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Today is the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
'Fall To Pieces' by Avril Lavign
When I opened my eyes and got back to the world, everything flashed into my eyes.
Bella with another girl.
Bella's arms wrapped around another girl's waist.
Bella with a gorgeous girl.
Bella with a girl other than me.
I don't know what to believe much less to even think.
I want to trust her, I need to trust her.
I could never doubt Bella's love for me. She wanted to commit to me. I will never ever make the same mistake twice of never trusting her. I love her very much and I would never lose her to a rumor.
It was just that.
A rumor.
A stupid fucking rumor.
When I looked around me, I was in my bedroom. I could hear people talking outside. One of them was my brother, I could tell.
I got up from my bed and walked toward the door carefully, dizzy from just waking up. When I opened the door and shuffled my feet towards the living room, I found my family and Bella's family watching TV.
"Hey, sweetie." Rose called out holding a sleeping Alex. I made my feet walk towards her and sat between my brother and my sister-in-law.
My parents, Bella's parents, our siblings and their partners were all here. The Swan's were supposed to leave today and I knew my parents' plane was leaving this morning. But I guess they changed plans.
"How are you doing, Alice?" Renee asked in a motherly tone.
"I'm fine. Just a little dizzy." I answered truthfully. They told me that a doctor saw me earlier and said to give me time to rest. They said I was in a shocked state and my mind didn't cooperate with my body. Thus, the fainting. "Did Bella called?" I asked no one in particular.
"Yeah, she called awhile ago. She's worried about you. She wanted you to call her the moment you get up." Gabby informed me.
I nodded at her then got up to call Bella. I went over to my room and dialed long distance.
"Baby, how are you?" Bella asked in a frantic voice.
"I'm fine Bella. I miss you." I told her, tears starting to fall from my eyes.
"I miss you too baby." She said.
"Please come home to me." I was full out sobbing now. I was having a hard time getting my words out. Telling Bella how I really feel about this rumor was taking a toll on me. "Tell me, is it true?"
"It's not!" She said, raising her voice. "Nothing is true. Please believe me Alice. You know it's not. I could never do that to you. I love you so much it hurts."
"Then tell me about the picture. I saw it Bella. It's fucking everywhere. They're trying to make it look like I am a stupid woman who keeps thrusting herself to a womanizer who can't keep it in her pants for so long. It's hurting me Bella." I put it all out to her, having a hard time breathing. I was starting to have the hiccups but I took deep breaths to prevent from having it.
"Nothing happened, I swear to God." She said in a calm voice. "Me and some of the guys were celebrating the first day of shoot. We got drunk. But what you saw, that's just it. We didn't kiss or any of that shit." Bella told me, clearly frustrated.
"This is hard for me. But I can't let what happened last year to happen again. We're going to get through this. Just promise me, you'll come home to me."
"I promise."
**
'Bella Swan and Alice Brandon: Splitting Rumors. Famous supermodel, Bella Swan was seen again with Jane Clark at a party in Germany where they are doing a photoshoot.
It's only two days ago when someone reported that the two were getting closer and now this! Another German source tells us that they were acting as if they were a couple at a house party of they're German model friend.
Well, are they? What about Alice?
It's so confusing and we're getting at the bottom of this.
Are they or aren't they calling it quits?
Is Isabella Swan a lying and cheating bitch?'
She did it again! UGH! I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. I wanted to fly to Germany and personally grab that Jane Clark's hair and pull her away from my girlfriend. Then I would turn to Bella and drag her back to the States.
There were pictures of her and that girl again, being all sweet and touchy.
Yet, she promised me that she would come home to me. She told me it was nothing.
But the pictures aren't nothing. I could see it in that Jane Clark's eyes. She wanted my girlfriend. And being the good person Bella is, and fucking blind, she can't see that what she's doing.
And it's hurting me.
Bella called me a few dozens times. I didn't answer any of it.
I know I was being childish and I knew we had to fix this. But I also wanted time to think about everything that was happening.
I didn't know what to do anymore.
Gabby and Rose kept on calling me saying that they were both harassed by Bella, begging them to tell me to call her. They were both getting annoyed but I still didn't want to talk to her.
I should give her time to think through all this as I was giving the time to myself.
I knew we needed it.
**
"Please, Alice. Just pick up the phone and talk to me. I miss you baby. I love you." Beep
"Alice, pick up the damn phone. I'm sorry. I love you." Beep
"Come on baby. I don't know what to do anymore. I love you." Beep
"I'm sorry. I love you." Beep
"I'm coming home. I love you." Beep
Every phone call ended with an 'I love you'. I wanted to just pick up the phone and say it back to her.
She's coming home though. I would finally see her.
She's keeping her promise to come home to me and only me.
I was excited and nervous at the same time. I wanted to see her but I know that the paparazzi will be there to follow our every move.
But I was more nervous on how we will act towards each other. My love for her didn't change. She's my life and that will never change.
I was nervous on how she will act towards me.
Seeing those pictures wasn't easy at all. It's like ripping apart your dreams of a happy life right before your eyes and you can't do anything about it. That what it felt like to me. It ripped my world apart.
Quil was with me at the airport to wait for Bella's plane. Coming inside the JFK Internatinal Airport was a hassle. Paparazzi were everywhere. Quil had to bring his team just in case it got uncontrollable.
And he was right. They were uncontrollable. The airport security had to help the bodyguards to get their cameras off of my face. It also got physical when a bodyguard punched one of the paparazzi when he tried to come to me and grab me.
It was terrifying.
But all was good and now we were just waiting for Bella.
When the time has come I took a deep breath and look for Bella at her exit gate.
And then there she was.
Walking towards me with a big smile on her face, a big black bag on her back, sunglasses on her eyes, ripped jeans, white shirt, converse, was my fucking girlfriend.
She dropped everything she was carrying then jumped onto me. She crushed me onto her body then hugged me extremely tight.
"I love you. I'm sorry." She kept on repeating those words with light kisses at each sentence repeated. She held my face into her hands then with one last 'I love you', she pulled me to her then crashed her lips to mine. It was a longing kiss. Like she was pouring her feeling to me.
I cannot doubt her feelings again. She loves me. Only me.
I now know that.
I can get pass all this.
We will do it. Together.
Me and Bella.
When Quil got Bella's bags from the carousel, he called one of the bodyguards to come over at the back exit door of the airport and meet us there. ]
You would think that a secret exit door will never be found by paparazzi.
By you can't underestimate their powers.
When Quil opened the doors for us, numerous monsters, aka photographers, were snapping their cameras at us and throwing questions into our faces.
"No comment." Bella told them. We walked faster than ever before, looking down, avoiding any eye contact with them.
Finally, we were in front of the black SUV. We quickly got inside then sped away.
Bella and I held hands the whole time in the car towards our apartment. We were silent but it wasn't awkward. There was just that feeling you can't erase after not seeing for a long time.
When Quil dropped us at our apartment and helped Bella get situated, we cuddled on the bed and looked in each other's eyes.
"Tell me everything Bella. I know you're leaving something behind. I will hear you out." I touched her cheekbones and rubbed my thumb against it.
With a deep sigh, she started talking.
