Life As We Know It
8:00 am
C.P.O.V
"I'll have a bacon, egg, and cheese biscuit with milk and orange juice, please." I told the young man at the cashier my order. He smelled of cigarettes and beef. It's a good thing he left to go get my meal because if he stayed there any longer I think I would have thrown up from his horrible smell. He came back with my stuff, I said thank you, and quickly got out of there.
I walked across the road and up to my room. Once I was at the seam foam green door with chipped wooden numbers on it that read 39 on it. I patted my pj bottom's pocket for my key card to get in. I didn't feel it. I sighed in frustration and went digging in my purse. Not there. I checked in Anna Leigh's diaper bag. Not there.
"You're kidding me!" I yelled at the top of my lungs with anger. I dropped the bag of food on the ground and started banging and tugging on the door.
After 5 minutes of banging, tugging and occasionally kicking. I decided to give up and wait for the front office to open to ask for another key. What to do in one hour.
"I hate you!" I yelled at the door for no reason. I gave it one last kick.
"It looks like you could use some help." I heard man's voice from behind me. I turned to look and saw...Logan. The one and only Logan Mitchell standing there with a suit case in one hand and the other in his left side pocket of his worn out jeans.
I was speechless for a second. "What are you doing here?" I asked confused, curious, and annoyed. I wasn't in any mood to talk to anybody, and seeing him was just all of a sudden. "How did you find me?"
"You're acting like you aren't happy to see me." Logan said kind of in a cocky way. "I'm kidding, I'm here to help you."
"My mess isn't your problem!" I yelled at him. Logan started walking towards me. I stood frozen in place, I wanted to move but I knew we would just keep running back to each other...plus, it was early and I was to tired to actually run.
"Listen to me and please don't speak." He told me, "I sorry for everything I ever did to hurt you and I know that I've made some bad choices but I want to set things straight again. I want to be with you and Anna Leigh."
I didn't speak, I didn't even look him in the eyes. Anna Leigh was silently sitting in her stroller playing around with the blanket that covered her. The only noise was the cars rushing back and forth on the road.
"Please speak, your silence is killing me." Logan begged his eyes were watering and for some reason it made my eyes start to water.
"You could of at least looked me in the eyes when you broke me heart."
"I didn't mean to, and you were the one that ran away!" He explained. He was speaking very loud through his sniffs of crying.
"Well, sorry, but I didn't know what to do. I was tired of everything, the drama, the paparazzi, the being named a bad roll model. They only care with you make mistakes. I'm to young for that, I admit it, so I just left it all." I explained whipping away a tear as one fell down my cheek. "And let me tell you one thing, It's been a lot nicer out here then there." I lied.
I was so depressed, angry, over whelmed by all this that I collapsed into Logan's arms. I felt his arms wrapped around me as we both leaned against the wall and fell to the ground. Logan was sitting crossed legged with me in his lap, and my head buried in his chest.
Don't worry Anna Leigh was still there and she was actually sleeping through all this as we cried.
"I'm..so...sorry..for everything." Logan said as he cried. He held me tight and rubbed my back with his hand.
Instead of the sun coming out for the morning' clouds were forming in the air. It wasn't raining but the weather went well with how we felt at the moment.
I wasn't able to speak so I just sat there motionless.
"Please, please, please..believe me when I say that I truly do love you and I want to be with you. You might be stubborn hardheaded, and a pain in the butt sometimes but I admit that I can be self centered, a jerk, and heartless at times but that is just something that we are gonna have to work on. It might take years but I'm willing to spend it with you."
I looked up and grinned at him. "I just..wish I could...be beautiful for..you." I told him.
"You don't even know how beautiful you are to me, and you don't even know how much I love you and Anna Leigh." I sniffed.
"You say you love me now but will you love me in the morning?" I couldn't help but ask him.
"Forever and always" He tole me.
"Forever is a long time." I told him.
"But I'm willing to spend it with you."
To Be Continued...
I know I know, this chapter was mega chessy but it had to be done. Plus, I'm a sucker for chessy pick up lines, stories, and all that good stuff.
So how do you guys like this chapter? Yay or Nay?
I'm not sure how the next chapter should go so leave me some ideas.
-TGSOL xxo
