A/N: THIS FIC IS PROBABLY ONE OF MY FAVES THAT I'VE WRITTEN AND I'M GLAD YOU GUYS ARE LIKING IT...
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Chapter 24
"Are you ready to tell the others?" I heard from the bathroom as I sat up in bed in the hotel room.
I sighed "Ya, I think I am. I just hope I can atleast stay friends with them. It was already hard for me to make the decision, it's gonna be a lot harder if they just completely stay out of my life"
"I know but we've talked about this. If they do that then they're going back on their word and they don't deserve to be your friends anyways. Besides, if they do that then you know I'm here for you. I will be for the rest of your life" I heard him say
"I know baby, I know. But it'll suck. I mean, if they decide to stop talking to me then you know they won't talk to you anymore either" I offered
"Ya, that'll suck too. And I've always said 'bros before hoes' but with you its different. Now that you're mine, that's all I need"
I just sat there and smiled to myself "You're so sweet. I should have decided on you a long time ago" I told him
"Ya, you should have" he laughed as he walked out of the bathroom and over to me "But it's all good now" he finished as he gave me a kiss
"Are you sure?" I smirked as he slowly moved his way on top of me so I was laying on the bed and he was hovering over me.
"Very sure" he smiled then gave me a very passionate kiss "I love you Mudge"
"I love you too John" I smiled
"Woah" I said as I sat straight up in the bed
"You alright?" Cena asked me as he sat up next to me
"Ya, I'm fine. I just had a really weird dream" I answered as I leaned against the headboard and thought about the dream
"Well what was it about?" he asked as he put his arm around me and I cuddled up next to him.
I sighed "I don't think I should tell you"
"That bad?"
"It's not necessarily bad. You'd think it's great" I smiled, cause I know he'd love it.
"Then tell me" he pleaded
"I just don't want you to get the wrong idea. I mean, it was just a dream" I informed him
"Whatever it is, I won't get the wrong idea. I promise"
I took a deep breath "Ok… Basically, in my dream… I chose you" I said and waited to see how he'd react.
He was silent for about a minute "Well of course I'd love that but it was just a dream"
"Ya, I want to talk to you about something that we talked about in the dream though"
"What's that?"
"I know we've kind of talked about it before but I just wanna get confirmation"
"Anything for you Mudge" he smiled
I smiled back "Since now I actually have you as a friend, I'd like to keep you as a friend. So IF I don't choose you… I'd really appreciate it if you promise me that we'll stay friends. I'm gonna ask the rest of them that too. I don't wanna loose any of you as a friend"
He looked at me like I was crazy "I've been your friend for this long and have wanted to be with you almost the whole time. If you don't choose me then I'll stop making moves on you and that's what I'll be. Just your friend. I promise that you'll never loose me" he said as he rubbed my shoulder, then pulled me in for a hug.
"Thank you John. You don't know how much that means to me" I finished the hug, then looked up at him then started the kiss and one thing led to another and we had a great breakfast. I took a shower after John took his and I thought about what I wanted to do today.
"So when are you hangin with Matt?" John asked as I came back out of the bathroom
"Not til 8. I wanna do something today that I haven't done in a while"
"What's that?"
I acted all cutesy, like a little kid "I wanna go to the zoo"
"Well then, let's go" he smiled
"Really?"
"Hell ya. It'll be fun" he said as he put his arm out
I linked my arm with his "I'll make sure of it" I said, then we took off to the zoo and had a blast. I had so much fun with John at the zoo. I never thought I would have had this much fun with him. Something happened that I didn't expect to, I legitly started having feelings for John. He's a real sweet guy, he doesn't care what others think about him so he'll do just about anything in public, he's very gentle when he needs to be. He reached to pick up one of the baby chicks and honestly I was afraid that he'd accidentally squash it but he didn't.
"Are you comin back to my room later or are you just stayin with Matt tonight?" he put his arm around my shoulder as we walked through the gift shop.
"Actually… You'll love this. I'm having such a good day with you that I arranged it so I'm stayin with you again tonight. Then I'm goin to Matt's house with him the next day"
"Are you serious Mudge? I get 2 whole days with you to myself?" he sounded amazed
I looked up at him and smiled "You sure do" I got on my tip toes and gave him a kiss "So I chose the zoo. It's only 3. You choose what we do next"
"Alright. Just let me think" he said as we started walking to his car
"Don't hurt yourself" I laughed
"Oh gee, thanks for the confidence boost" he joked
"Anytime Johnny" I laughed again as we got into the car
"Johnny?" he questioned
"I gotta have some type of nickname for you. I can figure out a different one if you don't like it" I offered
"No, Johnny's fine. It's just weird"
I cocked my head as I looked at him "What is?"
"Ya, I've always wanted us to be like this but we went like 10 years with you pretty much giving me the cold shoulder. I mean, I'm used to you actually talking to me and being my friend but making up a nickname, being all lovey, it's a little weird" he laughed
"Well if you don't like it then I can always…"
He cut me off "NO! I mean… no, don't stop. I didn't say I didn't like it, I just said it was weird, that's all. I know it's gotta be weird for you" he commented as we pulled out of the parking lot.
"You have no idea dude. But I'll be honest… I don't know what happened, maybe it was that look you gave me that opened me up to possibly having feelings for you. But it was last night, all cuddled up in your arms, I felt very safe. And today was just amazing. Even though I said I'm giving you a chance, I bet you're probably counting yourself out"
"You're so smart" he chuckled
"Well don't" I simply said
"What?" he was obviously shocked
"Don't count yourself out of this little competition for my heart. You have just as much chance as any of them do" I smiled
"Really?" he had to make sure
"I mean, my hearts not split into an even 4 parts just yet. But you're workin your way up there" I leaned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek
"Wow. You have no idea how much that means to me Mudge"
"I guess ultimately you have Paul to thank for it. If it wasn't for him telling you to just lay it on the line to me then I'd probably still hate you" I said matter-of-factly
"I owe Paul BIG"
XxXxX
I'm glad I let John choose what we did next. He took me to a park and we just walked around and talked until like 8 that night. "There's a few things I wanna talk to you about that I'm gonna bring up to the rest" I started as we were walking through the park, arms around each other.
"Alright, shoot"
"Well, no matter who I choose, Matt will still be in my life cause I am having his kid"
"Right"
"If I choose you, are you gonna be ok with that? See, if I choose you, then its you I wanna be with. Just because he's my baby's daddy doesn't mean I wanna be with him. Basically, I'm asking… Are you gonna trust me to be alone with him?" I explained and waited for him to answer.
"I'll be honest… I might be a little iffy about it in the beginning but I will trust you. I'm not gonna get jealous. Cause even if he does make moves on you, you're with me. You're not a cheater"
"Good answer" I smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek
"Anything else?"
"Ya. This kinda goes along with it though. You know most of my friends are guys…" I started but cut me off
"I'd have no problem with you being alone with them either. They're just your friends. The way I see it, you can hang out with whoever you want, just let me know before hand and it'll be all good" he smiled
"Another good answer" I smiled back "That's the main thing I was worried about. Because I can't deal with a jealous boyfriend cause in my eyes, if someone's jealous then that means they don't trust me and that hurts"
"I totally agree with you"
"As you should" I smirked
"Someone's a little cocky" he laughed
"I was kidding, you know me"
He sighed "Ya, sadly I do know you" I scoffed then punched him in the arm "OUCH! That actually hurt. I was just kidding too"
I smiled "I know"
John chuckled "Bitch"
"Oh, you do not wanna start that game with me"
"And why not?" he asked
"Because you won't win" I said matter-of-factly
"You sound so sure of yourself" he eyed me
"Oh I am" I stated proudly "You wanna know why?"
"Sure, you're gonna tell me anyways" he smiled
"Because even though this…" I pointed between the both of us "…just started, I can end it like that" I snapped my fingers
He sighed "Ya, you could but…" he held up a finger "…then you'd be hurting yourself and wondering what would have happened if we didn't try" he smirked
I looked down, he was completely right "You 1, me 0" I smiled
He laughed "I love you Mudge" he said and gave me a hug
A/N: SO WHAT DID YOU GUYS THINK OF THAT ONE?