Finally here with a new chapter, took me a while. The story is starting to wrap up slightly and stuff is going to get complicated and revealed soon, not to give anything away, you're gonna have to read ;D
I do not own any characters or songs used in this or any other chapter, just the ideas are mine
She has never been such a wreck ball in her life. She hoped it was because of the damn hormones or whatever. She couldn't keep this a secret for too long now anyways, it was her second month and she was starting to lightly show.
Nothing Nate would notice though, she was grateful of it. It wouldn't last for long, soon she was going to look like a giant whale. Oh the joy of being pregnant… not even a lavender scented bath that usually helped everything wasn't helping now.
She hoped Nate wasn't suspicious, he did act a little strange lately but so did she, unlike in her pregnancy case she figured Nate was nervous cause the whole campaign thing. She didn't want to put this on his mind, he needed to stop worry and her telling him she's pregnant wouldn't help.
Things were already tensed as they were, the two of them being the two of the worlds most stubborn people plus both of them extremely nervous living under the same roof resulted in a lot of fights and yelling. She thought about what have happened just an hour ago…
''It's unbelievable…you're unbelievable''
''Seriously? Seriously Blair? We're really doing this''
''Damn straight... what does it look like?'' she harshly hissed
''It looks like you're all of a sudden bitching and over reacting over every fucking single thing. What the hell?'' he yelled back
''So I'm the problem? All of a sudden I'm not good enough''
''See…see this. This is what I'm talking about. You're making things up. Who said anything about you or not being good enough? It's just flowers okay? Frickin' flowers….you're making it sound like I offended you for life or something. God put it together'' he said and left the room
''Don't you walk away from me. This is so not over'' she went after. Here they were, fighting about flowers. Fucking flowers. Not even flowers, the color of them. She asked him to pick them up for her mother and he got the wrong shade, yellow. Everyone knows Eleanor doesn't approve yellow, what was wrong with him. Him? What was wrong with her….she was freaking out because of the stupidest thing ever.
''Um yes it is over. I have a feeling you're super pissed about something and I'm not going to be a victim of that. Call me when you come down to earth, maybe take a lavender bath. I'll be hiding out at Dan's'' he said with a slight chuckle and closed the door after him
Chuckle, really? Was this all a joke to him. And a lavender bath, even though it sounded like heaven, did he think a bath would solve everything. She was even more pissed now, at herself really not him. well at him too. It was his fault, he got her pregnant and she was pissed cause of the damn pregnancy hormones…so yeah, it was his fault.
It wasn't that bad at all actually, it was kind of refreshing, they were both out of the frame and honestly their life has become somehow boring the first two months of living together. A little fighting was what they needed to function and after all….makeup sex.
Oh God she totally forgot about that, once she supersizes she won't be attractive anymore and Nate would decide he would want someone skinnier and better and more sexual than her… she was going out of her mind with this.
She would just wait this couple of weeks till the whole congressman thing ends and then when he would win she would add this on top and he would be super happy and they would get married and have more babies and live happily ever after.
She wished…. But she should know better by now, she should know that every time she had a chance of actual happily ever after a bitch called life would screw everything up. This was no other thing, she just wasn't aware of how much her life would change in the next 24 hours.
''I don't have a flowing clue what got in to her…it's like everything's okay and then BAM… the Waldorf bomb has exploded and there's no way out of it'' Nate explained to Dan as he sipped his bear
''Maybe something's going on or you know… time of the month'' Dan suggested shifting from his seat
''I don't know, probably…I just…I have all of this things on my mind and then there's the stupid election going on and all of that crap and then I come home in order to find some peace with my loving fiancé which fights with me over flowers'' he said the last part laughing, Dan laughed too until something came over his mind
''Look I know it isn't really my place to mess with your head and I really like Blair and you two together, but… are you having second thoughts?'' Nate looked up to him
''Yes. Don't get me wrong, not about Blair. I love that girl more than anything in this world, I mean she is the only light thing in this fucking awful dark world. I know I want to marry her and commit to her forever. Sure we fight a lot… but there's no one I would rather fight with'' he smiled instantly at the thought of her ''I'm having second thought about my future and this election. I know I should think of my future family and have a decent job to provide but I just….I somehow feel so lost. I don't want to do this you know? But is there anything else''
''Serena I called you an hour ago, what took you so long?'' she asked in a nervous tone causing weird looks from the people around the park
''Whoa, who's got you all fired up? Did Nate release the kraken or is there something else on your case?'' Blair just took a deep breath and composed herself from rolling her eyes.
''That's not the point, I said I have something important to tell you, something I can't even tell Nate about or anyone for now but if I keep it inside myself I'll explode'' she said without a breath
'' God, if it's something not even Nate knows about it must be a big deal, Blair you and Nate tell each other everything''
''That's the point Nate can't find out'' she said panicking
''Blair calm down it's okay. Just tell me what's going on'' her friend hugged her
''Okay-'' just as she pulled away and was about to say that she's pregnant someone bumped in to her and caused her purse to fall down and her belongings to shutter all around, one of them being her pregnancy test. Even worse the person who was now apologizing and who bumped in to her was no other than William Vanderbilt
''I'm sorry miss…Blair?'' he asked in surprise, he immediately caught something but pretended he hasn't, caught on the same thing was Serena whose eyes were as wide as they could be
''Mr. Vanderbilt-'' shit shit shit. She quickly picked her stuff and stuffed it in her purse hoping he hasn't seen the test ''-what…what are you doing here?''
''Oh, we're doing a charity donation for a shelter nearby. What are you doing… and hey, where's Nathanial, I haven't seen him the whole day?''
''I was just here with my friend'' she pointed at Serena who was still in shock upon realizing that her best friend was oh so pregnant. She just smiled politely and said hi
''As for Nate, I'm pretty sure he's at Dan's'' he just nodded in response
''Well it was great seeing you'' more like it was a torture and it almost caused her a heart attack ''Bye''
''Wait. Blair can we talk for a minute'' oh no, this wasn't good
''Um yeah, Serena, I'll be right back'' she said unease and followed William
They walked away a bit when he threw it at her, totally calm
''No one can find out about this'' that was what she was afraid of the most, he must have seen it
''I'm sorry, I don't know what you're talking about'' why not act clueless
'' Don't you pull that crap on me. I know you're pregnant'' he said coldly. She took a deep breath and decided she would cope with it
''It doesn't matter, no one will find out anyways. I won't distract Nate, I haven't even told him and I won't until the election-''
''Oh you have no idea what you stepped in to'' he yelled slightly
''What…what are you talking about?'' she asked on the verge of her tears
''I'm talking about how if this get's out there's no way Nate's going to win, and it will get out somehow, trust me. I bet it'll be all over the news papers in a week. And you know what else, as soon as he loses we'll get fucked over by the Buckley's, they'll tell the authorities where Nate's father is and then we're done. Any you know why is that? It's cause he "chose" you over Bree. He could have been so happy without you now, he would win the election, marry Bree, get super rich and have a reputation to die for. You know what he'll have now? Nothing, he will lose everything because of you and your bastard child. It would be the best if you just got rid of it while it's not too late, in fact don't, just get away from Nate and let him be happy, okay?'' with that he turned around and left leaving Blair standing there alone, breaking down, barely suffocating in tears
To be continued
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