Note: Hey loves! I just started school now so I won't update that much! I was planning on finishing this story months ago! Thanks for the reviews! I love you all.

I'm really sorry for updating late! School is keeping me busy!

- Alanis

Chapter 26

Tate

I sprinted off. I should go back to her. Apologize. I didn't retread to say goodbye to her parents.

I am such a fucking coward. I should go back and tell her the whole story. She deserves this. God, Tate you are pathetic.

I was already at the exit of the hospital and I was out of breath.

I should go back. I should apologize. Maybe I should write a letter to her, explaining everything to her.

Go back, Tate.

But I didn't. I continued to head on home.

I did visit Violet the next day, I'm not sure why.

Strangely, I found myself back in front of Violet's hospital room.

Hospitals creep me out.

"Vi?" I say after I walk into her room and I see her with her eyes damped with tears.

I hate myself.

"Vi… I'm sorry." '

She was lying in the bed, still. Her orbs were looking back into me.

"Where'd you go?"

"I needed some air…"

She positioned herself on the bed with only a hospital gown on.

Oddly, her bruises were already fading away.

"W-why are you crying?" I asked her while I shivered.

"Tate, come here." She replied quietly.

I stepped forward, reaching to her bed.

Her tears stopped rolling down her cheeks and she took my hand to hold hers'.

She slowly pulled me on the cold bed and I was now on top of her.

I didn't know she had so much strength in her.

It was then until I felt my lips compressed against her tender lips.

We exchanged our lips. Her hands were caressing my hair. I made sure the door was closed.

"Tate, I want you."

"Vi, I love you."

I said it. I roughly pulled my pants down and I stared down at her.

Her sheer hospital gown felt cold. I untied it from the back.

The rest felt like a dream full of ecstasy.

I didn't want to explain much, but there were lots of locking lips, tears, and moans.

She was now resting on my chest as my arms were wrapped around her.

"Did it hurt?" I asked curiously.

"Mm, not really… There was a lot of crying."

"Well it wasn't from me…."

She chuckled. "I guess it did hurt."

"How long are you going to be here?"

"Probably in a few days." She sighed. "I hate hospitals."

"Do you know about Trevor's funeral?"

"I spoke to his parents again this morning. It's going to be on Friday at 2."

"I'll go with you, if you don't want to be alone."

"I'd like that…" She changed the subject, "Now get dressed before my parents come here!"

I gave out a laugh and started to dress myself.

"You know, I was not planning this." I told her.

"So you didn't want to take my virginity?" She asked.

"Well, hey, to be fair, you took mine too."

"Aww, that's reassuring." She placed herself up as she tried to dress her hospital gown.

"Violet, here." I helped her tie the gown behind her neck. Her skin is so smooth.

"Tate, stay with me."

"Always." I answered, not trying to sound so cheesy.

Violet

I was expecting it to be worse and embarrassing. But with Tate, it was full of bliss.

Honestly, I did cry. I cried tears of happiness. It felt so great and energetic.

I feel so happy to be alive right now.

I don't know what was going on with me, but I needed Tate to be inside me.

He's the only best I ever had.

To be continued…

Note: Hello readers! I apologize for not updating in such a long time and this is a short chapter! :-( I had a writers block this past summer! Love, Alanis