AUTHOR'S NOTE:- HERE IS THE FINAL CHAPTER IN THIS STORY! I MAY DO A SEQUEL OR OUT-TAKES BUT GIVE ME A REVIEW & TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!
Once we are at Isle, Esme, after a long and uneventful plane flight, Edward runs our luggage up to the house and comes back for me. He scoops me up in one fluid motion and without pausing he turns and heads to the house, while I try my hardest to look around at my surroundings. Believe me when I say that it is a hard task to do while travelling at Vampire speed and it night time, but as we approach the house we are bathed in light from the floor to ceiling windows that open out to a decking of sorts that looks to be of dark wood with a white rug on top right at the doors.
Edward carries me over the thresh hold and says with a face-splitting smile "Welcome to your home for the next year at least!" and with that he kisses me and I feel all his love and longing yet restraint in this kiss. As I have become sicker with my heart condition I have also become more and more fragile and bruise more than I did before!
He places me down on one of the white upholstered wicker lounges that make up the simple furnishings in the…what can I call it…out door lounge room/ beach hut that we walk into. The walls seem to meet the floors by having the lower half covered in the same wood as the floors and the upper half was some kind of off white but not like ivory or cream but it's sort of a really light shade of another colour I just cant put my finger on, I make a mental note to ask about that later.
There is a wicker table in front of me with a glass top. Upon looking around from my seat I can see that the floor plan to this house was open and spacious because the Cullen's while here didn't have to hide, so I guess this reflects that. Also from where I sit I have an almost unbroken view of the ocean on the other side of the island, on the other side of identical floor to ceiling windows to the ones we walk through. The ceiling above me is a very pale colour also and I wonder briefly if it is the same mystery colour as half the walls.
I am pulled from my musings by Edwards return, as I look at him I am struck with how gorgeous he looks and the fact that this magnificent god-like creature is my Husband for the rest of forever. I smile up at him as he leans down a hand to me and asks "Would you like to go to bed with me Mrs. Cullen?" and I take his hand and reply with a huge smile that I just cant hide
"Yes Mr. Cullen I really would."
With that we walk at human pace to the left hand side of the house to the door there that I didn't notice, Edward opens it once we get to it and I gasp as I see the most beautiful looking room I have ever seen in what feels like an age (even though it wasn't that long).
The room was Blue with a really deep and dark red wood floor; the walls had a railing of matching wood around the middle at about waist hight with the skirting boards at the ceiling the same wood as well to break the blue walls and ceiling up. The blue is a deep yet bright and vibrant blue similar to a royal or electric blue.
The main feature to this room was the massive four poster bed that was in the centre of the room opposite the door, against the floor to ceiling window that opens out to not only a view of a beach and the ocean but also a little enclosed deck. The window wall (as I have dubbed it) has curtains on either side of it in white that match the bed coverings.
Edward after a moment to allow me to take in this wonderful room leads me over to a door to the right of the bed and into the over sized bathroom complete with a massive spar bath that has got to be big enough to fit 8 people in it and a shower that is huge as well! He starts the shower, I guess so I can have a human moment and freshen up as I used to do before getting really bad.
Once showered and ready for bed we head back into the bedroom and he helps me into bed, as soon as I am tucked in he is beside me under the covers on the other side of the bed. I notice that my side of the bed is heated a little bit so he can sleep next to me; I smile as I remember when he first did that. As I gaze up into this wonderful and beautiful man's eyes I am glad of everything that has happened and I reach up to touch his face and bring him down to kiss me.
I pour everything I feel into this kiss as I know it most likely is the last of my human life and even after everything that has happened he still takes my breath away from me and I briefly wonder if he still will after I am like him, but I don't dwell on it for too long as I know I will find out soon enough and focus on the here and now.
As we kiss and embrace we start to move as one, still naked from the shower, His hand slowly traces down my body from the side of my face, down my shoulder and pass the side of my breast all the way down to the apex of my thighs. I groan with anticipation and Edward kisses me again as he slowly circles that little bundle of nerves, I buck my hips up with my impatience and he says.
"Be still my beautiful Wife, I wish to savour this moment"
And with that I stop all movement as much as I can with the electro current that always makes me feel like my body is humming all over every time we touch running through me making this more intense than ever. I close my eyes to just feel his touch when he tells me to open my eyes as he wants to see me come undone one last time as a human for he can't wait to see how I will look when I am not a breakable.
I open my eyes and look into his golden ones and see that they are alight with happiness, as I gaze into his eyes I feel his hand move from its torture of my clit and he slips two finger into me making my gasp from the pleasure I feel from this simple move. He smiles from the knowledge that he can bring me pleasure like this and not hurt me. From here he slowly moves on top of me, very careful as to not put all of his weight on me and he gently enters me with a soft and happy sigh as we connect for the first time as husband and wife and consummate our marriage, he picks up speed as his hips meet with my hips and we settle into a rhythm that is unhurried and gentle.
I start to feel tears fall down my cheeks past my face splitting smile as we continue to make love and find our climaxes together. We are left panting afterwards with the intensity of our love making and the with how much we feel for each other, as we are looking into each other's eyes I feel a sharp pain in my chest and I bring my hand up to clutch it as Edward moves off me and as I gasp for breath he brings my oxygen mask to my face.
I take it with my other hand while still clutching my chest and finding it even harder to breathe. I think this is it and panic for a moment before I remember that Edward will be making me like him and that this is not really an end but the beginning of a new and beautiful life. I start to think of Amy and wonder what she is doing right this moment and hope that she is ok and not too upset and enjoying my gift.
I think of what I can remember of my mother and even though he wasn't the best person in the world for what he did to me he was still my father and helped bring me into this world and I silently thank him because if he hadn't of been like how he was I don't know if I would have been with Edward or the rest of the Cullen's.
Edward is back in front of me with the phone in his hand and he looks tense and worried as he talks really fast to the other person on the phone, whom I suspect is Carlisle, he lays me down on the bed. He takes the mask from me and places it on the bedside table next to us and nodding once with his head he presses a button on the phone and places it down next to my mask and looks into my eyes for a moment before saying in a soft and calm voice
"Bella, I am going to bite you now and it is going to hurt really badly. Don't panic as I will be here when you wake up and all through your change. I was hoping for a few days before hand but I guess it wasn't meant to be. I love you and I'll see you when you wake" with that he kisses me pouring all his love and feelings for me into it and as I slip into unconsciousness I feel his cool lips at my neck and with a soft kiss he bites hard into my flesh, my eyes spring open and I scream out from the sudden pain.
Edward's hands are holding my arms tightly as he holds me in place on the bed, after what feels like ages he breaks away and licks where his teeth just were on my neck sealing the wound he just made. He then lifts me and sits behind me with me in his lap, I start to feel this tingly feeling creep up from my toes that at first almost feels like someone is tickling my feet and I am about to call out to tell them to stop when the burning starts. I try to wiggle away from it and I start to scream for someone to put out the fire in my veins.
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Edward's Point of View
I feel like a monster most at this very point in time. I know that she wished to be my wife and be with me forever, but it still kills me to watch her wreathe in agony from my venom.
As I sit holding her in my arms I call Carlisle to inform him that she has started the change just as she lets out an agonising scream and her back arches as she does and it almost undoes me to my core, Carlisle tries over the phone to calm me and it is at this point I realise I am sobbing.
We discuss what I should do when she wakes and that is to try and have a hunt as soon as possible after she wakes so as to quench her thirst. We talk about how after a week as we had planned to I'll make a call to Amy and tell her the news that Bella past away peacefully in her sleep, but it is really at this point that I start to tune out and hold my Bella closer to me and start to rock her slowly.
After I don't know how long Carlisle ends the call and I put the phone back on the bedside table, as day turns into night and then day again I am still holding my love in my arms and so I start to hum her melody in the hopes that she can hear me and gain some comfort knowing that I am still there and I feel helpless that I can't some how take away this pain she is feeling.
Her body is starting to change visibly now, her skin is starting to harden and grow smooth like mine and she is becoming more the same temperature as me as well as she is growing paler. As I watch her change into a vampire a new song emerges in my head.
I am still humming her melody as it starts to evolve with her it would seem, and as I look down at her I see a small feint smile play at the corners of her lips and I know in the back of my head that she is alright and that she is more than likely worried about me watching her change hating myself for what I have done to her.
I smile down at her; even through all this she is worried about me! I shake my head at the confounding thought still so unbelieving that a human so beautiful could still want and worried about a blood thirsty monster like me.
As time goes by her heart starts to fly like a helicopter's propeller blades and I know that it is almost over, I look at the clock on my phone and see that it is almost three days since I bit her and started her change, I know it was unnecessary but I bite her a few more time on all her pulse points to try and lessen the amount of time the change took for her so she wasn't in pain for too much longer than it was needed. It was all I felt I could do to help at the time and sure enough in less than three days her heart finally gave out and there was silence as I waited for my love to open her eyes for the first time as a new born vampire.
She is no longer wreathing, and slowly I watch as her eyes flutter open and red eyes meet my golden ones and without warning she is kissing me and all I can do is hold her from shock….
~-~oOo~-~
Somewhere through all the burning and charring of my veins and internal organs I feel Edward's touch behind me still and I focus on it and I hold onto this feeling, but it isn't long before I am consumed by the fire again and for another bout of undetermined amount of time I burn until I hear this time someone's voice.
It's just a hum in the distance at first but then it gets louder until I recognize it, it's Edward humming my melody in my ear still holding me to him like he promised and I mental smile at this and I hope that he can see it and know that I am ok. I know that this would be hurting him to see me in pain knowing that he did this to me, I must remember to tell him that I chose to be with him forever and so he didn't do anything to me that I didn't ask for and it was the only way to make me like him as well as the fact that I am glad it was he who changed me and no one else!
Now I am his forever.
I notice that towards the end of my melody it starts to change, like me I thought to my self and smile again knowing just how much my man loves me and what he is willing to do for me. I start to feel my heart beat faster so fast I think it may take of in flight. I have also notice that the burning that started in my feet has gone away and that a cool relief is washing throughout my body from my feet up as the pain subsides.
As my heart comes to a stop and I am no longer burning after what feels like forever, even though it was only three days. I can't wait to kiss him knowing I am like him and that he can't hurt me anymore and he can really let loose.
I slowly open my eyes to the afternoon sun behind my man and truly see him for the first time and our eyes meet for a moment and all I want to do is hug him to show him I am alright and as soon as I think about it I am doing it. He is shocked I can tell but after a moment he is kissing me back with relief and love along with something else that I don't have time to dwell on as he is pulling me away just slightly and he exclaims
"Ow Bella, remember your stronger than me now at the moment" and with that I rush back towards the end of the bed and hang my head in shame at hurting him when all I wanted to do was so him I was ok and that I still loved him and was myself.
"No, no, no Bella it is alright you didn't actually hurt me, it was a bit of a shock more than anything else. Come her it is ok you just have to remember you're a new born now and so vampires are at their strongest and fastest as a new born. I love that you remember me and are not as blood thirsty as most new burns are, Jasper will not be pleased that you are as controlled as you are. Him and Alice will be joining us here first, after about two weeks. Gosh Isabella Marie Cullen you are full of surprises"
With that he leans in towards me and kisses me whilst enveloping me into a loving embrace. I smile into this kiss as it is one I remember well. Somewhere in the middle of the kiss I pull away from him and my hand fly up to my throat and I look at him in dismay.
He chuckles at me for a moment before he sees my filthy stare and he sobers up and stands up in front of me. I take note that I can actually see him when he moves at vampire speed now. Edward holds out his hand for me to take and then we both move effortlessly out bedroom door naked still and out the doors opposite the window walls that we walked in from the boat and I look around as we do.
Out this door we step onto a small deck again that has a few beach hammock chairs and tables before we step out onto the sandy beach and as we step out into the still bright sun we send out own rays of refracted light everywhere as we sparkle together. I smile knowing I am like him and wonder amazingly at how everything looks to me now, it is almost like I am seeing everything for the first time and I internally laugh at myself knowing that in a way I am.
There is so many more colours that I never thought or even knew existed before now with my sharp eye sight. Edward and I are still moving and as we turn to the right and start heading into the jungle I realise that we are going to go on our first hunt and I am thrilled at this prospect as I will finally get to join in on his hunts instead of having to stay at home without him.
My head whips to my right and I stop in my tracks as soon as I hear a heart beat and smell something that is sweet smelling and I go into a crouch like stance that reminds me of a cat about to pounce, Edward lets go of my hand and just steps back as a jungle cat comes into view. On instinct I pounce the cat skilfully catching it and as I hold it in my arms while it tries in vain to get away from me, it's claw useless against my new marble like skin I bite into it's soft flesh and groan at the feeling of it's warm essence flowing down my throat and quenching the burn and as soon as I have drain it dry I drop it's lifeless body to the ground with only the smallest thought for a life lost at my hands. I look up at Edward to whom I notice is staring in awe of me and I rush at him before he can think and knock him over and his face is even more shocked but he starts to laugh and I say
"What is so funny Mr. Cullen? Do I amuse you now? I thought after I was like you I wouldn't be amusing anymore."
He shakes his head while still smile and replies back with humour dripping in his voice.
"Oh Bella, my Bella you will never stop amazing me with how different you are, even more so now and plus I think you and I are going to have the same taste in animals. You are so controlled for a new born and that is not normal so even now you are still unique and I love it! I told you when you worried you'd be as different as a new born that I wouldn't want you that you would always be my Bella and indeed you are."
With that we kiss and I am lost in sensation as we are all lips and hands exploring our bodies in a way that we couldn't do before. With my new senses his skin and touch is so much more intense than before and I am pleased to feel that the same current that there was before is still there and I am not as fragile as I was before she his touch isn't measured and careful, and I love this.
As we feel each other my hands find his man hood and his find my sex and we continue to kiss without breaking for air as we don't need it. All of a sudden a carnal urge fills me with need and I flip him over onto his back and slowly sink myself onto him and start a steady rhythm while my hands are on his chest his runs up and down my arms as he pushes up into me and I down into him at the same time. His hand cup my breast and as he does so I close my eyes briefly before opening them and staring down at my beautiful Husband who still takes my breath away even when I don't need to breathe anymore and I am happy, so utterly happy in this moment if it still beat my heart would have burst it was so full with emotion right now.
I am vaguely aware that the sun has set, Edward was right it does hardly change our eyes sight, if anything it is better at night time, when we climax in a bursting brilliance and intensity that I don't think I have ever felt and I collapse on top of him utterly spent as he flips us over so I am under him while he is still in me he says with a cheeky tone and desire blazing in his bright eyes that ignites my desire for him once more at my very core.
"Good thing about us Vampires is that we don't get tried, I have waited so long to be able to just make love to you all night now without needed to stop or be careful and now we can give Em and Rose a run for their money."
I burst into giggles that the movement makes him move inside me in a most delicious way that makes my giggling stop and we continue our love making with a renewed passion that erupts between us.
And as the sun rises we lay on the jungle floor curled around each other still totally naked, I look into the sky and then back down at the man that has saved me yet again and given me an opportunity I wouldn't have ever had and I look forward to this brand new day and my brand new life with the man I love with the ironic thought going through my head "Out with the old and in with the new."
~-~ THE END ~-~