Raymond Reddington and Lizzie's a thousand moments together
I do not own anything
Phone call
Rrrrrrrrrrrr….
Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr….
Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr….
" hello?"
"…"
" hello?"
" …"
" who's there?"
"…"
" if you don't say anything, I'm going to hang up now." Lizzie started to lose her patient, those weird phone call have came and gone those several weeks, they called, but never said anything, and hang up before she could scream at them, she was tired and didn't in the mod to deal with this.
" hi… Lizzie…" the voice that she always dream of and long to hear….
" Red? Is that you?" she couldn't believe in her ears.
" … yeah…"
" you jerk, where the hell was you? Why did you leave? Why did you leave me like that? Why…" she could feel tears started to fall from her eyes.
"… I am sorry… this is the only way…" Red said quietly. " but… I couldn't…"
" wait… were those calls…. Were it from you?"
" yeah…. I called you…. I am sorry… I couldn't…. I couldn't stay away…. I called… but then my courage gave out and I couldn't say anything…"
" shut up. You should be here with me!"
" but you can't be happy with me, love… and I want you to be happy…"
" how can I be happy without you? Red, you are my light. Why did you ask Ressler to drive me to Tom's place? I don't love him anymore…"
"…. Lizzie… listen… Tom is your husband… he loves you… and you loves him…"
" he is my ex-husband, and I used to love him, I love you now."
"no… I know you can love him again, you almost went with him once… you can do that again…"
" don't you dare to doubt my love for you. I could do anything for you, I could even give up my life."
" no… I don't want you to give up your life for someone like me… I don't deserve you…. Or your love…. Listen… this phone call wasn't supposed to happen… I wasn't supposed to contact you... but I couldn't get you out of my head…. I couldn't stay away… I am sorry… I will try harder…. Please… just forget about this phone call and me…" he was about to hang up, but she wouldn't let him, those past three months were like hell to her and there was noway she would go through all that again.
She needs him.
" DON'T YOU DARE TO HANG UP ON ME, YOU BIG FAT STUPID JERK. IF YOU DO THAT, I SWEAR TO GOD I WOULD RUN OUT OF MY HOUSE AND JUMP OFF THE FIRST BRIDGE I SAW." Lizzie started to scream, those past lonely months came back to her, she felt so angry and hurt. " TOMORROW WHEN YOU READ NEWSPAPER, YOU SAW A STORY ABOUT A POOR YOUNG WOMAN WHO JUMP OFF THE BRIDGE BECAUSE HER HEART WAS BROKEN, YOU WON'T HAVE ANYONE ELSE TO BLAME BUT YOURSELF YOU BIG JERK…"
" wha…"
" AND YOU WILL NOT ONLY KILL ONE PERSON… BUT TWO…"
" calm down… Lizzie…. Wait a minute… two?"
" yes…" hearing his shocking and worry voice made she felt better. " Red, I am pregnant and… you are the father…"
"but… but… how… wha…"
" Red… do I have to give you the bird and the bee talk?"
" no… no.. of course not… I know what go where… but how… I mean… you're on pill…"
"no, I am not… remember the night when we came back from the party?"
"… yes…"
" well… when we were… you know… I asked you about the children things, I know that you had Jennifer and you were regretted that you were not around for her… so I asked you if you wanted any child… if you wanted a child of our own..."
" I don't… wait a moment, I think it is starting to come back to me…"
" yeah… you said anything I wanted was fine with you… now to think, you didn't really pay any attention to what I said, did you?"
" no…" even when she didn't actually see him, Lizzie could imagine Red was shifting his legs nervously.
" well, serve you right for not paying attention, now, the damage is done and there is nothing you can do to undo it. What are you going to do? Because I am not giving up this child. Even when you decide that you want nothing to do with me and my child, at least I will have something to remind me, what a big liar her father was."
" I am not a liar."
" say the man who told me that he would always stay by my side and never leave me, where are you now?"
"…." Red was quiet for a while, made Lizzie felt nervous, she didn't want he to hang up on her, not before he decided that he would come back to her. " I am sorry."
" you are forgiven… but please… tell me… what are you going to do now? I want to know if my little one will grow up with only me around or with both of her parents…"
" I… her? You know the sex already? That…. That mean…"
" yeah…" she caressed her round belly. " I am in my sixth month… when we were driving to your safe house… I was about to tell you that… you are going to be a father…"
"…. A father…"
" yes… please… tell me… what are you going to do…"
" I… Lizzie… I…"
" Red…"
" if you forgive me… I.. I am coming back…"
( The End)
note : this is one of the " maybe" next chapter of my other story " Disappearing".