Against Your Will
By: Kigen and Faraway Dawn
Because of my recent turning of Faraway Dawn into a Narutard; our love for NaruSasu, and the fact that there are few good Sasuke uke fics, I bribed Faraway Dawn into a roleplay. ... And this would be the twisted result.
IMPORTANT NOTE: A conclusion has been reached. From now on, I will write Against Your Will alone. Faraway Dawn has decided to take a step back and let me do things. As of right now, I'm still posting what remains of the rp (we had far more in reserve than I originally thought). Once the rp is used up, and I start writing on my own, I'll post to let everyone know. We are still using rp story.
Disclaimer: We totally abused the curse seal in this rp. If Naruto was ours, this would be the result. Warning for surprising Sasuke, knock some sense into you Naruto, and worried adults.
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"The serum should last twenty minutes. He's going to be very aware that he's under it though." Tsunade warned Kakashi.
"Aware that he's under it?"
"He'll answer you truthfully, but he'll bitch at you all the while."
"Great. Just what I wanted to end my day."
Tsunade just stayed smiling. She had already made popcorn. "You know what to ask. Have fun."
"You really do take too much pleasure in all this you know."
"I know, I know. Have fun."
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Sasuke sat grumpily in his bed, looking a little dazed and really pissed.
Kakashi went into the room and shut the door. Yes, he certainly looks irritated.
"What fucked up questions are you going to ask me now?" Sasuke glared.
"The ones I get ordered to ask."
"Just ask them and leave."
"Do you love Naruto?" I still can't believe she made popcorn...
"I'm not sure... I think I do."
"Then what is the real reason you're fighting so hard to distance yourself from him when it's obvious he cares about you so much?"
"He will kill him."
I see. "Your brother?"
Sasuke nodded quietly.
"He's taken away everything precious to me before, he won't stop now."
"You're doing it to protect Naruto then?" Kakashi asked.
Sasuke nodded. "That's the main reason."
"Why didn't you just tell Naruto that?"
"I'd admit I like him."
"And you don't want him to know at all?"
Sasuke shook his head. "I don't. I wasn't lying. I do need children."
"True, but not yet you don't." And by the time you do, I'm sure Tsunade will have sent Jiraiya half way around the world to find some strange way to make all this work. Seeing as she's taking up playing match maker.
"I will, once I kill him. There's no point making him think it'll work, when it won't last very long."
"What if there was a way? I'm not saying there is, but if there were..." Kakashi trailed off.
"I can't do anything until he's dead... And are you crazy? Guys can't get pregnant. The closest thing I can think of would be sexy no jutsu, and the chances of a person doing that and still being fertile in that form is next to impossible."
"I'm aware. As I said though, if there were a way, would you tell Naruto?"
"It doesn't matter. I can't do anything." Sasuke sighed. "Why are you so obsessed? Unrequented love isn't the most horrible thing in thee world."
"I'm just following orders. And about unrequited love... I suppose it depends. Jiraiya would probably tell you it's worse than any torture you could put him through."
"He wasn't Orochimaru's bitch for two years."
"...I don't want to know do I?"
"What are you implying?" Sasuke turned to look at him.
"I think that should be my question."
"He didn't, not any I could remember anyways."
"Nothing you remember?"
"I don't remember about a third of my time there." Sasuke shrugged.
"That's a lot of time you can't account for..."
"I know." Sasuke had come to terms with it already.
"It doesn't bother you?"
"There's no point to worrying about it. It won't change anything."
"I suppose."
"Don't tell Naruto."
"I won't. You really should tell him yourself."
"He'll freak out about something I don't even know is true." Referring to being Orochimaru's bitch, not the children.
"That's why you should tell him. Just don't tell him more than necessary. Think about it. Either you tell him, or he'll find out from Tsunade sooner or later."
Sasuke murmured darkly. "She better not."
"She shouldn't, but she will tell."
"I'll deny it if Naruto asks."
"She can prove you're lying."
"How? Naruto's not in the room with her." Sasuke knew about the cameras.
"She has more than just cameras Sasuke."
Sasuke looked at him. "What does she have?"
"Tapes."
"What?"
"Tapes. She has everything ever seen here... recorded."
Sasuke was a bit shocked and quite mortified. "The hell for?"
"For records."
"For her own sick pleasures you mean." Sasuke started to get up.
"For records. It's how we've been able to best decide that you are mentally stable now, and that you were not before."
"I'm perfectly sane and stable. They aren't needed." Getting out of the bed, he was ready to destroy the tapes.
"They are needed." Kakashi moved in front of the door. "How soon you are released from here depends on them."
"Then I'll only destroy that one tape."
"Which one?"
"All the unnecessary ones."
"Then all of them will be untouched."
"Why does that need to be documented? It is not necessary." Sasuke stood in front of Kakashi, still weak but standing relatively easily.
"All of it needs to be on record because it will be reviewed when things are decided. How you would be punished if you are punished things like that, and of course, how soon you can be released."
"I'm sure they've been reviewed enough times that several people can recited them by heart." he spoke darkly.
"Only Tsunade and Jiraiya can do that at this point I believe." Though Sakura is likely to be getting better at it.
"And Sakura? What about Naruto?" He mentally cringed of the thought of Naruto hearing any of his sessions with Kakashi.
"Sakura has only been permitted access to the actual seal reversals for now." Nosebleeds were getting out of control... "She is likely going to learn how do it herself. Not yet of course, but you know what I mean." Kakashi waved his hand dismissivly. "As for Naruto, Tsunade has been doing everything in her power to keep him far away from the tapes."
"That's not going to work very long." Able to shape his chakra or not, he was going to torch those tapes.
"He hasn't gotten to them yet. They're being guarded quite well, I assure you."
"All he has to do is walk in when Tsunade drooling over them or something." For a brief moment, the sharingan flashed.
"They aren't even here anymore."
"Where are they?"
"Even I don't know that." It's one thing that he shouldn't be able to move this easily yet... Another that the sharingan could be even slightly active now. Not so soon. "Go lay down Sasuke."
"No." Again, the sharingan flashed momentarily.
"Now Sasuke."
Sasuke glared a moment longer, before relenting. He knew he wasn't anywhere near strong enough to take Kakashi on right now.
"Go on."
Sasuke went and sat on the bed, extremely pissed.
Kakashi nodded to the bed. "Lay down."
"I'm not tired." Sasuke glared.
"I don't care."
Sasuke laid down. Kakashi was being unusually... stern.
"Don't move. Someone will be in shortly."
"What's going on?" Sasuke sat up, somewhat alarmed.
"Nothing."
The boy snorted. "Yeah fucking right. That was so unconvincing, even Naruto wouldn't believe it."
Kakashi remained silent and gave Sasuke a stern look.
Sasuke stilled. Something really was wrong.
"Now do as I say and lay down and don't move."
Sasuke laid down, more than a little anxious now.
Kakashi left the room and stepped into Tsunade's office. It's just not... well I suppose it's possible, but it's not probable. "You saw?"
"Yes." Tsunade was studying Sasuke's vitals very closely.
"It's not likely that this is Sasuke recovering this quickly on his own." It's because of Naruto, but he hasn't been in here for a while.
"Kyuubi's residual chakra is still healing him and increasing Sasuke's own chakra." Tsunade noted.
"I suppose that's... good." Kakashi crossed his arms and looked over at the door. "But Sasuke's body, he's not used to this. It shouldn't be remaining in his system this long." And we don't know if it will do more harm than good either. Perfect, just what we needed, more drama in our already overly dramatized lives...
"It seems to be stilling though. Let's hope that this isn't anything to worry about. I don't want to have to separate them."
"I thought that separating them was the goal, to make sure that Sasuke doesn't become needy."
"I mean completely. I want them to be able to function without each other, not forbid them from ever seeing each other for only Kami-sama knows how long."
"Of course, but Naruto is the one insistent on training right now. Just in case..."
Tsunade sighed. "I know. I'm surprised that Orochimaru hasn't made any attempts on Sasuke yet."
"He'll wait till we aren't expecting it."
"We're going to except it until we know he's dead."
"That's hard to do in Orochimaru's case..."
"I'm more aware of it then you are." The hokage sighed. She needed a drink.
"Should I go track down Naruto and drag him away from his practice?"
"That's not necessary, not unless you think Sasuke needs it."
"I think he thinks something is very wrong because I was a bit firm with him when I made him lay down. I was just worried that if his sharingan recovers too quickly, he'll try to escape again. I'd ask if you wanted to get Naruto because Naruto is the only one that can make him calm down completely, even when Naruto has no clue what's going on."
Tsunade stood up. "Give me about twenty minutes with Sasuke before sending Naruto into the room. I'll take care of things."
"Alright. It'll probably take me that long to find Naruto." Kakashi sighed. "He's been somewhere different every day."
"All right. Be punctual this time Kakashi."
"I'll try."
Tsunade nodded, and went to see Sasuke.
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Sasuke laid on his side, still and thinking.
Tsunade had finished speaking to him just a few minutes before. He didn't need Naruto to come running every time he was the least bit anxious. Tsunade didn't have to send for him because Kakashi had gotten a bit paranoid and confused him. So what if Kyuubi's chakra was somehow healing him? He couldn't have been the first person Naruto had done that too.
Naruto stumbled into the room after Kakashi pushed the door shut. The hell is going on with everyone? So what if Sasuke's recovering fast? Isn't that a good thing?
Sasuke looked up to glance at his confused expression. "You don't need to be here." he laid back down. "I'm fine by myself."
"Yeah well, that's what I kept saying. What's going on anyway?"
"You don't know?"
"Not really."
"Kyubbi's chakra has been healing me, while you're not here now."
"Really?" That's... weird. "They sure about that? I mean you're just not, I dunno, getting better?"
"My sharingan flashed. Twice."
Naruto blinked. "Did it really? Wow, you really are recovering fast then." Naruto rubbed his head. "You'd think they'd find that a good thing."
"I'm not supposed to be able to mold my chakra. They did something so I wasn't suppose to be able to do jutsus or use the sharingan."
"Oh right..." Naruto nodded. "Yeah, so I guess that kinda is a bad thing for them huh?"
"They're afraid that Kyubbi's chakra is going to kill me or something." Sasuke snorted.
"Kill you? Why would it kill you?"
"Something about my body not being to handle so much chakra, or demon chakra." he shrugged,
"But, it's the one trying to heal you so I doubt it would do anything to kill you."
"Unless it tries to bring me up to youma levels." Even Naruto knew he had an unimaginable amount of chakra.
"It wouldn't... I mean the Kyuubi's not totally stupid. I might be but it certainly isn't."
"How do you know Kyuubi has control over it after he passes it to me? How do you know if he even cares?"
"I don't know, and I don't know if he actually cares... but I do. So maybe that's why."
Sasuke shrugged again. He was so sick of all of this.
"So, if they're worried about it, why did they shove me in the room with you?"
"They think I'm gonna go mental or suicidale if you're not there to calm me down."
Naruto snorted slightly. "I think you've really given everyone besides me the wrong impression about yourself."
"They're afraid I'll leave too."
"Well that I get."
"So as you can see, I don't need you. You can go." Sasuke forced his voice to be cold.
"You don't sound like you mean that."
Sasuke shrugged. He hadn't looked at Naruto in a while though.
"I'd go but," Naruto pushed on the door, "I think they barricaded me in."
"Force your way out."
Naruto tried. "I can't..."
"They couldn't have reenforced it that much."
"Then you force it open." Naruto tried to open the door.
"You really want me to do that? My chakra's not controling itself and I can't use physical strength to knock it down."
Naruto tried to force the door open. "Yeah I know but..." he tried again. "The hell did they do?"
"Just be quiet and don't be annoying."
"I'm not annoying, not really."
Sasuke shrugged again, eyes closed.
Naruto tried to open the door again. Come on people. He doesn't want me here so let me out.
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"Sasuke's chakra isn't rising." Tsunade noted, though it made sense since Nartuo wasn't near him.
"It doesn't seem to be as bad as we were thinking then. In all honesty it doesn't seem to be doing Sasuke any harm." Kakashi noted.
"I still want to observe them, just to be sure."
"Of course."
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Sasuke sighed as Naruto continued to fight with the door. "Just give up."
Naruto glanced over his shoulder. "Thought you wanted me to leave."
"I don't care anymore." Sasuke closed his eyes, trying to relax. After a while, he shifted, uncomfortble. He rubbed his shoulder, right where the seal had been.
Naruto watched Sasuke rub his shoulder. "Are you alright Sasuke?" That's where the seal used to be...
"Sore." Sasuke mumbled, though the spot tingled more that it hurt; burned almost. He made a soft, uncomfortable sound, rubbing it a bit more firmly.
Naruto turned to face Sasuke. "Does it hurt?"
"Not really." he mumbled. It just felt uncomfortable. Sasuke made a slight face and took his hand away. Maybe it hurt a little now.
"How much does it hurt?"
"It doesn't." he winced slightly.
Naruto walked over to the bed. "You wouldn't be wincing if it didn't hurt a bit."
"It's not bad. It just burns a little."
"Burns a little? Why would it be burning?"
Sasuke shrugged, grunting from the action. "'s fading though." He mumbled, as the pain ebbed. It seemed to come and go. He sat up, still rubbing his sore shoulder. With a mumble of annoyance, he got out of the bed.
"What are you doing?" Naruto asked.
"Getting the hell out of here. So move."
"You aren't leaving."
"I'm sick of being here. Now move Naruto."
"No."
"Then stay still so I can leave." Sasuke tried to go past him.
Naruto moved in Sasuke's way. "No."
"Damnit Naruto." Sasuke shoved past him.
Naruto caught Sasuke by the arm and pushed him back towards the bed. "I said you weren't leaving."
"Let go of me! I'm not staying here."
"Yeah, you damn well are." He pushed Sasuke back to the bed.
Sasuke glared as he was shoved onto the bed. "Get off me."
Naruto pushed Sasuke down completely and got on top of him to hold him still. Using his own limbs, he pined Sasuke's arms and legs in place. "No. Damnit Sasuke, you can't leave. What have you got out there anyway? Nothing. Tell me exactly what's so damn bad about staying here in Konoha? You really hate us all that much? Because I know you'd be lying through your teeth if you said you did."
Sasuke held his glare. "Get off."
Naruto leaned closer to Sasuke. "Get off?" Naruto shrugged. "Ok, I can do that. Not like it's hard to do. I mean, you do have a nice body." That oughta shut the ass up.
"What?" Sasuke's face turned red. "Fucking pervert! Get off of me!"
Naruto twitched slightly. "Damnit, that was supposed to shut you up not make you yell." Naruto scrutinized Sasuke's face. "And why the hell are you so red?"
"Because you're worse that the white haired bastard- both of them! And Tsunade just got that on tape you idiot!"
Naruto shrugged. "Yeah, I know." he looked down at Sasuke. "She's been taping all this since day one."
"You knew." Sasuke's glaring darkened.
"Yeah, I knew. They had you taped so they could review and monitor your progress. And you knew you were taped. You didn't really think they'd just stop because the seal was reversed did you? This IS Tsunade and Jiraiya we're talking about."
"Get the hell off of me bastard."
"No, because as soon as I do you're going to try to leave."
"I can't stand being near you anymore." Sasuke spat.
"Can't stand it anymore? Oh, so for a while you could? That's news to me."
"Shut up and leave, or at least let me."
"No now stop bitching about it and lay still."
"I don't need to fucking rest anymore." Sasuke growled. "I don't need to be kept and coddled like a child."
"If you don't want to be treated like a child stop acting like one!"
"If I'm such a child, then wouldn't that make you a pedophile?"
"Hardly. We're the same age dumbass. You're immaturity doesn't make me a pedophile; it just makes you immature."
"I'm the immature one? Who runs around like an idiot blabbering about stupid things like ramen." Sasuke mumbled. "Fucking, hypocritical pedophile."
"Alright, you wanna talk about pedophiles? How about your dear Orochimaru? What the hell do you think he is? I swear if you weren't still recovering from everything I'd punch you into a few walls."
Sasuke froze a bit, turning his head to the side. "He never did anything. Get the hell off."
"You don't sound so sure when you say that Sasuke."
"And what are you implying?"
"I'm implying that you really don't sound so sure that he hasn't done anything. You've said yourself there are things you don't remember."
"So? If he had he'd leave something behind; marks, hints, something."
"Marks and hints you won't let anyone look for." Naruto argued.
"I would have found them myself."
"How would you find something you have no recollection of?"
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