A/N: Hey everyone!!!! I'm back from my trip and I have to say that it was AWESOME!!!!!! I'm still a little jetlag so please forgive any gramatical errors or other mistakes in this update. I hope everyone had an awesome break and thanks to all who read, reviewed or alerted the story as well as flagged me as their favorite author or/and alerted me. You guys are amazing :DDDD
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight in anyway shape or form… soooo sad………..
When someone says "get better quick" they don't remember that the painful memory will be there no matter how healed the body is- Unkown
EPOV
The rain slowly hit my camel-hair jacket as I looked down at the damp soil in front of me. After a little while I put down the little bunch of bluebells I bought a mile down from where I was currently standing.
"Jacob," I thought carefully of what I wanted to say to the man everyone had unrightfully judged.
"I'm so sorry for everything that I've said about you that you don't deserve. I don't apologize for beating you up, or for cussing you out when it comes to the academy incidents but I do apologize for not seeing that in the end all you wanted was to save Bella. And finally understanding Bella wasn't in love with you and trying to make amends with her."
I looked at the white granite tombstone and set my flowers next to the only other bunch of flowers on the side. It was obvious that no one had come to see him other than his father.
I got up and watched the rain droplets hit my hands thinking of how lucky I was to be alive. Even if Jacob had tried to hurt Bella, he loved her. In his own, sick, twisted way he loved Bella just as much as I did if not more.
That fact alone made my heart break into a million pieces. Someone loved Bella just as much or more than I did and I couldn't help but feel my heart break.
What if when she wakes up she doesn't want to be with me? What if I'm not good enough for her?
Cry me a river won't you?
Oh dear god, not again.
Yes again. How many times do I need to tell you not to be a drama queen?
I'm not being a drama queen, you ass. It is true. She can get up and say "you suck Edward. Bye".
Bullshit. She loves you.
Do you know what goes on in her head? Her heart?
No.
Than don't say-
I know what goes on when she sees you and when she's around you. She loves you.
Dude I just want to say sorry to Jacob, who's six feet under, do you have to do this right now, when I'm standing in the cemetery?
You're the dumbshit that's thinking about Bella not loving you in the cemetary. I only come out when you're being a drama queen.
Just wow.
Just do it.
Huh?
Hahahaha get it? "Just do it"? Nike. Cuz you said 'just wow' and I was being funny by using your word-
Thank god you're in my head and I'm not you outside. You're such a dumbass.
I am you, dumbass.
No you're not.
Yeah I am.
"Edward!" I heard someone call me from afar. I looked towards the voice and saw Alice running after me with a Burberry umbrella and rain boots.
"Alice, what's going on?"
"Bella's up! Bella's up!" She reached me and hugged me hysterically.
"What?" I asked dumbly.
"Bella's up! She's asking for you!"
"Are you serious?" I couldn't believe it.
"No Edward, I swear. She's up! Come on let's go!" She pulled on my hand and tried to lead me towards the cemetery parking lot.
I ran to my car, Alice screaming after me to wait for her as she ran through the wet soil in five inch heels.
KPOV
"Fuck, Keith." Tanya moaned as I rammed into her. I chuckled as I roughly grabbed her thigh and held her closer to me. The third shag of the day. Brilliant.
"You like it, baby?" My ego and cock fully swollen.
"Ye-oh fuck yes." She exclaimed as I started to rub her clit as I continued to ram into her feverishly.
"Do you enjoy this?" I asked, trying to not to turn from the casual shag to love-making. Trying to prevent myself from slipping was harder than I thought.
"More than any other fuck." She said sensually as her plastic tits bounced up and down.
I grinned on the outside, but winced inside. She only saw this as another fuck.
"Keith, Keith." Tanya was trying to tell me something as I was going into my own planet as I fucked her. "Keith!"
"What?" I stopped moving but stayed inside her.
"You're phone's ringing."
"What?" I asked stupidly.
"Your phone!" I looked towards the night table and indeed my mobile was ringing.
I got up and answered, still stiff.
"Hello?"
"Mr. Murray?"
"Jones, what is it?"
"She's up."
I got up and looked over at the confused Tanya.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, Dr. Cullen ran into her room when his daughter went our for him. I looked inside the room and she was looking around trying to grasp everything."
"Did she see you?"
"No, I did it in a way she couldn't see me."
"Good. Bring the car to the hotel, I'm coming over."
"Yes, sir."
I turned off my mobile and looked over at Tanya who had changed while I spoke to Jones. "You changed?"
"Yes, obviously Bella's up."
I grinned, "wow."
"Come on, I want to see her." She threw my clothes at me.
"Why?" I took my dress shirt and put it on, shocked.
"I want to see her."
"Tanya if you go, things could go wrong."
"How?" She asked stomping her foot. I cocked my eyebrow at this but said nothing. Instead I answered her question.
"They would ask, 'Tanya why are you here with Keith?' or 'what are you doing here Tanya, I told you I want nothing to do with you, remember?'"
Tanya shot daggers at me realizing that the second example was as if Cullen had said it.
"Think about it Tanya."
"Fine." She told me after thinking it over for a moment.
"I'll call you when I get there." By this time I was finished changing and was putting on my Rolex.
"Fine."
"You still owe me a quick fuck you know." I tried to make her laugh. It didn't work.
When I got down to the small lobby of the so-called hotel, Jones was already waiting for me.
"Sir."
"Jones."
BPOV
"Bella?" A quiet voice asked me from the doorway. I opened my tired eyes looked at the person calling my name forgetting the massive headache I had.
"Edward?"
"Bella." My copper-haired Music teacher ran after me and gently hugged me.
"Edward." He gently kissed me as I took in his unique aroma.
"How are you, baby?" He asked me, almost crying.
"A little tired and confused." I said weakly, the headache returning.
"Baby…" He whispered, holding my hand with extreme care, I could see tears in his eyes.
"What happened to me?" I asked roughly.
"That's a long story, which I'll tell you later," he told me soothingly, "I just spoke to Carlisle and he told me that even though you're still weak, without any sudden shocks or stress you'll be fine and slowly but surely you'll be back on your feet and home." He assured me.
It did help. Not the fact that he was telling me that I would be ok with time, but the fact that he was here with me and noticing the worry in his voice made my heart swell ten times over.
He told me about the academy and how it was doing, and how the family and Charlie had taken rounds to watch over me, but I noticed he never touched the subject of why I was in the hospital in the first place.
Jake kidnapping me and/or what had happened to him after I had been found. I let it go for now, but put it away in my mind for later questioning.
"Bella!" I heard someone call my name from the door. Keith Murray, immediately I was confused.
What is he doing here?
"Murray?" Edward asked, anger in his voice.
"Oh hey Edward, how are you?" Keith seemed friendly and relaxed, while Edward looked like a rabid dog waiting to pounce. "Bella you won't believe how relieved I am to see you wake up! Everyone was so worried about you!" He walked up to me and lightly moved an even angrier Edward, he then took my hand and gave me the best charming smile I had ever seen.
That's not true.
Edward's smile was loaded with more charm than any other man I had ever seen.
"Murray I was sitting there." Edward said calmly but it was obvious he wanted to cut Murray's throat.
"Oh come now Edward! You can't hog our favorite English/Sex Ed. Teacher!" He didn't look at Edward as he said this, rather he looked at me as if trying to hypnotize me with his ice baby blues.
Maybe if I hadn't met Edward before I would have found Keith extremely attractive, but he looked just plain good standing beside him.
"Murray I-"
"Edward could you get me a glass of water please?" I interrupted Edward before he could say anything to Keith about his comment.
Edward looked totally taken aback at me and I pleaded with him with my eyes. He questioned me but I continued to look at with a plea. He bowed to my request and excused himself telling me he would be back in less than a minute, before sending Keith a death ray of a look.
Keith kept looking at me with a charming face and said nothing about what had transpired in the last moments.
"Bella I missed you." He whispered.
"Thank you Keith." I said, taking back my hand lightly.
"Bella-"
"Keith I'm with Edward." I cut to the chase.
"What?"
"I'm with Edward. Right before Jacob kidnapped me," I shivered remembering the blurry details, "he asked me to be his girlfriend and I agreed."
"I see."
I said nothing and nor did he. We kept quiet for a moment and suddenly I was taken aback when I realized that Keith was kissing me. I was too weak to push him away so technically I did nothing.
I was stupid for now doing something, because next thing I knew Edward walked in with the water I had asked him to bring me.
"Why you little-!" Edward dropped the glass of water and rammed into Keith, who fell to the ground after being pulled off of me by the enraged Edward. I screamed at the shock and immediately felt pain in my chest. Right then I felt like someone had grabbed me by the chest and ripped me open.
"Bella!" I heard Edward yell after me, but the pain was so much that everything went black once again. I had fallen into the hole I had come out of and I couldn't help it.
A/N: Wow aren't I a bitch? Hahaha anyway, hope you liked this update and don't worry Bella's not gonna die or take forever to wake up, it was just a minor thing that's gonna be fixed. Meanwhile leave any comments, suggestions or concerns and I will gladly get back to you. Thanks again for everything and hope you have a great weekend!