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WARNING: This chapter contains a LEMON.
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Chapter 25 Desire (Lemon)
Your different Nessie, I know that. Every part of me knows that. It's not just our imprint. I. Love. You.
Jacob's eyes captivated mine, the deep dark brown pulling me further into their depths. His words had changed something in me. As suddenly as turning on a light switch I realized that I loved him too. Not like a brother or a best friend, I had always loved him in that way. No, I truly deeply loved him.
I leaned forward letting his lips brush lightly against mine before I kissed him. It started out slow and sweet the taste of our lips simply mingling. Then the kiss changed, turning into something intense and passionate. One of his hands slid around my face to the base of my neck, holding me.
We broke apart momentarily, taking deep breaths. I was embarrassingly aware of how naked he was. How nice it felt to run my hands over his chest, feeling every bump of his muscles. He was gorgeous, in ways only a primitive side of me could explain.
"It's ok." Jacob whispered pulling me closer for another deep kiss. I could feel heat climbing up into my checks and knew I was blushing.
Jacob reached over to my hip, bunching my dress together in his hand. He grabbed the clothing expertly, his hand moving slowly upward. It traveled lightly, along my hips and waist then above my breasts and over my head. Suddenly it was off, discarded like the garment was more of a nuisance than a necessity.
I had on a small pair of black shorts that hugged my body perfectly and a strapless bra. But they didn't offer me any protection from the desire Jacob was stirring inside of me. The fabrics felt thin against Jacob's hot flesh as he moved closer, kissing me again with intensity.
He then lifted me into his arms, carrying me into his bedroom the way a groom would carry his bride. I smiled feeling a rush of excitement as opportunities presented themselves in front of me. Paths we could now take together.
His room was small and dark, but I could still see every detail perfectly. It was warm and inviting in the same ways Jacob was. This room offered familiarity, and love.
The bed was small, taking up a corner of the room. The dresser was tall rather than long, helping to keep more area available. All the furnishings were simple wood, probably made nearby. I knew Jacob spent little time here, but to me this was the one space that was truly his.
He laid me down on the bed and the old warn quilt smelled just like him.
Then he was there, on top of me, his lips conquering mine. I leaned into him, kissing him back with just as much feeling. I had no experience, nothing to relate to. So I just let my body lead the way, and hoped that I wasn't doing anything wrong.
I could feel his manhood getting hard. I had never seen another man this way, and was surprised at the size. It was quite large and left me wondering how something that big could fit inside of me.
Then Jacob's mouth left mine as he kissed his way down to my bra. His lips were warm and soft, but strong at the same time. He paused for a moment before reaching behind my back and pulling the bra free. My large round breasts basked in the sweet freedom.
Jacob paused again, staring for a few moments before leaning down and taking one nipple into his mouth. I nearly jumped off the bed when his tongue made contact, first circling, and then flicking lightly.
Only Jacob's strength kept me in place as my body began to feel sweet sparks of desire. I wiggled and twisted, longing for something I couldn't explain.
Jacob then shifted his attention and began to conquer the other nipple. My lips released a moan as the rush of feelings I was experiencing became intoxicating. He stopped only after my breath was coming in quick short gasps.
He grinned up at me before slowly kissing his way down to my stomach. His hands were strong but gentle as they rubbed my sides. I wiggled in anticipation, but Jacob took his time, kissing every square inch of my exposed flesh before reaching my shorts.
It was an afterthought that I realized I wasn't wearing anything under the shorts, but when Jacob pulled them free of my body I didn't protest.
He kissed my inner thigh first, causing a rush of warmth to race through me. He then kissed my other thigh, sweetly letting his lips linger on my skin. Jacob slowly licked and kissed his way down to my most sensitive area. His warm breath mingled the moisture that had already gathered there. Desire rushed through me, replacing any doubts I might have had left.
His tongue lightly brushed my sensitive folds and I shivered. He licked lightly, exploring the most secretive part of me. When his tongue brushed a hard knob that had formed at the top of my opening, my body jumped in surprise. Jacob took note of my reaction and smiled before softly pulling it into his mouth. He sucked lightly at first, then with sweet intensity.
My body's muscles twisted deeply, as a need started to build up within me. My skin felt consumed with fire. The delicious heat I had always felt when I was near him was now covering me, coating me in ecstasy. My quick short breaths turned to moans and incomprehensible pleading. For what though, I didn't know. My hips pushed themselves off the bed, closer to Jacob and the feelings he was causing within me. His hands came up and cupped my bottom, as he drove me harder, faster.
Just when I didn't think I could take it anymore Jacob paused, just long enough to flick at me with the tip of his tongue. I came apart in that moment, like some distant star shattering. I had never known such feelings as my body shook, not out of fear or anger but pleasure. Jacob's mouth stayed with me, continuing to move as I quivered. Screams of triumph emanated my thoughts and it took me a moment to realize that it was my voice that was crying out to the heavens.
Jacob pulled away positioning himself back to being on top of me. Our lips collided with a great passionate force that could have easily harmed a human. But we were evenly matched, in strength as well as passion.
"Are you sure about this?" Jacob asked. His brown eyes were sincere and I knew that if I asked him to he would stop. No matter how much he wanted to be with me. That thought just made me want him more.
"I'm sure" I told him. If ever there were any regrets in my life this wouldn't be one of them.
I pulled myself up, wrapping my hand around the back of Jacob's neck and pulling him to me. I kissed him slowly as he reached down and teased my opening with the tip of his member. Then with one slow stroke he was inside me.
Pain flashed through the inside of my body and for a moment I wanted to pull away.
"Are you okay?" Jacob asked. Apparently he had seen me flinch in pain.
"I'm alright." I allowed. My body was hurting, but it was adjusting to him.
Jacob than began moving inside me. His hips rotated in slow circles, and instead of pain I started to once again feel desire. When I pulled Jacob closer and moaned he continued his gentle pace. At first I was comfortable with the slow speed, but as my pleasure grew so did my desire for friction.
"Jacob." I moaned. I wanted him to move faster; needed him too.
Jacob kept the slow teasing pace for a while longer. I clung to his back trying to pull him to me, but Jacob took as much care in making love to me as he did with everything else.
When I thought I might lose my mind from the leisurely movements Jacob finally quickened. The full length of him was strong and hard inside of me. I clung to him fiercely, rising my hips from the mattress to meet him. I was compelled by some ancient she-wolf part of myself. Rising to meet each thrust and every movement. He delved deep into my core, then withdrew and delved again. I began to strive for something, with everything deep inside my being.
This time when my body buckled underneath his it was different from before when he had caused such pleasure with his mouth. The heat from within me expanded and enveloped my body. The world shattered around me and all thoughts beyond him where lost. I cried out "Jacob!" and clung to him like he was the only stable thing left on the earth.
Finally Jacob pulled completely away from me, and then came back with one hard thrust. I could feel a warmth flow from him and into me and knew I had caused him the same pleasure. "Nessie!" He screamed as his body shivered above mine.
His muscles rippled. I could feel them tremble as he gave himself completely to me. The heat and the wildness, the wolf inside of him and the man who was holding tightly to me, were both mine.
We laid together, our souls tangled so deeply I knew they would never again be apart. My mind slowly pieced itself back together as my body remained in pure ecstasy. In those moments, I died and was reborn. I had shattered and come back together, a new person, forever changed.
I pulled Jacob close to me, marveling in the new world we had found together. My body hummed with satisfaction as I feel asleep happily in his arms.