NCIS: The Only Fear, is Fear Itself

A/N: Another chapter! Sorry this one is so short, please read the A/N at the bottom as well!

Always,

Semper Fi,

Ellie

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Abby blinked her eyes open.

'Where the hell am I?'

"What the hell?" Abby mumbled.

"Exactly my question." Gibbs said, pissed off, and sitting on the coffee table he built.

"Where am I?"

"The couch, passed out. Drunk." He punctuated every word with a glare.

Oh yeah, Gibbs was defiantly pissed.

"I only had one."

"One?" His voice raised as he continued to talk. "Try four Abby."

"Wow. Is that what this pounding is for?"

"Yeah, it is."

"Damn."

"Here." Gibbs said, as he handed her some aspirin and a glass of water.

Abby gladly took the aspirin and water. She gave him the glass back as she laid back down, shutting her eyes.

"Mind telling me why you got drunk, instead of talking to me?"

"Sure. I wasn't planning on getting drunk. Just having my own girls night in. But I guess I got carried away."

"Ya' think Abby?"

"Honestly Gibbs. I didn't want to be drunk, cause I'm going to the new club with Tony."

"Alright." Gibbs paused. "You sure you're ok?"

"Positive. Sure I'm distracted, but I am fine." Abby said. "What will it take for all of you to get that?"

Something in Gibbs snapped.

"When you stop putting yourself through shit. Then, we'll believe you." He glared, and walked away.

Abby sighed as Gibbs disappeared downstairs to the boat.

She started thinking to herself as she sat there on the couch.

'Now or never...'

She went upstairs to the bathroom and unlocked the door.

Unlocking her drawer, she pulled out the box and opened it.

She knew what to do. She's been there, done that.

But this... was Gibbs and her.

This was her and Gibbs' possible child.

She took the stick and did what she had to do.

The test said to wait 5 minutes, for accurate results.

Nervous, she paced the bathroom.

'2 minutes...' She thought, as she looked at the clock. She continued to pace.

2 minutes passed and she looked to the stick in her hand. Upon looking, she then leaned over the toilet and began retching.

After getting rid of everything she had probably eaten that entire week, she put her forehead against the coldness of the bowl and sighed.

"Oh shit."

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Going downstairs, Abby decided on toast and tea.

Heading in the kitchen, she got out the bread and her tea bags out and started on her tea. Popping the bread in the toaster, she sat on the stool.

She couldn't believe how stupid she was.

Now, she'd be reminded of it.

She wasn't sure if she wanted to ever be a mother. She wasn't sure she could.

Abby sighed, and was surprised when she felt drops on her hand. Feeling her cheek, she felt tears, tracking down her face.

Her toast popped up and she lightly buttered it. Grabbing the toast and tea, she took it to the guest bedroom and sat it on the nightstand.

Taking a few bites of the toast, Abby tried to keep the knot out of her throat. With no luck, she stopped eating and sat the plate down.

Not being able to hold back, she let the tears roll down her face, as she laid on her stomach, face down in her pillow, crying uncontrollably.

Things, would never be the same.

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A/N: Sorry this is so short, though, you did get to find out what it was!

Sorry I didn't reply to all the reviews, I had trouble holding the surprise back!

I'm going away for the night, and where I will be, I will not have the internet. *Sad face *

So, you'll get the update Saturday evening!

Thanks for all the nice reviews!

Always,

Ellie