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Obviously I'm back at school now so can't update as much as I could in the holidays...
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For this chapter I took inspiration from Amy giving birth in Emmerdale, it's actually pretty similar so if you watch it on youtube you will see what I want this chapter to be like if that makes sense
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Agony
This couldn't be happening, why was it happening? Evie tried to stand up properly but doubled over as another antagonising pain shot through her body. Everywhere hurt, she stumbled along the pavement, where was everybody? The freezing street was totally silent, no one was to be seen.
She was closer to home than she was to Michelle's, if she went through the alley she should be there in a minute. She was halfway through the alley when another shot of pain rushed through her body, forcing her to the floor.
She reached into her pocket, looking for her phone, but felt her heart sink as she realised it wasn't there, she must've left it at Michelle's, what was she going to do?
She couldn't get home and she couldn't tell anyone she was here and-Evie's thoughts were cut off as another painful contraction rippled through her body.
She wanted to scream for help but she didn't feel like she had the energy, and anyway, it wasn't like anyone could hear her.
Evie scrunched up her face as another contraction pushed through her body, the pain was excruciating, it felt like, it was more painful than anything that she had ever experienced in her life.
Evie knew that she needed to get home, she couldn't have the baby here, it was too cold and the baby was early. The baby was early, that was bad, the baby was early. Why hadn't she agreed to Michelle's offer to walk her home, if she had she wouldn't be in this mess right now.
Tears were falling down Evie's face and she couldn't stop them, why did this have to hurt so much? Her mum had said it was painful but this, this wasn't just painful, this was agony. Why did her mum have to go away this weekend, why?
Evie let out a silent scream in her head as another contraction hit her, when would this stop, why did it all have to be so hard? Evie could feel the pain getting worse and worse, the contractions were becoming a lot closer, Evie knew what was happening, she had seen it on TV enough times.
As the next contraction hit Evie couldn't stop herself from pushing, and pushing, and pushing. Suddenly the sharp pain was replaced by a dull ache, a thin, high cry pierced into her ears.
Evie tentatively looked at the floor between her legs, looked at the small baby girl that was lying there, her arms and legs flailing about. Without even thinking Evie scooped the baby up, her baby up. She was a mum now, she was an actual mum, this was all too unreal.
The baby was freezing so Evie pulled off her coat and wrapped the baby up in it. Soon the baby was asleep and Evie was just sat there, cradling the peaceful little girl in her arms.
Evie looked at her little girls face, she was so beautiful, so pretty. How was she supposed to be a mum to her, she didn't know how, where would she start?
Evie could feel the panic rising in her, she hadn't been thinking straight when she found out she was pregnant, the baby would have a better chance in life without her. That girl who got herself knocked up at 13, imagine what type of life the baby would have having her as a mum, not a very good one, that was for sure.
She should never have come here in the first place, she should have gone somewhere that no one knew her, she could have just started a whole new life, away from anyone and everythign she knew.
Evie looked at the little girls face again, the baby deserved better than her, she deserved a proper mum who would show her off to the world without being embarrased and having to face the whispers and stares.
Evie slowly put the little girl down on the ground. Someone would find her, she would start crying and someone would find her, wouldn't they? Evie shook her head and stood up, wobbling a little.
Evie took one last look at the small baby wrapped up on the floor before turning round and running, running anywhere, anywhere to get away from this place.
I don't think I've really written this chapter right, I just wanted to put across Evie's confusion, suddenly her head is filled with all these doubts and worries and she just wants to run.
(And that was the final bit of the chapter in a nutshell)
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