Oh my goodness, this is the last chapter of this story! I'm so sad!!
I have worked on this all day - and it's actually 5.30 am, I have literally just finished, I promised it would be up tonight.
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Olivia held her 5 month old son as she fed him, watching every movement every eye flutter as he fought with sleep, she gently ran her free hand along the side of his cheek as he finally gave in and closed his eyes, still suckling in his sleep. Her son was beautiful, she had watched him grow every day for 5 months, amazed as he did something new every day. This was her life and she had never been happier, nor could she imagine ever being so, her son made her complete, watching him grow, watching him smile and kick his legs and wave his arms whenever she walked into his room in the morning was the highlight of her day, his smile literally made her beam. She smiled herself as she remembered the first time she'd seen him smile,
Elliot sighed as he walked into the apartment, it was days like today that he wondered if giving up his apartment was a good idea, he needed some time. He'd lost a child today, a three year old little boy snatched from his mother and later found murdered and molested. He had held the child's mother as she sobbed in his arms asking why her baby had been taken, he wanted nothing more than to drink himself into oblivion and forget the horrific day he had had.
"Hey Daddy."
He looked up as Olivia walked out of the bathroom with a very wet 11 week old Jamie in her arms, he was wrapped in the duck towel that Cragen had bought when he was 2 weeks old, "Daddy's here," she placed a gentle kiss on her sons wet head, "How was your day?" she asked as she walked towards him, placing a soft kiss on his lips, smiling as she held James close to her chest.
Elliot gently wiped his hand over his sons head.
Her smile faded as she saw his weak attempt at a smile, she kissed him again briefly.
"I'm going to get him dressed okay?" she asked softly, giving him a soft smile as she walked into James' room. "Daddy's gonna come say hello in a little while baby," she sighed as she lay him softly on his changing mat, "Did you have a nice bath?" she asked in her newly developed softer voice, just for James. She ran her hand along his stomach, smiling as she watched him kick the towel until it was no longer covering him, "Did you have a nice bath time?" she opened her mouth widely as she ran her hand along his stomach again. She'd never imagined herself doing the "baby talk" and "baby faces" but she just couldn't help herself. She tickled his stomach lightly as she gasped and made faces at her baby boy, she watched as his eyes widened, reacting to her every move and sound.
Olivia suddenly froze as Jamie's lips formed a gummy smile, it was like a million fireworks went off in her stomach as she watched her son bare his gums for the first time.
"Oh my god," she released the breath she didn't know she was holding, "Did you...did you smile for mommy?" she was completly overwhelmed.
"What's wrong?"
She turned to Elliot who was wondering why she was staring at their son as if he had two heads,
"He smiled," she said simply, turning to the father of her child, watching as his face changed to mirror hers.
"What?" he walked towards her, unable to hide his grin
"He just...I was tickling him and he did it...he smiled," she turned her attention back to her son who was simply staring at his parents, possibly wondering what all the fuss was about. "Didn't you?" she again ran her fingers across her sons stomach as both she began making the same faces as before. Again Jamie's eyes lit up and he smiled widely.
Elliot felt his heart miss a beat as his youngest son grinned at him as his mother pulled ridiculous faces. He watched as Olivia could no longer contain her joy,
"You smiled for mommy and daddy, my baby boy," she picked his up kissing the top of his head and cuddled him, smiling further when Elliot wrapped his arms gently around her, placing a hand over Jamie's belly and kissing Olivia on the top of the head, thanking God that he didn't have somewhere else to go, knowing that this was exactly where he needed to be.
**
Olivia smiled as Holly walked towards her, they had arranged to meet in a quiet cafe, it had been nearly three months since they had last met.
"Oh my god, look at him," Holly excitedly held her arms out for Jamie, who was now twice the size he had been when she saw him last,
"You want to say hello to Auntie Holly?" Olivia smiled as she handed her baby to her best friend.
"He's huge!" Holly said, eyes wide. "You're such a big boy," she smiled, smothering him in kisses. "I have missed you," she smiled as she hugged Olivia, pulling her close.
"We've missed you! Where have you been?" she asked as they both sat down at the table.
"Well..." she blushed slightly, "I know what you're going to say before you even say it so I'm just going to tell you and I don't want you to worry because I know it's fast but I just- I can't-"
"Holly?" Liv frowned, wondering why her friend was talking quicker than she'd ever heard her, "Oh...are you pregnant?" she asked, staring at her friend.
"Oh god no!" Holly practically shrieked, Jamie jumped slightly, "Oh I'm sorry kiddo," she placed a soft kiss on her nephews head, "No I uh, I'm moving to Manhattan," she smiled, waiting for Olivia's response.
"What?!" Olivia asked as a smile spread across her face.
"I was thinking about it when you had Jamie, I thought maybe we would live together but then you and Elliot got back together,"
"Oh Holly-"
"No, no it's good, trust me, you two...hell it's been a decade, I was happy for you, but uh, I missed you and the peanut when I went back and uh...Chris and I are getting more serious-"
"The cop?" Olivia asked raising her eyebrows, smiling as Holly blushed again.
"Yes the cop, it's been three months now and uh, I really like him, so that's him you and little man here, three very good reasons to stay don't you think?" she asked with a smile.
"You're really...you're really moving here?" she asked, unable to hide the grin. The grin grew as Holly nodded.
**
"So how's the sex?" Holly asked brazenly.
Olivia looked up at her with wide eyes, looking at her son.
"He doesn't know what sex is," Holly whispered, as if that meant Jamie wouldn't hear, "Just....cover his ears," she smiled as Olivia tried to hide her smirk. "Why do we never talk about sex, I know you're having it-"
"Holly," she shook her head, she had missed her friend a hell of a lot, no one else had the power to make her laugh like Holly.
"Come on at least tell me did you have it last night? I know that man and I bet you two can't keep your hands off each other, come on last night, you did right?" she raised her eyebrows as Olivia shook her head,
"Yes," she admitted slowly, she was never one to gossip about her sex life, especially now that she was with Elliot, it was so intimate, she hated to belittle it by gossiping although at times she was desperate to shout from the rooftops that she had the best lover in the world, she simply resisted the urge and made love to her man instead.
"More than once? It was more than once wasn't it?" as Holly spoke Olivia laughed out loud.
"Holly, I have told you that I don't like-"
"Just nod, not for the amount of times that you had sex last night – oh my god do you two have sex everynight?"
"We have a baby, we..." she shook her head again, finally giving in. "We have a very good sex life...three," she whispered, grinning as Holly's eyes widened.
"You had sex three times last night?!" Holly screeched, immediately regretting the volume as she saw the "I'm going to kill you" look spread across Olivia's face as the few people in the cafe turned to look at her, some disgusted, some jealous.
"See this is why we don't talk about sex," she covered her face as an older man in the corner winked at her, the blush spread across her cheeks refusing to leave.
**
"Daddy!" Elliot looked up as Eli ran towards him, literally jumping into his arms.
"Hey little man!"he kissed his son, turning to Kathy.
"I'm sorry to just drop by," she said slowly, looking around to see if anyone else was there. Everyone was out of the office apart from Cragen who was in his office.
"Is everything okay?" he asked, trying not to sound too worried.
"Everything is good I just...I wanted to talk to you, do you have a minute?" she asked softly.
He nodded as he carried his son towards the locker room.
**
"I'm seeing someone," she admitted, waiting for his reaction.
"You uh, you're...you couldn't tell me tomorrow?"
"Well, I was going to but Kathleen found out and I wanted to talk to you before she did, you know how she gets sometimes – I just wanted you to hear it from me,"
"Who is he?" Elliot asked, unsure of how he was supposed to feel.
"He's a doctor, I've known him for years...he's a good man-"
"Can I meet him?" he cut her off, watching as Eli played with his badge.
"Not yet," she told him, hands in her pocket as she bit her lip.
"I want to meet him before the kids-"
"Elliot-"
"They're my kids, I want to meet the man who's going to be around them-"
"Elliot, I understand and you will, Mike is-"
"I like Mike," Eli's spoke softly and slowly as he put his tiny fingers through the button holes on his father's jacket,
"You uh, you like Mike huh?" he ran his hand through Eli's golden curls. The little boy smiled and continued cuddling his father, it had only been a couple ofdays since he had last seen Eli but he had already changed so much, he was sure he had more curls, had he grown? He missed spending time with his children, he was terrified that he would visit one day and Eli would have no idea who he was.
"He just met him for a few minutes, it wasn't anything..." she shook her head, "I'm trying to let you know now-"
"You should have told me before he met our son,"
"Like you should have told me before you...you know what I don't want to fight with you, I uh, I wanted to let you know-"
"Have you slept with him?" he asked, tensing his jaw, wondering why it was bothering him so much.
"That's none of your business-"
"Of course it's my business, you're the mother of my kids, I want to know-"
"You don't have the right to ask that question," they were both talking in low tones, not wanting to alarm Eli who was obliviously playing with the buttons on his father's shirt. "You know you don't," she shook her head.
"I...this feels weird," he admitted, unable to explain it any other way.
"You're being a massive hypocrite, you...you left me for another woman," she whispered, she rolled her eyes. This wasn't what she had imagined when she thought about telling him, he had no right to demand a vetting process, they hadn't just separated, he cheated on her, had a baby with another woman, he had no right to feel wierd, no right at all.
"No I didn't-" he shook his head, struggling not to raise his voice.
"Do you really wnat to get into this now?" she asked, placing one hand on her hip. "This was obviously a mistake," she sighed.
She and Elliot were friendly but had never spoken about him and Olivia and their new found relationship, Maureen had told him that she had found her mother crying after Elliot had told her about him and Olivia, something that nearly broke his heart. Kathy had never been anything but supportive and she deserved to be happy.
"Is he a good guy?" Elliot asked softly.
**
Olivia smiled as she sat watching her son as he sat in his bouncy chair, staring at the colours in front of him on the teddy that she held in front of him, both the teddy and bouncy chair a present from Fin who, along with Much positively melted at the sight of her beautiful son.
"You like that huh?" she asked as her son giggled, as she was yet again overwhelmed by the love she felt for him. "Is this your favourite one huh?" she asked, "I think Uncle Fin will be pretty impressed to hear that," as she spoke and jiggled the blue and red octopus in front of him, Jamie giggled and kicked his legs. Every time her baby giggled she loved him just that little bit more, it seemed virtually impossible as she was already fit to burst from the love she had for her baby boy. "How did I get so lucky hey baby? How did I get you?" she gently ran the side of her finger along his chubby cheek.
She stood up as she heard a gentle knock on the door.
"Who's come to visit us?" she asked, walking towards the door, she pulled open the door with a smile wondering who had come to visit. Before she could even see who was on the other side she was sent flying, a searing pain in the side of her face as she collapsed on top of the coffee table. She struggled to move as a deep pain ran through her body as the sound of her baby screaming sent her into a blind panic. Everything was blurry, she struggled to crawl towards her son, not even getting half way there, the sound of her son's distress the only thing she could hear or think about before she could think no longer and the darkness enveloped her.
**
Elliot sat with Kathy in the locker room after talking for a half an hour, Fin had taken Eli to get an ice cream to give them both some space, sensing the tension when he walked into the room to change his jacket.
"I uh, I want you to be happy and you may think I have no right after everything that's happened-"
"It's not about that Elliot, I've...I've forgiven you for that, you know I have and you know that I love that little boy," she told him, "He's been the making of you, he really has, you have been amazing with the kids all of them, and you're right, you have every right to want to be involved, to want to vet this guy, but if you run in there all guns blazing, you're going to push him away and that's not fair, I didn't do that to Olivia," everything she said made perfect sense.
"I'm not going to frighten him off, he uh, he's lucky to have you," as he finished his sentence Eli ran through the door closely followed by Fin,
"Hey buddy," Elliot opened his arms and scooped his son up, "Thank you," he mouthed to Fin who promptly left.
"Daddy park?" Eli asked, both Kathy and Elliot shared a glance. "Daddy?"
"Let's go to the park," Elliot smiled as he picked his son up and carried him out the door closely followed by Kathy.
**
45 minutes later Elliot smiled as he walked up the stairs towards his apartment, he had had a great time in the park with Eli, watching him run and play. He and Kathy had cleared the air and he felt like things were going to be okay, she had assured him that Tom was a good man and he had promised not to run a background check on him.
He was shaken from his thoughts as he neared the floor of the apartment as he heard the unmistakable sound of Jamie's screams. His son barely cried and he certainly never screamed. He sprinted towards his apartment, his heart stopping as he found the door ajar.
"Liv," he fell to knees as Olivia lay on the floor, unresponsive and unconscious. He felt for a pulse as the panic threatened to consume him, after feeling her pulse he scrambled towards Jamie as he picked up his cell phone, "This is detective Stabler of Manhattan SVU...." the rest of the call was a blur as he picked his son up and held him close to his chest, desperately trying to calm his son as he screamed. "It's okay," he knelt next to Olivia, "Liv, come on Liv wake up."
She had a large bruise along the side of her face, he could see from the broken coffee table that she had landed on top of it. "Please Liv, please wake up..."
**
Elliot sat in the small hospital chair, watching as Olivia lay in the hospital bed, she had yet to wake up. She had a fractured cheekbone and broken rib from the impact of the coffee table. Jamie was now asleep in his arms after finally calming down, he had been so distressed it had taken Elliot nearly an hour to get him to stop crying. The Doctors had already done a brain scan and there was no swelling or bleeding it was simply a case of waiting for her to wake up, he'd been told that it was not uncommon for head injuries to cause unconsciousness for a few hours, and that if she didn't wake up in the next hour they would do another brain scan.
He looked up as Kathy walked into the room,
"Oh my god, what happened?" she asked, visibly shocked by the battered and bruised state that Olivia was in.
Elliot shook his head, he looked like a broken man.
"I got home, the door was open...Jamie was screaming and she wasn't moving...I thought..." he couldn't finish his sentence, he thought that she was dead when he walked in and saw her on the ground and for a few moments his whole world crashed around him. The blood rushed around his head as his heartbeat thumped violently, his heart threatening to break at any moment.
"Is she going to be okay?" Kathy asked, she had left Eli with Maureen and Kathleen and driven to the hospital as quickly as he could.
"The Doctors said she'd make a full recovery,"
"Do you know who-"
"I'm going to kill the son of a bitch," his voice was a low growl, something she wasn't sure she'd heard from him before.
"How's Jamie?" she asked softly, staring at the sleeping baby.
"He was... he was screaming...God," he sat up slowly, trying not to wake his son.
"Do you want me to take him home?" Kathy offered, gently taking the baby from his arms. It was one of only a couple of times that she had held Jamie, having found it too hard before.
"Kath, I..."
"I have all of Eli's old things, I'll take him for the night, you can stay with Olivia," she offered looking at the sleeping baby.
"Thank you," he kissed his son on the top of the head, "I'll call you as soon as I know what's going on," he placed a gentle hand on her shoulders, "Tell the kids not to worry and call me if he won't settle he-"
"El, I've had 5 babies, he's going to be fine, I promise I'll look after him," she watched as Elliot yet again kissed the top of his sons head.
"Thank you Kath,"
"You're welcome, let me know how she is?" she asked looking at Olivia, walking out slowly.
**
She was in pain, she couldn't remember the last time she had felt such pain. She struggled to open her eyes, her head swimming, her eyes heavy.
"Liv," she heard Elliot's soft voice and tried to answer, all she could manage was a moan. "It's okay, I'm here, you're in the hospital, you're okay-"
"Jamie," she whispered as she finally opened her eyes, grasping Elliot's hand.
"He's okay, he's fine, he's with Kathy and the kids," he kissed her hand softly, "I thought I'd lost you,"
"What happened?" she mumbled, everything was so cloudy, the air seemed so thick.
"You were attacked, Munch and Fin and working on it, we're going to find out what happened okay? But you're safe and Jamie's safe..."
"El," she looked at him, her heavy head becoming less and less cloudy, "Jamie was screaming," she whispered.
"I know, but he's okay, he was looked over by a doctor-"
"Was he hurt?"
"No, he wasn't I promise you, he's fine, you're pretty roughed up," he kissed the top of her head, lingering for just a few moments.
**
Half an hour later Olivia was sat up in the bed asking when she could go home, Elliot had begged the doctors to at least keep her overnight.
"Elliot please, I just want my baby-"
"Liv," he took a deep breath, "You were unconscious-"
"I know that."
"I uh, I...the doctor wants to do a rape kit," he spoke slowly.
"I wasn't raped Elliot," she shook her head, holding his hand, tightening her grip.
"You were unconscious-"
"I would know if I was raped-"
"Please," he begged, "You know as well as I do that there's a chance-"
"I..." she closed her eyes, she would know if she had been raped. She had however been unconscious and alone with someone who had stolen nothing from their apartment. "Okay, just...I want to go home afterwards,"
"I was thinking, we should stay with Kathy and the kids, just for tonight-"
"Elliot," she was about to tell him that there was no need. Then it hit her, someone knew where she lived, someone that wanted to hurt her, that had hurt her. "Okay," she sighed. She looked up as the doctor walked in.
"Okay Miss Benson, have you thought about the rape kit, it's not scary it's just..." as the doctor spoke she remembered the speech of by heart, having sat with so many victims. There was a hint of doubt in her mind, had she been raped? She tightened her grip on Elliot's hand as the doctor began the examination.
**
Kathy opened the front door with a gentle smile on her face as Elliot supported Olivia as they both walked in the door,
"Kathy-" Olivia started, amazingly grateful to the woman who should have been slamming the door in her face.
"How are you feeling?" Kathy asked softly, knowing that Olivia would be uncomfortable. She placed a gentle hand on the other woman's shoulder, watching as Olivia swallowed a sigh or a sob. She had a large purple bruise along the left side of her face and was obviously in pain.
"I'm fine," she whispered, "Uh, thank you for this I just...is Jamie okay?" she asked softly.
"He's in Eli's room, he's fine, he's had a little cry but he's okay, I fed him some formula I hope that's okay, I know your breastfeeding,"
"Thank you," she was thoroughly exhausted.
"Kathleen is out for the night, she said you guys could sleep in her bed, El, you can carry the Moses basket into the room, it's easy to move," she smiled.
"Hey mom- Liv are you okay?" Lizzie's concern was obvious.
Olivia simply nodded, pain overwhelming her with every move.
"Lizzie, will you help Liv upstairs to Katie's room? I'll make you some tea," he kissed the top of Olivia's head as the Stabler's youngest daughter led her towards the stairs.
"How is she?" Kathy asked, waiting until Olivia was out of ear shot.
"The rape kit was negative,"
"Thank God, so you don't know what happened?"
"By the looks of it someone hit her as soon as she opened the door and left, Munch and Fin are following some leads."
"I'm surprised you're not out there yourself," Kathy admitted. There was a time when if something happened to one of the squad, especially Olivia, Elliot had to be there.
"She needs me here...is this okay?" he asked.
"Of course it is, I told you before, everything is okay now, make sure Olivia knows that you guys can stay as long as you need to."
**
Olivia lay in Kathleen's large bed, wide awake. Elliot had brought the baby in over an hour ago and he was lying next to her, gently cradling her. The sounds of her sons screams running through her mind, what if who ever had attacked her had taken Jamie? Hurt him or worse? She bit back the sob that was threatening to escape as the first tear fell. Someone had attacked her in her home in front of her son, she was so angry that she hadn't protected Jamie from what he must have seen. The sob escaped.
"Hey," she felt Elliot shift slightly, careful not to touch her ribs. "It's okay," he pressed his lips into her temple, "You're okay," as he comforted her she broke down, the tears freely flowing as he held her in his arms.
**
"We've got him!" it had been seven days since Olivia had been attacked and Munch and Fin had been working nonstop to find the bastard who had done it.
"Who is he?" Elliot asked, shifting in his desk, waiting for the name of the man he had to kill.
"Raymond Thomas, Liv arrested him about a year ago, he got 9 months for domestic abuse, he got out a few months ago and he'd been looking for Liv, he confessed everything. He intended to hold her hostage, try and get access to his child who he'd been banned from seeing," Munch spoke.
"What stopped him?" Elliot asked, trying not to tense his jaw.
"Jamie, he didn't know she had a baby, he freaked out when he realised how hurt she was, he said if he had known that she had a kid he would never have touched her."
"Son of a bitch, does Liv know?"
"I called her first, how is she?"
"She's been okay, a little jumpy but this will put her mind at ease," he sighed. He had watched Olivia pull herself together just a few days after the attack, she knew that whoever had hurt her had had the opportunity to do much worse but hadn't. He was immensely proud of her, watching her carry on with her life, not allowing fear to take over. She had confessed to him just the night before that after Harris she promised herself that she would never live in fear again, he'd kissed her and asked he if she knew how amazing she was, of course she blushed and told him to shut up. He loved her with every inch of his being and he was itching to get home to her and her son.
**
One week later Olivia watched as Elliot spun around with Jamie in his arms,
"You like that huh?" he asked as Jamie giggled. Kathy had just been around to drop off some of Eli's old clothes as Jamie appeared to grow out of different clothes ever day. The tension that had once been hidden was merely a memory as Olivia offered to take Eli for a night if Kathy needed her to and Kathy offered the same with Jamie. They would never be best friends and everyone knew it, but this was a happy compromise.
"Are you ready to go to bed little man?" Elliot asked kissing his sons forehead, "Say goodnight to mommy,"
"Goodnight baby," Olivia placed a kiss on her son's chubby cheek, smiling as she heard Elliot begin his night time song, apparently Jamie was a fan of meatloaf, two out of three was his favourite. Olivia couldn't count the times she had watched her lover sing the song to her son, it never got old.
She smiled as Elliot walked out of Jamie's room.
"Well hello," Elliot flopped onto the sofa next to her, he looked up at her, resting in her shoulder and winked.
"Oh no," she shook her head, grinning widely.
"What?" he asked, shrugging, placing a soft kiss on her shoulder.
"I know what you're after Stabler, you're not getting it," she laughed as he sat up and placed exactly 4 soft, shirt kissing on the nape of her neck. "Mmmm, not happening," she almost moaned as his hand travelled under her shirt towards her breasts.
"Not happening?"
"I...still have a broken rib," she took a deep breath as his thumb circled her nipple.
"The doctor said you'd be okay, I'm sure we can find a way-"
"Maybe I'm not in the mood?" she asked, knowing full well that she was, and that even if she wasn't all she needed was for him to keep doing what he was doing with his hand and she soon would be.
"You, you're always in the mood."
She looked at him, pretending to be insulted.
"There's just something about me, you can't resist," the shit eating grin almost cause her to break her cool, calm, collected composure.
"Oh there is huh?" she asked, closing her eyes as Elliot lips settled above hers, awaiting the feel of his lips upon hers.
"I guess if you're not in the mood?" he pulled away, sitting on the opposite side of the sofa.
She looked at him, trying to hide the shock and irritation on her face.
"Something wrong dear?" Elliot looked away, unable to keep a straight face.
"No nothing at all," she stood up slowly, and began unbuttoning her shirt. "I'm just going to go and uh, get into bed, you don't mind if I sleep naked do you? I mean obviously neither of us are in the mood but you know, it's hot," she smiled, watching his eyes widen as her shirt dropped to the floor closely followed by her bra, jeans and panties. "Good night," she smiled as she walked into the bedroom. 1...2...3...
"Well you know..."
She smiled, Benson one Stabler nil!
"...If you're going to be naked anyway?" he walked into the bedroom, pulling her close to him and kissing her without even a second of hesitation. She wrapped her arms around him tightly, pulling him closer to him. How could she ever have enough of this man? The second he was near her she wanted him in every way possible. She gasped aloud as without warning a finger entered her, this was going to be a good night...
**
Olivia woke to find Elliot's side of the bed empty. She got up slowly and walked into the living room. She smiled softly as she saw the man of her dreams asleep on the sofa, with her other favourite man fast asleep on top of him, resting on his chest. The rise and fall of their chests was beautiful, she leant into the doorframe simply staring at the two most important people in her life.
Fourteen months ago she had slept with Elliot Stabler, now as she watched her son and his daddy sleep peacefully she didn't doubt for a second that everything she had been through, minus the psycho's had been worth it. She had a beautiful son, a wonderful lover and the life she had dreamt about for years, for the first time in her life she silently thanked God. She had cried so much in the past 14 months, it was worth every tear, her baby was perfect and his daddy was amazing. Every action, every touch, every word, ever lie, every tear had lead to this moment, before her son was born she was wondered what she had done to deserve such bad luck, such repercussions from her every action but after watching for at least 10 more minutes she came to a pretty astounding realisation; Olivia Benson loved the repercussions of her actions, she loved consequences and she would be thankful for them every time she looked at her beautiful son and his father.
She had never dreamt that she would have this kind of a life, she had never been the girl who got what she wanted, and although she went the long way around, the emotional way around she knew that she would spend the rest of her life wondering how she had gotten so lucky...
Oh my goodness I can't believe it's over!! *sob*
Again thank you for everything! Be sure to check out Original Sin, I fully intend to drag you guys along with me to my new stories. I hope this was everything you wanted it to be! Xx