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I felt his hands grip my bottom and lift me up. Immediately, I wrap my arms around his neck and hold on to him as he steps out of the shower. One hand moves to cut off the shower. My eyes are shut due to water in my eyes, but I can hear the water stopping. We're moving now and I slowly open my eyes as I feel cold air hit our bodies. I shiver just a bit until I feel my back hit the bed's smooth comforter. Daryl was already looming over me, water dripping off the ends of his hair and falling onto my face.

"We'll get the bed wet." I replied with worry, my eyes blinking a bit and he shakes his head like a dog getting water everywhere now. I laugh not even caring anymore. My thick hair had already caused a large wet spot to form beneath me, and I didn't care. Slowly, I moved some of the strands of hair from Daryl's messy tresses. His clear and soft blue eyes stared down at me and I let my fingers gently fall over the side of his head and then down to the patch of scruff on his chin.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked suddenly and he looked me over some placing his forehead into mine, our gazes deepening on each other.

"I'm thinkin'… I really really like you." he said lowly, his hot breath hitting my lips making me shiver now. Was that his way of saying… he loved me? Could someone ever feel that for me other than my father or even Aiden? I sighed softly closing my eyes and just taking in his words. I felt his firm chest against mine and felt his heart beating against my chest. Slowly, I opened my eyes and feared I would see Negan. But I didn't. My body didn't shake or quiver at Daryl's touch.

"I really really like you too." I whispered and he gave a small but gentle smile and leaned in let his lips meet mine. I leaned up and met them, savoring the taste of him. My hands began to curl into his hair and his arms wrapped around my back and now I could feel every inch of him grazing my thigh. Already my mouth opened to let his tongue in and our tongues swirled around each other and I felt a gentle moan escape me. I feel his body begin to move against mine and it took me a second to realize he was gentle grinding against me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and parted my legs feeling his body dip between my body.

Of course, my heart began to quicken, but I immediately calmed myself knowing Daryl wouldn't purposely hurt me. He then leaned back some and looked me over as if confused.

"Um… I don't like have any condoms." he mumbled. I blinked not really thinking about that. I mean I only knew what sex was for both pleasure and reproducing. But Aiden told me about diseases and protecting yourself, but there were tons of ways to get infected and get pregnant. He told me you could also get pregnant.

"Do you have diseases?" I asked, and he looked me over as if stunned.

"No." he said and I nodded once.

"Do you plan to put a baby in me?" I asked now matching his stunned face.

"I- it's not my intention to." he said and I looked up some.

"Have you done this before?" I asked and he cleared his throat some before nodding looking away some as if it was some type of guilt. I placed my hand on his cheek and guided his eyes back to mine.

"I do not have diseases and I trust you to know what to do." I said and pecked his lips and smiling showing my trust. He gives a small smile before leaning down to kiss me but with more heated passion and I pull him into me, his body still wet like mine. His lips trail over my jaw line and I feel soft kisses move down my neck and I finally feel the head of his cock pressing against my entrance. I swallow some and I feel him gently hold on to my arms as he steadies himself with one hand. And now I feel him begin to push into me. I let out a soft breath feeling some of him start to enter and I now feel my walls tightening and I hated that they did that. To me it only felt pain.

He keeps pushing, but slow and steady. His lips are sucking on the flesh of my neck and my eyes are connected to the ceiling as I feel a light pain forming in my lower stomach. I let out a soft whimper and he stops, but I shake my head.

"Don't." I whisper. I didn't want to turn back and I feel him continue to push in. I keep my breath steady and even and with him going slow, I can handle the pain that keeps coming. It didn't hurt as much until I felt he was met with some resistance and now we both looked at each other with light eyes and I knew what he had to do. We just kept our eyes locked as he gave one push and we both gasped at the tight feeling, our chests pushing into one another and I let out a small groan as I feel him fully sheathed inside me. I close my eyes and look away for a moment trying to figure out what I'm feeling. His head rests against the side of my head. There is pain and it's throbbing but it's not as bad as I initially thought. Maybe because it was with him. I licked my bottom lip feeling as though the hard part was initially over. I wasn't crying or sobbing like I thought would happen with my first time.

I slowly looked up at him and smiled some.

"You good?" he asked lightly and I nodded.

"I am." I replied. "Keep going?" He smirked.

"Yes ma'am." he answered and lightly pulled back some. My stomach tightened some as he did and he gently began to move in and out, back and forth and I took hold of his arms that were planted in the mattress. We both made light noises and I looked down and watched his hips moving in and out of me. It was something I liked seeing, him moving inside me. I feel his hand gently pinch my cheeks causing me to face him and immediately his lips are crashing against mine once again. I hummed gently wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him closer to me. Slowly my legs begin to lift and the motion made my body ache a bit but they were wrapping around his hips.

The pain was going away, but I felt if he moved faster and harder it would come back. Common sense told me that. I should get that out of the way right.

"Faster." I whispered running my hands down his chest and he immediately started to increase speed as if he had been wanting to this entire time. Suddenly, the pain comes but also something else, something I wasn't expecting. Deep inside me, I feel tons of tingling, the same tingling when Negan touched and rubbed against me. But it was inside this time, and I suddenly moaned out the strange, but good feeling. It felt really good. I groaned feeling his cock digging deeper inside me and I was panting and moaning even harder. I covered my mouth feeling embarrassed at the sounds I was making, but Daryl rips it away and holds my wrist down.

"Nah I want to hear every sound you make." he pants, and already my toes are curling at the feeling.

"I've never felt this before." I whimpered feeling my head all back and I'm crying out in what feels like bliss. God who knew something like this ever existed, that something this good could exist. My body's trembling beneath him as he pants and grunts against me, his hips now moving into me faster. I'm panting even harder now, these feelings completely strange to me. Suddenly, Daryl moves back and suddenly he spins us around and now I'm sitting above him and he's on his back. My hair falls over my chest and sticks to me to it. Now I was completely confused and looked like a deer caught in headlights.

"You like it so much. Show me." he says gruffly and I swallowed some not sure what he meant and I felt his hands on my hips slowly guiding my hips forward. "I'm going to teach you how to ride." I caught on to his words and now began to move my hip forward and back against his slowly. I just looked down at our bodies as if curious of this whole new position. But Daryl didn't seem to mind watching me figure things out with being on top. I placed my hands on his chest and leaned forward some and now moved my hips up and slowly down and that's when I felt even more of that hot, tingling inside me and I already knew I wanted more. I started to move my hips more atop of him and his hips moved up some to meet my movements.

This was good. This was really good. I started to move faster now that I was getting the hang of it. I cried out more feeling my body heat up at the friction we were causing. Daryl's hands moved up to massage my breasts and I just rested my hands around his wrists. He had suck strong hip muscles for he was easily bouncing me. But I too had strong muscles that I wanted to prove. I could hear him grunting more, even though he was trying to keep it low. The more my hips move, the rougher the gasps escaped his lips.

"Shit." he whispered and I let my head fall back as I suddenly vibrated my hips hard up and down on him. It felt so good I wanted more. He growled out now, and I was sure there was a moan somewhere beneath all that. "Fuck you're good at that." He leaned up and wrapped his arms around my back and raised us up, and lowered me back on my back. I kissed him hard and felt him continuing to move inside me with such speed and force, I felt I would start seeing stars. But I felt something growing inside me, like the pleasure was growing tremendously. And it was even better than the orgasm Negan made me feel. Was this the feeling you get when you cum after penetration.

Daryl's panting harder, his hips moving faster as well.

"Shit I'm cumming." he moans against my lips and immediately we both moan hard. I could feel it, the insane tremors that flooded my body. Daryl holds on to me tight as I feel his body convulsing as well. After a few seconds of panting and moaning, I feel his weight suddenly on top of mine. I make a small oof at the action feeling both our bodies shaking against one another. Slowly he slides beside me but remained on his stomach, his arm just resting around my head. I can feel his lips peck the side of my messy hair and I face him. His eyes were cloudy and hidden under some of his hair.

"You alright?" he asks and he sounds exhausted and I nodded slowly.

"I am." I replied gently looking at the ceiling. I let my eyes close as I just take in everything that happened.

"Did you like it?" he asked softly, and I opened my eyes slowly at the question.

"I loved it." I replied looking at him and smiling. We leaned in to each other planning to end this final event with a kiss, but a knock on the front door stopped all of that and we looked over at the door. Daryl rose from the bed first and then helped me up. I was surprised I wasn't feeling any pain, but I figured it would come later. We dried off and got dressed and I followed him from the room and to the front door. He opened it and standing there was Rick and Michonne standing there. Michonne arched a brow as she looked between the two.

"Hey. Glenn and a few others came back after looking around for supplies and they found something you may want to see." he said motioning at me. I was curious of what he could have been talking about. Daryl and I prepared to leave, my hatchets were at my side and I pulled my hair back. I wore a green tank and baggy cargo pants. I followed Rick and a few of the others from Alexandria. The walk was long and already I was sweating from the heat.

"What's going on?" I asked Rick.

"Glenn found somewhere that could definitely help our people, but we figured you'd want to see it first." he explained. After walking for almost a full day, I finally found out what it was they were talking about. I just stood there, eyes blank and looking up at the red plus sign above me. Its light had gone out as well as the other words. Black Hill Medical Facility.