[Lexi's P.O.V]
I took a deep breath as I walked up the stairs of the porch Neisse's warm hand guiding me. "You can do it just go talk to him." she whispered. I nodded and walked up stairs hearing him in his room. I knocked on the door before it opened.
Seth's warm brown eyes stared down at me gleaming with Happiness." Hey!" he grinned picking me up and spinning me around; I giggled as he set me down pressing my lips to his. I then pulled back, "Can we talk?" he nodded and let me come in before turning his stereo up. "What's up?" he smiled taking my hand as we sat on his couch.
I sighed. "You may not like this." I whispered. He took my chin in his hand making me look at him. "Lex what's wrong?" he sighed. "I want to be-" I stopped burying my face into my hands. "Lex come on baby, talk to me." " I want to be changed." I said in a muttered whispered. I could feel the tremors begin in his hands before his body tensed and he shot up.
"What?" he yelled. I stood and backed away like he always told me to do when he got that angry. "What do you mean you want to be changed! No I won't let you do that!" he growled. "I thought you liked vampires!" I screamed. "Yeah the Cullen's!" he yelled back. "I am a Cullen! They are all vamps why can't I be!" I whispered loudly through the tears forming in my eyes.
"I won't let you go through it Lex! What about having a family! For God sakes what about living your life!" he yelled. " Seth I have lived because of you and my family! But I don't want to run and hide when the volturi show. Or if they try to ambush us or what if Bella and Edward come back and a war happens. What, am I suppose to run? No I want to help protect my family!" I screamed. HW growled and gripped the top of his hair.
"What if you hate me when you change?" he whispered. "I won't!" I said stepping toward him and touching his face softly. He looked up at me broken. "How do you know? How do you know what is going to happen? You won't be ale to be around any of us besides your parent's aunt and uncle, and your grandparents. Not Nessie, Me, Jake, Brandon, any human! Please just don't!" he pleaded grabbing my shoulders. " Bella had control. Maybe I will to!" I said desperately. He had to see it my way.
"You don't know that. Do you know the pain they go through to end up that way? The pain they go through their first year? I won't let you go through it!" he screamed as his grip got painfully tight. I winced and shifted. "Seth let go." I snapped. "No Lexi. You aren't becoming like them!" "It's not your decision! No get your hands off me! You're hurting me!" I screamed back pushing him. He seemed to realize what he was doing and dropped my shoulder. He stumbled slightly and I pulled my shirt down to see the black finger print bruises. His eyes got wide and filed with tears. "Oh god. Did I- Lexi I'm so sorry." he stepped toward me and I ran out done with the conversation.
"Lexi! " I heard Seth call but I didn't want to hear it. I ran down the stairs as quickly as I could hearing Seth's voice behind me on the third level. I landed on the bottom step and tried holding in the sobs. Nessie and Jake looked up and watched me worried. "I need to get out of here." I sobbed. Nessie nodded and her and Jake exchanged glances. "I'll be back." she whispered kissing his lips. He nodded. "Be careful." she nodded and we walked out.
Before she could protest I grabbed her keys and got in the driver side. Hearing Seth come out before I slammed my foot on the gas. "Lex come on you can't drive like this!" she said as I sped down the dirt road pulling onto the back road.
"I'm fine." I growled as I continued to speed through the roads. "What happened? Did he not take it well." she said softly and I laughed bitterly. "No Ness he wanted to scream it from the window he was so happy!" I snapped making her wince. "Lex.." She whispered.
"I mean he wouldn't even listen to me ness! He was being a complete ass!" I snarled. "Lexi, he still is a wolf." she sighed and I scoffed. "So he loves my family but refuses to let me be changed!" I snapped and she sighed.
"I don't know." She sighed. I laughed again this time with out humor. "Stupid jack ass was so pissed off he bruised my shoulder!" I sneered and she tensed. Quickly I watched her hands clench and she shifted. "Lexi really it's dark out lets head back." Turning my head lights on me then sped up.
"Lex comes on slow down." Nessie pleaded as I sped up. I didn't listen I just pushed harder onto the gas. "Lexi please slow down!" she pleaded and I just zoned her out. Hearing Seth's words prick my mind.
Just then three black shapes flashed in front of the car. I gasped and swirled but hit them head on. "LEXI!" Nessie screamed. Tires screeched and metal smashed. Searing pain stabbed in my stomach and shoulder as we both felt the car lift from the pavement. The car flipping twice and landing on its back before everything went black,