"Oh…I'm sorry." Benny said. He closed the door behind him. Me and Dana broke apart as she watched him walk away.
"Damn." She said. I wish she didn't care. I backed away from her. I have to be honest; I was upset that she even cared about him. I wish she wouldn't think about him, and she would only focus on me, but I'm not sure if that's even possible.
"Maybe I should go," I said as I headed towards the door.
"No, I don't want you to leave." She told me.
"Okay…" I said as I sat down on Nicole's bottom bunk. I hit my head. Dana laughed a little bit. I laid down, and Dana came over and sat down on me. I took both of her hands in mine and ran my fingers through them: just like she used to do to me. "I never once stopped thinking about you." I confessed. She blushed. "I am sorry that I neglected you because I do realize that I have been." I continued. I watched as my fingers passed through hers. I was mezorized by the process. "I just want us to be back together." I added. Dana was silent, but she was doing the same as me. She was watching our hands.
Zoey walked through the door. "Oh jeez." She said. "You two confuse me." She said as she walked back out of the room. I laughed. 'We confuse me too.' I thought.
"Logan, are things going to be the same when I got back?" Dana asked me. "I love you, but I can't be in Paris holding back for some one who…" she stopped. "Never mind," she finished.
"Don't go back." I told her. "Dana, I'm not gonna lie to you, I don't know how I will be once you leave again. Can't you at least come back for the summer?" I asked.
"Well, I'm sure that I can, but that is kind of besides the point. What about next year when I'm in school again?" she questioned.
"The more I see you the better things will be." I told her. She rolled her eyes. I hadn't seen that in a while at least towards me.
"So basically you are telling me that there are no guarantees." She said.
"I'm telling you that I want to be with you, but it's so hard for me to never be able to hold you…" I said as I put hands on her waist. "…or kiss you…" I continued as I sat up and kissed her softly on the lips. "…or see your eyes light up when I come in the room…" she smiled. "…see you blush when I tell you how much I love you…" she was falling in love with me all over again. She started to blush. Her eyes were watching me intently. "I want to be around you all the time, and when I can't, it hurts…a lot." I looked her straight in the eye. If I wasn't mistaken, it felt like my eyes were watering, but I refused to cry. That was not how I got down. I knew that I had missed her, but damn.
Dana wrapped her arms around my shoulders and hugged me. She didn't say anything, but she didn't have to, we were back together. We stayed like that for a while, but of course all good things must come to an end.
I told Dana I had to go because it was starting to get kind of late, but we made plans to go grab dinner the next night. As I opened the door, Zoey barged through the door.
"Where were you!?" she questioned Dana furiously.
"What are you talking about?" Dana asked. "I was here with Logan, you came in a while ago, I know you didn't' forget where I was. It was only about an hour and a half ago." She added.
"You were suppose to sing tonight." Zoey told her. "I was calling you and calling you." She continued. "I called your phone too, Logan." She said. We both looked at our phones instantly.
Sure enough, we both had missed calls.
"Sorry Zoe." Dana said. "It was an accident."
"You made me look stupid in front of everyone. I told everybody you would be there." She said.
"I'm sorry, I lost track of time. Actually, I kind of forgot altogether, and my phone was on silent." She continued.
"So was mine," I chimed in.
"Have you seen Benny anytime today?" she asked.
"Uh…no," Dana lied. Wow…she lied with very little effort.
"Okay, well if either one of you tell him, will you let him know that I was wanting to go out to dinner sometime."
"Alright," I said. Zoey left.
"Damn it!" Dana said as she sat back down. This time she sat on Zoey's bed. She laid on her back and put her hand on her head. I jumped ontop of her. I couldn't resist.
"Are you alright?" I asked as I straddled her.
"Yeah, I just don't like to let people down, and Zoey has a rep for being perfect, so she's not the person to be letting down. I wish I didn't maker her look bad." She said.
"Don't beat yourself up about that. I said as my hand ran up and down her outer thigh. "She shouldn't have expected you to sing anyways…she didn't even give you any notice." I said.
"Yeah, that is true. I wasn't really comfortable with that side of things, but still…" she drifted off into thought.
"My male hormones were starting to take control, and I could tell. I traist the top of her shorts with my fingers, and I ran them up her stomach. She mad a sexy moaning noise, and I just wanted to help her strip right then. I kissed her. No offense, but I have to admit that I suddenly did not care about her problems with Zoey. I had no intensions of stopping unless someone dragged me out of the room…or if Dana stopped it, but I knew that wasn't gonna happen this time. She was as ready as me. I could tell because she was getting wet through her shorts.
We continued kissing for a while, and I moved down to her neck. It was hot in this damn room. I took off my shirt and helped her do the same. I traced her bra with my fingers, and she watched me do so. "What are you doing?" she asked me.
"Decided how long I am gonna be able to wait until I take this off too." I told her honestly. That is exactly what I was thinking. Her legs tightened around me. "Or maybe these will go first." I said as I unbuttoned the button on her shorts. My fingers wanted to play around for a while. I started to move hands down that way, but she grabbed my hand. "What?" I asked.
"What if someone comes in the room?" she asked.
"Lock the door or something. I don't' really care, but I need you now." I told her honestly. She had to know that was the truth. I was hard, and I had no intentions on hiding that from her.
"Just do it." She told me.
My fingers went into their place. Dana moaned and groaned: pleasing sounds that made me want to do more, but I wasn't sure if she wanted to. Well…by the noises that she was making, I thought she wanted more, but she had these little things called mood swings. I kissed her deeply as my fingers played around. I nibbled on her ear, she liked it. "Can I do more?" I asked her.
She bit her bottom lip and nodded.