OMG I bet your saying that I mean I never update once let alone twice---- IN ONE DAY it's a miracle ohm maybe Edward will marry me after all, nope I have decided that today I will treat you because at the end I have a surprise for you!!EPOV

'Edward before you go I'd like to give you this.' Carlisle placed a CD and envelope in my hand that had EDWARD CULLEN printed on it.

'Carlisle, I'm sure your meant to be giving a speech not giving me these.' I went to go put them in my jacket pocket when he stopped me.

'There from her, I promised I would give them to you after she left.' I gave him a confused look and made my way to my room.

I pressed play on the CD Player. It was silent until a soft guitar sound strummed in the background and I opened the letter.

Edward,

Before you read this I want you to know I forgive you for everything you may think is your fault and not to worry about me from now on for any reason I don't want to ruin your day.

First I'll explain the CD, the CD is the songs I have wrote and I wanted you to be the first to hear them.

I stopped reading to hear her soft voice sing:

and you feel so low,

You can't feel nothing at all.

I looked back down to the page.

I would like to apologise for not staying for you, but I guess you can see why I can't. I would also like to apologise for not saying goodbye to you or Isabel and to all your family members, especially Alice and Phoebe. It's not your fault, it never was it has and will always be mine.

I hope you have a wonderful day and don't let me spoil it, that would be the last thing I would want.

So in your own words,It will be like I never existed.

Isabella Marie Swan

x

I folded the letter an placed it in my back pocket, the words burning through me, paralysing me, trapping me in my own prison.

Half an hour later I was still trapped but I could see the surface was near. I focused on the song, her angel voice, helping me out of my web of nothingness.

Please take down the misletoe

Cause I don't wanna think about that right now

Cause everything I want is miles away

In a snow covered little town

My momma's in the kitchen, worrying about me

Season's greetings, hope you're well

Well I'm doing alright

If you were wondering

Lately I can never tell

I know this shouldn't be a lonely time

But there were Christmases when you were mine

I've been doing fine without you, really

Up until the nights got cold

And everybody's here, except you, baby

Seems like everyone's got someone to hold

But for me it's just a lonely time

Cause there were Christmases when you were mine

Merry Christmas everybody

That'll have to be something I just say this year

I'll bet you got your mom another sweater

And were your cousins late again

When you were putting up the lights this year

Did you notice one less pair of hands

I know this shouldn't be a lonely time

But there were Christmases when I didn't wonder how you are tonight

Cause there were Christmases when you were mine

You were mine.

The lyrics twisted through my head and the letter stung in my pocket.

'Edward Anthony Mason Cullen, Do you take Isabella Charlotte Emily Swansea to be your Lawful wedded wife?'

The Memories,

The words,

The dance,

The feel,

The kisses,

The caresses,

The embraces,

The Nights.

'I ------'

OK so there you go Edwards getting married and Bella's nowhere in sight.

Now here is the surprise!!!

I'm done with this story ………………… Finished…….. No More……………………………….......................................BUT………………………………..............................………………………………......................

I think its time for the sequel so keep checking back here for more information on the sequel of FINDING MY WAY BACK TO YOU!!