Quinn POV

"I can't believe it Rachel, is the third time I take it this day"

I threw the test pregnancy on the trash as I walked out of the bathroom.

I'm pregnant.

What am I gonna do? I don't know how to tell Santana this. Everything was going so well, these past few months have been amazing. I don't want her to run away from me. Well not 'running' exactly. She would never leave me alone in a situation like this. It's just that I'm afraid of her reaction.

I mean, we haven't even planned this, we have talked about it just once but nothing more than that.

"Calm down Quinn, these are good news" said Rachel as she sits next to me on bed.

"I know is a good thing but..." Of course, I've always wanted to have a baby with Santana, it's just that it came as a surprise, I don't know how Santana will take this because she is developing nicely into the company and a baby right now... maybe is not good timing for her.

"Look I don't know Santana very well, but she is completely in love with you Quinn, she will love it!" She says excitedly as she hugs me "You two will finally have a family together"

"I'm happy, don't misunderstand me, is just that I'm surprised, and I don't know if Santana wants to have a baby so soon, you know"

We've talked about this, and her answer wasn't so clear. At least to me.

Flashback

I nuzzled closer to her chest as she surrounds me with her arms and smell. I raise my head slightly to see her face, she has her eyes closed with a smile on her lips, her so kissable lips.

I lift my body a little more and I kiss her. She sighs happily on my lips while putting her tongue into my mouth to deepen the kiss, causing me the same exact things I felt the first time we kissed.

My hands reach to grab her face and I caressed her cheeks as hers do the same with mine.

"I love you" Santana whispers into the kiss.

"I love you too" How could I not?

I lay my head on her chest again as I listen to her heart in my ear. I feel so lucky having her by my side. She is one in a million.

I would give anything, whatever it takes to ensure that I will be happy with her forever. That I'll have her forever.

I want her.

I want her love.

I want her company, her kisses, her sweet words, her hugs. I want her with me forever.

And I also want a family...

"I can hear you thinking" Santana says before kissing my head.

"Yeah? What I was thinking?" I asked playfully.

"Me of course. About how hot I am"

I laugh. Her confidence has returned, I love that.

It was one of the things that made me fall for her. I used to find so hot all her cockiness and confidence, well still.

She is so hot when she acts sure of herself.

"What can I say? You're right" I lift my head once again and look into her eyes while supporting my chin on her chest.

She laughs. A really cute laugh, I can easily see her nice dimples. I'll never get tired of these sweet moments "No but seriously, what were you thinking baby girl?" Santana asks softly as her hand strokes my hair.

I close my eyes for a moment, enjoying her soft and tender fingers and thinking again about what I was just thinking. I open my eyes and smile at her, looking deeply into those brown eyes "You" I kiss her lips "Me" I kiss her again "A family" I kiss her upper lip "A future" I kiss her bottom lip "With you" I look at her and she has a look that I can't describe.

But then she smiles and I sigh of relief.

"I want that too" She pulls away some hair from my face. "I'd love that" Santana inhales some air before reply "But there is no rush for that baby. I don't want to start something big if I'm not ready, or you" She smiles and gives me a peck. What does that mean? "I love you and there is nothing else in this world I'd want more than to start a future with you. But lets take this step by step Ok? Let's do this the right way"

I just nod.

I don't know how to take what she just said. I mean, does she wants a family with me or not? Why wait any longer? I have already waited for her long enough.

"Ok" I whispered before kissing her, I'll just forget this conversation and try to ask again in the future.

...

"Quinn is ok. Just calm down, the sooner you tell her the better"

"I know" I say as I sigh.

I really want to have a baby with the woman I love, I really do. Of course I want to have a baby with Santana, in fact many kids. With combined traits of me and her. I want a future with Santana more than anything in this world. But I don't know if she wants this so soon... Santana always have had commitment issues and 'future' issues. I mean, is she even going to propose someday? Or we'll be girlfriend for life? I would love to be her wife, but she hasn't thrown the question. I have thought often on me being the one asking her, but I'm afraid of her answer.

"Want to go out and eat something? I'm hungry, and it will help you to distract a bit"

"Yeah, maybe is a good idea"

We got out of bed and went to eat something.

As we walk further into the wet New York streets, I can't help but think about her. Santana should be now having lunch with Brittany. I really don't like the idea that much, but Santana insist that nothing is happening between them and I believe her, I trust her, but still. She was her ex girlfriend. And I really don't think that someone can completely get over her. She is perfection.

We keep walking and I smile when we past outside a specific restaurant, remembering the last time I was there.

Flashback

I keep looking at Santana while her eyes are glued on him, she really wants to kill this guy.

She is right though. I am a very perceptive woman, and he is been looking at me more than necessary.

She's about to say something inappropriate or simply just get him away from me with punches, I'm sure.

"Want to take a picture?" There it is.

Santana says irritated to this teenager, and for the first time since he has served us, he takes his eyes off me.

"Excuse me?" He asks a little scared to Santana. He must be around 19. He's just a kid to me, I'm 26 years old. And I'm with Santana, so is impossible for me to look at someone else when I have her.

I have everything I could ask for. I'm sure I'm the envy of many women. Santana is mine, just mine.

And I'm hers, of course. I feel like I don't belong with anyone else but her.

I don't even remember life before Santana.

I'm hopelessly in love.

But she's the jealous type so...

"Stop looking at my girlfriend jackass or you will regret it" She raises her hand to take mine above the table but her eyes are still on that poor kid.

"Sorry miss, your order will get here quickly" The young guy looks at me one more time and then leaves.

"What was that about?" I ask with a straight face, really serious, but I'm just laughing inside. She is always so jealous. It's like no one can look at me, just her. She is really possessive. And I kind of like that, a lot.

Well sometimes I'm possessive too, just sometimes...

"He was drooling all over you Quinn" she says annoying.

"He's just a kid Santana"

"Well I don't think he's just a kid. I bet he was imagining perverted things with you, you didn't even say anything to stop him, why? I mean, if I had said something you'd have been mad at me all day for my 'inappropriate behavior'" she mimics me exalted. Is so funny.

"Are you serious?" I ask laughin

"Forget it" I stop laughing and sigh, now I'll have to deal with a frustrated Santana.

She begins to looks everywhere but me.

"You are so immature sometimes. He didn't do anything" I say to her thoughtfully and she turns her head to look at me.

"Yeah, that's because I stopped him"

"Really? he didn't do anything"

She sighs annoying and looks away.

"Santana" I call her name but nothing. I try to grab her hand again but she pulled away "Are you going to be upset now because I didn't say anything to him?"

"I said forget it" she says again with an annoyance tone avoiding my eyes.

I know what she wants, a little bit of security. I've been in her shoes before, many times. When someone who is not me start to look at Santana with sexy eyes or talk to her in a certain way I feel unsure of myself. In those moments, I just need a little recognition and a reminder that she is mine and mine only. So... I know what she wants now.

I see our waiter walking towards our table with our plates, I quickly lean towards her looking straight into her eyes, she looks at me a little surprised and I just smiled before closing the distance between us.

Our lips connected and I can hear how she lets out a small sigh on my lips as her tongue part my lips, entering into my mouth. I immediately forget that we are in public and I get lost in the kiss. I lowered my hand to cup her neck and bring her even closer as I feel her hand grab my face. I could kiss Santana for a whole day, her lips taste so good, and she really knows how to kiss me.

We keep kissing for a few good seconds until there is no air left for us and I have to separate from her, but not before biting her lip tentative with a smile.

I open my eyes and she looks at me with so much love that I feel like I'm flying again, in a different way, and with just one look. Is incredible the way she makes me feel.

"I love you" I whisper in her lips before giving her a peck.

"Your order is here" He awkward says as we finally parted, apparently he saw the whole scene. But that's what Santana wanted, let him know that I'm with her, and happy.

I can see that the kiss in front of him satisfied her judging by the smirk on her face.

"Thank you" She cocky says looking at this guy with victory.

I swear, she is just a kid sometimes. But I'm happy to see her with a smile again.

...

The afternoon passes fast with Rachel, after eating something we went to get some ice cream, I think I'll start to gain weight slowly with a baby growing inside me.

Will she still loves me? With the time, I'll be fat. Maybe she'll start looking at other women.

Ok stop Quinn, you're thinking just stupid things right now. Santana would never cheat on me. She said so...

Now I'm climbing the stairs to her apartment, maybe do a little exercise will do me good, that's what I'll start doing, exercise.

I sigh as I look for the keys to enter her apartment. I just want to get some rest today, curl up with Santana and watch a movie. I want to tell her today about the baby, she must have arrived.

When I open the door, I'm sure my mouth hits the ground, I can't believe what my eyes see.

"Hello beautiful, like what you see?" says Santana besides me as she stretches out her hand for me to take it.

It's all so beautiful, the table is adorned with an elegant tablecloth and candles, flowers decorate the table and the floor.

"What is this Santana?" I say as I take her hand and let her guide me to the table where she gently pulls a chair for me to sit, how gentlewoman.

"You don't like it?" She looks at me a little scared, but I smiled widely to reassure her.

"Of course I like it baby, but what is this? We're not celebrating an anniversary or something important today" She lifted my cup to serve some wine on it but I quickly took the cup away from her. No more alcohol for me "No thank you, I think I'll just have water"

"Ok" Santana walks to the kitchen to get some water and I can see how well it fits on her that dress, her breasts are adjusted in a very provocative way and her ass looks spectacular.

Seriously what is this? Am I forgetting something?

"Here" She says as she puts the glass of water in front of me. "Want to hear something funny?" I nod as I take a sip "I cooked for you. And before you say anything, I already tried it, it taste pretty good" she says with a proud smile.

"We'll see" I say joking "But tell me, why you did all of this?" I asked intrigued.

This is so sweet, I love when she does things like this just to surprise me. I was thinking on telling her tonight that I'm pregnant, but it can change her mood.

Honestly I don't want to wait, but I'll just tell her tomorrow and enjoy this night with her.

"It's a very special occasion indeed, I just don't know if it's alright to tell you just yet" She starts to walk for all the room nervously, like thinking about something really serious. Ok I'm starting to panic now "You know, I'll do it now" She takes a deep breath and then looks into my eyes "Quinn..." She begins, but nothing comes out of her mouth "Fuck! I have no game" She says, somehow annoying with herself "Look, I have to tell you something really important"

At the time she said those words thousands of scenarios begin to pass through my head, so many that I can't even keep one, not even the most logical.

I will just say it now, I don't know what she wants to tell me, I better tell her first.

"Baby let me tell you something first please" I say as I stand up and walk to her side. I haven't even planned what I'm going to say. But she wants to tell me something important too, so before everything she has to know about the baby, our baby.

"Santana I..." Crap this is more complicated than I thought.

What if she doesn't want this? And leaves me. I don't know what I would do without her.

"What is it princess? You're scaring me."

"I'm pregnant" I finally say closing my eyes, I'm not ready to see her with an indifferent face or mad at me for not taken care of this.

But this is something natural right? Totally normal.

I sighed before open my eyes, surprised when I saw a brightness in her eyes that I had never seen before.

"Are you serious? Oh my god!" She lifts me off the ground and gives me a big hug in the air as she kisses me nonstop, "I can't believe it"

"I can't believe it either," I thought she would be upset or something.

"You have no idea how happy you make me Quinn" She says into my lips and I just giggle. "Wait" Santana leans back a little and looks at me serious this time "Are you... happy too right?"

"Yes of course, I didn't expected you being so happy about this" I say as she hugs me tight and I snuggled my head on her chest

"What are you talking about? I'm going to have a baby with you. Do you know how many times I've dreamed about this?" Santana's hands leaves my back to take my face and looks at me for awhile, with pure adoration. Then she gives me a soft but passionate kiss.

How silly of me, Worrying that maybe Santana didn't want this as much as I do. She loves me, I have no doubt about that, now more than ever.

"We'll be the best mothers in the world" She said once we parted.

But then her face changes after a few seconds, looking nervous.

"What happens?" It's my time to ask.

"Alright so, I will do what I had planned. Look... I know we've been through a lot together, more than some couples lives their entire life. We have lived so many situations and honestly, it wasn't simple or easy, I never thought I'd be here, with you and so happy after everything" She pauses as she looks at me in a lovely way "I want to be with you forever Quinn, because I love you. I want to be the first woman you see in the morning and the last woman you see at night. Do you know for how long I've loved you?" She asked looking at me intensely, I shake my head as I continue watching her, seems impossible take my eyes off her, "I love you since that night we were together for the first time, possibly before that, but that night I knew. I knew I'd do anything to be with you and make you happy, and be your happiness."

Santana pulls out a small box from her pocket and my heart stops for a few seconds. Is this what I think it is?

"Santana," I whispered her name with some hope.

"Quinn Fabray..." She opens the box to reveal a beautiful ring with ruby stones. God, is what I think it is! "Do you maybe want to be Quinn Lopez-Fabray, or Fabray-Lopez if you want, I don't care." She smiles at me tenderly while still holding the box, "Will you marry me?"

I don't answer with words and just threw myself at her giving her the most loving kiss of my life.

I never thought this day would come, this is simply a dream come true.

When we parted I give her a long peck on her beautiful red lips, those lips that I'll be kissing the rest of my life.

"You have to answer me baby, You're killing me here" That makes me laugh and leans back to look at her better, just a few inch. After this I don't think I'll be able to get away from her never.

"Yes San, I'll marry you."

"God, thank you!" Santana slowly put the ring on my finger and then takes my face and kisses me again.

There is something else better than happiness? Because that's how I feel now.

"Certainly we will have to buy another apartment, or a house maybe, we need another room for our baby" Santana says in my ear while her hands returns to my waist.

"I guess"

"That will be just our first kid Quinn, I want five more" She happily says.

"Five? That much huh?" I ask surprised.

"Yeah, six kids is enough."

I lift my head to look at those eyes, the ones that made me fall in love with her years ago.

"I love you."

"I love you too beautiful."

Finally. I can't think of another word. I love her, she loves me, we're going to get married and we'll have a baby soon. I love my life.

"I like Fabray-Lopez better" I say smiling.

"Perfect, I like how it sounds too." Santana says before closing the distance between our lips and walking us to her room.

Can't wait to finally start this life with her. A life full of happiness

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But life never works as you think. I should have known that before being left with a broken heart once again.

So this is it! There will be another fic about this, a sequel so don't worry, If you don't want to read it just ignore the last part.

Thank you for reading this!

See you soon I guess!