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Renesmee's POV

We were sitting in front of Seth's house

We were here to pick up Seth for the shopping trip.

What I didn't understand was why we were just sitting here and not going in to get Seth or why Alice hadn't called Seth and told him we were outside.

We have been sitting in the car for about 3 minutes now and only actions taking place were my shifting in my seat and Alice's constant sighs.

After she sighed once more I looked at her, then looked at the clock, I knew something was wrong because any other time she would be rushing to get to the mall.

"Alice, why aren't we going inside to get Seth?" I finally got up the gall to ask.

She looked at me and, of course, sighed.

"Look Nessie, I am going to tell you this now. Seth will probably be in there drunk off his ass."

My eyes widened at her blunt statement.

Thinking about Seth in there drunk caused shivers of fear to rush through my body.

The thought of alcohol and my friend being intoxicated brought up all types of memories, memories I would much rather like to destroy.

"H H H How do you know that?" I managed to get out.

"I know that because I know Seth. Me and him are in damn near the same situation and knowing him, he went out last night drank a lot and probably fucked some blonde bimbo."

I gasped and you could probably see the distress, sadness and fear in my eyes.

I hope Seth doesn't….

My body quivered with dormant memories that had been brought back to the surface of my thoughts.

"I know you don't like seeing people drunk, and I also know that you think the most of Seth so I was trying to think of a way I could make you 'okay with the situation' but, the best thing to do, I believe, is to tell you the truth. So there it is."

I let out a ragged breath and tried to rationalize in my head that Seth wouldn't hurt me, even if he is drunk.

I sat there, in my mind, telling myself that Seth is just said right now, for whatever reason Alice seems to know.

Whatever the reason is, as Seth's friend, I have to be understanding.

That thought gave me just enough courage to take off my seat belt, open the car door and get out and walk towards Seth's house.

I didn't have to look behind me to know that Alice was there.

I stood there, sort of stuck in my mind, contemplating whether or not I should open the door. Alice gave me no time to think before she went to the window to the left of Seth's door and took the key that lay under the door in a stick on pouch.

She opened the door and went around me, apparently not feeling patient enough to wait me.

She didn't have to wait for long because after a few seconds, I gained enough strength to walk into the house.

When I entered the house and looked into the living room, everything seemed fine. I could feel my heart rate begin to slow down as I got less worried.

I walked up the steps after Alice and once we got to the top of the steps we walked down then hallway that would lead to Seth's room.

Once we got to Seth's cherry wood door with the big red' STOP' sign on it, we stopped.

We had both paused for a second before Alice let out a long sigh and knocked lightly on the door.

No sound was heard.

She knocked again, this time harder.

"Go away, Leah, you stink and you're a terrible person!" we heard Seth say in a weird tone.

Alice looked at me with a worried expression, "Are you sure you can go in here and not… you know, freak out?" she asked.

I didn't have to think long before I found myself nodding.

I knew that I might not have liked what I would see when I was to enter the room but, Seth is my friend and if he was hurting I had to be there for him.

Alice slowly opened the door, or at least it seemed slow to me, and she walked inside with me right behind her.

When I was fully in his room, I immediately looked to his bed and there I saw a lump lying underneath covers.

I knew that that lump that was lying underneath the covers was my best friend.

The covers were immediately pushed away and my assumption was proven correct when Seth was revealed.

He didn't have on a shirt, only gray sweat pants, his hair was messy and he held a Jack Daniels bottle that was almost gone in his hand.

"LEAH I SAID…" he stopped when he realized it was us.

He stared at both of us, Alice first and then me. Once he saw me, he stared at me for a while then he went back to looking at Alice and stared at her for a while as well, longer than he had stared at me.

Then before I could get words out he went back under the covers.

"Get out" he said in a bored tone.

"I don't think so buddy. You're coming with us for some shopping therapy" commanded Alice.

"No, just leave."

I didn't know what to say, I was a little frightened of Seth. One, I had never seen him like this, he was always happy. He was the optimistic one in our group.

Two, he did have an almost completely gone Jack Daniels bottle in his hand.

He didn't seem drunk though.

Alice disrupted my thoughts when she moved towards Seth's bed. She went around so that she would be able to look at Seth's face.

When she was at the other side, instead of speaking, she just sat down in front of his covered body.

She lifted her hand and began to rub Seth's arm through the cover.

I didn't know if Seth could feel it and if he could, I was surprised he hadn't pushed it away.

I was confused at what Alice was doing and knowing her, I was surprised she hadn't spoken yet.

She did that for about a minute before Seth began to shift under the covers.

It wasn't much longer before I heard Seth sigh, or at least I think it was his sigh, and saw him pull the covers off of his body and look at Alice.

As they looked at each other, I saw the distress and sadness in both of their eyes. I saw Alice's eyes begin to tear up and a shaky watery smile begin to grace her lips.

Seth smiled a sad smile as well and pulled Alice into his arms.

I didn't want to interrupt their moment so I sat down in the corner, my actions going unnoticed.

They pulled away from each other after another minute and I saw a few tear stains on Alice's cheek.

She didn't say anything else but, Seth got up and headed towards his bathroom. Before he could enter he turned back around to Alice, "Pick me out something to wear" he spoke lowly.

Alice nodded and immediately went to his closet.

That was all the discussion we had from Seth's house and until we got to the mall.

…..

We had been almost all over the mall. Forever 21, Burberry & Company, Abercrombie Fitch, Bath& Body Works, New York Styles and so many others.

We had more bags than we could carry and Seth had to run outside to drop some bags off in the car twice!

We were now sitting on one of the benches eating some frozen yogurt we just got from 'Yogurt Lounge'.

Alice was explaining to Seth how me and her had agreed to be honest with each other and how he was, rather he wanted to be or not, apart of this agreement.

After Alice was done explaining, Seth sighed and looked at both of us before turning around and shooting his empty yogurt cup in the trash can.

He turned back to us and averted his eyes, looking anywhere but at me.

After a seemingly long pause, he spoke again, "I guess I'll go first."

I stayed silent but on the inside I sighed in relief.

I was still going over again and again in my head how I would explain to my best friend and sister that I was having sex with our History teacher.

All I knew for sure is that, after I told them my secret, there's wouldn't seem nearly as significant.

Also, I wonder if I should tell Alice what really happened all those years ago, tell her why I stopped hanging around her in those last few months at the orphanage.

Tell her why I stayed in high school even though I could've graduated almost 2 years ago.

"Okay, it seems you both know. I told Renesmee, Alice, and I would retell the story to you but it seems you already know" Seth said ending his sentence with a glaring look at me.

I guess assuming that I told her.

I was about to defend myself when Alice came to my rescue, "Please Seth, I didn't need to find out from Nessie. Remember, I'm you looking back."

"What's that suppose to mean?" he asked.

Alice looked at him and put another spoonful of her strawberry frozen yogurt in her mouth.

"It means I've been where you are at and now I'm just watching it from another perspective."

I thought about that and I couldn't help but agree.

"Anyway, tell me what happened?" she inquired to Seth.

He blushed slightly, "What do you mean, 'what happened'?"

She smirked, "Come on, I know that disappointed and sad look. You must have told her something involving you two 'progressing' in your 'relationship' and she didn't respond how you expected. Am I right?"

Seth blushed even harder, something that rarely happened.

"I told her that, since Nessie knew about us now so we could finally come out and be in a serious relationship and…. She said she needed to stay with Edward" he said with his head held down low.

I looked to Alice and saw her face smothered in an abundance of emotions.

Sadness, anger, pity and sorrow. She looked as if she was remembering something, something she didn't really want to remember.

"I'm you looking back indeed."

They were both silent for a while, and the tension was strong.

For me at least

I decided to break the silence, "So… Alice, you told me you would tell me about you and Edward."

She seemed to come back from her trance and look straight at me.

She looked confused at first and then I guess my statement registered in her head.

"Oh well, ummm. Well, don't get mad Nessie, please?"

I looked at her with confusion but just nodded my head.

"Well, I and Edward have been … like this, for about two and half years?" she said more like a question.

Seth and I looked at her with blatant shock on our face.

Her blush was bright red and I guess she took our involuntary silence as a sign to go on.

"It stated about two years ago during Halloween. When you decided to stay home and study. While me and Edward where out we somehow got lost trying to get to a haunted house up north. We started arguing and then he brought up Jasper, you know the guy I was dating before? Well, through all the arguing and fighting Edward blurted out that he umm… loved me."

She was crying now and like always, that brought me out of my trance. It seemed to do the same for Seth because he blinked and before I could respond, Seth was up and by Alice's side hugging her close.

She seemed to calm down immediately and hugged him back.

He moved his head to the side of her face and I suspect he whispered something in her ear because she laughed before blushing an even darker shade of red.

After a few minutes and several bystanders walking by staring at us, Seth pulled away from Alice but remained close to her with her hand in his.

"Ok, well, I… Well, we started to do some pretty sexual things after that but we never had sex and I figured that at some point me and him were going to become a couple but he first said that he didn't want you to know. He said that you would hate both of us so I kept it a secret. But… I couldn't do it anymore, I was tired of hiding it from you Nessie, I was, I am tired of hiding it from our parents. So I told him we either come out or we would be finished. That didn't last very long and just recently we started… being intimate again. I'm so so sooooo sorry I didn't tell you earlier" Alice finished, her voice cracking at the end.

She looked me in my eyes, her own pleading for forgiveness as if my approval and acceptance meant everything to her.

Alice is my best friend, always has been and if it's any testament to everything we've been through together, she should know that I would always forgive her.

I didn't say anything, I just got up and went to Alice's side and pulled her into my embrace.

She had no hesitation as she hugged me back and laid her head on my shoulder.

"I love you Nessie. You're the best sister in the world" she choked out.

I said nothing back, just squeezed her closer.

After what felt like hours of us hugging we both pulled back. Alice wiping her eyes of shed tears but having a content smile on her face.

She sat back down, close to Seth who wrapped his arms around her and then they both looked at me.

I sat back down and turned to face them and they were both still staring at me.

After a few more moments of awkward staring I finally responded.

"What?"

"Your turn" Alice said.

I was confused for a few moments before it hit me.

Oh my god, they want me to share!

I blushed a dark red. I didn't have many secrets that they didn't know about, just one.

I had been sleeping with our teacher.

I wanted to lie, tell them that I had no secrets.

But that would be wrong, they told me theirs and now it was my turn.

I just prayed that they would forgive me.

"Uh, see, well. Um… okay. You both know…our umm…. History and Career Planning teacher?"

"Mr. Black?" they both said simultaneously.

I just nodded my head and continued, "Yeah. Um… he and I…."

Before I could go on, I was interrupted by someone behind me.

"Alice?" the deep voice asked.

The voice sounded familiar but so different either way it sent chills down my spine.

Alice stood up with a smile on her face.

"Nahuel?"

My heartbeat began to increase at the sound of that name.

Oh my god.

My heart was beating so fast and yet it felt like my whole body had just gone cold.

I had began to pant uncontrollably and the room around me began to spin.

The only person who seemed to notice was Seth.

"Nessie?" he spoke with concern laced in his voice.

I began to get dizzy and I saw black spots.

What felt like mere seconds later I saw a tan face in front of mine and heard his deep ever familiar voice.

And the dreaded nickname I would never forget.

"Renny?"

And then everything went blank, my last thought being

I wish Jacob was here to save me.

Oh goodness. That was so!

I don't even know what to say about this chapter. It's starting to get a little more dramatic and let me tell you guys that I actually like the plot I have going here. I hope you guys do to. Review and tell me how you feel.

Oh and all of you super crazy Jake/ Nessie fans. Don't worry next chapter there will be more fluff.

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After WMIC is over this will be my last story on fanfiction. I KNOW I KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE MAD BUT LET ME EXPLAIN. I realized why it's been getting harder for me to write, I used to think it was just because now that Twilight is over it doesn't feel the same. That's not the case at all. I have been writing on Fanfiction for almost a year and a half now and I must be honest I have grown so much from writing here. All the fans I have accumulated over the year it's been an experience I will never forget but it is time for me to move on and start using my own characters, making my own situations. I will, once done with WMIC and the next TL I will be writing on a website called WATTPAD. You don't have to sign up and there is even a phone application for it. I will probably still go by Ladee but if I change it though I will definitely tell you guys. I love you guys so much and I hope that when I make this move you guys will read my new stories. It's just I think I am ready to start doing my own stuff.

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