It was the moment that changed my life. The eye's, the coldness of his skin. In someways it will haunt me until the day I die. My life was some what normal, as far as I was concerned there was no such thing as vampires or werewolves. I was just a normal girl growing up in a normal town. But as I held onto Quin I knew this wasn't a human we were dealing with, something far more then that. It was something else something bigger then that. Quin was in my arm's just looking at it in horror like this was her worst nightmare. I know one thing, this was my worst nightmare. Just staring at his mans red eye's. The beauty of him was scaring me. No human is that utterly beautiful. No human is that white. No human can make you scream just by looking in there eye.
"What are you?" I asked stepping back with Quin in my arm's.
"Your worst nightmare" That was his reply.
"You're not wrong there" If I was going down, I wasn't going down with out a fight. I wasn't going to let this creature bring me down. I wasn't going to let it scare me away.
As we stepped back he followed by taking a step forward.
"You demented bastard, you egotistic prick let us go!"
He laughed, a shrill ringing of a bell it seemed like. He wasn't going to let us go, he was going to keep us with him, he would over power us no matter how hard we tried to get away from him. He looked like he was made out of diamonds. The hardest thing in the world to break. The hardest thing to shatter.
"You're not getting away. You're not going to survive this. I can smell it, I can smell the blood lingering in your veins. It's to sweet to pass up, to beautiful"
"What are you, you freak? A fucking vampire?" Me and Quin said in unison stepping back.
"You know, if you to stop fighting it and just realise you're going to die, the better. It's better if you don't fight it"
"Is it just me or does that sound like something that came out of Friday The 13th when Jasons mother's head got chopped of by that machete?"
"No, that was the line. You know you're pathetic, you can't even some up with your own lines. You have to get it from bad movies?" I shook my head in embarrasment from him. "You're really no good at this"
He growled, baring teeth. They looked rasar sharp. I honestly don't want to find out how they feel against my skin. Backing away I knew this idiot meant buisness. Hopefully he kills me fast. Screw what I said about dieing with out a fight.
"Do you think we're going to die?" I asked Quin.
The chances are actually very high of it happening, I mean look at this physchopath. He is mentally challanged." She grumbled.
And that seemed to be the last thing I heard before I pushed Quin out of the man's way. She was the attraction to this beast. He wasn't getting her. Ever. I saw the blackness. The last thing I felt were teeth sinking into my exposed neck. The last thing I remembered thinking were the words "I love you Embry" and then there were pictures of me and Quin. I could feel myself fading, fading into the darkness. I felt safe, I couldn't help but feel safe. It was like I was in the arm's of my father again. In my mind I opened my eye's, I was in my old purple room, a light shining over head. I could hear him talking to me.
"Come on damn it! Breath!" Then I felt something on my chest, sending electricity.
As I drifted I could hear him whispering something in my ear. It was like he never left, it was like he was to busy being my dad. "Wake up, get up. Don't give up. You'll be okay"
I was drifting away and fast.
My body was fighting, my brain was fighting. My whole body was fighting. I was fighting to hear Embry's voice, to feels his arm's around me. I was fighting for Quin, my girl who was always by my side through the good times and even the bad times. I was fighting for Emily who was going to be a mother of two twins. I was fighting to see them. I was fighting for my new family. I couldn't leave so many loved ones behind me. People who would always be there for me.
As I fought I could hear voices. It was Embry's. His voice heart broken.
"Please Andy, wake up" Then he carried on, talking to me. Why couldn't I move? Why couldn't I get up and just hug him or kiss away his tears that I could feel landing on my hand?
"Andy, I love you so, so, so much. Why wasn't I there? Why couldn't I hear you walk out? I would've stopped you. I just love you so much. I miss you so much. I hate that you're not comprehensive. Before you I was so sad. I was dealing with my mother who was always so angry. I didn't know who my father was, It was a choice between 3 people who my father was. I hated that I was just a kid who was thrown around like I meant nothing to anyone. I hated that I was a kid of a home wrecking mother. It hurt me. And deep down I always wished I didn't even have a father. But since you, you've always been able to put a smile on my face. You're always able to make my heart beat. I just don't know what to do with out you. Please, please don't leave me. I honestly don't know what I'd do" His words sent a smile in my mind. Over the top of his voice I could hear beeping. Where am I, I felt like asking.
"How is she doing?" It was Quins voice that I could hear. Her voice had hope in it.
"She is doing better. A lot better then yesterday. It's safe to say she will be okay. I wouldn't be surprised if she can't hear us right now."
"Do you know when she will wake up?"
"It's hard to say"
I could hear her sighing, but I sensed a nod. "Can I stay with her?" She wondered, a pleading voice.
"Of course"
Then just like that I felt her hand in my unresponsive hand. Holding it tightly in hers.
"Oh Andy!" She cried. "I can't believe you did that. FOR ME! You could've died, and it would've all been my fault. I hate that, I hate how you did that. Why didn't you just let him attack me? Huh! Why?" Then I felt her head hit my stomach gently as she cried her tears into my stomach. "I feel so horrible! I- I." Then she broke down. I tried my hardest to move but all I got out of it was a twitch, capturing her attention. "Can you hear me? Andy? If you can do that again" I tried and tried to just move my hand, and again all I could get was another twitch. And why does she think that I would allow him to hurt her? If I died, I would be happy that I saved my sister. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry!" She cried, bawlling her eye's out. Tears dropping onto me. "It's my fault. My whole fault. All you ever done was protect me from my own stupidity. All those times I fell into the water, you always jumped in to save me. And even that time you jumped 15 metres just to get me out of that river. Or even the time I felt and broke my leg, you carried me the whole way to the docter. You've always been there for me. You're the best friend a girl could ask for. And I hardly ever tell you that enough. Just please wake up! I will do anything!" Then like that I felt her lips against my cheek. "Wake up" She said once again. "I will be back later. I promise you" Then that was what I heard until I felt the blackness again, beeping buzzers heard once again though louder and more persistent.
Ouch. So any way. I just want to clear a few things up:
She can hear.
It was a docter who said 'breath damn it'
It was docter Cullen who sucked venom out of her. Big thanks to him.
And she can hear, but she doesn't know when she drifts off to sleep.
