Christian's POV
I take Ana to a restaurant not far from an airfield and pull up to the front. The day went better than I hoped and I'm pleased that Anastasia enjoyed it as well.
When was the last time I took a Submissive gliding with me?
Never.
Another first with Miss Steele.
I shut off the car and go to open Ana's door for her. I extend my hand for hers and she graciously accepts. She's still smiling from this morning and I can't help my smile as well. Maybe I should take her again next time. Possibly before I leave.
Slow down, Grey.
I lead Ana to the inside of the restaurant and the waitress brings us to a booth in the back. It's packed in here but I don't care. The waitress bats her eyelashes at me but I ignore her. As she leaves, I sit down with Ana and we start to go over the menu.
"Can I pay for the meal?", she suddenly asks and I'm forced to look up.
"I can afford it if that's your concern", I remark.
"Please? I want to pay you back for today", she pleads and I'm perplexed by her request. No Submissive has ever paid for me but then again, she's not my Submissive yet. Plus, my mood is too light to argue with her so ultimately I agree.
Another first. This is becoming a mass thing with Miss Steele. I smile at the thought.
"How long have you been flying?", she then asks after we order.
"A few years. It's one of my favorite hobbies that I wish I could do more often."
"Have you ever taken anyone gliding before?"
"No."
"Good." She seems pleased by my answer and frankly, so do I. Good way to start the day.
"Is there anything else you wish to do today?", I ask her but I'm surprised by my answer. Surely her mother would want to spend time with her but then again, she's a grown woman and allowed her to be with me. Maybe she wouldn't mind but Ana should at least give her a call.
"Maybe one thing", Anastasia replies and bites her lip as well. My body awakens and once again I'm in shock by her response.
"Are you flirting with me, Miss Steele?"
"Always, Mr. Grey." Bring it on Miss Steele.
"I could fuck you right here. It would give the other customers quite a show to watch", I smirk. Her eyes go wide at my comment and she chuckles in retort.
"I don't think they would enjoy it", she says eventually but I can tell she's amused.
"I wouldn't care."
"I can tell", she smirks and I know she's remembering our time when we went on our date after our first meeting. My cock twitches at the memory.
"Later then", I respond after a while and Anastasia smiles shyly at my comment.
"Do I make you feel uncomfortable?", I ask.
"A little. I still find you intimidating."
"Has it escalated since I've met you?"
"I would say so. I wasn't expecting you to show me your Red Room or assign me a contract when we first met. Did you always have that in mind? Even before I started working for you?"
"I suppose so. In-fact, I was thinking of you as my Submissive the night after our first encounter, but dismissed the thought as sounding ridiculous."
"Why?"
"Besides you becoming my employee, I also thought that you were too young or too inexperienced for what I had in mind and just didn't know if you would be up for it, so to speak. As always, you surprise me."
"Were you shocked when you found out I was a virgin?"
"Yes and it was something that I wasn't expecting in the slightest. I assumed that you had lovers before me, or even that you were with someone as you were working for me. Another reason why I chose to dismiss my thoughts."
"Have you always been jealous in this way?"
"No, so it's not something that I'm entirely used to. I wish I knew why but I can't, so we'll just leave it at that."
"Hmm", is all she says back. I wish I knew what was on her mind.
"What is it, Anastasia?"
"I just wish this was more", she says quietly.
Shit.
Not this again.
"I told you, I don't do romance."
"But today…"
"Ana, I'm not a hearts and flowers kind of guy. I've told you this. This is all that I want with you and I don't wish to go any further."
"What are you afraid of?", she asks abruptly and I run my hand through my hair in exasperation.
You finding out more than you should know.
"I'm not afraid of anything, Anastasia, but this is all I want and I want it with you."
"I just wish I knew why."
"What do you mean?"
"Christian, I don't have a Submissive bone in my body and you said so yourself that you assumed I wouldn't be up to this but after everything you've shown me, I want to try but just how far would we go? Would three months even be enough?"
"We could always negotiate if you wanted."
"That's not what I mean, Christian. I just…I'm just so confused right now. It's like you're sending me mixed signals. I don't know if I can handle this to be honest, and it's not just because you won't let me touch you. I want to but you always refuse it, so how can I get past that? You're so mercurial and I don't know what to do about it. I just don't." As she says this, she looks down at her knotted fingers resting in her lap and takes a deep breath.
As always, she has a fair point but if she ever knew of why I'm doing this, she would never want to speak to me again and there's nothing I could do to change that.
This is all very new to me and I'm still contemplating on why that is. No Submissive has ever gotten under my skin like this before and every experience feels new to me as if I'm witnessing it for the first time. I'm not used to these feelings and I don't know if I ever will be.
"Ana, I understand your concern. I do but, this is just the way I am and I couldn't change it even if I could.
The thought of having a real relationship is not one that I've had before and with you, I don't know how to control what I'm feeling inside. I'm just as conflicted about this as you are, but I am willing to try but, I'm not guaranteeing that things will go further from here. That's out of my control, but maybe over time some things will be different."
Ana regards me intently before responding.
"Okay."
"Okay?" That was quick.
"Yes Sir."
Good girl.
"Is there anything you wish to discuss about the contract?", I ask as a means of distraction.
"I can't think of anything right now. I've read it enough times to be satisfied with it", she answers as she looks down at her lap. I've now confirmed that it's a nervous habit, next to her biting that damn lip again.
"You're biting your lip", I whisper.
"Sorry", she says nervously.
Shit, did I frighten her?
"Anastasia", I say as she looks up at me with anxious, blue eyes. "I know this is frustrating, and I know that what I'm offering to you is a complete inexperience, but I am willing to try at least and I've never wanted anything more. All this…it's new to me, but these last few months have been enjoyable. I'm amazed that you haven't run yet, even after everything I've shown you and that's not something I'm used to as well.
I'm intrigued by you, Miss Steele, and that's one of the reasons why I want to give this a chance."
Wow. Real sappy, Grey.
After a moment, Miss Steele takes a deep breath and responds.
"I'm intrigued by you too. I just want to learn more about you is all."
"I know." But I hope you don't. "Just give me some time."
"Okay."
"And remember, you can leave at any time." Although I really do hope you don't.
"I don't want to leave. What you're offering is erotic and sexy, and I'm curious, but I'm just worried about going too far." Oh?
"What do you mean?"
"I-I just, do you like to scare me?"
Fuck. Where did that come from?
"I never wish to scare you, Ana."
"You scare me when you're angry", she says quietly and I'm reminded of our time in the boathouse after I found out she was going to Georgia. The last thing I want is to frighten her and I've once again crossed the line.
Take it easy on her, Grey. She's not used to this and just needs some training.
I run a hand through my hair and open my mouth to speak, but Miss Steele stops me before I can.
"I just want to be with you", she says suddenly.
She wants to be with me.
She wants more with me, even after all this that we've been through.
"As always, you amaze me Miss Steele."
"You amaze me too. I'm glad you want to try for more but, I just need to think about more means to me. But, I want to try too."
There's hope, Grey. Don't blow this.
"I'm glad you do."
"Good", she smiles and I can't help my grin.
She wants more. She hasn't run.
This can work.
Just then, she starts fidgeting with her fingers again and as always I wish I knew what she was thinking.
"What is it?", I ask out loud.
"Um, could we visit the Red Room when I get back? I've kind of missed being in there", she replies with a coy smile and a small tug on her lip. Oh, bring it on Miss Steele.
"I always wish to visit the Red Room with you, Miss Steele, but maybe we can bring it to you while I'm here." She looks up at me in surprise.
"How?"
"Let me take you back to my room, and we'll go from there."
This'll be fun. Let the games begin.
After we finish, I take Ana to my hotel room and I can see the curiosity in her eyes. She's holding my hand tightly but so far she hasn't run. She's intrigued and I'm excited to show her what I have in mind.
Taking her hand, I lead her inside and close the door behind me. I gave Taylor the day off so I'm not expecting to see him any time soon, and everyone knows that I'm away on business and won't be contacting me soon. Just one afternoon in the company of Miss Steele.
When I look at Ana, I notice the carnal desire in her eyes and she's desperately waiting to see what I have in mind. I pull her close and gently start caressing her cheek as she leans into my touch. I gently move my thumb across her bottom lip and she briefly licks the place I just touched.
Fuck.
I want her.
Right now.
"Stay here", I order and head for the bedroom.
Inside, I reach into my bag and pull out a pair of silver balls and a condom before heading back to join Anastasia. Her eyes go wide when she sees what's in my palm.
"What are those?", she asks.
"Silver balls. I figured you could wear them while you're here." She eyes them speculatively and then gazes at me.
"How am I supposed to wear those?", she inquires.
"Well, you have to get them wet first. Open your mouth", I order and after a moment, she complies. I stick the first ball in her mouth and ask to suck on it. She looks up at me through long lashes and I'm stuck in my tracks.
Fuck. That might as well be my cock in her mouth. Does she realize how alluring she is?
After a few moments, I motion for her to stop and take the silver ball out.
"Take off your jeans and panties. Then bend over that chair", I say as I point my chin to one of the dining chairs across the room. She hesitates for a moment but ultimately does as she's told. I watch as she slowly slides her jeans down with her panties following, and then walks over to the chair and leans down.
I walk behind her and gently kiss her neck to ease her nerves. She rewards me with a quiet moan and lolls her head sideways to give me better access to her neck. I take the advantage graciously and gently tug on her earlobe as her body responds to my touch.
I insert my middle finger into my mouth and briefly suck on it before gently sliding it into Miss Steele's vagina. She quietly gasps and I can already tell that she's wet. Very wet.
"Always s prepared, Miss Steele", I say in a low tone before removing my finger and proceed in sliding the silver ball inside. Ana gasps again and slightly moves backwards at the feel.
"Stay still", I order mildly. She needs to learn to keep still.
"Once the ball is completely inside, I quickly kiss Ana's delectable behind and ask her to stand up slowly. After a moment, she does.
"Turn around", I say gently and she complies.
"How does it feel?", I ask.
"Weird, but good."
"Good." Now she'll have to get used to them before we can continue.
"Go fetch me a glass of water", I demand and for a moment she looks confused. Eventually, she walks towards the kitchen but shifts a little as she gets used to the weight. She pulls a glass from a cupboard and turns on the faucet as I sit on the chair and watch her. With every move she shifts a little, still adjusting to the added weight, but goes about her task.
She finishes and walks over to me before handing me the glass. I smirk at her advances and take a long, agonizing sip. I finish and set the glass down on the table before standing. I extend my hand for hers and she accepts it without hesitation.
"Come", I remark and lead her to the bedroom. We walk to the edge of the bed and I turn her carefully to face me.
"Undress me", I remark and Ana's eyes go wide.
For a brief second, she reaches for my shirt and I freeze. She notices my expression and moves her hands to my waistband instead. The darkness quickly disappears as she does.
She undoes the top button of my jeans and gently tugs on it to bring me closer. She then proceeds in sliding down my zipper and gently tugs my jeans down to the floor. She then reaches up and pulls my boxers down and my erection springs to life. She smirks as she removes my clothes and places them to the side. She looks up at me through long lashes as if asking permission and I mouth the word "yes" to give her her answer.
She licks her bottom lip and reaches for my cock. She grazes her thumb over the tip and before I can respond, I'm suddenly in her mouth.
Shit.
"Fuck Ana", I say through gritted teeth as she continues her assault. She sheaths her teeth and takes me deeper and I watch as my cock appears and disappears in her mouth. Fuck, she's intoxicating.
"Ana, I don't want to come", I remark but she ignores me.
Oh, game on Miss Steele.
She stops after a while and rubs my erection slowly up and down. I take the opportunity to pull her to her feet and lead her to the side of the bed. I sit down and pull her to my lap.
"What are your safe words?", I enquire.
"Red."
"And?"
"Yellow."
"Don't forget, understood?"
"Yes", she replies as she's panting heavily.
"Yes what?"
"Yes…Sir."
"Good girl."
I then take my hand and slowly caress her fine ass. I know Ana's anticipating this and before she can protest, I hit her and she lets out a loud gasp as I do.
"Again?", I enquire. She nods.
"Answer me."
"Yes, please. Sir."
I then repeat the process and smack her again. And again. And again. Soon, her ass is a fine pink and my hand stings as I spank her once more. I decide that it's enough and tell her to stay still.
I slowly remove the silvers balls and she desperately tries to keep still. I set the balls on the floor beside my clothes and order her to lie on the bed. She complies and I advance in relieving her of her shirt and bra and toss them aside as well.
I grab the condom lying on the bed and rip the packet with my teeth. I'm about to put it on when an idea enters my mind.
"Do you mind?", I ask and at first she's contemplating what I mean.
"I want to put this on me. Then I'm going to fuck you until you come." Her eyes go wide at my comment and she quickly takes the condom from my hand and looks up at me for direction.
"Pinch the tip and slide it on. You don't want any air getting in that little sucker", I smile and she quickly does as she's told, concentrating hard on her task. She rolls the condom on and looks generally pleased with her accomplishment. I smile at her expression.
"Lie back", I order and she does without hesitation. I grip myself and slowly enter her as her back arches in response. Once I've entered her completely, I waste no time in rocking my hips back and forth. Her mouth opens to form a perfect o as I continue making love to her.
Her mouth opens wider in a silent moan and she grips my arms as I go slightly faster.
"Christian", she whispers and I can tell she's close.
"Come for me, baby. Don't be afraid to come", I tell her gently. Soon, I feel her walls tightening and I can tell she's close.
"That's it baby. Come for me. Only me", I say breathlessly and just as I say those words, her back arches and she calls out an incoherent version of my name as her orgasm escapes her. Her body sags under me and I can soon feel my own release.
"Fuck, Ana", I remark through my gritted teeth and soon I come hard. My body stills as I catch my breath and I cautiously slide out of her and remove the condom. I toss it into the trashcan on the side and collapse on top of Ana.
"Was this more?", I ask.
"So much more", she responds and I can sense her smile as she does. I find myself agreeing and soon fall asleep in the arms of my girl.
More… I think I can live with that.