I look at the night sky just lost in my thoughts the last couple of days have been rough I feel angry yet, I just want to tell Nessie that everything's going to be okay and that I love her so much. That was hard to do when you were basically banned from the cottage I have to explain that being without her is impossible I thought they would understand then again she is still their daughter.
Two weeks without seeing her smile , two weeks without her laughter, two without her my Nessie. The world seemed frozen , nothing moving everything had just stopped and the only thing that mattered was getting back to her.
I'd never been away from her since she was born and even then I hated leaving her always being somewhere near her. I remember when she was younger I used to sleep near the cottage in wolf form just to make sure she was breathing okay an that she was safe even though Bella and Edward where there with her.
I know that she's waiting for me to make everything right and I will I'll promise myself and her that I will make everything okay. That was my job, no what I wanted she was the most important thing on this planet the universe. I just hoped shes knows I'm willing to wait for her until I can love her the way she wants me to.
I look across at the cottage I know I'm not exactly to be here but I love here and to prove that even more I'm willing to be ripped apart by Edward to show her that.
I looked about and sense no vamps mean I know they're practically family all things considering they smell pretty bad but I've gotten used to them. No one around because the only then I can hear is Nessie's heart beat. I look up at the her window which faced the a large oak I quickly look around and leaped into the air reflecting whole body of it and landing right outside the window ledge. There she lay in her large four poster bed looking serene and beautiful, she was mine all mine and maybe that was the wolf in me thinking but she was . Perfect and indescribable, I lightly opened the window and climbed in quietly. When I got in I walked over to where she slept I noticed how peaceful she looked lost in her dreams that was until she started saying my name.
" Jacob….Jacob…Jacob". her voice sounding terrified.
Her body began twisting on the bed pulling at the covers panic stricken. I walk quickly over to calm her down hoping that it wil.
" Nessie… sweetheart. I'm her". my voice soft.
She calms down completely her small arms wrap around me neck holding me to her an my arms holding her tighter than I'd ever before afraid that she would somehow disappear from my grasp.
I kiss her forehead then her cheek, I hum softly in her ear calming her as best I could I could feel the tears pouring from her eyes against my bare chest. I never seen her like this in all the years weve been together.
" I promise you I'll do everything to make this right". she looked into my eyes.
" I know you will, I've just missed you so much. You can't ever leave me". her eyes serious her voice low. " Promise me you'll never leave again I can't bare it, I feel numb when your not around . Empty to the point were I don't want to live anymore".
I press my head against hers and stare in to the watery brown eyes.
" I promise you, I'll be here as long as you want me to be". I look her in eyes , which makes me want to cry because she is in so much pain.
Nessie pulls me closer to her, she now is sitting in my lap her hands resting on either side of me face.
" I Will always want you, there's never a day when I don't. I want to be with you forever". She then kisses either side of my face and then places a Small sweet kiss on my lips.
Our kisses grow urgent and passionate I feel like I'm dreaming, when I started having feelings for her I was always afraid she would never want me more than a brother but she does and I want her has much maybe more.
Her lips trace my lower more so almost sucking on it I loved when she did that I can feel her small hands roaming the plains of my body, making me feel warmer than my usual high body heat. Then to my surprise Nessie moved of me pushing me on my back, She then straddled me her small hands touching my chest just below my heart.
" Your hearts beating really fast". She looks into my eyes.
" You do that to me, it beats for you". I then pull her lower on top of my placing a sweet yet passionate kiss on her soft pink lips.
" I love you". She says has we kiss, it makes me feel almost giddy funny how that can make a grown man feel. I've waited this long an now I have her, mine all mine.
I lay there with her until she fell asleep, tomorrow I was going sort this out for good. I jumped out of her bedroom window, my body angling its self to land firmly on the ground. Before I phased I look up at her window hearing her heart beat once more , as I began to walk I was stopped by a halt. Edward standing in front of me looking very angry.
" Haven't you worked out your not wanted here". His eyes almost red with anger and his voice like venom.
" By you , not by Renesmee". I stare back at him standing tall.
" Why do you always have to cause trouble for yourself". He clenches his fists .
" I guess it's a vocation, she wants to be with me Edward. She loves me". I say with a smile.
"I love Nessie and you can't keep me away from her no matter what". My tone Alpha like and serious, I meant what I said not only by the way I had spoken but by the way I stood facing me.
" So your saying that you'll do anything to keep her?". He asked with a serious tone.
I nodded.
" Yeah, anything". his voice almost angry as he looked at me.
" Will you be there for always and not pressure into settling down to soon".
" Yes, until she's ready to".
" Are you sure about that, because I think your ready to settle down".
" I am, her happiness is the most important thing to me". I glares, he moves closer to me.
" Good, because she is my miracle and if anything was to hurt her I would rip that person to shreds". He smiles.
"I would let you do that to meet if I was to hurt her ".
" I know, you can collect her for school in the morning, but I warning you Jacob Black. You put one hand on her before marriage let's just say I won't be the only one coming after you"
"I understand, I wouldn't rush her".
" Goodnight, Pup". his voice as creepy as ever.
" Nite, bloodsucker". I say with a laugh.
I walk past him, feeling happy and ready tomorrow everything could go back to normal. Me and Nessie together again , I felt lie I could do back flips, so I did about twenty times by the time I reached home I was tired and to excited to sleep.