December 23rd 2011
Renesmee was so happy when she woke up, she did not hate me for what I had done, in fact she was on cloud nine all morning. She was sitting down to lunch when I finally spoke.
"I'm sorry." I apologised to my little girl.
Renesmee looked up and met my eye. Sorry for what? She asked me simply.
I sighed. "For what I did to you last night." I told her, earning myself quizzical look.
You did what I asked you too, my Renesmee reminded me, why would you be sorry?
I placed my hand in hers and knelt before her. "Because it was wrong of me to do that to you sweet heart," I informed her once again. "I am your father, your guardian, your sole caretaker. I should not betray your trust like that." I told my daughter who silently sighed.
I love you Daddy. My daughter assured me. I love you in every way, I want you to do those things to me because I like it. I don't age like humans do, I am effectively in my mid-teens. She was right there, she looked more like a fifteen year old than a five year old. I know you think it is wrong, Renesmee went on, but I don't see how anything that feels this right could be wrong.
I didn't know what was worse, the fear that she would hate me or the reality that she doesn't. I let my head fall until it rested on our joined hands.
I felt her other hand cup my cheek. Daddy look at me. My daughter commanded soothingly and I obeyed. I love you, I know you think it is wrong, but I want this. She assured me before leaning forward and capturing my lips in a kiss. I knew I should have stopped her or pulled back but instead I found myself kissing her back. I love you Daddy, in every sense of the word, she told me with her lips glued to mine. I want you and I want this.
We finally pulled back and I looked into my daughter's eyes knowing I could deny this no longer. "I love you too Renesmee." I told her kissing her again.
Well if I'm going to hell anyway…
~SophieAngel69