Here's the next chapter, all mistakes are my own and all characters belong to Shonda and ABC

Arizona POV

''Okay, yeah I was a bit overwhelmed but you can't threaten me with taking Riley away Callie, I don't want to think about looking him'' I say

''Really? because you haven't given me much incentive that you want him Ari, I ask you to cuddle him or play with him and you shut down this isn't the right environment for him babe, just please see someone I know your a proud person, but this is our baby we're talking about here, what if I have to go to work again and I come home to find a worst situation than today, I can't chance it''

''I do love him Callie, just like I love you, and we've had a tough time of it this year maybe this is what this is?''

''no Ari you was never like this before Riley was born, why are you so resistant for help? don't you want to help and get better?''

''Okay I'll do it, I've nearly lost you too many times i'm not going to loose you again, or Riley'' I say and she gives me a kiss and helps me of the ground

''Look at him Ari, he's so perfect just the right mix of both of us, and with those dimples i'm never going to be able to say no am I? how about I put him down and me and you can have a nap? I know your exhausted''

''He needs a feed before he sleeps but he wont latch today I don't know why'' I say starting to feel the panic again

''Hey, hey it's okay he's probably having one of those days, c'mon I'll be there if it gets tough''

I pull my T-shirt up for the second time today and place Riley next to my breast, he nuzzles against my nipple and without hesitation latches on, Callie nuzzles her nose into my neck and kisses behind my ear

''I don't know how you do it Cal, it's like he knows your here and calms down, maybe he knows I'm not the best mother'' I say

''No, he knows how good you are, Some babies just have to be aware of their surrounding before they know what to do, it's nothing to do with you'' she assures me

''Your so good Cal, you know just what to tell me to calm me down'' I say,

''I've missed those bad boys, I don't know whether I like sharing them or not'' she says jokingly

''Calliope! not in front of the baby'' I say with a smirk

''Seroiusly I've missed you though, these pasted few months have been insane and it feels like we haven't had two minutes alone together''

''I get what you mean babe, but maybe we could have a shower together before our nap'' I say to her

''But you haven't been cleared by Lucy yet?''

''I'm not saying sex Callie, just one on one time'' I explain whilst Riley lets me know he's finished so I proceed to wind him for the next five minutes

''How about I put him down and you go and start the shower'' She says and I nod

Callie POV

My son finally fell asleep, so that leaves me with a naked wife in the shower I head into our bedroom placing the baby monitor on the bedside cabinet and head into the co-joining bathroom where I can hear the shower going, I strip down to my birthday suit and join my wife in the shower

she instantly wraps her arms around my waist and rest her head on my shoulder, it's like her favourite place on my body, but it's also the one she goes too when she feels anything but happy, I place my hands around her neck and pull her closer to me

''I love you, you know that right? You and Riley are my everything now'' I whisper to her

''I love you too, I was stood in the bathroom ready to get undressed and I didn't want to because I thought if you had saw me naked right now it would take the sexy out of the relationship-''

''Arizona I have baby vomit in my hair, I think the sexy part left a long time ago, but your still beautiful to me, you still take my breath away and I still thank god everyday that your the one I get to fall asleep next to everynight''

''I know, that's why I took them off, we've been together almost eight years, you know me better than anyone else, I knew how hard it was for you to show me your back after you got those scars, but you did because you knew I never thought any different of you, so that's how I know you dont think different of me''

''Atleast we both got scars now right?'' I say with a laugh and she subconsciously rubs along my back, she looks at me with eyes full of love and I do the only thing I want to do right now and kiss her, i tell her everything in this kiss, all the love I have for her, how much she means to me and how I never want to loose her, and she reciprocates right back

her hands slide down to my ass and I let out a moan and start to kiss her neck this time its her turn to moan she moves her hands down to my already hard nipples and my eyes roll to the back of my head as much as I'm enjoying this I know we have to stop or I wont be able to control myself

''Arizona we n-need to stop baby, as much as it kills me to say that''

''I.. yeah your right, how about that nap?'' we both step out of the shower and wrap towels around our bodies, the next ten minutes are used to get ready for bed and sideways glances

We're both under the comforter and get into our usual positions, me being the big spoon and her holding my hands in her own, it doesnt take long before she falls asleep, I know how tired she's been lately and it kills me to see her this way, I'm about to follow my wife but I hear my phone vibrate on the nightstand

''Hello?''

''Hi is this Callie Torres-Robbins?''

''Yes who may I ask is speaking?''

''Hi this is Detective Sargent Amelia Shepherd, just to let you know that we will be starting the trails on one Owen Hunt within the next two weeks so we need you, your wife, Mr Mark Sloan and Mr Jackson Avery to come down to the station within the next week to talk about statements and testaments are you okay with this?''

''Uhhh.. yeah sure how's Wednesday?''

''That would be fabulous, thank you and goodnight''

''Yeah.. bye'' I say as I place my phone back on the night stand and Cuddle back into my wife's back, she stirs but doesn't wake I just hope this doesnt set her back I think to myself before I fall to sleep

that's it for this chapter, read and review please :)