A/N: Guess what?

I'm giving you an update! I'm sorry it took so long.

Uhmm...as I promised, this chapter is NC-17. And uh...I know it probably sucks a lot, but it's my first time writing something like this, so bear with me, please. I'll be better, I promise, lol.

Next time.

26.

I don't really know how exactly I find myself lying on my back with Ashley on top of me with her hands under my shirt, hungrily attacking my neck with her lips and teeth.

Aren't we going a little too fast?

You could say that…

But hell, I so don't mind.

Wait…what's that?

Why am I vibrating?

"Ugh," I hear her annoyed murmuring when she tears her lips away from my neck, frowning. "You should pick it up."

"What?" I ask, staring at her confusedly.

"Your phone."

Oh, that's the vibrating in my pants.

"Hello?" I say harshly into the phone, annoyed by the interruption.

"Spence?"

Madison.

"Yeah, Mads?"

"What are you doing? You sound weird…"

"I'm… uh… I'm kinda busy right now, Maddie. Can we talk later?"

"Ohhh, busy, huh? With whom?"

"No one."

"Righttt. So Ashley's around, huh? You having fun?" I hear her laugh.

"Shut up."

"Come on, Spenceee. I know you're with her…"

"Bye, Madison," I quickly hang up, giving the person next to me an apologetic look. "Sorry, it was Madison. She's kinda nosey."

"It's okay," she smiles. "It's getting odd that we're always interrupted."

"Yeah," I sigh heavily. "I so don't like these interruptions."

"Really?" She grins.

"Really."

"Why not?"

"Because… uh… I like being with you alone," I tell her honestly, shyly glancing down, unable to look her in the eye.

"You do?" I hear the amused tone of her voice.

"Yeah."

"Well… that's cool, because I kinda like being with you alone too," she whispers and I finally look at her, frowning.

"Kinda?"

"A lot?"

God, she looks so damn cute trying to fix it. It's hard to be mad at her.

"You better," I answer, pretending to be mad.

OMG, is she pouting?

"Are you pouting?"

"Is it helping?" she winks at me and a big grin appears on her face.

"Not a little bit."

"Mhmm, no?" she leans in to whisper in my very sensitive ear, making me gulp.

Hard.

"N--no."

"What about this?" she whispers again, and starts nibbling my earlobe.

"A--Ash."

"Yeah?"

I don't answer, though. Instead I turn my head toward her, immediately taking her soft lips with mine, gently nibbling her bottom lip with my teeth. She moans as I lay her on her back, placing myself on top of her, not tearing my lips from her. I try to kiss her slowly, soft and lazy, but she seems to want more as she licks my bottom lip, desperately begging for entrance. I gladly accept. After a while, I feel her hands tangle up in my hair, trying to pull me as close to her as possible. I let my hands wander along her perfect body, touching her skin through her still wet shirt, wanting to feel her. I pull away from kiss for a moment, desperate for air and stare at her flushed face and her dark eyes staring back at me. We are just staring at each other until she suddenly moves her body, switching our positions, now I'm the one on the back and she's on top of me. She places her hand on my cheek, brushing her thumb over the skin. "Spence?"

"Yeah?"

"I want you," she whispers in all honesty, not hiding anything.

I think she sees the look in my eyes; a look full of uncertainty and fear, but desire and want at the same time, because she smiles, still caressing my cheek with her thumb. "If you're not ready, it's okay. I don't want to pressure you. I know you're still a…"

"Ashley?" I cut her off.

"Yeah."

"I want you too."

I see her smile widely at me before she takes my lips with hers again in the most passionate kiss we've ever shared, longing for each other's touch and not wanting to pull away even for a second. We kiss for a while until she decides to tear her mouth away from mine, ducking her head down to meet my bare neck. I let out a quiet moan as her wet lips meet with the skin, first softly kissing it, then hungrily sucking and biting. I grab her head to pull her again to my waiting mouth, when she places both of her hands under my wet shirt, causing me to shiver at her touch. She pulls away from the kiss again and sits up to straddle me, silently telling me with her eyes to sit up too. I do what she wants me to, not breaking our eye contact, and she reaches her hands and very slowly starts to unbutton the shirt I'm wearing. Neither of us breaks the stare as she unbuttons the last button on my shirt and I help her to take it off.

Just then I finally realize that I'm almost topless in front of someone and I blush furiously, trying to cross my hands across my chest, but she immediately stops me. "Don't." I look at her with my red cheeks. "Please," she whispers into the dark, putting her hands on mine and pulling them away from my chest. Even though it's dark, I can see her eyes slowly traveling along my body, hungrily eyeing every part of it. Then, she looks at me again with a small smile on her beautiful face and in a quick movement takes her own shirt off, throwing it away. I'm mesmerized by her body as I watch her chest moving with every breath she takes. We're both breathing heavily as I painfully, slowly reach my hand forward to gently touch her naked skin while she's watching every single move I make. She freezes when my hand finally touches her stomach, but immediately relaxes when I let my fingers travel up and down her torso. "Spence," she breathes out, closing her eyes. I'm not even able to make a sound when my fingers brush the skin around her bra, just a piece of black material stopping me from touching the skin beneath it. She finally opens her dark eyes to look at me, both of us shivering.

I'm not sure if it's because we're cold or because we're hot.

But I do know that suddenly I don't feel the cold when she takes my hands into hers and places them behind her back, silently asking me to do what I want so badly. I'm not so unsure as I slowly begin to unclasp her black lace bra while we're still deeply looking into each other's eyes. Neither of us wants to break the contact. However, I do break it while I'm taking down the straps from her shoulders, my eyes fixed on the sight in front of me.

God, she's so beautiful.

"You're so beautiful," I mumble, moving my eyes back to hers as I finally take off her bra completely, immediately touching the bare skin beneath and causing her to gasp. It doesn't take long before she hungrily links our lips again, our tongues brushing right there. I feel her hands reach behind my back, quickly unhooking my baby blue bra, all without breaking the kiss.

Looks like someone is impatient.

I like it.

I'm sure you would too.

"Impatient much?" I mumble into the kiss, not really wanting to pull away from those delicate lips.

"Uh huh," is all she can manage, but then she breaks the kiss. "Am I going too fast?" she whispers with a raspy voice. "I mean, if you think I'm taking things too fast, just tell me, I don't want…"

"Ashley!" I cut her off, looking at her confused face. "It's okay. I've been waiting for this moment 25 years; I think we're going just right." A smile appears on her face. "Now kiss me," I order and she immediately obeys, sliding her hands into my hair and moving our bodies to lay on the blanket while she settles herself on top of me.

She doesn't kiss me again, though. Instead, she's staring at my body, while I'm shivering beneath her. It's not from the cold, though. It's because of her eyes, which are staring at me so intensely, like never before. Neither of us say a word as she reaches her hand forward to touch my naked skin. "So beautiful," I hear her murmur to herself before she lowers her head to kiss my bare stomach. I immediately moan at the feeling, at something I've never experienced before. "Beautiful," she murmurs again, placing another soft kiss above my jeans and starts playing with my belt. With her hands on my belt, she glances in my direction, looking for approval and I nod, wanting her continue. She slowly begins to unbuckle my belt and pull down the zipper, before ridding me of my jeans and underwear so I'm completely naked beneath a still half-clothed Ashley.

"These," I tug on her jeans, "have to go. Now." She nods, taking her jeans and underwear off in a quick movement so I can take a look at her uncovered body.

And let me tell you, I've never seen anything more beautiful.

She's a goddess. A goddess with incredibly soft skin, long tan legs and the sexiest stomach I've ever seen.

Yes, I know I'm repeating myself.

She blushes a little while I'm checking her out, so I smile at her before placing my hands behind her neck to pull her down on me again. That is the moment when our naked bodies touch for the first time. The moment when we both freeze and gasp at the feeling.

The moment when I feel something I've never felt before.

The moment when I know I can't change my mind.

I don't want to change my mind.

It's the moment when I know I want this; I want her.

And I'm not scared anymore.

"God," she moans, closing her eyes. Then she opens them again to look at me, her eyes fixed on me while she lifts her hand and starts caressing my cheek with her fingers. Her face is all serious as she asks huskily, "Are you sure about this?" I just nod, not tearing my eyes from her as she leans in to kiss me softly on the lips. She lowers her head to kiss my chin, my neck, my chest and my breasts.

Oh God, my breasts!

I quickly look down at her as she glances up at me, smiling sweetly before she returns to my breast, leaving soft, wet kisses there and then takes her hand, slowly massaging it, but still continuing kissing. "Jesus Christ," I let out a moan and feel her smile. After a moment, she very slowly makes her way with her wet lips to my nipple, still massaging the other breast with her soft hand.

"God!" I yell and arch my back up when I feel her hot mouth on my right nipple, gently sucking on it.

Was it supposed to be that good?

"Arghh," I moan again as she starts using her teeth along with her wet tongue. "Jesus…" I grasp the blanket under me, desperately needing to hold onto something…anything.

God, I hope I'm not just dreaming.

If I'm dreaming, I'll be mad.

Because this…this is fucking good.

"Ashley," she says with a smirk as she stops, moving her eyes up. "My name is Ashley," she repeats, seeing my confused eyes.

Oh please, don't try to be funny now.

It's so not the right time.

"Hush," I tell her before I reach my hand down to take her by the neck, pulling her back up to me, longing for her lips on mine again. I kiss her with a passion, hoping she knows what I feel for her without using words, just from this kiss and many other kisses I'm ready to give her.

And other things I'm ready to give her…

Suddenly, she presses her hips down and slowly but surely starts grinding onto me. My eyes immediately grow wide and I let out another loud moan into the kiss, then breaking it as I lean my head back on the blanket. With my eyes closed, I'm listening to my moaning mixing with Ashley's as she continues rocking into me, every now and then whispering my name into the dark. Then again, she places both of her hands on my breasts, gently massaging one of them while making small circles around my nipple on the other one.

This is pure torture.

"Ashleyyy," I groan as she continues torturing me. "Stop teasing!"

"Mkay," she replies, smiling at me slyly and starts lowering her body, kissing her way down my body, until I find her head between my legs.

Uh oh.

She gently spreads my legs apart, leaving soft kisses on my inner thighs.

"Ashhh," I moan her name, knowing it turns her on.

Teasing.

I officially hate teasing.

And then, all of a sudden I feel her hot breath and her lips leave a soft kiss where I wanted them the most.

And my body arches.

She's leaving soft, wet kisses on my center, and my body's arching, my hands desperately holding the blanket and my mouth letting out deep moans.

Then it happens.

I feel her wet tongue touch my aching center and my body immediately responds when it starts trembling. My eyes tightly closed as I bury my hands into her hair. "Jesus," is the only word I'm able to say.

She carefully begins to lick, then suck, then lick and suck at the same time, while my I tremble beneath her, my hips lifting up to give her better access. After a while, I feel my whole body start uncontrollably shaking, and seconds after, I explode into her mouth, causing her to let out deep groans of pleasure. She climbs back to me, softly kissing me on the lips so I can taste myself and it turns me on even more. I think she can see the darkness in my eyes, as I'm finally able to open them and look in her smiling eyes. Suddenly I feel her hand making its way down my shaking body until she reaches my still aching center with her fingers. "Ash," I gasp as she begins to tease me again with her fingers making small circles around my clit. "D--don't t--tease!" I finally say and let my hands slip behind her back. I know I'm leaving scratches there, but honestly I don't care at all. The only thing I care about right now is Ashley and her teasing fingers.

Bad fingers.

Oh God, good fingers.

"Fuck, you're so wet," I hear her growl into my ear as she finally stops teasing my clit and slips one of her long slim fingers inside of me. She immediately begins to pump in and out of me, her thumb not leaving my clit. I jump a little as she slowly adds a second finger and speeds up her tempo. My hands are still leaving scratches on her back and I can hear her moans into my ear, saying my name over and over.

And let me tell you, it's fucking sexy.

"F--faster," I manage to groan and she immediately obeys, speeding up her pace even more.

After a while, we both can feel my body start shaking again, my moans louder and her name coming from my mouth more often.

"Ashleyyyyy!" One last moan comes from my lips as I come harder than before with Ashley above me. She slowly takes her fingers out of me and places herself next to me, covering both of us with the blanket. She puts her hand around my still shaking body, pulling me closer to her. After a few minutes, I'm finally able to control my body and turn around to face the beauty lying next to me. She's staring at me with her dark brown eyes and even though it's dark, I can see the tired smile on her face. We're just looking at each other, neither of us saying a word until Ashley reaches her hand to tuck my wet hair behind my ear. "You're so beautiful," she whispers, tracing her finger over my cheek. "Spencer, I lo…"

Then the fucking cell phone starts vibrating.

Fuck!

Fuck fuck fuck!

She almost told me she loved me!

After the incredible sex we just had, she almost told me she loved me!

ALMOST!

Fuck!

"You should pick it up," she says with a heavy sigh, and I reach my hand to grab my phone with an annoyed groan.

"What?!" I say harshly into the phone, not even checking who it is. "What? Angel, I can't hear you, please slow down! Yes, she's with me, why? What?! Oh God, no. Yeah, we'll be there in a few minutes…Yeah, bye." I hang up with an obvious panic in my eyes.

"What?" She's already in a sitting position, looking at me in fear. "What happened, Spence?"

"Kyla…"