Chapter 26: Dinner with Kakuzu's family and Proof
"What…?" Hidan asked with wide eyes and Kakuzu sighed
"Suicide… he overdosed on sleeping pills" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked shocked not knowing what to say
"… It's my fault" Hidan mumbled and Kakuzu looked to him
"It isn't your fault" Kakuzu said
"But I should have known" Hidan said, "I should have known what he was feeling… I've been there" Hidan said and Kakuzu had wide eyes… oh right Hidan had tried killing himself before
"But Hidan"
"But nothing, it's my fault… I've been in his shoes… loving you when you used to hate me" Hidan said and sighed, "No I feel like I killed another person" Hidan mumbled out softly with a few tears in his eyes and Kakuzu pulled him to his chest
"If it's anyone's fault its mine, not yours… I should've known too" Kakuzu said and everyone looked to them shocked
"Who?" everyone asked
"Is it your weird cousin?" Pein asked and Kakuzu nodded and Pein left it at that and everyone did too. A minute or so passed and the school's intercom came on
HIDAN KATO TO THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE ASAP
"What the hell did I do now?" Hidan groaned out getting up and sighed and started walking to the cafeteria doors and heard a chuckle from Andy
"Wow Hidan who can get in so much trouble in one week?" Andy asked and Hidan, not answering him, raised his hand and flipped him the bird before walking out the room to walk to the principal's office
"Ah Hidan Kato come inside" the principal said and Hidan walked inside and sat down on one of the chairs
"What did I do this time?" Hidan asked and the principal sighed
"I haven't seen the letter that your father needs to sign…" he said "Why haven't you given it to me, you better not have thrown it away"
"I know not to throw it away" Hidan said knowing his father wouldn't take it likely and sighed, "I thought I told you… my dad is gone on a business trip until Sunday and has his phone turned off"
"Then why didn't you tell me when you were in here for beating up someone?" the principal asked annoyed that Hidan didn't tell him and Hidan sighed
"He told me after that and I didn't have time to tell him about it… call his cell phone if you don't believe me" Hidan said and the principal did so and Hidan was right about it.
"When will he be available?" the principal asked
"Sunday, but just leave a message on his phone. And I have the paper on the counter at my house" Hidan said getting up, "If that's it, can I go now?"
"…Go ahead" he said and Hidan left to see Kakuzu standing near the door and Hidan smiled
"Hey Kakuzu, why are you here?" Hidan asked
"I just wanted to see if you're not in any more trouble" Kakuzu said and Hidan smiled
"It's about the piece of paper my dad need's to sign" Hidan said and Kakuzu instantly got it. How can his father sign something when he isn't there?
"Are you ok about what happened?" Kakuzu asked and Hidan sighed
"I just feel really bad that we couldn't prevent it" Hidan said and Kakuzu nodded
"Even though he frightens me, he's still my family…" Kakuzu said and Hidan nodded hugging him and they began walking back to the cafeteria, "Though this happened, my mom still wants tonight to go on"
"…Great" Hidan said after a shiver, "I don't know what to expect your mom to do…"
"Trust me, it's better not to" Kakuzu said and Hidan smiled slightly and Kakuzu sighed, "Please, please don't let what happened get to you, no one could handle this type of stress alone… and you already have too much stress" Kakuzu said and Hidan nodded
"I promise I'll try" Hidan mumbled out softly and they walked to the table to see that Pein had told all their friends about Bryce and Kakuzu and Hidan informed them about yesterday.
"We're sorry" Konan said and everyone nodded
"…It happens" Kakuzu said sighing and the bell rang for class. After school, Kakuzu and Hidan met each other
"So we're heading over to your place now?" Hidan asked and Kakuzu smiled
"Why not?" Kakuzu asked, "Let's go to the KakuHida Mobile" Kakuzu said surprising Hidan
"Y-you named your car that?" Hidan asked
"Yes, you wanted it to be named it and I thought it was cute" Kakuzu said and Hidan hugged him
"You're the best Kuzu" Hidan said taking Kakuzu's hand and ran to Kakuzu's car. Kakuzu loved how Hidan was able to block bad things that happened from his mind as easily as he does; it was a great skill to have if you don't exactly have the best life like Hidan.
"Off to see my frightening mom from the house of Mane Lane" Kakuzu said in a haunted tone after they got into the car making Hidan shiver
"Really Kakuzu? I'm already nervous as it is, why did you have to make it seem like we're like Hansel and Gretel meeting the Wicked Witch of the West?" Hidan asked and Kakuzu laughed
"Wicked Witch of the West is in The Wizard of Oz, Hidan" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked confused
"Then who did Hansel and Gretel meet in the woods?" Hidan asked
"That would be the witch in the candy house attempting to fatten them up to eat them" Kakuzu said and Hidan nodded
"Still doesn't explain why you are saying we're going to your place like you did" Hidan said and Kakuzu laughed deeply and began driving to his house without answering Hidan, to Hidan's dislike; he was as nervous as hell. They made it to the house and entered it
"Hey Kakuzu and… I forget your name… sorry" she said and Hidan smiled nervously at her
"Hidan" Hidan said and she smiled
"Well, dinner's almost ready, please go and sit outside at the porch's table" she said and Kakuzu nodded and dragged Hidan, gently, out back
"Nice backyard" Hidan said noticing it looks really nice and sat at the table next to Kakuzu and looked at anything to get his nerves under control.
"Relax Hidan" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked to him
"I'm trying, but upon what you keep saying I fucking can't" Hidan said shivering and Kakuzu smiled. His mom then came outside with a lot of stacks of ribs smothered in honey barbeque sauce. Hidan and Kakuzu closed their eyes when the smell overwhelmed them and they got lost in it.
"Mmm, that smells amazing" Hidan said and Kakuzu nodded agreeing
"Thanks" she said putting food on their plates and they started eating. Kakuzu's mom looked to Hidan, "So tell me about yourself Hidan"
"…" Hidan didn't say anything not knowing what to expect
"Hidan, it's called talking, you know using your voice box to communicate to people" Kakuzu said teasingly and Hidan looked to him and blushed slightly
"Sh-shut up" Hidan said and Kakuzu and his mom broke out in laughter
"I do expect a vocal response to my question" she said and Hidan sighed out softly
"I am a nice… caring person" Hidan said and she nodded and Hidan ate one of his ribs in silent
"Now why should I accept you as Kakuzu's friend? You already made him skip class and how do I know you're not going to be a bad influence on my son?" she asked and had an evil look on her face and smirked, "Time to bring out the big guns… multiple tests that are rigorous that could horrifyingly pull any truth out of anyone I want" she said and Hidan froze deeply. Kakuzu and his mom looked at him than at each other before bursting out laughing
"You fell for it" Kakuzu said
"Wha?"
"You thought it was true, my mom isn't that way at all… I decided to trick you and my mom was in on it" Kakuzu said in laughter "You should have seen your face!" he said and Hidan turned bright red and playfully hit Kakuzu on the shoulder
"Jerk, that is so not cool" Hidan said and Kakuzu the laughter died down
"You have to admit that I got you good" Kakuzu said and Hidan smirked
"Wait until later" Hidan said and Kakuzu's mom laughed
"Well I need to use the little girl's room, be right back" she said leaving and Kakuzu smiled and looked to Hidan
"That was priceless" Kakuzu said and Hidan 'hmphed' and smiled
"Alright, alright, you got me" Hidan said and Kakuzu looked to Hidan's lips and smiled confusing Hidan, "What?"
"You got the barbeque sauce on your face" Kakuzu said and Hidan blushed slightly and wiped the wrong part of his face
"Did I get it?" he asked and Kakuzu smiled and shook his head and grabbed Hidan's wrist that was about to wipe it
"I'll get it" he said leaning in close, where their lips are almost touching and licked at the barbeque sauce until it was gone. Kakuzu leaned back and smiled and licked his lips. Hidan blushed deeply at what Kakuzu did and soon Kakuzu's mom came back out and looked to Hidan, who was still blushing
"Are you still embarrassed about what we did?" she asked and Hidan nodded knowing not to say anything about what Kakuzu did. They finished their meal and Hidan sighed
"I should be going home soon… My dad isn't home and I should start cleaning the place before he returns" Hidan said hoping that if he does he would be able to tame his soon going to be raging father some.
"Alright, I'll take you" Kakuzu said and they got up
"Well it was nice to get to know you Hidan, please come over anytime" Kakuzu's mom said and Hidan nodded and Kakuzu took Hidan to his car. Hidan hit Kakuzu on the shoulder playfully as they hit the road
"Ow, what was that for?" Kakuzu asked though it didn't hurt at all
"I can't believe you did that" Hidan said and Kakuzu laughed
"What it was so funny, you're reaction was priceless" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked to the side
"I meant the barbeque sauce thing… you're lucky your mom didn't come out when you did that" Hidan said and Kakuzu shrugged
"It was worth it… and you taste good with barbeque sauce" Kakuzu said and Hidan smiled
"Should I be concerned that my boyfriend thinks I taste good with a food enhancer?" Hidan asked and Kakuzu laughed
"Don't worry, I won't eat you, until the next time we make love" Kakuzu said and Hidan blushed deeply
"Don't stay stuff like that" Hidan said in an embarrassed tone and Kakuzu laughed and parked next to Hidan's house
"I love you, so I can stay stuff like that" Kakuzu said and Hidan smiled and kissed Kakuzu
"I wish I could stay, but you know what my dad did when I didn't clean the sheets… I have to clean the house" Hidan said and Kakuzu gently stroked his cheek
"Be careful" Kakuzu said and Hidan laughed
"You're overprotective" Hidan said and Kakuzu rolled his eyes
"Of course I am, after what you've been through… I don't want you hurt" Kakuzu said and Hidan kissed him
"I love you, have a good night" he said leaving the car and walked to his house and went to his room where he was lying down. He was thinking about many things, including Kakuzu, Bryce's death, and then his father
"… I really wish that I could find some type of evidence, proof that he abuses me" Hidan mumbled out and sighed turning is body to one side. Hidan then sat up as he saw something on his shelf across the room. It was his camera and it was blinking. Hidan got up and walked to his shelf and grabbed the camera knowing it only blinks like this when it died during filming something at some point. Hopeful, Hidan quickly took his laptop out and plugged his camera into it
"Please… please have something…" Hidan silently begged as the camera folder popped onto the desktop of his laptop's screen. Hidan quickly looked through the contents and found only one long video. Hidan pushed play and saw this video was at least 2 hours… and watching part of it he had wide eyes. This was it… Hidan called Kakuzu
"Hey Kakuzu, would you mind coming over, and call the rest of our friends" Hidan said
'Why? What's wrong?' Kakuzu asked
"I found proof" Hidan said hanging up and in less than ten minutes everyone showed up
"Proof of what?" Kakuzu asked hoping it was against his father and Hidan's grinned proved his hope
"That my father abuses me" Hidan said holding up his camera, "I want to show this video. It will answer any of your questions" Hidan said and everyone sat in the living room. Kakuzu watched Hidan shakily turn on the camera and plug it into the TV… was this proof of his father… raping him? If so Hidan is as brave as hell to show this to his friends. Hidan pushed play and got onto the couch with Kakuzu and hid his face in his neck. Kakuzu didn't blame him, who would want to see them being raped?
Video
Dropping his things on the floor, he fell on his bed hard, like all the weight of the world pulled him down as hard as it could. He looked to the side with tired eyes, tired from no sleep and just tired in general. Why… why do they think he's a reject? He never did anything…
"I-I wish I had at least one friend…" Hidan mumbled before letting the darkness of sleep eat at him.
"HIDAN!"
Hidan snapped his eyes opened at looked to the clock. The time was 3pm…right when school got out. Hidan sat up and looked to the door hoping it was his imagination that he heard someone yell his name out, but the door opened and someone came in.
"D-dad?" Hidan asked in fear. He knew every time his dad came home early, it meant the albino was in deep trouble.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY ABOUT DITCHING CLASS?" Hidan's dad yelled on the top of his lungs
"…D-dad…I—" Hidan started and flinched when his dad came closer
"ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION!"
"N-not to…" Hidan said and his father punched him in the face so hard that it sent the boy flying across the room into the wall… Hidan slowly got up
"I-I had a reason to skip though…" Hidan said and his father walked to him
"And what's that?" His father asked and Hidan wiped his bloody lip
"They called me a reject, even the teachers…" Hidan said wincing as he heard his father growl
"THAT'S NO FUCKING EXCUSE!" his father yelled kicking Hidan in the stomach making him gasp in pain. After a series of beatings, Hidan was roughly thrown on the bed and was pinned there by his father
"Wh-what…? D-dad pl-please don't! I'll follow to your rules, please!" Hidan begged and his father shook his head
"You need a lesson" his father said unzipping his pants and ties the frozen boy's wrists to the headboard of the bed
"PLEASE!" the boy yelled out in fear
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Video pause
Hidan put the remote down and saw everyone's wide eyes in shock
"… Do I have to continue with this… or can I fast forward?" Hidan asked and everyone nodded to shocked to speak and Hidan fast forward the video and everyone saw that his father did rape him and Hidan struggling at the bondages
Video continued
'SHIT! SHIT! SHIT!' Hidan yelled in his mind before pulling his arms as hard as he could. Hidan's energy left him as he felt his heart and blood freeze as his bedroom door opened and had fear written in his eyes
"Hidan are you—WHAT DID I FUCKING SAW ABOUT GETTING CLEAN BEFORE I GET HOME?" his father yelled
"MMM mmm mph!" Hidan tried to say, his whole body shaking in fear as his father rolled his eyes and took the gag off
"Now answer the question"
"I…I would have b-but you forgot to untie me!" Hidan said and got punched in the face, hard
"Shut up!" His dad yelled and untied his son's wrists and kicked him towards the bathroom making Hidan gasp in pain, "Get in there and get cleaned up, now!" He said and Hidan got up from the ground and started limping towards the bathroom
"WALK NORMALLY!"
Hidan pit his lip as he tried his best to talk normally even if it hurt like hell. Hidan cleaned himself up and walked to his room and slowly and carefully sat down. As carefully and gently as Hidan sat down it made him clench his eyes in pain and he slowly reopened them with tears
"Th-this fucking sucks" Hidan mumbled and heard his father yell out that he will be back in an hour and the door slammed. Right then, Hidan started crying even though he despised it.
"I-I fucking hate my life…" Hidan mumbled getting on the floor next to his bed and reached for a box underneath a few floorboards under his bed. This was his secret stash of things he hid from his father knowing what is in the box will make his father more ballistic towards him. He opened it and took a few things out to find what he was looking for, the razorblade. Hidan sighed and put the things in his box and put the box back in its hiding place. Hidan still sitting next to his bed stared at the razorblade thinking of what happened. Hidan had tears falling down. He wanted his first to be Kakuzu, even though he knew that was just one of those impossible wishes that would never get granted in a million years. But he still wanted someone other than his father as his first. The universe did hate him didn't it?
Hidan placed the blade to his left wrist. He knew if he wrote a note, no one would care or bother to read it since it came from him since he's just a 'reject'. Without a second thought, Hidan swiped the blade across his main vein and did the same thing to his other. Hidan let out a calming breath and looked to his work. Hidan smiled seeing the blood flow from each vein. Wasn't it wonderful? Not even in minutes he would finally be set free; free from the world, the people who despised him, his father… simply free.
"Hidan I forgot something! Help me find it!" Hidan's father yelled from the front door. Hidan slowly opened his eyes and smiled at how extremely weak he felt.
'D-dad…too late' Hidan though as he welcomed the darkness once again with a smile on his face and Hidan's dad opened the door to the bedroom
"HIDAN DID YOU HEAR ME?" his father asked angrily and looked to the floor to see his son's unconscious body with the overly bleeding wrists and the bloody razorblade nearby
"SHIT!" his father yelled running over to his son to see if he still had a pulse and growled out when he felt one.
"YOU FUCKING LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT!" He yelled and raised a fist to hit him but stopped when knowing Hidan would be in a worst state of dying. Hidan's dad picked him up and ran out of the house to the car and drove to the hospital under 5 minutes, breaking a few traffic laws along the way. At the hospital Hidan was put into surgery to save his life
End of video
Hidan stopped it and Konan grabbed his wrists to see two white-ish horizontal lines, one of each wrist and Hidan groaned and took his hands back
"Th-that was why… I wanted to be in Sasori's shoes…" Hidan said and Konan and Pein sighed
"Why didn't you tell anyone?" Pein asked and Hidan sighed
"I didn't have proof" Hidan said and Sasori nodded
"I know the feeling… the fear if you go and try to turn him in but it wouldn't work and you'll be in worse shit than before" Sasori said and sighed, "I'm sorry you had to go through that"
"I-it wasn't as bad as what he did when he found out I'm gay though" Hidan said and shuttered and Kakuzu growled slightly
"Don't even think about it Hidan" Kakuzu said and Hidan nodded and everyone decided to stay away from that topic as they knew if he said something was worse than his own father raping him, it was worse than hell itself.
"Luckily you have proof now" Tobi said and Zetsu nodded
"You can turn him in, like the disgusting sewer rat he is" Zetsu said and Hidan smiled and nodded
"Th-thanks for being here for me…" he said and Konan sighed
"Did you think we wouldn't like you because of that?" Konan asked and Hidan shrugged
"I really don't know what I was thinking" Hidan said
"We'll never not be your friends" Kisame said and everyone agreed. They were talking for a good half an hour and became better friends and everyone had to leave. Hidan sighed in content knowing he had the best friends and best boyfriend a person could ask for; for life
Sorry if it is short or seems rushed... I've been into a new video game I have and writing more of this story in the written part
On that note, I have a little over 50,000 words and near the end of page 99 of my written part and is near the end of page 120 of my typed part XD
Note: I have written around 130 pages of this story so there is a lot more chapters coming up XD
UPDADE 7-9-2012: Website will be up, haven't had a chance to actually create it yet... ^^ Review if you want to know why I was erasing all the sex stuff...