Hey guys, so the next chapter is taking me a while. Normally I chug these chapters out in like 2-3 hours the night I post them, but this one is taking me a while. I think it's because it might be the last chapter before the Epilogue, so I want it to be just right. Don't know yet, so don't quote me. One thing I do know is that it's going to be long... I'm only at a 2,000 word count at the moment on it, and I'm not even close to halfway finished with this yet. (My longest chapter, fyi, is Prologue - Visions at a whopping 9,022 word count. The next longest being Entering the Temple of the Ancients at over 8,000 words.. And the rest ranges all over from like 2,000 - 7,000) Let's see if this chapter can beat my record lol
So, anyway, while I was taking my lunch today my mind wandered a bit and it started this poem of sorts. No, this is not part of the story. This doesn't take place from the point of view of Sephiroth, nor Sam, nor anybody. It is inspired by the end of FF7, particularly Sephiroth as you will gather from reading this, but it is nowhere in the game's canon, or my story's canon. Just something my mind spawned and I decided to share it with you guys for the time being, to give you something until the next chapter is finished. Enjoy!
I am no angel
Nor a god have I become
Fallen from grace
I am no one
Just a body
Torn and dismembered
Stripped of a name
No longer remembered
My light has faded
Eyes jaded
Thoughts of my past forever hated
Consistently berated
Never made it
I was not strong enough
Or smart enough
Blinded by the greed I sought to destroy
Refused to heed the inner voice
Telling me to step away
To see what is true
Peering back in the mirror
I saw only you
You brought this life
Delivered the Strife
Filled my sight with lies
And my mind with a virus
Bidding me follow
Away from all who bind us
No longer controlled
To reach our goals
To diminish the hate from this Planet's souls
You promised me more
A new world order
With me at its peak
And you at my side
Filling me with images
Of power and pride
But you lied
My future denied
By someone who was more dissatisfied
With your plans of a bona fide genocide
With me in the cross fire
Dragged along by your strings
The blade that struck hurt
But it's your deceit that stings
Well I hope you're happy
Because this is the end
For both you and I
To no Heaven we ascend
Only through the abyss
We'll float for eternity
With no end of time
Forever to infinity
There is nothing left
Motivation is gone
Unless there is someone who will remember this song
I've lost my name
But I know someone is there
Who has me in mind
My story he'll share
Yes
I can sense it
The one who ended me
Will not be rid of me
My life may be lost
But I've not lost my eyes
I can still see the filth in this world of lies
You may be gone
But I will prevail
I won't be consumed by this aquamarine veil
I'm no longer your puppet
Just a doll at your whim
I'm not some rookie
Fighting in a sink or swim
Situation
I know the narration
Of lasting frustration
In war torn worlds
While avoiding temptation
To end it all
Blow it all to smithereens
But I'll rise above that
Show this world what it means
To lose all control
To understand fear
Then accept me in my glory
My name they'll revere
All I need is one soul to think of me
In a Cloud of memories
As long as he remembers
I will be
...So, that turned into something. I only had the first few lines in mind and then just let my fingers and a rhyming dictionary take me forward from there.
