1A/N I am sooooooo sorry it has been like months since I wrote a chapter I have just been super busy with school and I really need to take advantage of this whole week of vacation I'll try my best to get these chapters done so I can finish this story and make you guys happy so enjoy :)

I felt as if my silent heart would burst into pieces. My arms wrapped around his neck pulling him closer while tightening my grip. His actions mirrored mine. I couldn't think. All my thoughts were all mixed together and I couldn't focus on where I was going. I felt the rough bark of a tree press into my back and his hands traveling smoothly down my body.

Coming back to myself, my eyes popped open and my hands were in a sudden frenzy as I pulled them from his bronze hair and pushed them hard into his chest.

"Edward, stop," I demanded, out of breath. I looked him in the eyes noting he was struggling to regain his composure as well.

"What? What's wrong?" He asked quickly, confused by my reaction.

"I just can't do this, Edward. I'm not sure what I feel anymore. I've been hurt to many times by the two people I've loved more than I ever thought possible and I don't think I can handle the pain of it happening again."

I turned and ran the opposite direction from Edward and the house. My heart ached as I ran away from everything I ever wanted and now wasn't sure if I wanted any of it at all. Where would I go? What would I do?

Edward's POV

As she fled from my sight, I felt the regret and guilt wash through me with a weight of the world. Look what I've done to her, my poor sweet Bella. I've hurt her so immensely and ruined her relationship with Emmett. All for my own selfish need to have her back when she so obviously doesn't want me anymore.

Why do I even listen to Rosalie? She's a lying, conniving, hurtful monster. More selfish than I am, the bitch is willing to step on anyone and everyone to get at what she wants. I won't hurt Bella ever again and I will do anything to make her happy even if it means letting her go.

As for Rosalie... I'll make certain she won't be happy about anything.

Emmett's POV

"Rose, get the fuck off of me! Look what you did! You ruined my life! You made me lose the only person I've really loved." My anger bellowed from me and all I could see in the red haze was how easily her neck would snap in my grasp.

"Emmett," Rosalie hissed, "relax. It's not like it hasn't happened to her before. She's probably expects it from you Cullen men now . Don't even bother with the little whore." The word rolled from her mouth with a disgusting ease.

I could take a lot of shit, but the sound of her using that vile word to speak of the beautifully innocent Bella... That was the last straw.

"Don't you dare say that about her!" I roared. "Hers is the most beautiful soul I've ever met. Bella is not a whore, unlike you. You were always just about the sex. Bella is bright and beautiful and has the best personality...

"And she's smart, unlike your dumbass." I finished with hatred and disgust. I didn't want to deal with her anymore. I'm going to find Bella and do whatever I can to get her back.

I ran down the stairs as fast as I could, pulling pants and a shirt on while I went. I ran into Edward in the doorframe of the front door and we both crashed like boulders and fell to the floor. I looked up at him seeing instantly his mood through his upset face. I got up quick gripping his shoulders tightly.

"Where's Bella?" My voice was too fast, but of course he understood.

"I took her to the meadow but she ran away not to long ago. I'm not sure where she went but her scent is lingering," Edward said quickly for me to rush.

I ran from the room as fast I could, heading straight for Edward's meadow. Looking around, I found nothing but a stream with petals in it. It was easy to pick up the familiar scent, almost like freesia. I raced to follow her, knowing I could catch up only if she stopped . My heart began to break when I thought of how much I must of hurt her. It felt as if tears were about to stain my face but knew that could never happen again.

Bella's POV

I'd run about 100 miles since I left the meadow. I knew Edward wasn't following me. He would have easily caught up by now and taken me back. At the same time, I felt as if I should stop and stay where I was, but I didn't have the desire to stop. All wanted to do forever was run and never stop. The tightening was back in the pit of my stomach and I stopped abruptly. Why was I feeling like this?

As I was thinking, I heard a ruffling noise in the trees. My head moved side to side, slowly, though perilously close to panic. I tasted the air and a bitter-sweet stench stung my senses. My nose wrinkled automatically and a menacing growl ripped through my throat.

Big Shadows were stalking me, growling loud and viciously. I kept following the shadows with my eyes my panic was overtaken with fear. My growl was becoming louder as were the growls echoing back from the creatures. One quickly charged out of the shadows and lunged at me. I jumped away from the snapping teeth, snarling some more. Its gigantic muzzle dripped with saliva from the sides of its mouth.

The teeth were fully bared and its ears were pulled back, while it crouched low. I could see the white fur on its back was standing up stiffly and its yellow eyes stared right back at mine.

It didn't look like a bear, but a gigantic wolf. My thoughts immediately turned to Jacob. I hadn't thought of him in a long time. My mind rummaged through memories of Jacob and I. The happy times, when he was my sun and I wasn't his immortal enemy. But this wasn't Jake.

This wolf would shred me in a second. It had such hatred in its eyes as it stared back, still growling and snapping at me. I jumped every time those teeth came close to my icy flesh. Slowly, the others came. One by one they surrounded me. One had brown fur and another with black, and another a russet color?

"Jake?" I whispered without even knowing I did.

The russet head snapped up with a confused look. I knew he was answering.

A/N I'm sorry it's short. And now that when I just typed it that I'm getting ideas I'm afraid this going to be longer than I planned. I'm not sure but I hoped you sort of enjoyed it plz review. :)