Chapter 24: Visions & Hard Decisions

2 weeks later

BPOV

The past two weeks have gone by quickly and I'm having a very good time with my family. I'm basically living with them now. I have been play fighting with Jasper, I have been letting him win. I still don't want the to now about all my time with Maria. The only problem has been Emmett and Alice; they haven't warmed up to me at all. I've tried to talk to them but they are having none of it. But I'm being patient with them; hopefully they will come around soon. I have really missed my big bear of a brother and my big shopaholic sister/best friend. I really just want to sit down and talk to them, but every time I tried they just walk away. So now I'm going to have to wait till they come to me.

It is now two weeks till Christmas and I have just been Christmas shopping for everyone. Include my family in Denali, Volterra and Peter and Charlotte. I was thinking about my family about how they would hopefully like my presents when a vision hits me:

I see Maria gathering her army of newborns

I see all of us in the clearing about 5 miles from the Cullen house.

I see Victoria coming toward us with a huge army of newborns including Vampires: Maria, Stefan, and Vladimir.

There had to be ad least 60 newborns, maybe more

I see all of us fighting, them

I see myself scream in pain and a newborn bits me

I see the Cullen's get distracted by my scream

I see the Cullen's get killed

I scream and bring myself out of the Vision.

NO, no, no I think to myself as I collapse on the ground.

I can't let the Cullen's get killed. Victoria's is after me, not them. This can't be happening. I can let this happen. But what can I do? How do I save them from death?

I sit on the floor for hours trying to think of something to save to Cullen's but I can't think of anything. I also spend the past couple of hours sobbing. How could I have bought this to my Family who I love so much.

Another couple of hours goes by, and then I come up with an idea. What if I leave them? What if I leave and then go and get help and then come back at the last minute? I decide to look into the future to see if this would help.

I see the Cullen's and all my friends standing in the clearing without me.

I see them all fighting, then the vision goes blank.

That could only mean that the wolves would help in the fight.

I look in the future again.

I see the Cullen's again and it looks like its summer.

That could only mean one thing. They must survive the fight. Even if it kills me to leave them I know I'm going to have too, in order to save them.

I know they are not going to let me go. They have told me that time and time again. How am I going to get them to let me go?

An hour later I realize that I'm going to have to tell them I hate them, that I can't stand being any where near them after they broke me so badly. I look into the future again to see if this would work.

I see myself telling the Cullen's I'm leaving and telling them that I hate them and to let me go.

I see the heartbreak on their faces

I let out a huge sob, when I see their faces. This can't be happening, even if I survive this fight, they are never going to talk to me again.

I know that Alice will have the vision about the army a couple of days after I leave. I know the Cullen's would never ask anyone for help. They would not want to put anyone else in danger.

I also know that after I leave them I'm going to have to go and get help. And my friends mustn't know that I sent them to help the Cullen's. If the Cullen's find out, it would be very bad.

It takes me a couple more hours to calm down. I decide I'm going hunting then I will pack and then I'll do the hardest thing I will ever have to do in my life. I will break the Cullen's hearts…

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Also the next chapter will be in multiple povs