I am in love with you, and I want to be a good father for my son which you don't know that I'm his father… No, he can't say that.
Kurt pursed his lip and said awkwardly "oh… so I'm guessing that reason involves a person?"
Blaine understood the awkwardness in Kurt's tone, he thought Blaine changed himself for a guy he liked, which was sort of true, but he couldn't tell the guy he likes is Kurt, so he cleared his throat and said "yes… my… my family" technically, Hayden was his family.
"I'm sorry for your loss" Kurt said.
This grabbed Blaine's attention and he looked at Kurt nervously "what-?"
Kurt added, getting rid of Blaine's confusion "Dr. Sam, he's my doctor, he once mentioned something about Jade Anderson, your sister, and her… tragic death"
"Oh…" Blaine sighed and looked away.
Kurt smiled and reached for Blaine's hand, he took his hand and whispered to him "you're not alone"
"Thank you, Kurt…" Blaine said, he wished he could say more, and tell him how much he means to him.
"You know, I thought if you were going to take me out, it wouldn't be this expensive that the menus won't even have prices on them…" Kurt said, trying to lighten the mood, and it did, Blaine chuckled and gave Kurt a dazzling smile.
"Only the finest for you, Mr. Hummel"
"Can I ask you something?" Kurt said.
Blaine nodded and said "yes, you can"
Kurt took a moment before he asked "you are a Lord, you can do whatever you want, and have whoever you want, you're handsome, and you are charming-"
"So many complements on a first date, I'm shocked" Blaine said, Kurt gave him a stern look, but even he couldn't stop himself from smiling.
"Shut up… as I was saying, I don't believe that someone like you is single, haven't you ever been in a relationship?" Blaine shifted in his seat, one question he didn't expect Kurt to ask, but he should have known he would ask eventually.
"Not a relationship, I won't lie to you, but yes I did have a few relations that involved dominance and submission, but they never were satisfactory, and I had one night stands in the past, but I never fell in love… I'm still looking for the right one, so I stopped fooling around with random guys, it's for the better"
"You could have any bachelor, why me?" Kurt asked, feeling a tad bit insecure, like he always did.
"Because you're different, you're… perfect, and I-I wanted to ask you out" Blaine said, it was the truth, no doubt about it.
"Even when I have a son, and have barely any idea how I got pregnant in the first place, you would still want to date me?" Kurt asked, locking eyes with Blaine, he didn't notice he was still holding Blaine's hand.
Blaine nodded and smiled, rubbing circles in the back of Kurt's hand "yes… I like Hayden, and I have no problem with it, that is, unless you or Hayden don't like me"
"I like you… Hayden, well he likes you too, you're the first guy he actually let me go out on a date with" Kurt said, they didn't speak about it after that when they're main course came, they talked, laughed, flirted and danced on the dance floor to Kurt's favorite song from Moulin Rouge, Kurt was happy, he was happy with Blaine.
Kurt laughs while he walks hand in hand, in Times Square with Blaine, "where are we going?"
"Ssh, you'll see" Blaine says, pulling Kurt along the busy sidewalk, as soon as he reaches the center of the Times Square, Blaine turns around and says "turn around" Kurt rolls his eyes and he turned his back towards Blaine, Blaine places his hands on Kurt's shoulders and then covers Kurt's eyes with his hands.
Kurt chuckles and says "Blaine! What are you doing?"
Blaine lips brush against Kurt's ear, and Kurt shivers against Blaine's chest as he says "wait for it… now, open your eyes" Blaine removes his hands and places them on Kurt's shoulder.
Kurt slowly opens his eyes and then gasps, covering his hand with his mouth, he sees a huge poster of his Broadway play, which had Kurt's picture on it "Blaine, wha-"
"There's more… I know a few people, and since your fashion career has just started, I found a video of your first ever fashion show, and… I think everyone in Times Square should see the best upcoming designer's work.
He gestures towards the jumbo tron, and Kurt gasps once again, his fashion show he had a few months ago was now playing on the jumbo tron, and all of Kurt's designs were being showcased by models, which showed off his outfits in this years New York's Fashion Week.
Kurt chokes back a sob and he looks at Blaine with shocked and watery eyes "y-you didn't have to do this"
"I wanted to" Blaine breathed.
"t-thank you, Blaine" Kurt says and throws his arms around Blaine's neck, Blaine smiled and hugs Kurt back, feeling the warmth take over his dead heart, he inhales Kurt's intoxicating scent, he wished he could just simply drown in it.
They didn't know who pulled back first but, when Kurt opened his eyes Blaine was dangerously close to him, his hands resting on his waist, and his honey eyes shining even brighter from all the lights in times square, Kurt didn't notice that his fingers were playing with the nape of hair on Blaine's neck.
All of a sudden, Kurt's dream he had the previous night flashed through his eyes
("want me to suck your cock, babe?"
"YES! God! YES!"
"You can't wear boxers with those jeans, you kn-OH FUCK!")
Kurt pushed the thoughts aside, because right now he didn't want to think about it.
Blaine breathing stilled when, Kurt started to lean forward, he fought the urge to just grab Kurt's face a kiss him, he didn't want to be the first one to do it, he wanted Kurt to be fully comfortable with him before he planted one on him, because he knew once he did, he didn't want to stop.
Kurt's nose brushed against his, and right when he thought their lips were about to meet, they both snap out of it when loud stereo begins to play right beside them, they find out it was because of some flash mob.
Kurt smiles nervously at Blaine and pulls his arms away from Blaine, and Blaine does that too. Blaine rubs the back of his head and says "how about we take a walk in central park?"
Kurt nodded and said breathlessly "y-yeah, sure"
It was around 11 o clock and Kurt was walking hand in hand with Blaine in central park, he didn't want this night to end. After five years of just being on his own and raising Hayden, he had found Blaine, everything was falling into place with him and he couldn't ask for anything more. Maybe it was too soon to say this, but he could see himself spending his future with this man, he only hoped Blaine felt the same way.
"Blaine, would you ever do commitment?"
Blaine paused for a bit before saying "well that depends on the future, but I can see myself taking you out a lot of times in the future"
"I don't remember going out on a date before, but thank you, Blaine, I had fun" Kurt said, squeezing Blaine's hand.
"Well, I'm glad you had fun, because this is just a first of many"
Kurt stopped walking and stared at Blaine, he narrowed his eyes and said teasingly "and who says I'll let you take me out again"
Blaine chuckled darkly, and leaned forward, his nose was brushing against Kurt as he whispered, un-intentionally in a seductive tone "I think I can persuade you" Kurt swallowed and his eyes darkened, he felt his blood boil, when he glanced down at Blaine's lips then at his eyes; he darted his tongue out and licked his lip, Blaine caught him doing that and he instinctively leaned forward but stopped.
Kurt bit his lip, feeling his throat constrict as he said "Is it too early for us to kiss"
"Yes"
"Do you want to?"
"Yes, do you want me to?"
"God, please yes!" Kurt said, reaching forward, he brought his hand up to the back of Blaine's head and pulled his forward until his lips met Kurt's. as soon as they did, Kurt felt a strange feeling in the pit of his stomach, it wasn't bad, it was good, he felt like this had happened before, but yet it felt so new and at the same time different.
Kurt stopped thinking too much about this when Blaine's hand snaked behind him and placed them on Kurt's hips, bringing his body closer as much as he could, and tilting his head to deepen the kiss. Kurt let out a low moan, and gasped into the kiss when Blaine's tongue darted out to lick at the outline of his bottom lip.
On the last second, Blaine pulled away and smiled when Kurt gave him an Eskimo kiss, Kurt opened his eyes and found Blaine's eyes were dark from lust and want, Kurt gulped but didn't pull away from his embrace, it felt to right and too good to pull away "t-that was my first kiss, in five years… I don't even remember the last time I kissed someone"
He nodded and whispered to Kurt, still keeping him close "mine too, I haven't kissed anyone in a long time"
"Was it good?" Kurt asked with a slight bit of hesitance in his voice.
"Amazing" Blaine breathed; his fingers began caressing Kurt's back through his clothes as he added "what about you?"
Kurt blushed and tangled his finger in Blaine's curls and said in a low voice, giving his curls a light tug that made Blaine moan when he said "kiss me again and then I'll tell you" Blaine let out a growl before he captured Kurt's lips with his and kissed him harder and needier than before.
Kurt moaned and parted his lips pushing his tongue through Blaine's mouth and groaning when their tongues met, the kiss that was hesitant, and soft, had gradually escalated making out in the middle of the park. As the two vampires kissed each other with fervent, need and desire pulsing through their blood.
Kurt didn't notice when he moved during the kiss, but when he opened his eyes, he had Blaine pressed up against the back of the tree and was kissing along his jaw and moving to nip and lick at his neck. Kurt knew it was only their first date and he was standing in the middle of the park and having his date pinned against the tree while he sucked at his neck hungrily. He had no idea where this feeling of hunger and want came in him that he couldn't have enough of Blaine, he just wanted to ravel in the vampires scent and his hold; Blaine trying to be the gentleman, tried not to let his hands wander south, which was turning out to be a problem with all his blood rushing south and the feel of Kurt's growing hardness pressing against his thigh.
"Maybe we're going to fast" Blaine panted and letting out a groan when Kurt bit his pulse, he ran his hand over Kurt's thigh, and turned his head back to give Kurt more access to his neck.
Kurt pulled away and kissed Blaine's lips before he said hoarsely "then tell me to stop"
"I don't want you too" Blaine admitted, taking in Kurt's disheveled appearance which only made Blaine want him more.
"Then shut up and kiss me" Kurt said, challenging Blaine.
Blaine let a low throaty chuckle and he spun them around, to have Kurt pinned against the tree while he sucked his lower lip into his mouth.
He was just about to kiss Kurt's neck when Kurt's phone rang; both panted when they pulled away, Kurt fixed his ruffled clothes, and reached in his back pocket to take out his cell phone.
"Hello" Kurt said while he watched Blaine fix his hair and his shirt.
Kurt, I'm sorry to disturb you but you need to come home now
"What? Is Hayden alright?"
Just come home, and hurry
Kurt placed the phone in his pocket and looked up at Blaine, he opened his mouth to speak but Blaine beat him to it and said "Hayden needs you, its okay"
After much deliberation Kurt finally said "will you come with me?"
Blaine shook his head and said "I probably should-"
"Please?" Kurt pleaded, looking at Blaine with puppy dog eyes, hoping he's say yes.
Blaine sighed, he couldn't say no to those big blue eyes and he nodded, taking Kurt's hand in his.
When Kurt was outside his pent house door, he unlocked the door with his key card and the first thing he heard was a piercing scream and then glass breaking; he didn't even see or wait to hear what his parents had to say, who were standing outside Hayden's bedroom looking at Kurt with fear and concern. Kurt forgot that Blaine was even in the room, and without even caring to introduce his parents to Blaine, Kurt ran into Hayden's room.
The five year old boy was crying and was clearly in rage, his eyes were red and he was throwing things around, Kurt ran to the bed where Hayden was standing and he grabbed the lamp he was holding in his hand. He tossed it away and cupped Hayden's tear streaked face.
"sweet heart, calm down look at me, baby come on, Daddy's here now, no one is going to hurt you" Kurt said brushing Hayden's hair out of his eyes and wiping his tears, Hayden's eyes met his and they turned from red to black.
More tears started to roll down his cheek, he whimpered "D-Daddy?"
Kurt nodded and kissed his forehead, he thumbed away the tears and cooed "Ssh, I'm here honey, look at me, take a deep breath"
"D-Daddy I'm s-scared" Hayden sobbed.
"that's alright sweet heart, come here" Kurt held his arms out and Hayden threw his arms around Kurt's neck and started sobbing into his neck while clutching Kurt's collar in his tiny hands, Kurt rubbed his back and picked him up in his arms, he hushed him and cooed in his ear while he sobbed, wetting Kurt's designer shirt and vest, but Kurt could least care about it at the moment.
Kurt looked at the doorway where Burt and Elizabeth were standing as they stared at Blaine in a mixture of confusion and shock, though Kurt didn't understand why they were just staring at Blaine; he ignored it because Hayden was more important that Kurt trying to introduce his hopefully new boyfriend.
He got up from the bed, and Hayden held onto Kurt tighter than before, if Kurt was human he would probably suffocate form Hayden's grip around his neck. He walked towards his parents and said "you can go home now, I'll take care of Hayden" he then looked at Blaine and said "if you don't mind, Blaine, can you stay until I calm him down?"
"No, not at all" Blaine said giving Kurt a smile before looking back at Burt and Elizabeth.
"Goodnight" Kurt said to his parents before walking down the other side of the hall towards his bedroom.
(Back outside-in the hallway)
"What are you doing here?" Burt hissed at Blaine, trying to keep his volume down so Kurt couldn't hear.
Blaine shrugged his shoulder and shoved his hands in his pockets "as you can see, I took Kurt out on a date"
"5 fucking years, can't you just leave him alone" Burt hissed, he stepped forward but Elizabeth pulled him back.
Blaine huffed and said sharply "he's my mate, in case you don't know, we shared our blood and since you both should know better, we are eternally tied with each other forever, and in-case it slipped your mind, Hayden's my son"
"Then you shouldn't have fucking compelled Kurt" Burt said and Elizabeth grabbed his arm and held him back.
Blaine rolled his eyes at Burt and said "I compelled him because I wanted him to live his dream, you think it was easy for me?... you know what, I don't have to explain anything to you, what's done is done, and it's been 5 years, Kurt doesn't remember and just so you know I plan to stick around… you can leave now"
Burt was about to speak when Elizabeth hushed him and said to Blaine "it was nice meeting you, Blaine… lets go, Burt" she said and dragged Burt by his arm towards the main door, leaving Blaine behind in the hallway.
(Back in the bedroom)
Even though Kurt was there now, he had no idea what happened t Hayden that he wouldn't stop crying, Kurt was afraid he'll get sick if he won't stop crying. He gently unwinds Hayden's arms from his neck and cups his son's face in his hands.
"ssh, deep breath sweetie, come on, take a deep breath with me" Hayden nodded and began inhaling and exhaling with Kurt, when his sobs turned to only hiccups and sniffs, he wiped his tears and said "what happened sweetie?"
"I-I had a b-ad d-dream" he hiccuped and whimpered, Kurt pulled Hayden in the cradle of his arms and stroked his back as he laid down in-between Kurt's crossed legs.
"Do you remember?"
"Y-yes"
"Okay now tell me what it was about" Hayden shook his head and buried his face in Kurt's chest curling into a ball "don't worry, I won't let anyone hurt you"
"t-th-they weren't h-hurting m-me, they w-were h-hurting you"
"what were they doing?"
"y-you were s-screaming and y-you w-were ch-chained, t-there was b-blood and you w-were in s-so much p-pain Da-daddy, they didn't s-stop a-and I-I was s-so s-scared" he cried into Kurt's chest, Kurt felt his own tears roll down his cheeks, his son was having nightmares about him and he was scared that Kurt was getting hurt. He wished he knew what to do.
Kurt held Hayden tighter and kissed his forehead "I'm here now honey, I'm alright"
"y-you won't leave me, w-will you Daddy?"
"no, I'm right here, are you sleepy?" Hayden nodded tiredly and sniffed as he wiped his tears form the back of his hand, "okay, why don't you lie down under the covers and I will go fetch Benny and then we'll go to sleep, okay? I love you" Kurt said kissing Hayden's cheek, Hayden nodded and crawled up the bed until he wrapped the bed spread around himself and curled up into a ball.
Kurt ran his hand over his face and sighed, once he made it towards Hayden's room he saw Blaine fixing up his bedroom, he stopped dead in tracks and said "you don't have to do that"
"I wanted too… so how is he?"
"I never seen him like this before" Kurt said, biting his lip.
"what was the dream about?" Blaine asked, clearly concerned about Hayden's well-being.
"doesn't matter, he's just scared about losing me, that's all… so I see you have Benny in your hands" Kurt smiled down at the bear Blaine was holding.
Blaine looked down and smiled, holding it towards Kurt as he said "yeah, it was lying on the floor, thought Hayden might need it" Kurt took it in his hands and looked down at the bear; they just stood there in silence before Blaine spoke up.
"I guess I better be leaving, Hayden needs you right now" Kurt nodded and sighed saying 'it was fun, I had a great time… especially in the park"
Blaine chuckled and nodded "yeah, me too… so… can I take you out again?"
"sure, BUT how about I take you out this time"
"Whatever you want… okay so um, goodnight Kurt" Blaine said and turned to walk towards the door but Kurt caught his hand and said "not even a goodnight kiss?"
Kurt bit his lip and gave Blaine a hopeful look, Blaine smiled and cupped Kurt's cheek, bringing his face closer for a soft gentle kiss, not hungry and needy like it was in the park. "goodnight Blaine"
Blaine kissed him one last time, and bit his tongue so he wouldn't say I love you which was right on the tip of his tongue.
A/N: so they kissed…. And anxiously waiting for your response to this chapter…
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"K-Kurt" Blaine moaned as Kurt began to unbutton his shirt while Kurt straddled Blaine's lap biting along the column of his neck, who knew a simple kiss during a movie could lead to, make out on the couch while Hayden slept in Kurt's bedroom.
