26. EPOV
Our first time in a car is different from all the times we had sex before, and I can see in your eyes that you noticed. I also see fear, and I don't know yet what I can do to calm those. I can't tell you I love you, it will only make you scream and run away, and I can't tell you I practically worship the ground you walk on. It's just too different from how everything has been so far.
I have to do this slowly, pretend that I'm not head over heels in love with you. I've been doing it for quite some time so it should work out perfectly fine.
What if I slip?
Well fuck. I better not slip.