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Rated M for a reason… 2 part chapter.
CHAD POV
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't function knowing that Sonny was with Travis. I didn't feel like doing anything in my life since she hated me. What else is there for me to do if Sonny hates me? I graduated two months ago with my Bachelors degree. I landed a job at a major company that has to deal with investments and stocks. I have to wear a suit to work with dress shoes… I have a small office but at least I have one instead of having a cubicle. It pays well. Fifty nine dollars an hour. Yeah, that's well. I'm starting to save up so I can get my own place so I can move out of my parent's house. I don't think my mother wants me to go but my father is excited to help me pack. Oh, Sonny's birthday is in a week. She's turning seventeen so once again we'll have a five year age gap. I would smile if she was talking to me but she wasn't.
This sounds melodramatic but it's like there is a weight on my lungs that's making it harder for me to breathe. I just don't know what to do with myself. Every time she sees me she just smiles and I force a smile back but it isn't true. I guess I did come to love her but I realized it too late because Travis had already occupied her mind. I loved the way she smiled and her voice. I don't hear too much of it now since she's never around. I guess you can say that I was feeling down in the dumps for a while. People started noticing that I was running off of five hour energy shots because I laid awake at night with Sonny on my mind. I should've told her I loved her but I didn't want to lie to her only to make her angrier when she saw that I didn't mean it.
I took the day off today and sat in my kitchen, drinking a glass of orange juice with a plate of waffles that I just pushed around. I planned on staying in today because I didn't want to deal with anyone's crap. Not even my best friends.
SONNY POV
I know that I seemed like I liked Travis but when we got together it lasted for three months. We had a few arguments and we made up like a normal couple but something just wasn't there. But believe me, Travis is a great guy and he was the sweetest guy I've ever gone out with despite his tattooed exterior. He got along with my brothers and my father and they all thought he was good enough to date me but I wasn't as happy as I thought I would be. Eventually Travis started noticing and figured out that my feelings weren't all there for him. It was split fifty-fifty between him and Chad. Travis and I had plenty of sparks when we kissed and a whole load of it when we made out but I couldn't be with him in that way. Not because I didn't want to but because I couldn't see myself being… intimate with anyone other than Chad.
Travis and I broke up last month because he knew that I wasn't truly happy. We're still very good friends. On the upside, being with Travis made me slowly stop hurting myself. I don't mean that he was my strength to stop like he changed my whole life. I wouldn't classify myself as a bulimic because I only purged… a few times but in my mind I knew that I was bulimic. I was good enough for Travis and I slowly stopped throwing up my food. I have temptations to scarf down a meal and toss it back up an hour later but I fought against it. No one found out about my purging though, I kept it a deep secret. I thought about telling Travis but mentally couldn't. He probably wouldn't look at me the same. Whenever I would see Chad, I would smile to see if he would smile back but I could tell that it was forced. He looked down every time I saw him but he was still the same old beautiful boy with the blue eyes.
I slapped my printer and groaned out of frustration. I needed to print out this working paper that my guidance counselor sent in a mass email but my printer is being a douche. My cell phone rang on the desk next to my laptop. I saw Penelope's name and picked it up, putting it on speaker.
"Hello?"
"Seven days until you're seventeen. What do you have to say to that?"
"I say that when I turn seventeen the sky will ran out skittles" She chuckled over the phone.
"Are we still on for tonight?"
"Yeah," I tried pressing print again and slapping the top of it.
"What are you doing?"
"My printer sucks ass right now and I'm about to rage quit"
"You've been hanging out with Jake again. You two have major rage quit"
"He threw the controller at the wall because he lost to me. He has issues. Anyway, what are you doing?"
"Picking an outfit but are you sure you don't want to go to that party? It's the summer and you've turned down every party we've been invited to"
"It's a party- like any other- in the middle of the night. That can't be that fun, Penelope…" I slumped in my computer chair and stared at my fucking printer. This is bullshit. "Wouldn't you rather… see a movie with your favorite person?"
"Nico? Yeah because he's my boyfriend but I'm not gonna make out with you in the back of a theater like I do to him. He's going to the party and this is his last one before he goes to Berkley. I want to go…"
"So go, Penelope" I laughed softly and pressed print again "Brother!" I yelled out for him.
"What!" He responded.
"Can you come here for a second?"
"C'mon, Sonny… lets go to that party and have fun. I don't want to go without you" She tried again. I smirked and ran my fingers through the hair that was retouched red last week.
"I'll think about it" I murmured.
"What?" Jake came into my room with a toothbrush in his mouth. He was getting ready for work and he had his muscle shirt on with a pair of basketball shorts.
"Don't you look like a tool?" I teased and squeezed his bicep.
"Haha, fuck you…" He grumbled "What's wrong? I gotta leave in a few minutes"
"My printer isn't printing. Can you see what's wrong with it?" I got up from the chair and let him take over. "Mom, dad and Derek left?"
"Yeah" He answered, focusing on my printer and computer.
Penelope and I talked for about ten minutes before Jake made a frustrated sigh and pushed the chair back. He walked out, shaking his head and the toothbrush hanging out the corner of his mouth. I hung up with Penelope and walked after Jake into his room.
"Did you get it to work?"
"No, but I have to leave for work. Go to Chad's and print it out" Jake swung his duffle bag over his shoulder and shrugged.
"No…" I whined, closing my eyes. I don't want to go over there. Plus, it's raining hard outside.
"Yes… I'm sure he'll let you use his printer and if he doesn't, go to the library or Daniel's house or wait until one of us can fix it." He breathed out and kissed the top of my head. "I'll see you later. Lock the door behind me."
"Yeah, yeah" I mumbled, watching him leave and hearing the front door close.
I went into my room and slipped on a pair of Vans and picking up my bag so I can go to Penelope's house after. I grabbed my house keys off the kitchen table and locked the front door; running across the lawn and up to the Coopers door. I rung the bell and waited for the answer. His car is here so he should be home. A few minutes later, Chad was opening the door was a stunned… curious face.
"What are you doing here?"
"I need to use your printer. Can I?" He moved to the side and let me in. I automatically went up to his room and dropped my bag, sitting at his desk. I turned on the printer with my toe "What are you doing today?"
"Nothing and you?" He said lowly.
"I'm going out with Penelope later." He hummed and sat down on his bed. Maybe it's best if Chad and I stayed the way we are now. I signed into my email and found the attachment sent from the school.
"And Travis?"
"I don't know what he's doing. We broke up last month"
"Why?" He sounded a little happier after I said that.
"It just wasn't… meant to be, I guess" I chuckled half heartedly, pressing "Print File" and hearing the printer warm up.
"Oh… well… um, Sonny I-"
"He's a good friend though" I nodded and wove all ten fingers into my hair for a brief moment "How's Hanna?"
"She's fine, I guess… Sonny-"
"Are you guys not speaking to each other?" I picked up a pen off his desk and clicked it a few times. It's a little awkward for me.
"Sonny, I'm so sorry" Chad said to me when I closed my email and grabbed the paper that printed from the holder. My mood completely changed. He's doing this again. I don't want an apology from him.
"Thanks" I said for the paper, getting up and grabbing my bag.
"Sonny, please..."
"No, Chad... just leave me alone" I calmly said, throwing my bag over my shoulder and folding the paper in my hand.
"Sonny, just please listen to me…" He dropped to both his knees and placed his hands on the side of my thighs. What in the? "I'm so incredibly sorry. I never meant to hurt you in anyway. You are my world and I can't live with you hating me" His voice was shaking. Is he going to cry? I furrowed my brows and dropped my bag beside me "Please forgive me. Just say you're… happy with me. I can't see other girls, I can't breathe without you, and I can't sleep, or focus on anything but how you feel about me" My jaw dropped. Is this why he's been looking so depressed lately? I was dumbfounded. "Sonny... I'm so, so sorry. Just give me another chance..." That was the most sincere apology I've ever heard from him. Ever. He was just so vulnerable. The water in his eyes made me see that he was serious. I chewed on my bottom lip and nodded.
CHAD POV
I stood to my feet after laying my feelings out before her. I couldn't keep it in anymore. It was killing me to hide everything that I felt because I was afraid she would hurt me like Hanna did but I was only hurting myself because I wouldn't face the facts. I waited a few seconds; feeling her hands cup my face and her thumbs run across my temples. Sonny was my sunshine. Sonny just closed her eyes and kept her forehead to mine. I kissed her nose, hearing her light giggle. I savored the feeling of her hands on me.
"I love you too" I said to her confidently. She let out a breathy chuckle and opened her eyes. It was like a weight off my shoulders. I can tell her anything and she could trust me. That's the way it should be. I don't care about age. Sonny's not going to hurt me so I shouldn't be afraid to love her.
"Say it again"
"I love you, Sonny"
"And again"
"Baby, I love you" She bit her lip and let a soft grin on her face. I had no problem saying it to her liking.
"One more time"
"I love you and only you" I chuckled deeply.
She smiled joyfully and kissed my lips. I kissed her back and hugged her lower body tight. She moved her arms around my neck and held me closer to her as I lifted her body. She automatically wrapped her jean covered legs around me and broke the kiss, burying her head in my neck and inhaling. She smelled like vanilla and made this sort of... calm wave wash over me. It was like I was drowning in her. My Sonshine.
"Make love to me, Chad" I heard her say in my ear gently.
She connected our lips and ran her hands through my hair. I had missed that feeling. I placed her on her feet and pushed the bottom of her shirt up and over her head. She did the same for my wife beater and threw it over her shoulder. We only separated when we would discard an item of clothing. I kissed down her neck and ravished her, dragging her bra straps down her shoulders. She made throaty moan, reaching between us and fumbling with my jean button. I could see the outline of Sonny's pink panties. My favorite color.
I smiled when she pulled back and I went to kiss her again. She kept me from kissing her and laughed, molding our lips together. I undid her jeans and pushed them down her hips, waiting for her to step out of them. She dropped my pants and backed us up to the bed, straddling me and cupping the sides of my neck. We kissed leisurely, my fingers grazed over her delicate, creamy skin and stopped at her ass.
She arched her body into mine when I pushed my fingers underneath her panties and squeezed her round, perfect ass. My Sonshine is perfect to me. She rolled her hips onto mine and my member twitched, hardening just at the thought of being inside Sonny. I removed a hand and unclasped her bra, getting her to lean up so I can take it off. It landed on the side of the bed. She moaned into my mouth when I pushed my hips into her, responding by pressing her hands into my chest.
I rolled us over easily and trailed a hand down her side, showing her body the well deserved attention. I pulled her panties off her hips and dropped them beside the bed. The rain on the window had gotten louder. I felt how wet she was on my pelvis and she wanted the friction since she was rubbing herself on me. Her hands pushed at my jeans and moved them halfway down my legs. I got out of them myself and pushed them on the floor. My boxers were left and she already had them gone before I could do anything.
"Ch-Chad..." She whimpered when I grinded myself on her.
I kissed her heavily and heard her giggle when I tickled her side. She paused and broke the kiss, looking down in between us. I got the memo and reached over to my nightstand, finding a condom and sitting back to cover myself. Sonny wrapped her hand around my member and stroked me slowly, gently- twisting her hand when she got to the base. I tore the condom open and put it on correctly, smoothing myself to comfort. I nestled my body over her and between her legs, looking into her eyes as I thrusted into her slowly. She shuddered and gasped brokenly, exhaling from anticipation. Her big brown eyes hooded with lust; both her hands curling into my hair. I thrusted into her with most- but not all- of my weight on her, kissing her once again and starting a steady rhythm. Sonny's so tight. I breathed evenly, moving inside her so easy like fluid.
"Oh..." Sonny moaned on my lips, curling her fingers into my hair tighter.
Sonny was warm underneath me, moving her hips to match my every movement. I rested my forehead on hers and wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling body into mine so we can be closer. I watched her face and was turned on by the way her bottom lip stayed between her teeth and her head turned to the side. The room lit on fire and I could feel the sweat start to form on both our bodies. I kept thrusting into her at my steady speed and groaned on her cheekbone.
"Shit, Sonny..." I hissed and sped up just a little bit.
Sonny wrapped her legs around my waist and squeezed her eyes shut. She made short, light pants and dropped one of her hands. It made its way down to my lower back where she pressed her fingers right above where my ass started.
"Oh god, Chad..." She breathed out my name. I loved it when she said my name. "Harder..."
I obliged and thrusted into her harder. She moaned loudly and placed her other hand on my shoulder. The sweat formed on both our foreheads, making our hair stick to our skin. A knot in my stomach coiled up tighter. My release was near. I grunted on the skin of her neck and breathed deeply. Fuck. She began to tremble, taking shorter and more uneven breaths. I kept on with my ministrations and listened to her gasp.
"Oh fuck, Oh Chad..." She moaned out loudly.
I had heard Sonny curse during sex before but I was never so turned on in my life. It's like a side of Sonny that only I have seen. Only I have heard. Only I have caused. Her walls contracted around me, squeezing the life out of my member. She trembled and tightened her hold on me, her hips bucking into mine. I felt a sharp pain on my lower back and then I realized that she had dug her nails into me. I felt it on my shoulder also. It wasn't even actual pain. It was pleasurable pain. I slowed my movements and tensed up, emptying into the condom. I exhaled deeply and found Sonny's lips with mine. She kissed me back and wrapped her arm around my neck.
I carefully pulled out of her, fully sated. She smiled into the kiss and chuckled, dropping her head on the pillow and opening her eyes. I kissed all over her face, listening to her infectious laughter. I got up and made my way into the bathroom, cleaning myself up and throwing the condom out. When I had gone back into my room, I saw her moving underneath my covers. I didn't bother putting pants on. I climbed into bed with her and wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her back into my chest.
"I promise, I won't hurt you"
"Mm" She hummed and kissed my forearm. I knew she was going to sleep because her hold on my arm got looser.
SONNY POV
I had felt Chad wake up an hour after I did. I didn't want to move because I didn't want to wake him. He said he couldn't sleep and now he is. I don't want to ruin that. It was still raining and didn't show any sign of stopping. He said that he loved me and my heart just warmed up completely. There was no grudge or burden or anything that was wrong with us anymore. I could stay like this forever. I could... be in Chad's arms with no complaints and no worries about anything. I felt something hard poke my back and knew he was up. He had morning wood... in the afternoon. I smirked to myself and saw his warm hand move over my breast.
"I know you're awake..." Her murmured into the back of my hair.
"Really?"
"How are you feeling?"
"Fine" I snickered and rubbed his forearm. "You?"
"Fantastic"
"That's good..." I nodded and chuckled lightly. "At least you finally went to sleep"
"Mhm" He laughed quietly "More like a nap..."
"Was it a good nap?"
"A great nap" He kissed the back of my head softly.
"You have to go to work?"
"No, I'm off today" He answered, hissing when I pushed my bottom into his hard on. "Sonny..."
"Hm?" I pushed my bottom on him again and smirked playfully.
He squeezed my breast gently and ran his hand down my torso. I moaned softly when I his hand parted my legs and rubbed my clit. My hips rolled into his hand for more friction but he just rubbed circles and pressed down lightly. I moaned again when he moved his fingers into my sex and pumped them. So good... I wanted him bad. He removed his two fingers and brought them up to my lips. I took them in my mouth and sucked on them, tasting myself and seeing what he likes about me. I knew I was growing wetter at his touch and at every breath. Every move Chad makes with me during this is careful because... he doesn't want to hurt me. And I didn't care; I wanted him to take his time. He nudged my legs apart more and slipped his length inside me.
I sighed a whimper from being filled and moved my body on his. It wasn't long before he took over and wrapped his arm around my waist. I moved my left arm behind me and curled my fingers in his hair. He moved with long, deep thrusts; taking his time to ensure that we both felt everything. I placed my other hand over his and let his fingers intertwine with mine. He breathed heavy in my ear and pulled me closer while he thrusted into me. My hand rubbed his hair and his ran back up my stomach, cupping one of my breasts and tweaking my nipple delicately.
"Oh..." I moaned quietly and bit down on my lip.
I could feel myself working up to an orgasm and wanted it bad. He kept moving and moved his head onto my shoulder, nipping at the skin there. Once again, his hand traveled south and between my legs. He played with my clit and made me moaned louder than ever. My hand flew over his wrist and curled my fingers around it.
"Ch-Chad, I'm g-gonna-"
"Baby, cum for me" He growled lightly into my ear.
My eyes rolled back in my head and my back arched away from his body. I silently moaned and convulsed around his member harder than it ever did before. My legs trembled and turned into jell-o while every hold on him tightened. He kept thrusting into me though, making it feel like it was never going to stop. A few seconds later, he came after me. I caught my breath into the pillow under my head and fought to keep my eyes open. Chad pulled out of me when we were both spent and rolled onto his back. That... was fucking amazing. I rolled on my back also and stared up at the ceiling, swallowing because of how I felt.
"Holy shit..." I sighed out pleasurably, looking over at him. He chuckled and dragged a hand down his face.
"We should do that more often" He replied with a nod.
"I'm tired again"
"Me too..."
CHAD POV
The third time I woke up, Sonny wasn't in bed. I heard the TV in the living on and the sound of a spoon hitting a bowl. I got up and pulled on a pair of sweatpants instead of jeans. I made my way down the steps and into the living room. Sonny was sitting on the floor in front of the coffee table, eating a bowl of Honey Bunches of Oats. I walked around to where she was and sat on the floor beside her.
"Space Jam? Really, Sonny?"
"I grew up with this movie, okay?" She chuckled and spooned some more food into her mouth "You're not hungry?"
"I am but I don't want cereal. I want like... real food" I nodded. She nodded with me and turned her attention back to the TV.
"What time do your brothers get home from work?"
"Another two hours. My mother comes home in an hour though"
"Oh, I'm surprised the other neighbors haven't blabbed to your parents about you being here. In sure they're talking" I stated. She shrugged and put more food in her mouth "You don't care anymore, do you?"
"Nope, not one bit. You wouldn't get arrested though. I'm turning seventeen in a week" She shrugged and looked at me.
"What do you want for your birthday?"
"Nothing" She sighed "I already have everything... I'm going out to eat with my family and of course you're invited"
"We should do something. Alone" I bent my head and kissed her shoulder "I want to show you what you mean to me"
"You don't have to show me anything" She lifted her free hand and placed it on the side of my face. "You showed me today... twice" I smirked and wrapped my arm around her waist.
"I want to... without it involving you moaning my name" She laughed softly and dropped her hand.
"Get me whatever you'd think I'd like" She responded "It wouldn't matter what it is" I nodded and trailed my lips on her shoulder.
"Are you still going out with Penelope tonight?"
"Yeah..." She pushed the bowl away from her and leaned on me. "You should do something tonight"
"I have a party but I'm not sure if I want to go"
"Is it David Gills party? I got invited to that but I'm not going" She was invited?
"Oh... you should go because then I'll go"
"My brothers are going. I'm not going to a party my brother is going to be at" She snorted a laugh and shook her head. "Nah, I'll go." She suddenly said.
"What changed your mind?"
"Tawni is gonna be there. She hates when I'm in the same place as her."
"Okay..." I drawled out and rose to my feet. I held my hand out to her and pulled her up. "Let's go take a shower"
"Together?"
"Mhm. We'll conserve water and all that green stuff..."
"Conserve water?" She stood up and put a hand on her hip.
I didn't notice that she had my shirt on and it hung over her body like a blanket. She was so small compared to me. The only thing I saw was the curve of her breasts and the curve of her ass. She looked good in my clothes. Really good...
"Yeah, one shower together is better than two alone" She shrugged a shoulder, chewing on her bottom lip "Trust me?" She nodded and reached up, cupping the back of my neck. Our lips met and hers parted. I gripped her waist and picked her up bridal style, walking up the stairs slowly.
"Condom..." She muttered on my lips.
I put her in the bathroom and went into my room. I heard her turn the shower on and the spray hit the tiles. I went into my nightstand and found a condom, holding it in my hand. When I got into the bathroom, Sonny was underneath the spray of water, with her hands smoothing her hair back. She was all wet and gorgeous and... all the blood in my head started traveling south. I dropped my pants and stepped in the shower, putting the rubber on one of the shelves. I pressed her back into one of the walls and kissed her, wrapping my arms around her so that she was flush against me.
It wasn't long until I was thrusting into her sex from behind. She placed both her hands on the steamed up glass in front of her. One of my hands was pressed over hers while the other was wrapped around her hips, pulling her lower body into me. We moaned and groaned loudly, my fingers curling between hers. She threw her head back and inhaled. The three times we've been together today bought us to our release quickly, making us both moan out each other's names and breathe raggedly. I pulled out of her, sliding the condom off and tied it. I opened the shower door and tossed it in the trash, making a mental note to clear out all the trash cans later. I closed the door and reached on the shelf picking up shampoo and squirting some into my hand.
"I don't think I can take anymore..." Sonny breathed out and exhaled heavily.
"Someone can't handle it. Turn" I instructed her. She turned her back to me and I scrubbed her hair with the shampoo in my hand. She hummed and let me wash down from head to toe with soap.
"What are we, Chad?"
"Exclusive" I answered and could almost see her smile even though she wasn't facing me.
"We're exclusive?" She turned around and smiled. I nodded and put her under the spray of water so she can rinse the soap out of her hair.
"I don't want anyone else… but you" She pushed her hair back smoothly and motioned for me to come closer with her finger. I stepped to her and felt her arms come around my waist. She tippy toed and pressed her lips to mine.
"Fine, I shall call you my boyfriend…" She stated when she pulled back, furrowing her brows "Secretly…" I cupped her face and smirked.
"I shall call you my girlfriend… secretly"
SONNY POV
"When did you decide to change your mind about the party?" Penelope stormed into my room unexpectedly when I was putting on a different shirt. I furrowed my brows and looked at her questionably. "I've been calling you for hours and you haven't been answering your phone" She slammed my door closed and walked up to me.
"I was busy"
"With what?"
"Chad…" I muttered and turned away, reaching for my brush on top of my dresser. I had on a pair of dark blue skinny jeans and a tight black tank top with silver bangles and silver hoop earrings. Penelope had on blue jeans also but a dark red short sleeve top with a pair of flats.
"Excuse me? Did you just say who I thought you said?"
"Yes"
"What the fuck?" She exclaimed "Y-You said you were finished with him and n-now…"
"I know what I said but… it was compromised, Pen." I brushed my wavy hair that I left to air dry when I came from Chad's house. No one suspected a thing about me and him. She eyed me down through the mirror and folded her arms.
"Oh my god, you had sex. Oh my god! You're in love with him" She exclaimed with the brightest smile. I shushed her and whipped around, bracing her shoulders.
"My brothers hear everything" I told her.
"You love him, Sonny… aw" She drawled out with a Cheshire Cat grin on her face. I bloomed red and put my hands over my face. "Did he say it back?" I nodded and dropped my hands from my face. "Aw, Sonny!" She said loudly. I laughed softly and shushed her again "You're so cute" She patted my arms quickly and hugged me.
"You're such a bad friend" I teased and continued to brush my hair. She laughed and stood next to me.
"You're all quiet and shy about it" She gushed. I love that she's so giddy about things but she's making my face permanently blush. "Did you have fun?" I nodded and put my brush back, flipping my head over and back to fluff up my hair.
"Is Nico coming to pick us up?" I asked, trying to change the subject.
"Mhm but you might have to find a ride back with one of the guys… you know…"
"Yeah, I got it" I smirked and shook my head.
She and gonna Nico are gonna burn calories in the back seat of his car. My brothers are taking their lady friends so there car is full. I suspect that the other three are in the same car so I'll just catch a ride with Chad.
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