Monday, September 10, 2012
I just got off the phone with Naruto. He was woken up at 5 in the morning by Nara who was woken up himself by Kiba earlier after he had seen the photos and the comments. He told me that even fore grasping what was happening, he received a call from Sakura accusing him of embarrassing her on purpose and trying to destroy her life as she cried hysterically. He was very shaken up, he kept asking me "What should I do, Sasuke?", "It is not my fault. I wasn't the one who uploaded the photo or the one who took it!", and "What could I have done differently?! I don't know what to do!"
Sakura could fix the situation. She could just tell people they were already broken up, but apparently she is just about cursing him publicly on facebook. Now, he's the bad guy who cheated on his girlfriend who the man whore. I have received some messages calling me that specifically. Sakura is very popular, and she is loved by a lot of people. Basically everyone who knows who Naruto is knows who Sakura is. So people are siding, and I guess to them it is understandable that Naruto looks like the bad guy… I can't think anymore.
12:00 PM
Naruto posted a video on his profile saying: "Hi guys. Most of you have seen the photo of me and my boyfriend online. I know how it looks. It looks like I was caught cheating. I am not going to be listing excuses, but I would like a chance to make this clear because I am not the only involved in this mess. As you know, I used to date Sakura. She is a wonderful girl and I was ready to spend the rest of my life with her, but sometimes relationships don't work. It was my shortcoming, but I have never cheated on her while we were together. I am not that kind of person. I was and I will be loyal to who ever I am with. The photo you saw was taken after we had broken up. It was in a private room and someone happened to walk onto us. I have very strong feelings towards him, and I know I realize I should have been gone public with them before. Not because I owe anyone an explanation, but because I love him too much to keep him in the shadows. We weren't doing anything wrong, so who please stop sending him threating messages. I'm sure you wouldn't appreciate someone calling you a whore for being with your boyfriend. So that's it. Believe me or not, it is up to you. But who ever knows me, knows I'm not a liar."
I loved his video. He said he loved me. I don't know if it was real or just for the video, but it felt real to me. I think Naruto wouldn't have published a video if it wasn't for Sakura and I. He wouldn't have cared what people thought as long as he knew he wasn't doing anything wrong; but Sakura called him crying and I told him about the messages I kept getting and how afraid I was this would be leaked into the media. I wonder if it will fix the situation.
As for the media, my father's publicist is doing damage control. It was published on two local shows. I hate that people saw me in an intimate moment, but I should be thankful the two shows that treated it sarcastically like on TMZ or something. They just joked that I have inherited the politician gene and already working on my first sex scandal. So far I wasn't called a whore or a home wrecker yet.
Still, Naruto said he loved me… In a horrible situation, but still. My heart just fell to the ground the moment I heard it.