I am so, so, so sorry for not updating I just had a horrible case writers block but hopefully having done this chapter will help the next few ones flow naturally. There are only a few chapters left in this story :( but I want to thank everyone who has read it and reviewed it you guys really have no idea how much it all means to me. So enough rambling let's get on with the story hopefully you guys like it keep in mind it is a filler chapter but tomorrow baby Goldsworthy will be born.

I Do not own Degrassi, If I did we would not be in suspense about crazy promos hinting that Eclare might be kaput.


Clare's POV

It has been about five months since the whole ordeal with Lisa went on, I am in the last few days of my pregnancy and I couldn't be happier. Jos has stayed with us full time; Lisa didn't even try to take it to court because she knew she couldn't stand a chance so now she only sees Jos for an hour every other Saturday and Eli, his parents and sometimes even my parents are there with them. After what happened that day with Jos I tried going over to talk to her but my friends and family would not allow it so I have to wait until the baby is born to have my little chat with her.

Bianca moved back to New York about two months ago so I really don't have to worry about her at least not at the moment. Alli told me about how she and Eli went over to Bianca's house the day of the incident and how Eli had apologized so maybe just maybe she will finally move on with her life I really hope she does for her own sake.

Adam and Fi had been traveling back and forth between Canada and New York but they finally agreed to settle down in Canada to be with their family and friends, they are going through the process of adopting a baby they were going to adopt one from Kenya but then they opted for adopting one from here instead which is great because there is not as much red tape to go through.

Alli and Drew are doing great they are going to go see a doctor to discuss if they are able to have children. I'm glad she is going I know that it was hard for her trying to get pregnant and being unable to and it was definitely putting unnecessary stress on her marriage so her deciding to get help is a good thing.

Darcy and her family are doing great I see her almost every day because Sara and Jos have become best friends so Darcy is always bringing her over for a play date.

I guess you can say that life is good at the moment, Eli has been trying to make up for the way he acted the day Lisa took Jos. I have told him time and time again that I understand him but he thinks he has to prove to me that he is sorry which in a way I don't mind at all, he is spoiling me so much.

Today Eli and I are going to my last doctor's appointment before the baby gets here.

"Are you ready to go?" Eli asks me from the door I look up at him and nod. He grabs my bag and helps me waddle my way to Morty.

"You know that after the baby is born we are no longer going to be using Morty as the family car right?" Eli turns to look at me with a look of hurt in his eyes almost like if I would have just insulted a family member.

"And why not?" he asks with hurt dripping at the end of the question.

"Well Elijah, we can't possibly have two car seats in Morty. Plus why are you acting so hurt I'm not telling you to get rid of it all I'm saying is that when we go out as a family we will take my car." Eli once again turns to look at me and pouts.

"But blue eyes, Morty here is part of our family I can't leave him especially for your car." He whines I swear for a grown man Eli can sometimes act like such a baby.

"Eli, seriously I am not telling you to get rid of him just…" Just as I was about to finish my sentence Morty shuts off in the middle of the road great, I sometimes think this car actually has feelings.

"See what you did you pissed him off and he shut off, so start apologizing to him."

"You can't be serious"

"I am being serious Clare apologize to Morty."

"Fine, Morty I am sorry even though I really didn't say anything wrong." I say as I pat the steering wheel, Just then Eli turns the key and Morty roars back to life.

"Atta boy" Eli says to Morty I just roll my eyes at him.

"Have you thought of any more names for the baby?" Eli asks me as we pull in to the parking lot. There are not many cars here I guess since it is still early which is actually a good thing that way we don't have to wait as long to be seen.

"I have a few in mind, what about you?" Eli shakes his head "not for a first name but I actually do have a middle name in mind." Damn I was kind of hopping he picked the first name that way he would let me pick the middle name.

"Oh"

"Or if you already have a name in mind we can go with that instead." He quickly says.

We reach the elevator and get in he presses the number four. "No… well actually I have a middle name but I don't know if you will go for it." I tell him as the elevator dings and the door slide open.

"Ok well tell me what it is, and then we will discuss it and pick the best one because I really don't want my kid to have some weird name." he smirks at the end of this. We walk in to the doctor's office and sign in; we sit down and wait until they call us to the back.

"Well I was thinking that his middle name could be Adam." I look into his eyes and I see them light up.

"See babe this is exactly why we are meant to be, that is the name I want to. I just think that after everything that happened he was always there for the both of us and that is something I admire of him."

"And also maybe with his name our son will have or learn to have some of the courage that Adam has demonstrated throughout all his life." I really do want my son to see Adam as an example of perseverance, hope and strength.

"Ok so it's agreed we will name him something Adam Goldsworthy." Eli says with a laugh

"I love the something part." I say to him and gently hit him in the shoulder. The nurse come out and calls us to the back. I can't believe this is the last visit I am going to have in this pregnancy the next time I see my doctor is when I am giving birth this all seems so surreal to me. It feels like it finally hit me in about a week we are going to be welcoming a new member to our family and I am going to be a mom.

"Ok Mrs. Goldsworthy everything seems to be fine with you and the baby, do you have any questions?" The doctor ask me I turn to look at Eli he shakes his head; I turn back to the doctor "No doctor everything seems to be clear so I guess I will see you soon." The doctor shakes my hand and walks out of the room.

"Are you ok?" I ask Eli he is a little pale and has not said much throughout the whole appointment.

"Yeah I guess I am just in shock at how quickly everything has been happening I feel like just a few days ago we found out that you were pregnant and now here we are about to become parents." I could see tears threatening to fall from his eyes I know how much he hates to cry so I decide to change the subject.

"We better hurry up and pick Jos up from my parents' house I bet she is driving them crazy." Eli comes to my side and helps me off. My parents have been so good with Jos at first they were a little weird about it but now they are crazy about her she can really win anyone over.

We walk to Morty in silence but it's not awkward at all it actually is pretty pleasant we were both in our own little world but at the same time I feel closer to him than I have ever felt before and by the way he hold my hand I know that he feels the same way.

As he opens the door for me he leans in and catches my lips with his, he starts off with a few chaste kisses and then moves on to a deeper kiss I feel my knees give which is something I had not felt since I was a teenager, his arms quickly go to my waist and he holds me up he pulls away and we are both trying to catch our breath. His forehead is still against mine and I can feel his sweet breath on me.

"I love you so much Clare, I really do not deserve you, you are perfect in every way and I am just a lucky bastard that was able to make you fall in love with him. Why? I will never know but you did and I will not trade that for anything in the world." He places a kiss on my nose and smirks.

"I love you Elijah and don't ever say that you don't deserve me because that is not true you are a caring, gentle, loving man that has done nothing but try to be the best husband in the world." I kiss his nose now, we pull away and he helps me in to the car he then walks around to the driver side and we pull out of the parking lot.

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