I'm not dead... I'm here again and i have an update with me :D sorry darling (Chemical 30) it took a little bit more than an hour... xD

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Gerard.

I slowly turned around and glared over my friends. All the sudden I was staring down a gun, a gun held by Jenny Anderson.

"Jenny what the heck is happening?" the five of us screamed in a choir and Bobs eyes screamed out the fear he felt.

"So that's it? You are just giving up? FUCK YOU!" he screamed to her.

"Shut the fuck up, I'm trying to save your ass here!" she hissed as her eyes nailed at the steps. The music was playing louder than ever and it scared the living shit out of me.

"HAHA, aint that cute, a tiny girl with a gun trying to save her precious lovers?" the voice was familiar, bitter and made me shiver as I turned around to se the man I had learnt to hate, with all my heart.

"So we met again Bert!" I mumbled through my closed mouth.

"You know, it is ten years today. And I'm kinda here for revenge." He smirked as he slowly walked down the steps with a gun in his hand.

Jenny walked by me and I could see her pale face, so light it almost lit up the room.

"I shouldn't be here, really. But little missy here didn't do like she was told and I had to let her pay for her mistakes." I glared over at Jenny and Mikey; she stood in front of him, like she was trying to protect him… Jenny didn't even flinch once as he spoke and I felt confused.

Bert.

I saw the fear in their eyes, well not in Jenny's eyes; she stood there, not even flinch while I was slowly telling her secret. Maybe she didn't care the way I thought, maybe she was at my side… but that we will see eventually... Their fear made me stronger and I smirked more as I spoke.

"Haven't you even once thought about WHY se showed up outside your tour bur after little Jenny here was "drugged"?" He made air speech markers as he spoke. "Or why she always kept everything from you, like family stuff, friends. Everything?" The guys from my chemical romance stood like a bunch of silly Scottish sheep's as I spoke and I just kept going.

"Because, five months ago I stepped into an office and offered…"

"NOOOOO!" for the first time since I had started to climb down the stairs Jenny spoke, no yelled and her breath got heavy, her chest went up and down. Her hand was no longer steady, I could have shot her then but I wanted to tease my old friends some more.

"What is it; you don't want your little secret to come out or what?" I teased and hoped she would start to cry. Some say I'm mean, I say there is nothing wrong with that.

"Shut the hell up! I rather die right here, right now than you are telling my story to them! I want to tell them myself!"

"Well Jenny, the dying right here and right part could easily get fixed. You know you have done wrong…"

Jenny.

OH. MY. FUCKING. GOD. OH MY FUCKING GOD! I thought over and over again when I heard the voice, everything was going overboard. This was a sinking ship, and there were no way in hell we could get out of this in time… okay enough with these ship metaphors and on with the story:

"Who the fuck is…" Frank said but my boss cut him off.

"Who I am, well ask your little friend over there, Jenny."

"Jenny?" Mikey asked as a whisper.

"This man is my boss… Mr. Anderson." I said looking at the man I loved, I wanted to crawl up in his arms, and cry until there are no tears left to cry out.

"Boss?" Mikey kept it going, and I knew I couldn't hold my voice strong so I just nodded as the tears started to run over my cheeks.

"Bladhidadi… this is boring! I want to see blood, and death and everything… Not five crying men and a girl…" Bert yelled and aimed just above me and a shot blew off, everyone including me and Mr. Anderson jumped and got a bit scared. I have never been on this side of the gun before… I checked that everyone was okay and I caught a glimpse of Ray in the corner of my eye, he was pale and looked like he was going to be sick. I felt sorry for him but couldn't leave my place in the front, with my gun.

"What are you doing here?" Gerard spited out as he glared over the two intruders, Bert was now just some steps away from me and he laughed like a mad man.

"Oh Gerard, I want to see you dead, is it that hard to fucking understand?" he laughed. "And I would like to see your body fall down to the floor, I want to see your pain, I wanna hear you gasp for your very last breath. Gerard I want to see the life leave your body. That's all I ever wanted since the day you let me down."

"I'm sorry I hurt you. That was never my intention, Bert I promise."

"Sorry isn't enough, you know that!"

"I have a baby and I wife! Please, please don't do it!" now Gerard was crying.

"Oh no I will not do a thing; it is dear Jenny here who is going to do it!"

Everyone behind me gasped for their breath, and I tried to grab Mikey's hand to get some strength but he rejected me by taking his hand away from me, and I could feel the tears over my cheeks.

"She is going to do what?" Mikey whispered the question.

"Jenny, I still can't figure out why on earth you used your real name… well Jenny is going to put a bullet through your brain. Five men, five bullets. That's quite simple!"

In that moment I decided, I knew what to do. They couldn't force me to kill my five friends; they could kill me, but never make me do that. I held up the gun in the air and let it fall to the floor, it landed with a dull crash.

"And if I refuse to do it?" I told them with some new strength in my voice, I glanced over to Mikey and I relaxed for the first time as I leaned over to the man I loved and kissed him like if there was our very last kiss…

"I love you Michael James Way, now and for ever!" I said to him as I turned around and faced my boss.

"Well then you know what is going to happen, it is a shame, I just have to say that. But you made your mind." He lifted his gun and aimed at me, I grasped for Mikey's hand and he grabbed mine.

"I love you Jenny, but what the fuck is going on?" Mikey mumbled to me.

"Don't worry…"

A bang, and then a horrible pain at my left side, my body collapsing down at the floor, and a struggle to breath, that's what happened next. Everything happened in slow-motion, I could hear Mikey yell, I could see the smoke coming out from the pipe of Mr. Andersons gun as I fell. There were other bangs but the only thing I could concentrate on was my pain.

Somewhere in the background I could hear sirens, and then everything went black.

Frank.

Jenny fell down to the floor; she had got a bullet trough her side, a bullet from the gun of her "boss", the blood painted the floor red. All the sudden we all heard another bang. The guy holding a gun screamed and held his hands over his knee, I looked over at Mikey, he held Jenny's gun in his hand and he was shaking, all of him was.

And everything was a riot, and in the middle of everything I could hear sirens and some seconds later someone knocking on the door. I took the gun from Mikey's hand and threw it away.

"POLICE! WE ARE GOING IN!" thank god for the girls…

All the sudden there were policemen all over the place; they took us outside, arrested the intruders and called medical help for Jenny. Mikey stood in shock over the fact that his love had been shot.

"We need to take her to the hospital, who are going in the ambulance?"

"Me!" Mikey whispered and they went away.

A policeman walked up to us, I held Jamia close to me, I never wanted to let go of her, and I looked around and noticed that everyone else did the same.

"Well, we need to hear you at the station but first you need to got to the hospital and make sure that you are okay… and I guess you want to see your little friend."

Oh yeah, this is not the last one, but it is close now :'D review people or else you'll never get the last chapter xD